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nymphadora.
𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙬𝙗𝙤𝙮.
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s e r e n a
we all got problems, don't we?
= name_ serena may davenport.
= nickname_ rena, queen, etc.
= age_ seventeen.
= grade_ twelfth.
= gender_ cisgender female.
= sexuality_ heterosexual
= birthday_ june 10th (gemini).
= role_ the hera.
we all need heroes, do we?
= 5'7"
= 123lbs.
= healthy bmi.
= platinium blonde.
= icy blue.
= athletic.
= her sharp jawline that could cut.
= wardrobe.
but rest assured
= vices =
= manipulative_ serena has a way of charming people with her silver tongue and devilish eyes, manipulating people into doing what she wants.
= demanding_ if serena sees something she wants, she'll have it otherwise get ready to have a whole army of students coming your way.
= cold hearted_ they truly mean it when they call serena a bitch. it's like she was born without a heart inside of her.
= lustful_ xxx
= blunt_ xxx
= virtues =
= observant_ xxx
= intelligent_ xxx
= confident_ xxx
= charming_ xxx
= romantic_ xxx
= habits =
= twirls her hair when bored.
= chews her lip when flirting.
= rolls her eyes constantly.
= likes =
= xxx
= xxx
= xxx
= xxx
= xxx
= dislikes =
= xxx
= xxx
= xxx
= xxx
= xxx
= fears =
= xxx
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there's not a single person
the davenport family has always been a respected name in the military industry. for what seem like centuries, each male who is blessed with the davenport name continues the tradition of helping the military with their strength and smarts. charlotte and alexandro were only eighteen when they met each other during high school. charlotte coming from the poor side of greece while alexandro lived in the richer side. during a chilly night of prom, drunk and out of their mind, alexandro whisked charlotte away from their high school and into alexandro's shiny cadillac where sparks flew. after that night, neither of them spoke to each other again. they both went their separate ways, charlotte returning to her friend's while alexandro hunted for the next girl to flirt with. charlotte soon began to feel horrible, waking up in the morning to hug the toilet and waves of nausea constantly hitting her. the eighteen-year-old. wip.
here who's worthy
= how did you know martha?"i'm not sure how but somehow she had the guts to sit at our table, next thing i knew, we were partying with her."
= did martha's death affect you?
"in a way, yeah, i couldn't believe it at first but it happened and suddenly her little 'friends' blamed it on me."
= how did it affect you?
"it shocked me, i couldn't show it to the student body but deep down, it terrified me."
= did you attend the funeral.
"i didn't, i couldn't bring myself to it."
= playlist_ doll house - melanie martinez.
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"when you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss stares back at you."
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GARDEN SHED
garden shed, garden shed, garden shed, garden shed
for the garden
that is where i was hidin'
that was real love i was in
ain't no reason to pretend
garden shed, garden shed, garden shed
garden shed for the garçons
them feelings that i was guardin'
heavy on my mind
all my friends lost
they couldn't read the signs
i didn't wanna talk and tell 'em my location
and they ain't wanna walk
truth is, since a youth kid, thought it was a phase
thought it'd be like the phrase; "poof," gone
but, it's still goin' on
- TYLER, THE CREATOR
garden shed, garden shed, garden shed, garden shed
for the garden
that is where i was hidin'
that was real love i was in
ain't no reason to pretend
garden shed, garden shed, garden shed
garden shed for the garçons
them feelings that i was guardin'
heavy on my mind
all my friends lost
they couldn't read the signs
i didn't wanna talk and tell 'em my location
and they ain't wanna walk
truth is, since a youth kid, thought it was a phase
thought it'd be like the phrase; "poof," gone
but, it's still goin' on
- TYLER, THE CREATOR
BASICS.
name beckham alexander montgomery jr.
nicknames he goes by beck, nobody calls him beckham except his family. he hates it when people call him that. he is also well-known under his lacrosse nickname "dime piece". he earned this nickname because he's #10 on the team and for his good looks.
age seventeen years old.
gender male.
sexuality questioning.
birthday march fourteenth.
zodiac pisces.
grade 12th.
role hercules.
nicknames he goes by beck, nobody calls him beckham except his family. he hates it when people call him that. he is also well-known under his lacrosse nickname "dime piece". he earned this nickname because he's #10 on the team and for his good looks.
age seventeen years old.
gender male.
sexuality questioning.
birthday march fourteenth.
zodiac pisces.
grade 12th.
role hercules.
APPEARANCE.
fc keith powers.
vc keith powers.
height 5'9.5". whenever the topic arises or he's asked about his height, he usually rounds up to 5'10" because he wishes he was taller.
bmi 24.7.
eyes seemingly black, but are noticeably brown when hit by sunlight.
hair kinky, buzzed short, and dark brown.
body athletic, very muscular, and toned. mesomorph.
features beck's most distinguishing features are his long eyelashes and his dark freckles. people often joke with him that he wears mascara or false lashes.
clothes beck's wardrobe is very well put together. he always puts a lot of thought into is outfits and appearance, and will usually plan them out the night before. most of his clothes are brand-name and expensive. he can always be found wearing a silver ring with his initials etched into it on the backside. everyone in his family has one.
vc keith powers.
height 5'9.5". whenever the topic arises or he's asked about his height, he usually rounds up to 5'10" because he wishes he was taller.
bmi 24.7.
eyes seemingly black, but are noticeably brown when hit by sunlight.
hair kinky, buzzed short, and dark brown.
body athletic, very muscular, and toned. mesomorph.
features beck's most distinguishing features are his long eyelashes and his dark freckles. people often joke with him that he wears mascara or false lashes.
clothes beck's wardrobe is very well put together. he always puts a lot of thought into is outfits and appearance, and will usually plan them out the night before. most of his clothes are brand-name and expensive. he can always be found wearing a silver ring with his initials etched into it on the backside. everyone in his family has one.
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- bthe aphroditeif you've ever asked reyna, "what is family?", her only response would be, "a broken-down and battered mess." the espinosa family was far from perfect and far from safe. with three foster children prone to causing trouble, and two parents with low income, they didn't live by much, and there were too many secrets. reyna was the youngest of the children and she was the most naive.
she didn't notice when her foster brother tried to take advantage of her. she didn't notice when her foster mother had her tongue down another man's throat. she didn't notice when her foster sister started taking portions of her meals, leaving her with next to nothing. she didn't notice how she was killing herself by falling into a cycle of drugs and alcohol. she didn't notice that her so-called friend was trying to keep her in pain, convincing reyna to starve herself. she had a twisted idea of love and friendship and trust, and it made all the difference. no real mommy, no real daddy, no real siblings, no real friends, no money, nothing nothing nothing.
when she found out about martha's death, her exact thought was that martha was at a better place than she. martha was already dead. reyna was dying every day.
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the demeter
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about her:
❀. name: hazel lilianna vardalos
❀. nickname: lil fauna [only by bradley]
❀. age: seventeen
❀. grade: twelfth
❀. gender: cisgender female
❀. sexuality: heteromantic
❀. birthday: october fourth
❀. zodiac: libra
❀. role: the demeter
❀. height: 4"11
❀. weight: 94lbs | 42.6kg
❀. bmi: healthy
❀. hair: wavy/curly mocha brown
❀. eyes: light hazel leaning towards green
❀. body figure: petite, slightly fragile, and slender
❀. noticeable features: her light hazel eyes would turn a shade lighter or darker depending on the reflection of the sun. hazel is tiny in stature and is of normal weight, but, her height is her "noticeable" features despite being so small. she is very dainty and has a sense of "fragility" to her appearance. but, she is quite clumsy so there can be some redness on her legs every once in a while due to her tripping over air or something.
❀. wardrobe: hazel mostly wears casual and comfortable attires, ranging from earthy natural colors to sometimes floral print.
❀. nickname: lil fauna [only by bradley]
❀. age: seventeen
❀. grade: twelfth
❀. gender: cisgender female
❀. sexuality: heteromantic
❀. birthday: october fourth
❀. zodiac: libra
❀. role: the demeter
❀. height: 4"11
❀. weight: 94lbs | 42.6kg
❀. bmi: healthy
❀. hair: wavy/curly mocha brown
❀. eyes: light hazel leaning towards green
❀. body figure: petite, slightly fragile, and slender
❀. noticeable features: her light hazel eyes would turn a shade lighter or darker depending on the reflection of the sun. hazel is tiny in stature and is of normal weight, but, her height is her "noticeable" features despite being so small. she is very dainty and has a sense of "fragility" to her appearance. but, she is quite clumsy so there can be some redness on her legs every once in a while due to her tripping over air or something.
❀. wardrobe: hazel mostly wears casual and comfortable attires, ranging from earthy natural colors to sometimes floral print.
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personality:
❀. vices: timid and shy: hazel has difficulty standing in front of the room and having all attention on her. she gets nervous in both large and small crowds, usually only speaking with those she feels comfortable with. however, even then it's hard for her to "be out there" an "put herself out there in the world"
soft-spoken: despite there being times when hazel has tried on countless occasion to speak against those who harm those she cares for, she still has a small gentle and quiet voice. hazel can be quite conscientious of how she sounds and usually tends to express herself differently through actions and the written word or drawings.
pushover: the young hazel is easy to take advantage of. she can never say no and it comes to the point where it's ridiculous. she doesn't have a backbone and is usually one who will help people cheat, lie, but never "kill" or influence someone to do "drugs," etc. nevertheless, she is very obliging and willing to help.
naive: hazel is selfless and as mentioned before, a pushover. everything she does is to maintain balance and peace. she doesn't like confrontations and will do anything to avoid being in such position.
worrywart: she worries way too much for her age, especially when it comes to her friends. at the same time, because she worries often, she overthinks on too many occasions. hazel can get easily stressed out to the point where she gets really sick.
added vices: emotional, bookish, introverted [she may come off standoffish at first because talking to strangers freaks her out and so it takes longer for her to speak out and make friends]
❀. virtues: gentle and kindhearted: she's the type of gal to do things behind the scene, never one to openly "show" that she is helping others. she is willing to give a helping hand. hazel cares for the simplicity of things but much more so those around her. she is a gentle being and looks pass someone's appearance and see them for who they are inside.
sensitive and observant: hazel is quick to understand people and their emotions regardless of any word being said. she's thoughtful and observant in these regards to those around her. hazel thinks of others before herself and is very empathetic towards them.
loyal: she will go through hell and back for those she cares about. hazel is loyal and will never go against those whom she considers her friends. she will never break off friendships and believes in maintaining healthy relationships with those she cares about.
protective and affectionate:hazel, when she's with her friends, she can be considered protective like a mother. she is watchful makes sure her friends make it safely back home if they ever go out. nevertheless, hazel shows her affection quite often since she believes in living life each and every day as if it's her last.
humble: because she doesn't like the spotlight and does things behind-the-scene, hazel is a humble soul. taking and giving credits don't mean much to her as long as the person involved is satisfied and happy. she doesn't need to have her name on the front of "magazines" or be in the "spotlight". hazel doesn't really like the spotlight,
added virtues: patient, understanding, honest and trustworthy, a heart as big as a lion's
❀. likes: writing, flowers, efficiency, stargazing, drawing, bumblebees, animals
❀. dislikes: large crowds, getting lost, having to raise her voice, heights, rumours
❀. pet peeves: one those who litter the earth's soil and those who do not know how to save energy such as turning off the light when leaving a room, turning off water when brushing your teeth, not recycling, etc.
two loud chewing or talking when their mouth is full even with chewing gum. hazel finds that a little rude. also, people who say "ew" to your food when you show them "exotic" and "new" food.
three introductions on the first day of classes. hazel absolutely hates these type of "ice breakers"
❀. dreams: hazel had dreams of owning her own flower shop and dreams of traveling [maybe by car since she doesn't like airplanes] with her friends. she also wanted to become a journalist or a writer. everything was flexible for her and her options were many! but, right now, the only dreams that haunt and she wakes up crying from are dreams where martha was still alive.
❀. fears: her phone or landline's ring tone: ever since martha's death, hazel has a a dreading fear of ring tones. she's hyperaware of everything that is around her to the point that she gets jumpy whenever her phone rings or her home phone rings, fearing bad news and someone else might have died.
herself: hazel is afraid of the person she's starting to become after martha's death. she's terrified. she's still her. . . but with an added twist of revenge.
aquaphobia and amnesiphobia: fear of drowning and fear of forgetting
batophobia: fear of heights
stage fright: hazel doesn't like being the center of attention and would most definitely avoid it at all cost, including being on stage
attachment: she fears depending others and being attached to people. at times, hazel may withdraw within herself, not wanting to put herself out there in fear of getting hurt, this is especially true with how things are now after martha's death
soft-spoken: despite there being times when hazel has tried on countless occasion to speak against those who harm those she cares for, she still has a small gentle and quiet voice. hazel can be quite conscientious of how she sounds and usually tends to express herself differently through actions and the written word or drawings.
pushover: the young hazel is easy to take advantage of. she can never say no and it comes to the point where it's ridiculous. she doesn't have a backbone and is usually one who will help people cheat, lie, but never "kill" or influence someone to do "drugs," etc. nevertheless, she is very obliging and willing to help.
naive: hazel is selfless and as mentioned before, a pushover. everything she does is to maintain balance and peace. she doesn't like confrontations and will do anything to avoid being in such position.
worrywart: she worries way too much for her age, especially when it comes to her friends. at the same time, because she worries often, she overthinks on too many occasions. hazel can get easily stressed out to the point where she gets really sick.
added vices: emotional, bookish, introverted [she may come off standoffish at first because talking to strangers freaks her out and so it takes longer for her to speak out and make friends]
❀. virtues: gentle and kindhearted: she's the type of gal to do things behind the scene, never one to openly "show" that she is helping others. she is willing to give a helping hand. hazel cares for the simplicity of things but much more so those around her. she is a gentle being and looks pass someone's appearance and see them for who they are inside.
sensitive and observant: hazel is quick to understand people and their emotions regardless of any word being said. she's thoughtful and observant in these regards to those around her. hazel thinks of others before herself and is very empathetic towards them.
loyal: she will go through hell and back for those she cares about. hazel is loyal and will never go against those whom she considers her friends. she will never break off friendships and believes in maintaining healthy relationships with those she cares about.
protective and affectionate:hazel, when she's with her friends, she can be considered protective like a mother. she is watchful makes sure her friends make it safely back home if they ever go out. nevertheless, hazel shows her affection quite often since she believes in living life each and every day as if it's her last.
humble: because she doesn't like the spotlight and does things behind-the-scene, hazel is a humble soul. taking and giving credits don't mean much to her as long as the person involved is satisfied and happy. she doesn't need to have her name on the front of "magazines" or be in the "spotlight". hazel doesn't really like the spotlight,
added virtues: patient, understanding, honest and trustworthy, a heart as big as a lion's
❀. likes: writing, flowers, efficiency, stargazing, drawing, bumblebees, animals
❀. dislikes: large crowds, getting lost, having to raise her voice, heights, rumours
❀. pet peeves: one those who litter the earth's soil and those who do not know how to save energy such as turning off the light when leaving a room, turning off water when brushing your teeth, not recycling, etc.
two loud chewing or talking when their mouth is full even with chewing gum. hazel finds that a little rude. also, people who say "ew" to your food when you show them "exotic" and "new" food.
three introductions on the first day of classes. hazel absolutely hates these type of "ice breakers"
❀. dreams: hazel had dreams of owning her own flower shop and dreams of traveling [maybe by car since she doesn't like airplanes] with her friends. she also wanted to become a journalist or a writer. everything was flexible for her and her options were many! but, right now, the only dreams that haunt and she wakes up crying from are dreams where martha was still alive.
❀. fears: her phone or landline's ring tone: ever since martha's death, hazel has a a dreading fear of ring tones. she's hyperaware of everything that is around her to the point that she gets jumpy whenever her phone rings or her home phone rings, fearing bad news and someone else might have died.
herself: hazel is afraid of the person she's starting to become after martha's death. she's terrified. she's still her. . . but with an added twist of revenge.
aquaphobia and amnesiphobia: fear of drowning and fear of forgetting
batophobia: fear of heights
stage fright: hazel doesn't like being the center of attention and would most definitely avoid it at all cost, including being on stage
attachment: she fears depending others and being attached to people. at times, hazel may withdraw within herself, not wanting to put herself out there in fear of getting hurt, this is especially true with how things are now after martha's death
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herstory:
❀. biography
during callista's pregnancy, so many complications arised that it was a miracle the young hazel was even born. since the moment hazel was brought out of her mother's womb until the age of two years old, she had been hospitalized many times due to her weak heart and her weak immune system. due to this, hazel grew up with "overbearing" parents who worried way too much. they coddled her and made safety precautions all over the house since hazel was so prone to falling and causing small accidents.
but, hazel's childhood was far from anything extraordinary. it was quite ordinary, unless you count the many times hazel has been in and out of the doctor's to the point of suffocating from the smell of hospitals. when hazel first started school, she tried making friends, only to get made fun off because of her soft and whisper-like voice. the kids complained that they couldn't hear her and there was nothing hazel could do about it. soon, rumours spread that because hazel's voice was so low and because she sometimes wouldn't appear in class - usually due to being at the doctor's office - perhaps her parents were abusing her. it didn't help that hazel had bruises on her legs and arm since she's prone to falling often and how withdrawn she was with her classmates.
because of the rumours, her parents were brought into the principal's office to discuss "concerns" from other parents who seemed too overly investigated in the vardalos family. hazel, of course, spoke up for her parents each time they were accused of something and once the air cleared up about the rumours, the kids went back to normal and left hazel alone. her parents, on the other hand, didn't pay any mind to their neighbors, but from time to time, they still felt stressed out from the eyes that were on them all the time. due to this, hazel felt responsible and tried her best to not get attached to others, keeping under the radar so her family could live life peacefully.
time passed and hazel found comfort in nature. she would zone in and out of free period, just staring at the flowers and the plants all around her. hazel stuck to studying and reading instead of playing with children. however, that all changed when she met martha. at first, hazel was wary of the young girl. . but soon, hazel found herself observing the girl from afar and next thing she knew, hazel found herself growing close to martha when they both started high school. not only had hazel found herself growing close to martha but it seemed she was also starting to get close to [insert circe name here] - being accepted into the group.
freshman year came and hazel found herself acing through most of her classes, although she would rather stay in the greenhouse the school at. so, every afternoon, the girls [martha, insert circe, and herself] would make a trip to the greenhouse whenever they could. it was their little hangout. as time passed, hazel found herself being more fond of the girls to the point she was thoroughly attached. she was finding herself and who would have thought hazel would fall in love with their friendship more and more each day?
because of martha and [insert circe name], hazel's parents found themselves thoroughly relieved to know their daughter was putting herself out there in the world to the point even hazel's health was getting better. she rarely needed a doctor's visit and just had a check up once every month. the years passed and the little hazel who had avoided people from a young age never would have thought that she would grow to be surrounded by her two best friends: martha and [insert circe name here]. they did everything together and consoled each other through everything. at times, martha had to intervene between hazel and their classmates for taking advantage of hazel's kindness. but nevertheless, the girls were as close like white on rice.
soon, the summer of junior year came and the girl's did something drastically spontaneous. they all got matching tattoos to symbolize their everlasting sisterly frienship. even hazel's parents were close to both martha and [insert circe name]. as junior year started, things took a turn. martha had always had her head up in the clouds, curious of the lifestyle of the gods who ruled the school. hazel, on the other hand, didn't have an opinion on them aside from the fact that she'd hate the attention and would avoid them at all cost. but, it seemed as luck would have it. . the three girls got indirectly directly involved with them. martha started to hang out with the elites and that only confused hazel even more.
despite being confused, hazel decided to give it a chance. but, the more involved martha got, the more hazel worried. although the girls still hung out at the green house, it was still different, especially since. . a boy appeared out of nowhere and into hazel's life. bradley hopwood [
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] hazel had found him sleeping in the gardens one day after school and was thoroughly surprised to have found a wet male hidden in the bushes. but surprisingly, the male wasn't angry with her, instead he seemed really. . calm . . and didn't mind. of course, hazel wouldn't have it and made bradley change into dry clothes or else he would get sick. soon after, the two started talking a bit more, although sometimes it was like pulling teeth with hazel since she was absolutely an utter nervous wreck around him. even 'til this day . . she still finds her heart unable to stop rapidly beating against her chest whenever she sees him.
as the fall year came to an end of their junior year, surprisingly, hazel had stayed in touch with bradley during winter break and they talked endlessly for hours. the young brunette enjoyed his company, she found him hilarious. but, even then, she found herself wary as he had been on the lacrosse team and perhaps hung with the elites. but, when he was kicked out, hazel and martha had been there to help console him every step of the way. bradley was different than she imagined and soon enough the spring semester came. everyone was scattered around, even martha, and hazel began to worry even more for her friend, seeing some slight changes in her behavior and eyes.
but, as the spring semester went on, something happened that changed hazel's life completely. . not only had bradley became her boy . . boyfriend but. . in just that few months, hazel felt on top of the world . . she was attached to bradley and found herself on the brink of feeling as if she's falling in love with him. however, tragedy struck and the night te phone rang for hazel was the night that haunted her nightmares. the news of martha's death traveled through her ears and out, shocking her to the point she fell and fainted. hazel was admitted to the hospital because of the news and for a good amount of time, hazel believed it wasn't true. but, once she saw bradley, [insert circe], and her parents. . her world crumbled down.
hazel took it harshly, she blamed herself for martha's death, for not catching her sooner. hazel believed it was her fault that she didn't take care of her beloved sworn sister. the burning ache in her chest never went away and hazel couldn't help but cause a meltdown in the hospital room to the point she needed to be sedated. junior year ended and the day of the funeral had been a huge numbing blur . . . but it wasn't just junior year that had ended so did hazel's world.
❀. how did you know martha?
"she is -" she began, only to quickly cut herself off, swallowing the bile that wanted to rise out of her throat as she inhaled sharply, shaking her head as her voice cracked. "i mean. . she was. .she was. . my childhood friend. . my sister. we. . me, [insert circe name here], and martha. . we all grew up together. never. . without each other. . until now." she slowly responded, as tears continuously dripped down her eyes, willing herself to not break down.
❀. did martha's death affect you?
tissue in hand, her head lifted gently as she tried to contain her composure. her tired, red, puffy eyes bore into yours as her lips quivered and her body twitched. she bit down on her incisors, as she gripped the tissue and slowly loosened her grip on the tissue, gripping and then letting go, repeating the actions. her hair was in a chaotic bird's nest as her throat was hoarse and scratchy. she was in complete disarray as she spoke slowly, "i. . am only a mirror image or shadow. . of what I used to be. . tell me, mam', if I can be bold. . do you think her death affected me?" hazel inquired, her mouth was dry but whatever she looked like, it couldn't be compared to how much her heart was breaking ten times fold in this current moment. "she was my. . my sworn sister. . she . . . i want her back. . . ."
❀. how did it affect you?
a dry, hurtful, unintentional laugh and an almost incoherent whimper came out of her mouth as hazel stared in disbelief at the woman asking her these questions. she wanted to scream, yell at the top of her lungs, cry, and even throw something at the wall, anything, anything! to get rid of the useless. . shitty, and painful feeling that she felt in her chest. she wanted to throw her heart away and claw at her face and figure, wanting to get rid of the demons inside her mind that wanted to yell towards the others, "you killed Martha! pay for what you've done!"
"i stayed strong for those around me. . .but that only make me break inside even more. ." hazel . . hazel. . is a complete mess. . .she's heartbroken, angry, and she feels as if a piece of her is missing. she broke inside and nothing. . nothing seems like it could fix it. however, she must stay strong, stay strong for circe, her parents, martha's, her own, and even bradley. hazel needed to keep it together. . she felt that was the only way. sometimes, she takes pills and feels as if her dreams are better than reality. . because in her dreams. . martha is there.
❀. did you attend the funeral?
"it was the hardest thing I ever did. . .the sky was crying that day. . but the sun came out since Heaven found a new angel. but if it's heaven up above, then is down here hell?" hazel whispered, as she looked towards Bradley, [insert circe name], and the rest of the family, wanting to hold Bradley's hands to comfort him and [insert Circe name].
❀. playlist
unsteady - x ambassador
just a dream - sam tsui
forest fires - lauren aquilina
❀. anything else?
- hazel has a weak heart and weak immune system, so she gets sick frequently especially when the weather changes back and forth or she gets caught in the rain. it's nothing major, however, usually she gets stress-induced fevers, and her body gets physically weak, and her mental stability just shuts down completely. [she takes different medication even for her minor asthma]
- martha, [insert circe name], and hazel all got matching tattoos the summer before their junior year.
- hazel and bradley started dating the second semester of junior year
- with a lot of bargaining and pestering from martha, hazel finally got a twitter account: [x]
- mtbi: infp-t
during callista's pregnancy, so many complications arised that it was a miracle the young hazel was even born. since the moment hazel was brought out of her mother's womb until the age of two years old, she had been hospitalized many times due to her weak heart and her weak immune system. due to this, hazel grew up with "overbearing" parents who worried way too much. they coddled her and made safety precautions all over the house since hazel was so prone to falling and causing small accidents.
but, hazel's childhood was far from anything extraordinary. it was quite ordinary, unless you count the many times hazel has been in and out of the doctor's to the point of suffocating from the smell of hospitals. when hazel first started school, she tried making friends, only to get made fun off because of her soft and whisper-like voice. the kids complained that they couldn't hear her and there was nothing hazel could do about it. soon, rumours spread that because hazel's voice was so low and because she sometimes wouldn't appear in class - usually due to being at the doctor's office - perhaps her parents were abusing her. it didn't help that hazel had bruises on her legs and arm since she's prone to falling often and how withdrawn she was with her classmates.
because of the rumours, her parents were brought into the principal's office to discuss "concerns" from other parents who seemed too overly investigated in the vardalos family. hazel, of course, spoke up for her parents each time they were accused of something and once the air cleared up about the rumours, the kids went back to normal and left hazel alone. her parents, on the other hand, didn't pay any mind to their neighbors, but from time to time, they still felt stressed out from the eyes that were on them all the time. due to this, hazel felt responsible and tried her best to not get attached to others, keeping under the radar so her family could live life peacefully.
time passed and hazel found comfort in nature. she would zone in and out of free period, just staring at the flowers and the plants all around her. hazel stuck to studying and reading instead of playing with children. however, that all changed when she met martha. at first, hazel was wary of the young girl. . but soon, hazel found herself observing the girl from afar and next thing she knew, hazel found herself growing close to martha when they both started high school. not only had hazel found herself growing close to martha but it seemed she was also starting to get close to [insert circe name here] - being accepted into the group.
freshman year came and hazel found herself acing through most of her classes, although she would rather stay in the greenhouse the school at. so, every afternoon, the girls [martha, insert circe, and herself] would make a trip to the greenhouse whenever they could. it was their little hangout. as time passed, hazel found herself being more fond of the girls to the point she was thoroughly attached. she was finding herself and who would have thought hazel would fall in love with their friendship more and more each day?
because of martha and [insert circe name], hazel's parents found themselves thoroughly relieved to know their daughter was putting herself out there in the world to the point even hazel's health was getting better. she rarely needed a doctor's visit and just had a check up once every month. the years passed and the little hazel who had avoided people from a young age never would have thought that she would grow to be surrounded by her two best friends: martha and [insert circe name here]. they did everything together and consoled each other through everything. at times, martha had to intervene between hazel and their classmates for taking advantage of hazel's kindness. but nevertheless, the girls were as close like white on rice.
soon, the summer of junior year came and the girl's did something drastically spontaneous. they all got matching tattoos to symbolize their everlasting sisterly frienship. even hazel's parents were close to both martha and [insert circe name]. as junior year started, things took a turn. martha had always had her head up in the clouds, curious of the lifestyle of the gods who ruled the school. hazel, on the other hand, didn't have an opinion on them aside from the fact that she'd hate the attention and would avoid them at all cost. but, it seemed as luck would have it. . the three girls got indirectly directly involved with them. martha started to hang out with the elites and that only confused hazel even more.
despite being confused, hazel decided to give it a chance. but, the more involved martha got, the more hazel worried. although the girls still hung out at the green house, it was still different, especially since. . a boy appeared out of nowhere and into hazel's life. bradley hopwood [
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] hazel had found him sleeping in the gardens one day after school and was thoroughly surprised to have found a wet male hidden in the bushes. but surprisingly, the male wasn't angry with her, instead he seemed really. . calm . . and didn't mind. of course, hazel wouldn't have it and made bradley change into dry clothes or else he would get sick. soon after, the two started talking a bit more, although sometimes it was like pulling teeth with hazel since she was absolutely an utter nervous wreck around him. even 'til this day . . she still finds her heart unable to stop rapidly beating against her chest whenever she sees him. as the fall year came to an end of their junior year, surprisingly, hazel had stayed in touch with bradley during winter break and they talked endlessly for hours. the young brunette enjoyed his company, she found him hilarious. but, even then, she found herself wary as he had been on the lacrosse team and perhaps hung with the elites. but, when he was kicked out, hazel and martha had been there to help console him every step of the way. bradley was different than she imagined and soon enough the spring semester came. everyone was scattered around, even martha, and hazel began to worry even more for her friend, seeing some slight changes in her behavior and eyes.
but, as the spring semester went on, something happened that changed hazel's life completely. . not only had bradley became her boy . . boyfriend but. . in just that few months, hazel felt on top of the world . . she was attached to bradley and found herself on the brink of feeling as if she's falling in love with him. however, tragedy struck and the night te phone rang for hazel was the night that haunted her nightmares. the news of martha's death traveled through her ears and out, shocking her to the point she fell and fainted. hazel was admitted to the hospital because of the news and for a good amount of time, hazel believed it wasn't true. but, once she saw bradley, [insert circe], and her parents. . her world crumbled down.
hazel took it harshly, she blamed herself for martha's death, for not catching her sooner. hazel believed it was her fault that she didn't take care of her beloved sworn sister. the burning ache in her chest never went away and hazel couldn't help but cause a meltdown in the hospital room to the point she needed to be sedated. junior year ended and the day of the funeral had been a huge numbing blur . . . but it wasn't just junior year that had ended so did hazel's world.
❀. how did you know martha?
"she is -" she began, only to quickly cut herself off, swallowing the bile that wanted to rise out of her throat as she inhaled sharply, shaking her head as her voice cracked. "i mean. . she was. .she was. . my childhood friend. . my sister. we. . me, [insert circe name here], and martha. . we all grew up together. never. . without each other. . until now." she slowly responded, as tears continuously dripped down her eyes, willing herself to not break down.
❀. did martha's death affect you?
tissue in hand, her head lifted gently as she tried to contain her composure. her tired, red, puffy eyes bore into yours as her lips quivered and her body twitched. she bit down on her incisors, as she gripped the tissue and slowly loosened her grip on the tissue, gripping and then letting go, repeating the actions. her hair was in a chaotic bird's nest as her throat was hoarse and scratchy. she was in complete disarray as she spoke slowly, "i. . am only a mirror image or shadow. . of what I used to be. . tell me, mam', if I can be bold. . do you think her death affected me?" hazel inquired, her mouth was dry but whatever she looked like, it couldn't be compared to how much her heart was breaking ten times fold in this current moment. "she was my. . my sworn sister. . she . . . i want her back. . . ."
❀. how did it affect you?
a dry, hurtful, unintentional laugh and an almost incoherent whimper came out of her mouth as hazel stared in disbelief at the woman asking her these questions. she wanted to scream, yell at the top of her lungs, cry, and even throw something at the wall, anything, anything! to get rid of the useless. . shitty, and painful feeling that she felt in her chest. she wanted to throw her heart away and claw at her face and figure, wanting to get rid of the demons inside her mind that wanted to yell towards the others, "you killed Martha! pay for what you've done!"
"i stayed strong for those around me. . .but that only make me break inside even more. ." hazel . . hazel. . is a complete mess. . .she's heartbroken, angry, and she feels as if a piece of her is missing. she broke inside and nothing. . nothing seems like it could fix it. however, she must stay strong, stay strong for circe, her parents, martha's, her own, and even bradley. hazel needed to keep it together. . she felt that was the only way. sometimes, she takes pills and feels as if her dreams are better than reality. . because in her dreams. . martha is there.
❀. did you attend the funeral?
"it was the hardest thing I ever did. . .the sky was crying that day. . but the sun came out since Heaven found a new angel. but if it's heaven up above, then is down here hell?" hazel whispered, as she looked towards Bradley, [insert circe name], and the rest of the family, wanting to hold Bradley's hands to comfort him and [insert Circe name].
❀. playlist
unsteady - x ambassador
just a dream - sam tsui
forest fires - lauren aquilina
❀. anything else?
- hazel has a weak heart and weak immune system, so she gets sick frequently especially when the weather changes back and forth or she gets caught in the rain. it's nothing major, however, usually she gets stress-induced fevers, and her body gets physically weak, and her mental stability just shuts down completely. [she takes different medication even for her minor asthma]
- martha, [insert circe name], and hazel all got matching tattoos the summer before their junior year.
- hazel and bradley started dating the second semester of junior year
- with a lot of bargaining and pestering from martha, hazel finally got a twitter account: [x]
- mtbi: infp-t
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