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i'm sorry to hear that... and yeah to this day i swear attending an open casket as a kid is why i'm so messed up and death obsessed today.

Thanks. Honestly, I held up for most of it until the actual funeral began after calling hours. I sat with my mom and I think seeing her cry is what pushed me over. Needless to say I walked out of there and something was definitely different.

anytime. stuff like that is hard, and there's no shame in being emotional in a situation like that. honestly being part of a subculture that's constantly glamorizing death, it's moments like these that make you realize just how ugly mortality really is. again, i'm very sorry.

I know, but as the older sibling I try to set an example and that example is to be strong. So sometimes there really isn't a point. To setting said example if everyone else is already in tears. Also, please don't feel sorry. It's better this way. He was in pain and suffering and living off of a machine. That is no kind of life the healthy human mind would want to live.