I never thought anyone in the group hated me or anything like that. My main reason for leaving was plain and simple - everyone, including the DM, favored those that they already knew. I'm over it at this point and honestly I feel like I should have seen it coming. I always got ignored when I'd join already-existing RP groups in the past and I don't know why I expected things to be different. No matter how excited people get to have a new person, it's always the same. Nowadays, if I want a group RP where people acknowledge me, I have to either make one myself or join one that's new - you guys were all obviously around for a while and it was just silly to have hoped that I would get the same treatment as everyone else. The jokes about trans people that you guys made didn't help at all, of course, but had everyone been a little more willing to interact with me I'd have probably stayed a little longer despite them.