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  1. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    You're asking about me? My heart is broken, yet your heart soars on the embers of my pain. Thank you for the cuts and bruises. After everything you did to me and now you knock on my door, full of regret "I'm tired." You're tired? your medicines with me I will make you converse with your own...
  2. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    My fate is sealed to the strip Its long and narrow like the graves of my people I could leave but the tears of my mother trace the borders My fate is to sleep with tears in my eyes My fate is sealed like the coffins of my people My fate is sealed to the cobble stones Their small and strong...
  3. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    Time, you are so funny, Mocking me with your constant ticking, You slow down when you want to, speed up when you want to, Never in my favor, always leaving me behind. I wish you would slow down, just for a little while, So I can savor every moment, embrace it with a smile. It's getting hard to...
  4. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    Dear October lover, You smell like a delicate blend of autumn's first breeze, Infused with a hint of cinnamon, I'd trade you three snickers for just one of your kisses I'll be your sally and you my pumpkin king Bake me like pumpkin pie and eat me on hallows eve
  5. bayleen

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    Im a student learning anatomy what's the fibula and what bone is it attached to? Ever tissue every vein has a specific function and every function has a message every blood vessel knows what to do What does this mean if my whole body is giving life to me and I feel so dead
  6. bayleen

    Other Online Journal

    In the depths of a fragile soul, a battle unfolds, An unseen war, an anguish untold. The silent demon, takes its toll, Leaving scars both inside and out, consuming me whole. It starts with a whisper, a seed planted deep, A distorted perception, a relentless creep. A dance with control, a...
  7. bayleen

    Other Online Journal

    my online journal
  8. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    In my madness is my salvation In my sanity, I am sane. In my madness, I'm loyal to your message A well-mannered madwoman. Mad for the scent of him. His scent smells like my salvation. His scent smells like home. Ask the people of this world. Who are the people of generosity The fire of his...
  9. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    It's 3:00 a.m., and I'm three-quarters away from a panic attack three-quarters away from letting it suck me dry Three-quarters away from giving up I thought I was better I thought I was an A+ waiting to happen but at the end of the day, all I'll ever be is an E. You can't even round me up. It...
  10. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    In what sick world do we live in destroy me and heal me, sick. Erase my soul, sick. Corrupt me till I forget my morals, sick. I'm your jester. Fool me, or I fool you. A game of chess, but it's rigged. Is it the truth, or is it a lie? Country leaders are sitting on their thrones, sipping...
  11. bayleen

    Other problematic concept.

    design by howlingwoods, coded by uxie! fonts used: wax seal body text to replace fonts, add/replace them here, and then in the variables below under *fonts; check uxie's tech support in nine lives for more details ( ‾́ ◡ ‾́ ) ----letter top---- {slide=h1 | open}click the wax...
  12. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    They had it all, Adam and Eve, but it was never enough— the self-sabotage humans possess. More money? You're killing me. War after war, loss after loss. Killing fathers, brothers, and husbands. Just for a gallon of oil. Nuclear bombs are in the hands of a fat man who probably can't touch...
  13. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    You liked me, but you didn't love me. Your love was materialistic at best. You went into the mall looking for a specific pair of jeans, but there's a big difference when you walk into a store and try on a pair of jeans, love it, and buy it, then when you try it on and keep it on hold till you...
  14. bayleen

    Other problematic concept.

    design by howlingwoods, coded by uxie! fonts used: wax seal body text to replace fonts, add/replace them here, and then in the variables below under *fonts; check uxie's tech support in nine lives for more details ( ‾́ ◡ ‾́ ) ----letter top---- {slide=h1 | open}click the wax...
  15. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    22 years feels like nothing a dot in the time spectrum I'm a dot in the time spectrum A small particle floating through time and space I feel like I've been running a marathon my whole life And I'm losing It's like 6th-grade gym all over again Trying to catch up, I forget my surroundings...
  16. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    How come nobody cares about my pain It's like I'm laying all my emotions on the table and all I get back is, "it's gonna be ok." when you can't see the future so fucking stop lying to me and just hug me dont give me empty words Don't tell me, "I'm ok." or "I'm gonna be fine." because you...
  17. bayleen

    Poetry irrelevant thoughts

    2020 was a gift from satan himself Decoratively decorated put under a tree A ticking time bomb I couldn't breathe Runny nose But I still held on By the end of it I thought, "Hey! At least we have an extra bed now!" 2021 was a lover He tried everything but could never get it right Shut down the...
  18. bayleen

    Poetry Here's to 2023
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    2020 was a gift from satan himself Decoratively decorated put under a tree A ticking time bomb I couldn't breathe Runny nose But I still held on By the end of it I thought, "Hey! At least we have an extra bed now!" 2021 was a lover He tried everything but could never get it right Shut down the...
  19. bayleen

    Other problematic concept.

    design by howlingwoods, coded by uxie! fonts used: wax seal body text to replace fonts, add/replace them here, and then in the variables below under *fonts; check uxie's tech support in nine lives for more details ( ‾́ ◡ ‾́ ) ----letter top---- {slide=h1 | open}click the wax...
  20. bayleen

    Other problematic concept.

    design by howlingwoods, coded by uxie! fonts used: wax seal body text to replace fonts, add/replace them here, and then in the variables below under *fonts; check uxie's tech support in nine lives for more details ( ‾́ ◡ ‾́ ) ----letter top---- {slide=h1 | open}click the wax...
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