Poetry 愛自己. ♡

kouzcy

wow, shino makes poems?
yes. the answer is yes.
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fake.

i am your truth and your lie.
your sun and your moon.
your love and hate.
your enemy and friend.
the person you see now
is not who you know,
for i dress up and
put on excessive makeup
to become the one you know,
the one you love.
your smile,
your laughing
is my everything.
i changed myself in exchange for you.
and just to gain your love,
i'm going to continue.
 
first love.

the first time you said you loved me,
it felt like i was walking on clouds.
you would talk about forever once,
and i would want to do it again.
i just need those eight letters.
so hold me so tight, tight enough that it hurts.
i wanted a small wave,
but i didn't know you were the ocean.
so take my hand, and never let go.
whether this is a dream, or if it's reality,
it doesn't matter, as long as you're by my side.
thank you.


dedicated to ollie.
 
one dance.

music, a melody plays in my heart
getting rid of all the nerves and stress,
it might seem a little abrupt,
but would you mind to get up,
and share a dance with me?
any vibe or track is fine,
i just want your hand in mine,
just share a dance with me~


even in my tired life,
you made it seem like paradise
the beats in our heart seem to be in sync,
feet moving faster than i could think,
it seems like i just like the feeling of being with you,
dancing with you, like a bright and buoyant flame,
dancing with someone else just doesn't feel the same.

 
winter

even though it's june
it's always winter.
how much longer do i have to watch the snow fall?
snowflakes fall down,
getting farther away as i walk
i want to put an end to this winter,
to finally see the summer sun


remember when we thought we were dragons,
blowing out the winter air through our lips,
it's not like that anymore,
for now we get frostbite, starting at our fingertips.


how many sleepless nights must i endure
to see summer days,
i don't know.
i'm unsure.
 
magic.

i trade my stress for happiness
i thought it's ridiculous,
but it's quite true,
in the middle of the milky way
there lies the magic shop,
for it's my favorite getaway


i go there on days when i hate being me,
when i want to disappear from existence,
going there really makes a difference,
looking up at the stars relieves my anxiety
makes it hard to believe that it's reality.


it's not hard to find,
you'll find it in your heart.
you can go there when you're feeling upset,
you'll feel better quickly,
i bet.





 
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yes. i do.

don't you ever get that feeling
when you don't want to live in your own skin,
rip yourself to shreds,
put yourself together,
and do it all over again?


when you're setting yourself on fire,
to keep everyone else you hold dear warm,
the people that yell, scream and hurt you,
and call you nothing but a liar?


when's the last time you could be at rest,
the last time you could get some sleep,
without your mind racing,
and you being stressed?


so tell me, do you ever get that feeling?


 

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