DrTrollinski
Don't let the name scare you.
Whiles James was off dealing with his own business that had even himself feeling extremely concerned, there was a less-than-happy conversation going on downstairs. Jon understood well enough that Charlie was only young - and much of what was going on must have been significantly stressful on the kids in particular. They were all just about old enough to know that things weren't quite right, so now all of the carers under that one roof could be expectant of questions and concerns. It had already started happening - it was one thing Frank didn't fully understand. No one seemed to be 'rushing' to get the kids as far away from it as possible. God knew that James could organize for that to happen, just so they could go away while it was dealt with and live a normal life. Even if none of them could go with them, they'd have each other's company, they could look after each other, no doubt.
Wouldn't that be better than worrying about if someone was going to kill them?
Regardless, Frank didn't voice that. It was a suitable suggestion, though, one where he'd, to his surprise, have more people on board with it than he first thought. A bit late now - Or was it? He didn't know. All he wanted was for Jordan to be somewhere safe. He wanted that for all the children they had here.
Jon wanted that, too, but the idea of Charlie being away from him? Fuck no.
It all seemed to be coming down on Charlie's head, though, and it was too much for him to cope with. A boat of information emptied on top of him so suddenly - cruel, but necessary.
"You hear me out a sec." Jon said, calmly, and reached out to take him by the arm. He slowly pulled him away from the wall and sat him down beside him again, this time dropping his arm a little tighter around his shoulders - not so much to make him uncomfortable, but, more of a way of assuring him that his words weren't going to be accompanied with a flimsy half-assed hug, and hopefully that what he was saying was going to be strong and serious.
"I won't lie to you." He said, softly. "I'm not saying we will leave, of course not. I can't determine if that'll happen yet, but honestly? Chances are it won't. The bags are very... Emergency, really. Last resort. I promise, me and James are making sure we're doing everything we can to have it so that we can all stay here, I swear." He explained. "You're asking a lot of questions, and all of them have answers. In times like this it's only normal to feel unsafe, to feel like there's something that's going to hurt you - but believe me, Charlie..." He rubbed his shoulder. "I'll tell you a million times - There isn't a single person under this roof that doesn't care about you, your mom, Jordan, Joseph - All of you have got everyone watching out for you. Me especially." He offered him a faint smile. "Because that's what people who care for each other do - they protect each other." He looked across the room for a moment and stayed quiet, just thinking to himself.
"If we do end up leaving, it won't be far from here. Things will still be normal." He said. "And I'll be right there with you if it happens - I've already promised your mom, and I'll promise you, as well - I'm not going to leave you guys. Not you, not mom, not Thalia. I'll do whatever it takes to stay with you, kiddo." He said, "And finally... The thing you said about guns... it's not the guns that hurt people, pal. It's the people that hurt people." He said. "Think about how many men and women out there all carry guns, people we trust - our soldiers, the spies of the nation, even the police officers. You've seen plenty of cops with guns, I bet, but I bet they've never tried to hurt you, have they?" He asked.
"Everything you've been through has taken its toll on you. And that's okay." He said, slowly turning to him and pulling him into a full hug this time, just holding him close, doing his best to offer all the comfort he could possibly give. "Things will be a little different - Sometimes you might find that something just hits you, and no matter what you do, you don't feel safe. Don't feel happy." He sighed, "Other times, you just might feel like you can't talk to anyone other than the people you care about most - you might not feel like you can trust anyone. That's okay, too, because all these things happen." He nodded.
"But we can't let these fears drag you down, or hold you back, can we?" He asked, his voice a whisper. "When my own son was a little younger than you, I always used to tell him, if he was scared of something, the best thing to do was to face it - because if you grow up being scared of it, chances are you're gonna' be scared of it forever. Or at least a lot longer than necessary." He explained. "And sure enough, he did. He faced his fears - he took the chance, sometimes with me, sometimes on his own - but he did it whenever he could, and trust me, Charlie, things turned out real great for him. It made him love life even more than he already did." He said.
"That's why, one day soon, me and you are gonna' go and stomp out this fear of yours, put it in its place and tell it it's not allowed to bother you anymore - the sooner we do that?" He let out a single laugh and patted Charlie's back. "The sooner you're gonna' be even more amazing than you already are, okay?" He smiled. "So c'mon... No tears." He said, resting his head down on top of Charlie's own. "We're here in California, and we're here to stay, be it here in Encino or way up in San Francisco - and I'll be damned if anyone can chase us out of here. They'll need more than an army to make me do that." He said, then his hand gently traveled up and down the surface of his back a few times. He could only hope that he'd given Charlie... Well, hope.
Wouldn't that be better than worrying about if someone was going to kill them?
Regardless, Frank didn't voice that. It was a suitable suggestion, though, one where he'd, to his surprise, have more people on board with it than he first thought. A bit late now - Or was it? He didn't know. All he wanted was for Jordan to be somewhere safe. He wanted that for all the children they had here.
Jon wanted that, too, but the idea of Charlie being away from him? Fuck no.
It all seemed to be coming down on Charlie's head, though, and it was too much for him to cope with. A boat of information emptied on top of him so suddenly - cruel, but necessary.
"You hear me out a sec." Jon said, calmly, and reached out to take him by the arm. He slowly pulled him away from the wall and sat him down beside him again, this time dropping his arm a little tighter around his shoulders - not so much to make him uncomfortable, but, more of a way of assuring him that his words weren't going to be accompanied with a flimsy half-assed hug, and hopefully that what he was saying was going to be strong and serious.
"I won't lie to you." He said, softly. "I'm not saying we will leave, of course not. I can't determine if that'll happen yet, but honestly? Chances are it won't. The bags are very... Emergency, really. Last resort. I promise, me and James are making sure we're doing everything we can to have it so that we can all stay here, I swear." He explained. "You're asking a lot of questions, and all of them have answers. In times like this it's only normal to feel unsafe, to feel like there's something that's going to hurt you - but believe me, Charlie..." He rubbed his shoulder. "I'll tell you a million times - There isn't a single person under this roof that doesn't care about you, your mom, Jordan, Joseph - All of you have got everyone watching out for you. Me especially." He offered him a faint smile. "Because that's what people who care for each other do - they protect each other." He looked across the room for a moment and stayed quiet, just thinking to himself.
"If we do end up leaving, it won't be far from here. Things will still be normal." He said. "And I'll be right there with you if it happens - I've already promised your mom, and I'll promise you, as well - I'm not going to leave you guys. Not you, not mom, not Thalia. I'll do whatever it takes to stay with you, kiddo." He said, "And finally... The thing you said about guns... it's not the guns that hurt people, pal. It's the people that hurt people." He said. "Think about how many men and women out there all carry guns, people we trust - our soldiers, the spies of the nation, even the police officers. You've seen plenty of cops with guns, I bet, but I bet they've never tried to hurt you, have they?" He asked.
"Everything you've been through has taken its toll on you. And that's okay." He said, slowly turning to him and pulling him into a full hug this time, just holding him close, doing his best to offer all the comfort he could possibly give. "Things will be a little different - Sometimes you might find that something just hits you, and no matter what you do, you don't feel safe. Don't feel happy." He sighed, "Other times, you just might feel like you can't talk to anyone other than the people you care about most - you might not feel like you can trust anyone. That's okay, too, because all these things happen." He nodded.
"But we can't let these fears drag you down, or hold you back, can we?" He asked, his voice a whisper. "When my own son was a little younger than you, I always used to tell him, if he was scared of something, the best thing to do was to face it - because if you grow up being scared of it, chances are you're gonna' be scared of it forever. Or at least a lot longer than necessary." He explained. "And sure enough, he did. He faced his fears - he took the chance, sometimes with me, sometimes on his own - but he did it whenever he could, and trust me, Charlie, things turned out real great for him. It made him love life even more than he already did." He said.
"That's why, one day soon, me and you are gonna' go and stomp out this fear of yours, put it in its place and tell it it's not allowed to bother you anymore - the sooner we do that?" He let out a single laugh and patted Charlie's back. "The sooner you're gonna' be even more amazing than you already are, okay?" He smiled. "So c'mon... No tears." He said, resting his head down on top of Charlie's own. "We're here in California, and we're here to stay, be it here in Encino or way up in San Francisco - and I'll be damned if anyone can chase us out of here. They'll need more than an army to make me do that." He said, then his hand gently traveled up and down the surface of his back a few times. He could only hope that he'd given Charlie... Well, hope.