Jamiesue
❃ Flower Child ❃
?Flowery Announcement?
? PLEASE, DO NOT POST HERE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES EVER ?
If there is something you would like to speak with me about or comment upon, especially if you saw it written here in this thread, please send me a personal message. I would love some friendly mail, honestly, and even angry mail is better than unwelcome commenting.
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Again, to be very clear, this journal is available to read only, not to write in
If you for any reason take the liberty of compromising the integrity of this thread with whatever garbage you think is more important than my stated instructions, I will then be forced to take the liberty of ruining your life in whatever ways I can manage, with wrath comparable to the intensity of ten thousand suns. I will probably hunt you down and commit homicide. That may have sounded very harsh. I'm not actually a killer; I'm a pansy. Please just cooperate with my preferences, and spare me the frustration. I don't want to have to fetch mods, but I just want a nice journal, ok?
Also, I almost forgot!
? NSFW; I'm a terribly profane and vulgar adult, with no real filter ?
My language is very descriptive and far from being child friendly. I won't stretch this any farther than I already have being that it's the introduction and I've already made a murder joke, but to put it politely, my cursing is wildly out of control and adult themes are running rampant consistently in my posts.
I would apologize, but here's your warning, so that I don't have to.
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Ok, ok, enough with all of the utter bullshit, and on to the things you came here for!
? If you made it this far; It's a pleasure to meet you! ?
I firstly want you to know that from here on out I'm not all rough around the edges with harsh, dark humor, in fact I can be truly lovely it seems, and I'm entirely, astoundingly friendly. Secondly, I only hope that if you're reading this, you'll peruse my muddled catalog of information and thoughts for long enough to leave with a good impression of me, and perhaps even desire to strike up a conversation with me-
I really don't bite, usually. With both of those premises in mind, here begins the story of this thread even coming about, what it means to me, for me, and about me, and what you can expect to find after this.
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? This is a Journal ?
Journal: "A daily record of news and events of a personal nature; a diary; a logbook."
- Why this journal was made
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From the time many years back when I was very young, perhaps as little as six or seven years old, I have been keeping a written journal. Typically a diary of any kind was kept in a bound book and written in pencil or pen, and entirely meant for my eyes only, filled to the brim with secrets of thoughts and feelings. I opted out of actually, physically writing down my ideas and instead switched to typing out literally everything, for multiple reasons; firstly, I am a person who spends a great deal of my time lost in my thoughts, continuously and progressively analyzing my many reactions to everything, to promote my own personal development by knowledge and understanding, and this means my thoughts are quickly jumping from one place to somewhere interconnected, sometimes seeming hectic or chaotic even in my mind. Typing is particularly faster for me than writing ever was, letting my fingers keep up better with my brain in this format. Secondly, when I do ultimately make a mistake, fixing it is entirely easy, and leaves no obvious mar on the appealing appearance of the place where that mistake was once located. To me, the finished product of a journal post, when typed, is much cleaner and better organized, both in thought and look.
So, not only did I decide to type down everything, but I then at some point decided that I wanted this collection of myself to be public as well, not private like I usually am. What in the name of the good Earth would prompt me to want to throw my personal thoughts, feelings, activities, and more, out into the eye of anyone who stops into this thread? Something about having the mass population able to read this information if they desire keeps me entirely honest to a fault, as well as more mindful about the quality of my analysis. Where occasionally, unfortunately I would be inclined to lie to myself as difficult as that is to admit, for reasons similar to anyone else such as wanting my version of reality to comply with my feelings, this sense of accountability is helpful in recollecting things as honestly as possible, while still allowing myself great reflection. It's one thing to self-deny to an extent, but would I look at another person and lie to them? Absolutely not; with that in mind, I knew that it was time to force myself out of my comfort zone, and take a good look at myself. All in the name of progress, right?
Well, I've explained why this idea was born, but how did it end up on this website? I happened to choose RPNation as my first outlet in which to post completely by random really, although I've considered making a tumblr recently as well as a few other websites, solely for this journal style entry. It would be a pain to copy and paste it everywhere, and the coding on this website is particularly appealing to me, so I just threw it here, since I'm not sure what else to do with it. It needs an audience, however large or small, for no reasons other than the ones already named. It's not that I'm a person who wants a spotlight, or that I'm asking people to get in my business... I just know this is what I need.
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- What this journal contains
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On to something else now, since we have an understanding that I need a place to record things objectively... What exactly am I recording, anyways?
The long story short is that other than giving you a good rundown on myself, (what I think and why I think the way I do), I will merely be posting play-by-plays of my average day, keeping track of the activities I indulge in, and the reactions I have to anything I encounter. Each post could be as small as a paragraph, or as large as twelve, if I so felt the urge, and contain anything from "I did nothing," to "I went on this adventure." I'll likely express things as I feel them, whether that is good, bad, or otherwise, and hold nothing back. I don't much believe in sugar coating things, and this is no exception.
Expect every post to contain real life, from my eyes.
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? This is About Me ?
Description: "A spoken or written representation or account of a person, object, or event."
- My Complex Personality
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~? ~My Current Favorite Things~ ?~
Animals: Elephant / Fennec Fox / Cat
Colors: White / Gray / Black / Sunset
Food: Macaroni&Cheese / Strawberries
Movies: Horror / Romance / Comedy
Music: Hardcore / Rock / Acoustic
Pattern: Floral print / Geometric
If you are here, I know for a fact that you are attempting to learn more about me and my personality, and I will not disappoint you in your search for knowledge! As I hope you've gathered already, my name is Jamiesue, and I'm as complicated or more as any other human being on this planet in my overall being. I suppose I should begin to cover the things about myself that you may not know about me yet- the relevant hidden facts, as clear and plain as possible. I don't want to include anything that isn't pertinent, but as you can see, I can be long-winded, and I have trouble describing myself.
Here goes nothing.
I am a young woman by gender if you didn't already know, and I have accumulated twenty years of experience on this planet thus far. I am pansexual in preference and currently entirely serious in a heterosexual relationship, in which I am engaged to be married and perfectly content. I am an introverted intellectual, and because of the constant change that is certain in life, I have a hard time narrowing myself down into comprehensible adjectives.
Still WIP
- A General Background
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This is where I will eventually include a short version of my life story. That sounds almost ridiculous, but I wouldn't know how else to describe the factors that helped to shape my personality and thought process, for those of you interested in really knowing more about me, without really touching on the pertinent events of my short life.
- Recent Photos of Myself
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