I have been gone but I do stop by here and there. Life isn't the star perceived as a child and i've known that. Either way I am still alive for the few that may have had me their thoughts somewhere, sometime in my absence
Going off what you said about "So like an OOC? By this i mean like how in a rp some do OOC versions of their Chars looking in on themselves and answering questions their RP IC self wouldn't know/do?" That sounds like mega fun.