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The answer is no. 

What do you mean no? @BrokenRemedy No to what? That I won't play Varisty this year or to asking my coach?

Both. You shouldn't play Varsity this year. Next year if you practice hard enough, but you didn't even make it on the normal baseball team, there's no way from a couple of practices will they let you go to Varsity. 

But I have been working harder then the whole Varisty team. I've readied the field for practice so many times by myself or with little help because Varisty is too lazy to do it. My hitting is getting better, I'm getting even faster, tho I am losing confidence in outfield, but I'm getting better in infield.

Even so, you've only been practicing for a couple of weeks, and you got one hit the last game, which to be honest isn't even that great. Just because you got one hit doesn't mean you get to be all high and mighty about it, dude. You're lucky the coach is letting you practice with them. Even if you're working harder than them, it doesn't mean you're better- or even as good as them. You've clearly got confidence, but now you've gotta work on skill. 

I'm not trying to act all high and mighty. I know I suck and I only got one hit because they don't drill throws from the mound and hitting from them. They don't practice inside or outside pitches. I messed up my first at bat by not swinging when I was 0 2. I earned my hit. They didn't make an error and I didn't get good contact on it. I hit it towards short stop and beat the throw to first. All I want to know, is if there is a possibility of me playing varisty because as it is looking, I might have to because people are messing up during games. Not throwing to cut offs, missing signs when they are the hitter or runner. I have never missed one sign during practice when we go through them. I know the signs better then both bteam and varisty and that makes me feel good. I know I messed up because I didn't practice during the summer, that was my fault. But I am getting better. I'm probably going to ask him tomorrow during the Varisty game tomorrow. Plus, I might not get to because we don't have enough jerseys. I'm probably not even going to ask him either because I will get nervous and scared. I don't have confidence in me playing outfield anymore. I can't read fly balls. I can't dive for balls. I'm horrible in outfield, but they keep saying that I have to practice with them. I'm working my butt off. That's why I'm coming home with a sore body more and more. I take everything game like. While some people are complaining, whining, saying they don't want to be there. I had to run a banana for something that happened two days ago, yet I still ran it. Then I had to run 8 sprints. But there are people better then me that I admire and want to be like. People who play my positions great. I want to get better, but I don't get a chance too. They mostly say what's wrong to the players and I'm left out frustrated and angry at myself because I can't figure out how to do something. They get the help handed to them. I have to ask for it, but as you say time and time again to me, I'm a scared little bitch.

You asked a question, I gave the answer. You're not Varisty material, and we both know that. I would give you a couple of insults, but you'd just replace them with excuses like you did up here. So I think you've insulted yourself enough. 

Alright then. I'm not ready for Varisty. Sure as hell can't play b team. We don't have a JV, so I'm screwed! Go ahead and insult me. I don't make excuses. I state facts. Sure, I acted somewhat high and mighty, but that was because that was my first hit in high school. Why did you think I sent you a text screaming, I got a hit. I was so happy about it. You don't know how happy I was when I was told, "Connor, you have to play today. Here is your jesery." I couldn't stop smiling. I get to play. Thank you for letting me play. Was what I was thinking the whole time. You were even happy for me! I know I'm not Varisty material. I KNOW. You haven't seen me practice yet, so I don't know how you could say that I'm not ready for Varisty. I'm sorry....Thank you for answering my question. Sorry for wasting your time on bullshit.

This kind of shit, kid. This is the reason why we aren't getting back together any time soon. Go date some other girl- or guy for that matter! Because you've sure as hell lost your chances with me!