RainbowStars
Diamond of the Universe
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RainbowStars said:Seya smiled softly as she listened to the people around her. Maybe everyone wasn't evil...but a lot of them were. She was terrified of the thought that the scientists would come in and ruin the nice mood of the morning, but with everyone else, she felt...comfortable for the first time in her life.
"C-Can I be your...." Seya stopped for a moment, wondering if she was being weird. For some reason, she was self conscious, and it surprise even herself. But there was no time for hesitation--she would have to swallow her fears sooner or later, and this girl seemed to be the best person to start with. "Your...friend?" Seya finished softly, as she had begun to become shy again.
But it left her with a satisfying feeling--she had said something today. She was taking a step towards something brighter. Seya felt rather refreshed, but her inner darkness was was kept her from rejoicing openly.
Seya glanced around the room, and she felt an urge to just...be friends with everyone. Just within seconds of talking, Seya suddenly felt lighter. Was it because of the girl's aura? She had no idea, but for a few seconds, her fears had gone away. So, perhaps this was what is was like to talk with people?
But another thought came up--what if they were faking? They could take advantage of her--she was a weak failure, destined to die alone with the most shameful death. It was her fate, almost, like she had been born to be like this. No one would want to be associated with a failure to humankind.
Seya knew why they were here--they were going to remake the world. But what could she do? She can barely speak. A gloomy aura came upon her like a thick storm cloud that seemed stubborn enough to stay and pour its contents for the next thousand hours.
Looking at everyone else here, Seya couldn't help but feel out of place. She knew that each and everyone one of them were special and were of use to the scientists--they could do something about...well, whatever they were designed to do. But as for herself, Seya wasn't anything. She couldn't do anything. What was her purpose?
Again, Seya could feel something swirl within her--and that set her into a panic. It was the same feeling that came when a scientist would enter her room--she would always end up fainting, then wake up with restraints on her. But that wasn't what scared her--it was the eyes of those around her. The people around her. The ones that enjoyed pressing a cold blade to her skin and drowning her in nothingness.
"Sorry," she choked, standing abruptly from her seat. "I....need to go...bathroom..." With that, Seya dashed from the breakfast lounge and burst into the hallways, closing the doors behind her.
She moved away from the doors and held her head with both hands, taking deep breaths to calm herself down. No one would want to be friends with her when she was like this. There was no way.
Seya leaned against the wall, sliding down until she was sitting, curled up with her knees to her chin. She still felt that swirling sensation inside her.
She's just have to stay away until it passed.
[sorry, that took far longer than I expected...but I'm back! At least for the next 20-30 minutes. xD
And don't first anyone can role play even if I'm not here! :3 and thank you for all your posts--they're all really great! It's making me enthusiastic~ XP]