I'll be your friend and I can certainly understand your dilemma. I am a neurotypical person married to a Aspergers husband and a mother of an Aspie. They are such wonderful people and I learn something new everday.
You're going to be alright honey bun. As for the diaper thing, the hospital should teach you how to change a diaper, breast feed (I highly recommend it because it's FREE), bathe, and generally take care of your child. I have 2 and although I did have a huge support base, I still had to learn all...
I like Kpop. I'm a 2NE1 fan for sure but I haven't listened to much lately. As for RP, maybe later? I'm already in one and have 2 others brewing. I don't want to stretch myself too thin.