TheFallOfitAll
A Ghost of RpN's Past
Soft, and almost a little rough. The sand between her toes made her think back to when she was little, playing on the beach with her little bucket and shovel, trying to bury her father to his neck in the sand. The thought of her youth made her smile, but also brought a slight tear to her eyes. She missed her parents, she had ensured that they were buried around the place they usually went on their little beach, their own peace of Heaven. Alex herself even made the marker, old fashioned, the way her parents had liked things. Now, standing near them, the two crosses made from sticks, with a piece of wood saying their names, and her mementos she had made to them, she smiled. Leaning down, she placed a flower upon each grave.
"I love you..." She said, letting her tears spill out. Alex had made it a tradition to visit their graves each and every year, at exactly the day that she had laid them to rest. Now, standing, she wiped the tears away from her eyes, and looked over to the pile of wood she had set up. Smiling to herself as she walked over, she pulled out a box of matches. Part of her tradition was also to build a fire, almost like a funeral pyre. Behind her, were footprints in the sand, waiting for time to whisk them away, just as it would each and everything on the planet.
Once she had reached the wood, she took a match from the box, and dragged it across the box, the flame catching soon. Alex lifted it to her eye level, watching the flame burn, considering letting it go, and just feeling the heat as it would welcome her into the afterlife, but she did not. Instead, she tossed the match into the pile of wood and sticks, sitting down at her usual spot next to it. Soon, the flames built higher, and the smoke drifted across into the air. The sweet smell of the wood burning filled Alex's olfactory nerves, making her smile.
Alex had always loved fires, since she was very little, the smell of a camp fire burning had been one of the best, and she had missed in until she had managed to do this. Alex was very calm now, her body relaxed, and her mind at ease. Soon enough, she dug a cigar out of her pocket from her Daisy Dukes, not caring that fall was approaching. It was the last few days of summer, so she would enjoy it. Once she had placed the cigar between her teeth, she let it sit there, her tongue taking some of the light vanilla flavor before she lit a match, raising it to the cigar. Soft tendrils of smoke escaped from the newly lit cigar, and a breath filled Alex's lungs, her eyes closed. Next to her, was a new, unopened bottle of whiskey. Her favorite brand. She had set out three glasses. She always had, even though she never expected company on this day, even more so when she was within walking distance of her house.
Alex then took the cigar out of her mouth, gently letting the smoke roll away from her, eyes now open and towards the setting sun. Sure, now was the time of day where it was the coldest, but she didn't care. She had always dressed like this for this day, as it was more of the girl her parents had wanted, though she knew in her heart that they loved her for who she was, and she knew they were there with her, maybe even in the smoke from the fire, watching her with a smile on their faces, wishing that they could hold her one more time. Just to hold their baby girl one more time before they truly had to depart, and never see each other again.
Alex then opened the bottle of whiskey, gently pouring it in the glass next to her, then taking a sip. She let the burn do what it did to her throat, the burn was soothing to her, as she knew soon enough, she'd fade away to the bottom of the bottle, lost in a wonderland of smoky smells and whiskey taste.
@Kagura
"I love you..." She said, letting her tears spill out. Alex had made it a tradition to visit their graves each and every year, at exactly the day that she had laid them to rest. Now, standing, she wiped the tears away from her eyes, and looked over to the pile of wood she had set up. Smiling to herself as she walked over, she pulled out a box of matches. Part of her tradition was also to build a fire, almost like a funeral pyre. Behind her, were footprints in the sand, waiting for time to whisk them away, just as it would each and everything on the planet.
Once she had reached the wood, she took a match from the box, and dragged it across the box, the flame catching soon. Alex lifted it to her eye level, watching the flame burn, considering letting it go, and just feeling the heat as it would welcome her into the afterlife, but she did not. Instead, she tossed the match into the pile of wood and sticks, sitting down at her usual spot next to it. Soon, the flames built higher, and the smoke drifted across into the air. The sweet smell of the wood burning filled Alex's olfactory nerves, making her smile.
Alex had always loved fires, since she was very little, the smell of a camp fire burning had been one of the best, and she had missed in until she had managed to do this. Alex was very calm now, her body relaxed, and her mind at ease. Soon enough, she dug a cigar out of her pocket from her Daisy Dukes, not caring that fall was approaching. It was the last few days of summer, so she would enjoy it. Once she had placed the cigar between her teeth, she let it sit there, her tongue taking some of the light vanilla flavor before she lit a match, raising it to the cigar. Soft tendrils of smoke escaped from the newly lit cigar, and a breath filled Alex's lungs, her eyes closed. Next to her, was a new, unopened bottle of whiskey. Her favorite brand. She had set out three glasses. She always had, even though she never expected company on this day, even more so when she was within walking distance of her house.
Alex then took the cigar out of her mouth, gently letting the smoke roll away from her, eyes now open and towards the setting sun. Sure, now was the time of day where it was the coldest, but she didn't care. She had always dressed like this for this day, as it was more of the girl her parents had wanted, though she knew in her heart that they loved her for who she was, and she knew they were there with her, maybe even in the smoke from the fire, watching her with a smile on their faces, wishing that they could hold her one more time. Just to hold their baby girl one more time before they truly had to depart, and never see each other again.
Alex then opened the bottle of whiskey, gently pouring it in the glass next to her, then taking a sip. She let the burn do what it did to her throat, the burn was soothing to her, as she knew soon enough, she'd fade away to the bottom of the bottle, lost in a wonderland of smoky smells and whiskey taste.
@Kagura