Knowing that every stranger you pass has shit like this going on is comforting for some reason. You're going to be okay. I'm sorry that you feel your family is broken and that you lost your brother <3 Keep reaching out to people even if you're tired of it. You've got this : ) My DMs are open...
I had to take a midnight piss and I couldn't find my phone flashlight and I hate turning on big lights at night so I had to do the terrifying walk to the bathroom and I ran into the fridge on the way there and also the way back.