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Bust :(
My character was derived from another character of mine, which is no longer in use, specifically for this one roleplay. Now that I've stopped roleplaying with this person (we roleplayed for about 2 1/2 years) he's grown a lot on me. I really want to continue writing him, specifically in original works and future new roleplays, but it's like he was tailored to this one roleplay. I can't write him the way he was in this roleplay without my old roleplay partner's characters, and frankly, I'd find it a bit creepy and untrue to form to write her characters in her place. I'd probably get them really wrong too and they'd essentially be "supporting cast" instead of their true own characters. The roleplay unfortunately went unfinished so it's not like I ever got closure too.
It's very depressing to think about that I'd either have to start from 0 with him in terms of character development, with enitrely new characters, in a very similar but not quite the same setting. Really this roleplay ended not because one of us lost interest, but very very unfortunate circumstances (won't go into detail here) and it left a big hole in my heart if I'm honest. How can I continue writing this character or replace this roleplay?
It's very depressing to think about that I'd either have to start from 0 with him in terms of character development, with enitrely new characters, in a very similar but not quite the same setting. Really this roleplay ended not because one of us lost interest, but very very unfortunate circumstances (won't go into detail here) and it left a big hole in my heart if I'm honest. How can I continue writing this character or replace this roleplay?