To the OP-
I suffer from the same affliction, hence why I hang out on sites such as these and I do rp, and all kinds of things in the furry space.
I have gone through a really epic journey with it, and you're welcome to ask for advice
I have some of the answer, and it took a long time to find the thing that works for me.
Being a furry, that's what does it for me. Escaping into my fursona works. And not being Sonic mind you.. My fursona is actually a grey wolf.
Glad to see a like-minded person. Yes I don't listen to anything that's been out since the last, IDK, 10 years, because, as you said, it is repetition, a form of recursion actually.
Restricting my answer to consoles only I would say that the XBOX, followed by the Nintendo Switch, are the two best choices at present. Both from overall user experience and the games library.
I had a channel before, but what I found is that my videos somehow offended very small (1-2) groups of people which then led to them cyber-bullying me. I then decided to delete the channel and start up elsewhere. Then elsewhere (vidme) sent me a mail that they're shutting down and that's the end...