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( ´_ノ` ) venatori
...And roars for my memories of you...
Light streamed in through the windows. One of his favorite songs was playing softly on his speakers. He groaned, knowing how many complaints he'd receive for leaving it on all night.
Jude pushed himself up with a sigh. Papers with nearly delirious scribbles covered his floor. In the corner, leaning against the wall, was a stack of paintings. His speakers were in the living room. Hence the music's quietness.
Now that I am clean, that matador is no more and is dragged from view...
Half-lidded eyes settled on a pile of empty beer cans. He must have gotten drunk the night before.
For a moment, he couldn't remember why.
Until, of course, it all came back to him.
"Why can't you just give them up? Do you know how bad those are for you? I've told you, Jude, time and time again! Just fucking quit them! I can't watch you waste your life like this."
"Oh, fuck right off, Ian. Ya don't know how bad it is. S'not like I like that I do it! I can't just drop everythin' and quit. It's not that fuckin' easy. It's hell tryna stop, and you know it!"
It had escalated from there. What started as an innocent suggestion quickly escalated into so much more. Accusations had been thrown, things were brought up.. He'd been enough of an arse to call him a "closeted I'm uncultured." At which point the doctor simply stared at him in shocked disbelief and hurt before turning and walking out of the apartment.
Jude closed his eyes. He couldn't believe himself. How could he have said such a thing? It was fucking terrible..
Rubbing his face, he slid off of the mattress and padded barefoot to the living room.
Oh something good tonight will make me forget about you for now.
He stared at the stereo for a second before hitting the switch.
Part of him ached to call Ian, but he knew it would be a mistake.
Instead, he dragged himself to the shower.
An hour later and he was parked behind the library; phone safely tucked away in his back pocket on silent.
Working didn't particularly appeal to him, but he had to. More money meant a better livelihood. The killer headache he had would just have to be ignored.
His sneakers scuffed against the asphalt as he walked towards the door.
It opened with a soft squeak. The hinges needed to be oiled, apparently.
Inside, all was quiet. The only noises came from the buzzing computer towers, fans on hyper drive thanks to the hot summer air, and the soft murmuring from various inhabitants.
Jude walked straight to the main desk and plopped down in his usual chair. He logged on to the desktop, checked his e-mails, and then busied himself with sketching.
Maybe someone would lend him a couple bucks.
He hadn't eaten breakfast.
No food in the fridge.
Light streamed in through the windows. One of his favorite songs was playing softly on his speakers. He groaned, knowing how many complaints he'd receive for leaving it on all night.
Jude pushed himself up with a sigh. Papers with nearly delirious scribbles covered his floor. In the corner, leaning against the wall, was a stack of paintings. His speakers were in the living room. Hence the music's quietness.
Now that I am clean, that matador is no more and is dragged from view...
Half-lidded eyes settled on a pile of empty beer cans. He must have gotten drunk the night before.
For a moment, he couldn't remember why.
Until, of course, it all came back to him.
"Why can't you just give them up? Do you know how bad those are for you? I've told you, Jude, time and time again! Just fucking quit them! I can't watch you waste your life like this."
"Oh, fuck right off, Ian. Ya don't know how bad it is. S'not like I like that I do it! I can't just drop everythin' and quit. It's not that fuckin' easy. It's hell tryna stop, and you know it!"
It had escalated from there. What started as an innocent suggestion quickly escalated into so much more. Accusations had been thrown, things were brought up.. He'd been enough of an arse to call him a "closeted I'm uncultured." At which point the doctor simply stared at him in shocked disbelief and hurt before turning and walking out of the apartment.
Jude closed his eyes. He couldn't believe himself. How could he have said such a thing? It was fucking terrible..
Rubbing his face, he slid off of the mattress and padded barefoot to the living room.
Oh something good tonight will make me forget about you for now.
He stared at the stereo for a second before hitting the switch.
Part of him ached to call Ian, but he knew it would be a mistake.
Instead, he dragged himself to the shower.
An hour later and he was parked behind the library; phone safely tucked away in his back pocket on silent.
Working didn't particularly appeal to him, but he had to. More money meant a better livelihood. The killer headache he had would just have to be ignored.
His sneakers scuffed against the asphalt as he walked towards the door.
It opened with a soft squeak. The hinges needed to be oiled, apparently.
Inside, all was quiet. The only noises came from the buzzing computer towers, fans on hyper drive thanks to the hot summer air, and the soft murmuring from various inhabitants.
Jude walked straight to the main desk and plopped down in his usual chair. He logged on to the desktop, checked his e-mails, and then busied himself with sketching.
Maybe someone would lend him a couple bucks.
He hadn't eaten breakfast.
No food in the fridge.
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