I've been playing the sims 4 and I've been trying my very hardest to create sims. I mean hours and hours are put into making them unique and not so cookie-cutter. It was going great, nearly 150 downloads. Then things changed. I was still doing my best, now it wasn't enough. I get 5 downloads now. It's never good enough.
I've been on Roleplay.me. I just want to see if things on that website have marginally gotten better or if it's still a cesspool filled with Maps and when I'll encounter one. It seems like any day now.
Listening to Greek Tragedy by the wombats remix. ''♪We're smashing mics in karoke bars. You're running late with half your make-up on. This method acting might pay our bills. But soon enough there'll different roles to fill. I love this feeling, but I hate this part.♪...''
Dreams are so weird and it keeps getting weirder. Last week I had a dream of a Disneyland candy world (Best dream.), but this one was much more surprising. This was another covid fantasy dream. I finally get to go to comic con in the dream, but my mom can't go because she's too sick so she sends us to these British couple to go there. We go to a bakery before we go and I say out loud in the dream ''Hey, that looks like the cake from my dream!'' I woke up and felt unnerved. I REMEMBERED a DREAM within a DREAM! ''I think, therefore I am.'' is now out of the window!
I'm going to die! My mother is having party with our cousins. She's smoking weed and drinking. The cousins are rowdy and mess and I'm so scared. Loud music everywhere. The place is a mess! I've locked the door with all the candy inside. Got chased by some teenagers in hockey masks and a fake chainsaw, they are actually old friends. Met a few hostle 'boys'? one said "Did you assume my gender?" so I don't know if they were, I didn't say anything if they were a boy or not. They scared me away from some houses. I went with a big group of kids and the murdered the bowls of candy that were unsupervised so I sacrificed some of my own candy for the other kids. Feet sore, I hope the party ends soon.
Update: My sister just invited her friends to this already crowded party and they are stomping and blasting the music upstairs. I'm so scared.