RpNation

Don't worry about it. What happened?

My ah.. my ex girlfriend killed herself last Monday. We were really close.

-Hugs you tightly- I'm so sorry

Is there anything I can do to help?

-hugs you back and wipes at my face- I'm not sure, honey... I really don't know anymore... So many of my close circle are dying..

I know how you feel. Out of my circle of old friends I'm the only one alive. I feel so lost without them. I feel isolated and I hate to say it but I feel abandoned as well.

Yeah. I do too. Sure, I have family, but they don't know about my online life. Or my dating life. They don't know those parts of me and I just... I don't have anyone in real life anymore.

I'm in the same boat. It's ironic, I never thought another person would have to go through something like this. I'd never wish this on anyone and to know that you're going through it breaks my heart. It saddens my core that someone as sweet as you is having to suffer through something like this.

Honey... I've lost my mom the day after christmas, my grandpa on july fourth, my great grandpa October 20th, my best friend December 7th, and my ex girlfriend last week. I'm so used to the death, it's unbelievable. People leave me because I'm "too clingy and annoying and Gracie, I swear to god you drive me insane with your whining." Believe me when I say I am used to feeling left behind.

I'm touched that you're still clingy through everything that's happened. I would imagine someone in our position would very easily not want to be around other people anymore but the fact that you do shows how strong you are.

Yeah... I'm withdrawing into my shell again. I don't find enjoyment in talking to people much anymore. A few people, yeah, but I'm withdrawing from them too.

If you want to stop talking to me I would certainly understand and I would never blame you for it

No no.. You're a good friend. And you just came back. You and four other people are the only ones I talk to now.

You're a good friend too. I'm touched that you find comfort in me. It's pretty ironic because I have never really seen myself as a comforting person

For what it counts, you truly make the best Richie I've roleplayed with