I understand. It´s actually a lot less complicated than it seems (you want stuff, you get money, to get money, people have to like what you show them, for them to like what you show them, you have to have the stuff they like); but I can understand it looks quite..overwhelming.
Probably not, I don't think. There's just a lot to read and keep track of, and I don't feel confident I'd be able to remember all of it. Don't get me wrong, I think it's great that you've thought this out so much I'm just not sure I in particular would be a good fit for it.