ArchieTheFel
Born to ":3", forced to "Hi, welcome to the store"
Pure unadulterated rage. Have you ever experienced it? I feel like I'm constantly burning on the inside, like my stomach is filled with thousands of hot coals and they're constantly being fueled. Everyone around me is grabbing fistfuls of fuel and tossing into me, and soon it will become too much. I'll overheat and combust, and nobody will be safe from me.
I've tried being kind, I've tried reasoning. That won't work. I've tried screaming and yelling, and shoving them down like a ruthless brute, and they threaten to run home to their mothers, crying like I've hurt them. They clutch their feigned wounds and they whine pathetically like I'm the one who pushed them down. They don't know the half of what I wish I could do. A violent tongue lashing isn't even half of it.
Perhaps I could be less violent in my words; some say that being civil is how you change minds. But tell me why I don't se progress when I am civil? Why am I the only one who seems to have coals burning in my chest? Why should some get a place to say diminishing things about others' identities of which they can't help; When they're not hurting anyone?
If I was an intelligent person, maybe I could take it upon myself to introduce bloodshed to the mix. What good are words when you can simply cut out the middle-man? Maybe I could even take on peoples of power. Corrupt beasts with no eye except for their own agenda. But then what would that make me?
I wonder if anyone else has this same anger. Why haven't we truly tried to overthrow who oppress us? There are plenty of us to overtake them. The only reason we haven't is fear of retaliation from strong forces. But if we outnumber them, they can't do anything.
I am purely angry. If I take it out, it will be on those who deserve it.
I've tried being kind, I've tried reasoning. That won't work. I've tried screaming and yelling, and shoving them down like a ruthless brute, and they threaten to run home to their mothers, crying like I've hurt them. They clutch their feigned wounds and they whine pathetically like I'm the one who pushed them down. They don't know the half of what I wish I could do. A violent tongue lashing isn't even half of it.
Perhaps I could be less violent in my words; some say that being civil is how you change minds. But tell me why I don't se progress when I am civil? Why am I the only one who seems to have coals burning in my chest? Why should some get a place to say diminishing things about others' identities of which they can't help; When they're not hurting anyone?
If I was an intelligent person, maybe I could take it upon myself to introduce bloodshed to the mix. What good are words when you can simply cut out the middle-man? Maybe I could even take on peoples of power. Corrupt beasts with no eye except for their own agenda. But then what would that make me?
I wonder if anyone else has this same anger. Why haven't we truly tried to overthrow who oppress us? There are plenty of us to overtake them. The only reason we haven't is fear of retaliation from strong forces. But if we outnumber them, they can't do anything.
I am purely angry. If I take it out, it will be on those who deserve it.