Baphomet
Baphomet
Yesterday's memories seem preferable
Over tomorrow's inevitable
Ugly is how I feel inside
Apathy is all I can decide
Rarely is the day that I feel strength
Everyone keeps me at arms length
Surrounded, something is amiss
Thrumming, the sound of the abyss
Rowing down the stream of life
Ongoing is my endless strife
No longer can I continue on
Going somewhere I don't belong
Energy is sapped from my bones
Running from me with shrieks and moans
Tomorrow seems inescapable
Happier times unavailable
After a happy thought comes a sad
Never vice versa, too bad
Yet to see I'm torn asunder
Only to peer up from down under
Under and under, deeper and deeper
This is all I know, bleaker and bleaker
Hit me, make me feel alive
I just know depravity, to plot and connive
Now what is left?
Knowledge of life, fleeting, bereft
Find the secret message!
Over tomorrow's inevitable
Ugly is how I feel inside
Apathy is all I can decide
Rarely is the day that I feel strength
Everyone keeps me at arms length
Surrounded, something is amiss
Thrumming, the sound of the abyss
Rowing down the stream of life
Ongoing is my endless strife
No longer can I continue on
Going somewhere I don't belong
Energy is sapped from my bones
Running from me with shrieks and moans
Tomorrow seems inescapable
Happier times unavailable
After a happy thought comes a sad
Never vice versa, too bad
Yet to see I'm torn asunder
Only to peer up from down under
Under and under, deeper and deeper
This is all I know, bleaker and bleaker
Hit me, make me feel alive
I just know depravity, to plot and connive
Now what is left?
Knowledge of life, fleeting, bereft
Find the secret message!
First letter of every line.
You are loved. You're amazing! 
