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Most of the things I say are depressing, I know. My whole life is a ball of depression.
I haven't talked to my mom or my siblings in months. They didn't bother to call or come to my high school graduation, or even send a text saying literally anything. My mother moved and didn't even bother to tell me her new address. I guess you could say I was a little upset. I almost burst into tears during graduation looking around for my family and finding nobody.
A few days ago, I finally got in touch with one of my older sisters who gave me my mom's cell phone number and I found out the address. I get there, and things are super awkward. Typical mood for people who haven't conversed in months. I'm sitting on the couch, watching as everyone went about their business, and my baby sister, only eight years old, sits at the dining room table and looks straight at me and says: "You're the worst sister."
I was there with my boyfriend, which only made that situation a whole lot more awkward. I'm sure he heard it but didn't think it was a good idea to bring it up. I have dealt with so much in the past few months, and that was just the icing on the cake. First, my family doesn't come to my graduation. I barely scrape by, and then my cat dies from something we still don't know about. My boyfriend and I fought every day, almost ending our five year relationship. That was even more stress, along with the nervousness of starting a new full-time job and balancing everything else out in my life. Weeks later my mom finally texts me back, and I visit just to be insulted. I'm not sure what I did to deserve any of these things that life is throwing on my plate, but I sure as hell know I can't deal with it much longer.
I haven't talked to my mom or my siblings in months. They didn't bother to call or come to my high school graduation, or even send a text saying literally anything. My mother moved and didn't even bother to tell me her new address. I guess you could say I was a little upset. I almost burst into tears during graduation looking around for my family and finding nobody.
A few days ago, I finally got in touch with one of my older sisters who gave me my mom's cell phone number and I found out the address. I get there, and things are super awkward. Typical mood for people who haven't conversed in months. I'm sitting on the couch, watching as everyone went about their business, and my baby sister, only eight years old, sits at the dining room table and looks straight at me and says: "You're the worst sister."
I was there with my boyfriend, which only made that situation a whole lot more awkward. I'm sure he heard it but didn't think it was a good idea to bring it up. I have dealt with so much in the past few months, and that was just the icing on the cake. First, my family doesn't come to my graduation. I barely scrape by, and then my cat dies from something we still don't know about. My boyfriend and I fought every day, almost ending our five year relationship. That was even more stress, along with the nervousness of starting a new full-time job and balancing everything else out in my life. Weeks later my mom finally texts me back, and I visit just to be insulted. I'm not sure what I did to deserve any of these things that life is throwing on my plate, but I sure as hell know I can't deal with it much longer.