Arya Price
Goodness had nothing to do with it.
Cecilia Russo stepped out of the large manor she lived in, her white satin shoes were clicking against the ground as she walked down the front steps. She was wearing a periwinkle top with long sleeves. The skirt she was wearing was a periwinkle and white gingham. She had a hat on her head with a small ribbon of periwinkle and white gingham that matched the skirt she was wearing. Her father had recently bought the outfit (with some help from his sisters, Cecilia's Aunt Alessandra and Aunt Giorgia).
It wasn't odd for her father to by Cecilia gifts. He often showered his only daughter in presents. While Cecilia appreciated his gifts, she often found them unnecessary. She often wished her father would show his affections through kind, loving words and actions other than buying things. Cecilia wanted to tell her father that, yet she was always too afraid to, scared of what he might say. She knew he probably wouldn't be upset or mad at her, but still, she was a bit nervous as to what he would say.
It was all part of Cecilia's shyness. Cecilia had always been so shy and terribly nervous of everything. It even caused her to stutter to the point where one could hardly understand what she was saying, and sound a bit stupid and uneducated. Cecilia hated being so shy as she had very few friends and made her feel very lonely. Cecilia's mother, Julietta, often criticized Cecilia for being so shy and often scolded Cecilia for stuttering so much, as she believed most men wold find it unattractive.
Julietta often said that Cecilia would never find a husband if she kept on being so shy and that her stutter did not help things, as Julietta wanted Cecilia to find a husband and have children, so then Julietta could finally have the grandchildren she so desperately wanted. Cecilia felt terrible for disappointing her mother, and wanted to do everything to try to please her, as she always tried to please everybody before herself, yet no matter how hard she tried, she could not get over her shyness and she continued to disappoint her mother.
Cecilia walked with her head down, scared of the awkwardness it would create if she were to look someone in the eye. She kept her eyes hidden underneath her hat so she would be able to see where she was going. She didn't really have a set destination, she was mostly just going for a walk. With the tight leash her father kept her on, she was surprised that her father let her go out on her own. Cecilia's father, Lorenzo, let Cecilia do very little. He didn't like his daughter giving out any information about herself, aside from her name. Cecilia wasn't even allowed to give out her last name. She could only give her first name, as someone could easily make the connection to her father's mob if they new.
It wasn't odd for her father to by Cecilia gifts. He often showered his only daughter in presents. While Cecilia appreciated his gifts, she often found them unnecessary. She often wished her father would show his affections through kind, loving words and actions other than buying things. Cecilia wanted to tell her father that, yet she was always too afraid to, scared of what he might say. She knew he probably wouldn't be upset or mad at her, but still, she was a bit nervous as to what he would say.
It was all part of Cecilia's shyness. Cecilia had always been so shy and terribly nervous of everything. It even caused her to stutter to the point where one could hardly understand what she was saying, and sound a bit stupid and uneducated. Cecilia hated being so shy as she had very few friends and made her feel very lonely. Cecilia's mother, Julietta, often criticized Cecilia for being so shy and often scolded Cecilia for stuttering so much, as she believed most men wold find it unattractive.
Julietta often said that Cecilia would never find a husband if she kept on being so shy and that her stutter did not help things, as Julietta wanted Cecilia to find a husband and have children, so then Julietta could finally have the grandchildren she so desperately wanted. Cecilia felt terrible for disappointing her mother, and wanted to do everything to try to please her, as she always tried to please everybody before herself, yet no matter how hard she tried, she could not get over her shyness and she continued to disappoint her mother.
Cecilia walked with her head down, scared of the awkwardness it would create if she were to look someone in the eye. She kept her eyes hidden underneath her hat so she would be able to see where she was going. She didn't really have a set destination, she was mostly just going for a walk. With the tight leash her father kept her on, she was surprised that her father let her go out on her own. Cecilia's father, Lorenzo, let Cecilia do very little. He didn't like his daughter giving out any information about herself, aside from her name. Cecilia wasn't even allowed to give out her last name. She could only give her first name, as someone could easily make the connection to her father's mob if they new.