Other cherry pit; musings

[Chimeric]

I just want to delete everything & start over,
but I know I'll just do it again,
can't recover

Just wanna write and feel the fun,
be happy with my work
instead of wondering if it's done

there's nostalgia and the bitter tastes of the past
where I see the creativity and the things that didn't last
where characters and story filled me with a high
and where they had some things I needed work on
shut the door and say your goodbyes