Stickdom
I’m a fixer. I fix broken things. It’s what I do.
The Day After...
The brown leaves on the front lawn swirl in mesmerizing patterns, you feel like they are spelling out words and whispering stories that only you can hear. Minyoung had pushed you out onto the back porch for some fresh air in the warm afternoon sun, he had gone inside to fetch you your jacket to keep off the chill but was taking a particularly long time going about it. You look out over your property, able to enjoy your thoughts alone in peace. Technically it is your parents' property, they paid the majority of the lease and hired Minyoung as your personal live-in caretaker. You have the entire downstairs of the single-level ranch-style home to yourself, while he has taken up living in the furnished basement to give you your space and privacy. You try to be self-sufficient, not living off of the compassion, or pity, of your parents, all of the furnishings of your level are your own, the doorways widened for your wheelchair's ease of access and the furniture and counters lowered slightly to accommodate your shortened upwards reach. Minyoung often lightens your mood with jokes of new furniture, his favorite suggestion being a bunk bed and asking if you wanted the top or bottom bunk. This might be insulting coming from anyone else, but Minyoung is different, special, he seems to know just what to say to touch your heart and make you smile. Some ignorant commentators have even discreetly asked when you two are to be married, even despite Minyoung being almost a decade older than yourself. The question always brings a blush to your cheeks, but Minyoung diverts it with a clever response that makes you more like his sister than any sort of partner. Sometimes, you wonder if that truly is how he thinks of you, and the thought has crossed your mind more than once whether he would stay anyway if your parents stopped paying him for his services.
Your thoughts are interrupted by Minyoung himself, sliding the porch door open and then closing it again behind himself, and without turning your head you can tell he used his foot, he must be carrying something with both hands. He pulls up a deck chair next to your wheelchair, then slides a small table between the two and sets a tray with two steaming cups set on it. The smell alone tells you what it is, Minyoung's green tea, the one thing he can reliably make in the kitchen without ruining it. He sits in the deck chair and a deep sigh escapes his lips as he stares out at the quiet landscape, "Ahh, it is so peaceful here. Such calm and serenity. It would make a good temple." He looks over to you and flashes a bright smile before sipping his tea, his English vocabulary is excellent, though there are still traces of the Korean accents and his grammar sometimes confuses words and their correct order, which you both laugh at when it is amusingly placed. You begin to realize that the word laugh comes into your thoughts more often, that your life now is what most would consider happy and successful, not too glamourous or famous, but just content enough to live comfortably without sudden worries or concerns. "I was going into city tomorrow, would you like to come along? I could deliver you to the library for the day, I have meeting at hospital for hours and hours and hours..." The nurse slumps in his chair a little more with each repetition of the word hours, noting his distaste at having to sit through the regular training meetings constantly, when you both know he would rather be at home, or pursuing his passion of gardening, or really anything other than sitting in a plain white board room taking courses on patient care that he already understood. "But I can see an ice cream cone at the end of the day." He smiles, knowing the sweet treat is one of your favorites. The idea of going on a day trip suddenly seems immensely appealing to you, and despite having a looming deadline for the next installment of your book's completion, you're highly tempted to take him up on his offer.
The brown leaves on the front lawn swirl in mesmerizing patterns, you feel like they are spelling out words and whispering stories that only you can hear. Minyoung had pushed you out onto the back porch for some fresh air in the warm afternoon sun, he had gone inside to fetch you your jacket to keep off the chill but was taking a particularly long time going about it. You look out over your property, able to enjoy your thoughts alone in peace. Technically it is your parents' property, they paid the majority of the lease and hired Minyoung as your personal live-in caretaker. You have the entire downstairs of the single-level ranch-style home to yourself, while he has taken up living in the furnished basement to give you your space and privacy. You try to be self-sufficient, not living off of the compassion, or pity, of your parents, all of the furnishings of your level are your own, the doorways widened for your wheelchair's ease of access and the furniture and counters lowered slightly to accommodate your shortened upwards reach. Minyoung often lightens your mood with jokes of new furniture, his favorite suggestion being a bunk bed and asking if you wanted the top or bottom bunk. This might be insulting coming from anyone else, but Minyoung is different, special, he seems to know just what to say to touch your heart and make you smile. Some ignorant commentators have even discreetly asked when you two are to be married, even despite Minyoung being almost a decade older than yourself. The question always brings a blush to your cheeks, but Minyoung diverts it with a clever response that makes you more like his sister than any sort of partner. Sometimes, you wonder if that truly is how he thinks of you, and the thought has crossed your mind more than once whether he would stay anyway if your parents stopped paying him for his services.
Your thoughts are interrupted by Minyoung himself, sliding the porch door open and then closing it again behind himself, and without turning your head you can tell he used his foot, he must be carrying something with both hands. He pulls up a deck chair next to your wheelchair, then slides a small table between the two and sets a tray with two steaming cups set on it. The smell alone tells you what it is, Minyoung's green tea, the one thing he can reliably make in the kitchen without ruining it. He sits in the deck chair and a deep sigh escapes his lips as he stares out at the quiet landscape, "Ahh, it is so peaceful here. Such calm and serenity. It would make a good temple." He looks over to you and flashes a bright smile before sipping his tea, his English vocabulary is excellent, though there are still traces of the Korean accents and his grammar sometimes confuses words and their correct order, which you both laugh at when it is amusingly placed. You begin to realize that the word laugh comes into your thoughts more often, that your life now is what most would consider happy and successful, not too glamourous or famous, but just content enough to live comfortably without sudden worries or concerns. "I was going into city tomorrow, would you like to come along? I could deliver you to the library for the day, I have meeting at hospital for hours and hours and hours..." The nurse slumps in his chair a little more with each repetition of the word hours, noting his distaste at having to sit through the regular training meetings constantly, when you both know he would rather be at home, or pursuing his passion of gardening, or really anything other than sitting in a plain white board room taking courses on patient care that he already understood. "But I can see an ice cream cone at the end of the day." He smiles, knowing the sweet treat is one of your favorites. The idea of going on a day trip suddenly seems immensely appealing to you, and despite having a looming deadline for the next installment of your book's completion, you're highly tempted to take him up on his offer.