Death is a scary thought,
Not because I’m afraid of what comes next
But because I’m afraid of leaving behind what I love
And finding joy in something new.
I never want to betray what’s dear to me.
I never want to be a bad person.
I never escape the feeling that I’m not enough.
I’m nowhere close
And I can’t help but feel that I’m a thousand-pound weight
Pulling you down to the ocean floor with me.
Not because I’m afraid of what comes next
But because I’m afraid of leaving behind what I love
And finding joy in something new.
I never want to betray what’s dear to me.
I never want to be a bad person.
I never escape the feeling that I’m not enough.
I’m nowhere close
And I can’t help but feel that I’m a thousand-pound weight
Pulling you down to the ocean floor with me.