Hey my brother. No idea if you'll ever see this, but I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about ya. Been too long since we've chat, and incredibly longer since we've ever written anything together. I hope all is well and I wish the very best for ya man. We've had our many ups and downs over the years but I wanted you to know that I'm always here for ya. - Evilboo10
Then, because this is my life and honestly reader were you expecting something to go right for me(?), most of the dye washed out of my hair right after I had let it dry for an hour or so. There are still blue streaks so it's not horrible, yet it's still not the entirety of my hair dark blue like in the past. Who knows, maybe somebody will like it, right? I can dream, right?
I forgot just how bad playing Hearthstone Arena makes me feel about myself. I'm glad to know my only purpose in life is to ensure others get higher ranking keys than me. If I was a card my text would read "Free pass to next match" for the opponent.
Life is easier, I find it, when you hide your emotions behind a veil, a mask even. When you don't let the ones close to you in your life see your true emotions. If only because it makes you vulnerable to getting hurt.
Every emotional heartbreak in my life has stemmed from me removing the mask, if only momentarily, to try and express my feelings for another human being.
I slipped off the mask again tonight. I didn't mean to but it happened. As if I was an antagonist boss in any game with a glaring weak spot, the knife was jabbed directly into my unguarded heart the first chance it had.
I'm such an idiot for thinking I get a happy ending. That things will work out for me in any relationship.