thelovelyloser
a newbie
Penelope’s eyes moved from the arrow head with a small droplet of her blood to the brunette 19 standing a mere few feet away. Lukas, she recalled his name, a shy smile tugging onto her lips. Realizing that he had likely seen her test the weapon in such a careless way she flushed, embarrassed. “Thank you- that’s uh, not really my.. style.” She found herself admitting as she shifted her weight, nerves rising once more. She had been lost in her own world examining the weapons around the bazaar and now was shifting back to being cautious of surrounding eyes.
A majority of the other teammates that she spotted carried large melee weapons like he had said, only one other with a ranged weapon. It was the redhead, a simple bow already strapped to his back. Still, he had plenty of arrows on him while just the one she possessed left her on edge. Maybe one day she would be able to wield a sword without shaking hands, but that wasn’t today.
When he extended his hand for her weapon she was shocked, wondering if they were already confiscating everyone’s weapons. They had just gotten them though! Perhaps he was just being kind though, offering a helping hand. The small smile widened ever so slightly at the possibility, turning away to hide the red that lingered. She wasn’t use to so much interaction. “That’s very um, very kind of you. Thanks Lukas.” It felt weird to speak his name aloud, sounding too informal on her tongue when she was only an 18. She extended the weapon with another grateful nod and and did as told, following the shifting crowd.
A part of her was feeling brave after actually picking a weapon, something she never thought she would do. As a result she paused and glanced at him one more time over her shoulder. “The assessment... do you think we will do okay?” She asked, and though the comment felt courageous it came out shakey and unsure. She didn’t know her team yet but worried for them all, hoping for the best.
A majority of the other teammates that she spotted carried large melee weapons like he had said, only one other with a ranged weapon. It was the redhead, a simple bow already strapped to his back. Still, he had plenty of arrows on him while just the one she possessed left her on edge. Maybe one day she would be able to wield a sword without shaking hands, but that wasn’t today.
When he extended his hand for her weapon she was shocked, wondering if they were already confiscating everyone’s weapons. They had just gotten them though! Perhaps he was just being kind though, offering a helping hand. The small smile widened ever so slightly at the possibility, turning away to hide the red that lingered. She wasn’t use to so much interaction. “That’s very um, very kind of you. Thanks Lukas.” It felt weird to speak his name aloud, sounding too informal on her tongue when she was only an 18. She extended the weapon with another grateful nod and and did as told, following the shifting crowd.
A part of her was feeling brave after actually picking a weapon, something she never thought she would do. As a result she paused and glanced at him one more time over her shoulder. “The assessment... do you think we will do okay?” She asked, and though the comment felt courageous it came out shakey and unsure. She didn’t know her team yet but worried for them all, hoping for the best.