JustAlexandra

JustAlexandra

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  • JustAlexandra
    Ugggggh. 


    I really like making my own RPS but sometimes I just feel like a really shitty GM
    WolfsbaneRain
    WolfsbaneRain
    I know exactly how you feel. Almost all of the RPs I make end up dying. I just don't know how to keep them alive.
    JustAlexandra
    JustAlexandra
    I have gotten past the RPs dying being my fault. I don't think it's anyones fault specifically, it's just that it's become acceptable or at least somewhat expected to get bored and drop out. 


    I just really suck at reading peoples CS's well and then other people are like "So and so has THIS and it's OP" and I'm like "Fuuuck I didn't pay attention" 


    Or they'll be like 5 or 6 posts to read and instead of hunkering down and reading them I'll just skim and then I miss something or someone and feel like a piece of crap. 
    JustAlexandra
    When your cat knocks over his food bowl and you need to vacuum what you can't salvage so you just end up vacuuming your whole room because what is the point of getting it out if you're gonna have to get out the vacuum soon already, Oh and its almost midnight
    Ticci Toby Rogers
    Ticci Toby Rogers
    LOL! I get this! Last night my brother cut himself, around 11:00, and he ended up bleeding all over the sink in our bathroom.... I ended up deep cleaning the bathroom last night...
    JustAlexandra
    I want a fantasy RP but I also want a modern/realistic RP. 


    The struggleeeeeee


    And I have my own RPS of both of those so I want it to be unlike mine so I don't get bored. AGH
    JustAlexandra
    I want to join more RPs (especially since I think one of mine is dead) but I know that during the week I will probably get overwhelmed D:


    Maybe just one ? 
    JustAlexandra
    I hope this status doesn't come off rude but like I really just can't stand my body. 


    I want to be skinny. I look at Kylie Jenner and I just don't understand how she can even be that skinny. And logically I know that I am not fat. I am at the low end of the weight spectrum for my height, but when I look at myself in the mirror I can't help but think I am fat. 


    And I don't eat horribly all the time or anything. This week I worked out, went on a walk this weekend, didn't eat shit until it was this weekend. So there isn't a reason for me to feel unhappy with my body, but I just do. 
    CabalAnomicPotato
    CabalAnomicPotato
    Ah dude, I can't help you there, maybe talk to someone about it? It's not my alley to help with feeling over weight, as I know I am and still give no shits about it.
    arctic
    arctic
    1. It's not rude to express your feelings about your body! Even being honest with yourself and accepting the fact that you're unhappy with your body takes a lot of courage, so you go girl!


    2. People like Kylie Jenner pay MILLIONS to look the way they do, so unless you can afford it, don't beat yourself up for not looking like her ^-^ and even if you can afford it, understand that looks aren't everything and that life's too short to stress over the little things


    3. If it gets worse, see a doctor. If you can't, there are a ton of online sites to help you out. You won't regret it, trust me!
    spookie
    spookie
    don't worry, there's nothing rude about it. okay, coming from someone who's freakishly, most of it is fake. kylie and her kind are a combo of plastic surgery, photomanipulation and hollywood trainers... even naturally tiny people don't look like that in real life. i am seriously underweight, and it's not attractive on me at all... there's no tone or healthy glow, just visible ribcage and a sort of dead look. my health is terrible, which is both a cause and effect of being this thin, so it's really not a good thing.


    trust me though, you're perfect the way you are. if you're healthy, that's what really matters. magazines will never be realistic or achievable, and you don't need to look like kylie anyway... she's not attractive at all in my opinion, and incredibly fake too.
    JustAlexandra
    I like when my RP's are busy but like damn reading 8 posts from other people can get overwhelming lol 
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    JustAlexandra
    JustAlexandra
    I like responding to a lot of posts actually, it makes my posts longer and then I feel like a better RPer, because sometimes I have problems adding details and stuff to my posts . 
    Kidstupefy
    Kidstupefy
    For me, I focus on just responding to posts and making sure they make sense vs making them all look near perfect, since this wouldn't be a place I could just chill at and have fun if I had to spend an hour or longer on a post (especially when I am 9 RPs lol).


    *when I am in
    JustAlexandra
    JustAlexandra
    Yeah, in the RP I am talking about I feel like my posts could be better, but I get confused trying to respond to everyone and make it make sense. 


    Luckily I don't have anything to do today and tomorrow I have off. AND I'm in an RP mood. 


    Those things never seem to come together. 
    JustAlexandra
    Low key wanna get intoxicated but also high key don't want to text people all the questions I keep myself from asking cause its weird. 
    Arty
    Arty
    DONT YOU DARE. I AM WORRIED THAT MY NOTIFICATIONS WILL EXPLODE WITH YOUR DAMN UPDATES lol
    JustAlexandra
    JustAlexandra
    Don't act like you don't love my updates
    Arty
    Arty
    Hiss
    JustAlexandra
    Am I allowed to change my picture to one that's watermarked? 


    Can I do one not watermarked and give the person credit in my about me? 


    I am bad at drawing but I want a cute picture ;-; 
    JustAlexandra
    Thinking about rebooting my Talorn RP now that my other RP's have settled down. 


    I just don't want it to die D:


    Also I was really attached to some of my characters before the reboot so I would feel inclined to carry them over. Not that it is a bad thing. But...yeah idk. 


    Maybe I'll just put out an interest check and base it on how many people are interested, but one of my popular RP's barely got any notice on the interest checks so I am conflicted. 
    JustAlexandra
    I love the mood I get into when I just really like doing stuff on RPN. 


    Idk if that makes sense but whateva
    JustAlexandra
    I feel like I missed out on RPing on GaiaOnline because I used to LOVE Gaia, and I love RPing now, but I didn't know it was a thing when it existed. 


    I would try it on there, but I assume it is a lot of very young people. Not that young people are all bad RPers, but more experience usually means better posts. 
    JustAlexandra
    It seems like you have to be in a thousand RPs now for one to last :(  This is why people join too many. All of a sudden they start, and then they all die, so they join a bunch and then they all start and it's overwhelming so you leave a few, then they all die. It's a vicious cycle. 
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