AlbaGuBrath
"Scotland Forever"
Stepping out into the daylight, Saorat shivered against the cold and wrapped Moira’s faded scarf around her nose, grateful for the warmth even if it did smell a little odd. The older woman had mentioned that she could feel a cold snap approaching and had insisted that she bundle up, pushing forward an armful of gloves, cloak, fur boots, and a number of other garments. Saorat had protested at first, but as she didn’t wish to offend her friend, eventually relented. She felt a little silly and found it harder to move, but it was nice to be warm again.
With the sun sparkling in the frosty air, the stone city almost seemed to retrieve its more-or-less peaceful atmosphere, almost like it was back to normal.
Normal. Saorat realised that she didn’t really know what was normal anymore; it had been conflict and fear ever since she’d returned home. But at least before there was some measure of levity, songs around a warm fire, farfetched tales on long journeys, long stretches of time spent in training but without actual battle. There had been something in the city’s air when last she walked its streets, but now it was gone. Saorat couldn’t figure out exactly what it was, but its absence was somehow distressing.
Looking to fill the void with familiar sights, she began to move towards the marketplace hoping to see her friend Hermir, but drew up short. Moira’s ministrations left her under layers of cloth with nothing but her eyes peeking out between the cloak and scarf, transforming her into a mostly anonymous, if rather absurd-looking, figure. It was unlikely that anybody would recognise her unless they looked straight into her slitted yellow eyes, but it wasn’t worth the risk. The citizens she’d seen looked even more tense than usual, walking about more heavily armed and with grim expressions.
It was understandable, they’d gone through a lot in recent times, and the previous night’s attack certainly didn’t help matters. No, they would be too jumpy, too suspicious of anybody they didn’t immediately recognise as a friend. She’d already made her presence more obvious than she should have, it was too dangerous. Heaving a regretful sigh, Saorat turned and reluctantly started toward the other side of the city, promising herself that she’d visit her friend once this was all over.
Upon entering Sadri’s shop on the far side of the city, the dark elf’s face registered confused unease as the stiffly-moving, oddly shaped stranger lumbered into the room, then broad amusement as he recognised the small eyes peeping out.
“Did you get lost? I thought you’d prefer the desert, not the frozen north. More frozen than this, I mean.” he teased.
Saorat chuckled and adopted the raspy accent she occasionally used when disguised as a foreigner. “This one would walk on warm sands, but alas, there are none in Skyrim. Cold rocks will have to do. At least there is more to see, yes?”
Their brief exchange ended, Saorat recited the list Moira had given her, along with her own supplies, and carefully counted out the required coin.
Before leaving, she paused and dropped her voice, although the shop was empty.
“Do you know who those people last night were? The Khajiit, the drunken boy, and the elf-woman?”
A flicker crossed his face as she finished the sentence but it quickly disappeared, as though he thought of something but thought better of mentioning it.
“No.” he told her firmly, with something of a hard look “No, and I’m not going to find out.”
Saorat looked at him quizzically, perplexed and somewhat hurt by his sudden change, but didn’t press the matter.
“Of course not, there’s no need.” she told him airily, suppressing her confusion, “I was just curious. I’m curious about strangers, you know that.”
“Of course…”
His tone was polite, but cool and distant, very different from his earlier mirth. Saorat got the uncomfortable feeling that something was wrong, that he wanted her gone, so she hurriedly thanked him for the goods and retreated.
Retracing her steps from the morning, Saorat turned the encounter over and over in her mind, trying to make sense of it. Something had happened when she mentioned the strangers, or maybe one of the strangers, but she didn’t understand what it was. And why had Sadri looked at her like that? The two weren’t terribly close, but they had been reasonably friendly, all things considered. Had she unknowingly done something offensive? Had Ambyars said something to him? What if the other people she considered friends also changed like that? Would they all leave her?
A cold chill racked her frame despite the warm layers of cloth and she swallowed hard as she blinked blurriness from her eyes. But as she stiffly raised a paw to her face and felt the encumbrance of Moira’s well-meaning gift, the memory of her friends’ loyalty and kindness came back to her. They would remain, if nobody else, and that was enough.
The Iceblades were gone when she returned to the house, so she let herself in and placed the items on the table. Thinking of the sun’s ascent into the sky, she also took the opportunity to struggle out of some of the stifling layers, which she folded and placed next to the goods. She didn’t want to hurt Moira’s feelings, though, so she looked around for a bit of paper and, taking a bit of coal from the fireplace, laboriously scratched out a note.
“Deer Dear M,
Thank you for the cloths. They are warm. The sun is warm too so I do not need them now. I will see you.
-S”
She looked at the markings for a long time, uncertain if they were correct. It had been quite a while since she’d seen Fira, and even longer since they’d had a chance to work on her lessons. She had a voracious appetite for learning, but the stress of the past few months made letters seem less critical. That was one more thing that she looked forward to once everything was made right again.
Before placing the note on the clothes, she added a postscript.
“I am looking for theKa Kej Kaj Kaaj cat-friend I told you about. I will be back by dark. If not you know what to do.”
0stinato Sir Monsieur Abdel featherfall Locklaklazarii
With the sun sparkling in the frosty air, the stone city almost seemed to retrieve its more-or-less peaceful atmosphere, almost like it was back to normal.
Normal. Saorat realised that she didn’t really know what was normal anymore; it had been conflict and fear ever since she’d returned home. But at least before there was some measure of levity, songs around a warm fire, farfetched tales on long journeys, long stretches of time spent in training but without actual battle. There had been something in the city’s air when last she walked its streets, but now it was gone. Saorat couldn’t figure out exactly what it was, but its absence was somehow distressing.
Looking to fill the void with familiar sights, she began to move towards the marketplace hoping to see her friend Hermir, but drew up short. Moira’s ministrations left her under layers of cloth with nothing but her eyes peeking out between the cloak and scarf, transforming her into a mostly anonymous, if rather absurd-looking, figure. It was unlikely that anybody would recognise her unless they looked straight into her slitted yellow eyes, but it wasn’t worth the risk. The citizens she’d seen looked even more tense than usual, walking about more heavily armed and with grim expressions.
It was understandable, they’d gone through a lot in recent times, and the previous night’s attack certainly didn’t help matters. No, they would be too jumpy, too suspicious of anybody they didn’t immediately recognise as a friend. She’d already made her presence more obvious than she should have, it was too dangerous. Heaving a regretful sigh, Saorat turned and reluctantly started toward the other side of the city, promising herself that she’d visit her friend once this was all over.
Upon entering Sadri’s shop on the far side of the city, the dark elf’s face registered confused unease as the stiffly-moving, oddly shaped stranger lumbered into the room, then broad amusement as he recognised the small eyes peeping out.
“Did you get lost? I thought you’d prefer the desert, not the frozen north. More frozen than this, I mean.” he teased.
Saorat chuckled and adopted the raspy accent she occasionally used when disguised as a foreigner. “This one would walk on warm sands, but alas, there are none in Skyrim. Cold rocks will have to do. At least there is more to see, yes?”
Their brief exchange ended, Saorat recited the list Moira had given her, along with her own supplies, and carefully counted out the required coin.
Before leaving, she paused and dropped her voice, although the shop was empty.
“Do you know who those people last night were? The Khajiit, the drunken boy, and the elf-woman?”
A flicker crossed his face as she finished the sentence but it quickly disappeared, as though he thought of something but thought better of mentioning it.
“No.” he told her firmly, with something of a hard look “No, and I’m not going to find out.”
Saorat looked at him quizzically, perplexed and somewhat hurt by his sudden change, but didn’t press the matter.
“Of course not, there’s no need.” she told him airily, suppressing her confusion, “I was just curious. I’m curious about strangers, you know that.”
“Of course…”
His tone was polite, but cool and distant, very different from his earlier mirth. Saorat got the uncomfortable feeling that something was wrong, that he wanted her gone, so she hurriedly thanked him for the goods and retreated.
Retracing her steps from the morning, Saorat turned the encounter over and over in her mind, trying to make sense of it. Something had happened when she mentioned the strangers, or maybe one of the strangers, but she didn’t understand what it was. And why had Sadri looked at her like that? The two weren’t terribly close, but they had been reasonably friendly, all things considered. Had she unknowingly done something offensive? Had Ambyars said something to him? What if the other people she considered friends also changed like that? Would they all leave her?
A cold chill racked her frame despite the warm layers of cloth and she swallowed hard as she blinked blurriness from her eyes. But as she stiffly raised a paw to her face and felt the encumbrance of Moira’s well-meaning gift, the memory of her friends’ loyalty and kindness came back to her. They would remain, if nobody else, and that was enough.
The Iceblades were gone when she returned to the house, so she let herself in and placed the items on the table. Thinking of the sun’s ascent into the sky, she also took the opportunity to struggle out of some of the stifling layers, which she folded and placed next to the goods. She didn’t want to hurt Moira’s feelings, though, so she looked around for a bit of paper and, taking a bit of coal from the fireplace, laboriously scratched out a note.
“
Thank you for the cloths. They are warm. The sun is warm too so I do not need them now. I will see you.
-S”
She looked at the markings for a long time, uncertain if they were correct. It had been quite a while since she’d seen Fira, and even longer since they’d had a chance to work on her lessons. She had a voracious appetite for learning, but the stress of the past few months made letters seem less critical. That was one more thing that she looked forward to once everything was made right again.
Before placing the note on the clothes, she added a postscript.
“I am looking for the
0stinato Sir Monsieur Abdel featherfall Locklaklazarii