lelouch
pizza girl
There was once a time Idris believed being alone was superior, and even now, as his stomach groaned and churned in its attempt to digest nothing, he couldn't say he was entirely wrong. When he was alone, things had been easier. He could be selfish and carefree, concerned only with his own next meal and resting place. Days turned to months turned to years of wayward wandering on the streets; it had become a lifestyle. Better than being dependent on his grandmother who had treated him like an eyesore or his uncle who had locked him in the basement like a rat. This was freedom, even if it was hard. He wouldn't give it up for anything or anyone.
Until he met Cesare and Isolde and Anette. He'd never really interacted with children his own age. Everything had gone sideways after his parents died. He could barely remember their faces, but he still remembered the lullabies his mother sang to lull him asleep and the heavy weight of his father's rough hand atop his head ruffling his dark hair. Had they been alive, his life would be different--happy. He would have gone to school, made friends among his peers, lived comfortably. As it was, he could barely read. His relatives hardly cared to feed him, much less educate him. When he ran away, company often meant competition. Worse than the adults who chased him off street corners and threatened to cut off his thieving hand were the other hungry, misfortunate children who leered at the newcomer stealing from their mouths. Idris had gotten into a fair few fights in his first year or two of trying to carve out his own territory. By the time he'd fallen into a familiar rhythm, he'd become convinced he didn't need anyone.
But people were social creatures, weren't they? Cesare had a brightness to him that baffled Idris and too smart of a mind to waste in the gutters. But here he was nonetheless, trading stories and knowledge for Idris' light-fingered touch. He was sure the boy was younger than him, but he knew far more words and possessed much greater patience. Isolde, his sister, and Anette came with him, and now the four of them had lived together for the last two and a half years. The abandoned hovel at the edge of town in which they squatted wasn't much, but it was something.
Idris was just thankful that spring had finally broken through the winter chill. Despite the disappearing sun, its warmth lingered like a gentle reminder of the day. Idris watched the crowds shuffling down the main road, thinning out now compared to earlier, from where he leaned against a dress shop hidden in the shadows of its alley. His stomach rolled again, and he grimaced, reaching into the hidden pocket of his jacket to brandish a palm-sized piece of stale bread. It was all he had. His day's efforts of either earning money or pilfering it had all gone to waste. Hopefully Cesare had had more success. Anette's fever hadn't worsened, but it wasn't getting better either. They needed food--real food. Not bread as hard as stone, cutting into his gums and crumbling like gravel with each bite. Better stale than moldy, he thought, as he squatted in the alleyway and waited for the momentary sensation of sustenance to still the tremors in his hands.
His bright green eyes, like the sunlight dappling through leaves, darted around his too thin face as he watched for a lost visitor or other gullible prey. He didn't need to wait much longer. After another ten minutes of silent concentration, a woman drew his attention like spark to kindling, moth to a flame. He didn't know what about her was so special. The way she carried herself? Or her outfit? The expression on her face? Whatever it was, Idris instantly knew she had money. Enough to feed four starving children, at least. Picking the rich ones out of a crowd had become second nature by this point, but even beyond that, this woman was
For a brief moment, something inside him screamed at him to run away. It was the survival instinct of a stray animal attuned to danger. But Idris was too hungry and frustrated to pay heed to it tonight. Instead, he straightened off the wall and casually strolled into the street, acting as though he had a destination in mind rather than following that woman and looking for an opening.
Until he met Cesare and Isolde and Anette. He'd never really interacted with children his own age. Everything had gone sideways after his parents died. He could barely remember their faces, but he still remembered the lullabies his mother sang to lull him asleep and the heavy weight of his father's rough hand atop his head ruffling his dark hair. Had they been alive, his life would be different--happy. He would have gone to school, made friends among his peers, lived comfortably. As it was, he could barely read. His relatives hardly cared to feed him, much less educate him. When he ran away, company often meant competition. Worse than the adults who chased him off street corners and threatened to cut off his thieving hand were the other hungry, misfortunate children who leered at the newcomer stealing from their mouths. Idris had gotten into a fair few fights in his first year or two of trying to carve out his own territory. By the time he'd fallen into a familiar rhythm, he'd become convinced he didn't need anyone.
But people were social creatures, weren't they? Cesare had a brightness to him that baffled Idris and too smart of a mind to waste in the gutters. But here he was nonetheless, trading stories and knowledge for Idris' light-fingered touch. He was sure the boy was younger than him, but he knew far more words and possessed much greater patience. Isolde, his sister, and Anette came with him, and now the four of them had lived together for the last two and a half years. The abandoned hovel at the edge of town in which they squatted wasn't much, but it was something.
Idris was just thankful that spring had finally broken through the winter chill. Despite the disappearing sun, its warmth lingered like a gentle reminder of the day. Idris watched the crowds shuffling down the main road, thinning out now compared to earlier, from where he leaned against a dress shop hidden in the shadows of its alley. His stomach rolled again, and he grimaced, reaching into the hidden pocket of his jacket to brandish a palm-sized piece of stale bread. It was all he had. His day's efforts of either earning money or pilfering it had all gone to waste. Hopefully Cesare had had more success. Anette's fever hadn't worsened, but it wasn't getting better either. They needed food--real food. Not bread as hard as stone, cutting into his gums and crumbling like gravel with each bite. Better stale than moldy, he thought, as he squatted in the alleyway and waited for the momentary sensation of sustenance to still the tremors in his hands.
His bright green eyes, like the sunlight dappling through leaves, darted around his too thin face as he watched for a lost visitor or other gullible prey. He didn't need to wait much longer. After another ten minutes of silent concentration, a woman drew his attention like spark to kindling, moth to a flame. He didn't know what about her was so special. The way she carried herself? Or her outfit? The expression on her face? Whatever it was, Idris instantly knew she had money. Enough to feed four starving children, at least. Picking the rich ones out of a crowd had become second nature by this point, but even beyond that, this woman was
different
.For a brief moment, something inside him screamed at him to run away. It was the survival instinct of a stray animal attuned to danger. But Idris was too hungry and frustrated to pay heed to it tonight. Instead, he straightened off the wall and casually strolled into the street, acting as though he had a destination in mind rather than following that woman and looking for an opening.
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