-hugs you tightly- Thank you Nova. You're amazing. I'm sorry I put you on the spot like that. It's just sometimes I think I can see him through people and your choice of words just really sounded like something he would have said.
We would have married, but we just never got the chance to. I know he's waiting for me though which ironically doesn't make things any easier, but what are you gonna do right? I could rant and rave for days, but neither of us need that right now. I've already made things awkward enough as they are and I'm sorry for that.
Oh honey no. I'm always here to talk. I understand what it's like to lose someone that close. I really do. If you want to talk, please. I'm here to listen. I'm honestly positive that's why god put me on this earth. To listen and to help. And no, I'm not a religious nut job that says
"God does it for a reason," because I know that doesn't make anything easier. But please. I want to be able to help you. If you want me to. -holds you close and tight- I don't want you to feel like you're alone.