RpNation

-ed. Like, if you really didn't want to come over, just say so. Stop giving me false hope and broken promises. And OF COURSE he's busy this week. Will I see him? Nope. Not at all. Does he care? No. Probably not. If he did, he wouldn't have let me cry as hard as I am. He wouldn't have let me leave with a "whatever, goodnight"

He would've tried harder to either cheer me up or argue for the reasons why he shouldn't

come over. "It's too late" bullshit. It's fucking 7:00pm. Y'know... The time you normally come over? But whatever. I get it. i was never wanted in the first place. Never was, never will be. I was stupid to think things could change that quickly.

I want to feel something. I'm tired of feeling nothing.