Rhaine
Flightless Bird
Yue Qingzhao
//nicknames//
Yue, Qing-Qing
// age //
22
// gender //
female
//ethnicity//
chinese
//sexuality//
bisexual
// occupation //
novelist
// role //
client
// partner //
t.b.d.
//theme//
Constant Headache - Joyce Manor
// height //
5'3"
// weight //
111
// distinguishing features/qualities //
she has a circular birthmark on her right hip, her front teeth have a slight gap in between, she possesses an almost permanent look of wear and sleep deprivation complete with dark under eye circles and shaky hands, her finger nails are always painted her favorite color (indigo), she has wire-rimmed reading glasses that she rarely wears yet always carries with her, her dark hair is a bit longer than shoulder length and almost always tied up away from her face, she moves at a brisk pace no matter where she's going
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// likes //
night time, working, cold weather, coffee, writing, expression, scarves/sweaters, piano music/american grunge/pop-punk music, low-budget films, dancing (badly and when no one is around), the color indigo, classic novels and new age novels, girl power, achieving her goals, being recognized and appreciated for her talent and intelligence
// dislikes //
being suppressed, hot weather, the majority of cold beverages, cream cheese, cleaning, high-budget action films, writing with metrical structure, brushing her hair, wasting time/any activity she deems as tedious, indecisiveness, silence, indirectness, people talking down to her/people talking down to anyone in general, all the isms (sexism, racism, etc.), being a burden, people being disappointed in her
// personality //
Yue has always been a go-getter. She doesn't waste time, and she doesn't waste effort. She comes off as cold and hard, though this is simply because she's incredibly focused and determined. She's had to work to be in the position she is now, and she doesn't take it for granted. Once you get past her initial chilly abrasiveness, she's good hearted. She secretly genuinely prizes kindness over all qualities, though she has a distinct belief and fear that kindness is strictly taken advantage of. She's independent and capable. She's perceptive, and will be working something out in her head at any given moment. She analyzes every action she takes and every action those around her take. Her apartment, while incredibly nice, is a mess. This has to do with her current mental state more than anything else. Yue has a tendency of repeatedly working herself into the ground. She doesn't stop once she's put her mind to something. She doesn't give up. Taking care of herself physically, mentally, and emotionally has always been on the back-burner.
She gives off the sense that she doesn't care what anyone thinks of her, and this is mostly true. However, she cares deeply about what people think of her work and her work ethic. If she isn't being regarded how she would like when it comes to her career, she can be tempestuous. She doesn't handle conflict well, as it is common practice for her to repress her emotions which isn't the best when you're trying to communicate successfully. Often, unless its about something serious, she will cave to the wishes of others for the sake of avoiding conflict. She just doesn't think many things are worth spending time arguing about, and she doesn't really know how to respond when faced with the opposition of other's feelings. Emotional issues confound her when she faces them personally. She can talk and write about these things easily as an outward observer, but when she's really part of it, she somewhat short-circuits.
// ideal type //
Yue needs someone creative and sensitive, someone with depth that she can have conversation with, someone who puts value in hard work while also not negating the importance of fun and relaxation (please help her calm down she takes everything seriously), she has a thing for dark eyes, pretty hands, and gentleness - she has a serious weakness for genuinely delicate and kind people
She would say she just needs someone that her family will like. Someone generally cheerful and easy to get-on with so they will be placated.
// background //
I will be RP-ing this out
// reason for joining //
Yue's younger siblings have begun to worry about her emotional and physical state. She can't seem to be able to convince them that she's fine how she is, that she likes being on her own. She sees this service as an easy means to appease her family and let her get back to work. This service is needed in general, though especially since her little brother's wedding is coming up and she's been pressured to bring a date. She has had relationships in the past, though none of them lasted long enough to really fall in that category. She doesn't think love is a priority.
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