RpNation

I get it sometimes, it's weird and I can't really explain it. I probably get it because I get a lot of dreams.

I think I get it because of my disorder. Though today was different,I felt like I was looking through someone's else's eyes o.o..so strange !

That sounds more like Lucid dreaming o-o

But I was restricted to lying down.
I was on this couch. The design was pretty vintage ,near this doorway where I knew stairs lied to its left. I kept thinking "when will my mother come down ,I need her "...but I awoke in my bed ,in a one story apartment .

I was about to make a joke about how that happens with alcohol, but it sounds like that's not even remotely the case, so it would just not be funny. But that is one weird dream.

Yes it was pretty weird,but I've had worse dreams, I'd take being paralyzed on a couch over being raped in my dreams ...that got dark fast xD

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Fam I'm really hoping this sort of thing isn't a regular occurrence for you.

Alowlyloverssong Are you in some type of hate for the opposite sex? Or feel as tho you are being used?

It is a regular occurrence.
No I don't hate men. I love them ! Guys are very intriguing , I enjoy taking care of them and making a guy feel important. No I don't feel like I'm being used. Honestly being "raped" during sleep paralysis is much better than feeling like I'm being killed. I think that the fear paralysis causes,makes me hallucinate or dream things that awful.