RpNation

Softly or like a poltergeist possessed college student cramming for an exam?

mate i'm gonna try to break through the table

But- We can saw it like MMA professionals and the pretend your forehead has the strength of a rhinoceros. Whats wrooooong

i'm just tired of shit happening man. i'm tired of not being able to keep up with the pace of the shit happening and being shamed for not knowing every detail. it's been like that for almost the past year and i just want it to stop

You can't spread yourself so thin, your life, and well being is tippy top priority and if people cannot respect that then they are clearly missing out. You need to involve yourself in a group of people that understand life is utter chaos and you're only one person who can accomplish one thing at a time. Roleplaying especially should NOT have to be stressful for you, it's supposed to be enjoyment. If it's making your life harder and causing you stress then you're not doing it with the right people.

roleplaying isn't part of the problem for me, but i get what you're saying. it's just hard to find a group like what you describe, since everybody's got their own important things to do while they're cooped up, and i can respect that. the real problem is complete strangers yell at me, a guy who draws robots 'n tiddy and writes for a hobby, for not focusing my attention on the waterfall of disasters that seems to pop up every three days, and for not being outspoken about them. that's what really makes me want to slam my head into a table

I know they can add stressors, but they have literally nothing else to do apparently if they're wasting productivity to yell at you when you have an outside life and other GOOD roleplays to attend to.
Imagine thinking the world only revolved around you and your brain was the size of a selfish pea so the only thing you could think of was to draw tiddies and robots and bitch. Them bitching about someone not being outspoken about shit show disasters is because they want you bitching too. What if you were to complain, but be on the opposing side of that, then they wouldn't want you to be outspoken and they'd be yelling at you about your opinion. You don't owe anyone shit- nor even an explanation. You do you boo.

me frequently being on the opposite side is actually one of the main reasons i try not to complain tbh. maybe it's me being a pussy, but i don't want my life ruined by faceless goons because of accused "wrongthink." it adds another layer to the stress. but, even though it seems to be ever-present, i guess i can tune some of it out by attending to the good things in my life. like robots 'n tiddy.

I'm the same exact way ESPECIALY politically because either way you're a piece of shit. It's not being a pussy its being logical, you're doing whats best for you, you don't have to run your mouth and cause conflict to be happy. You want peace love tiddies n robots.