I have a lot of time to think in my life. Too much time. So much time, in fact, that I look for ways to take up my time, this site being one of them, because when I have time to think, I have time to remember, and if I remember, I think of the sad times, and those thoughts make me sad. I don’t want to think about how miserable I am, I just want to smile. I want to be happy.