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Adorable Monster
Adorable Monster
 I had a feeling you weren't flirting. There is no need to worry. I just blush when I am flattered. {To be honest, I blush quite easily. T>T} 


 And about the loneliness.....I understand completely, yet not fully. I have my family around me, my brothers, my mother, my father, and yet, I feel alone. I am not sure how to explain it. There is no need to share anything about your past, it is perfectly fine. I understand that everyone's life has its own problems, no need to dredge it all up. 


 Lightning would strike you?! Oh gosh....I hope not. But geez, I am blushing so much from what you just said about me. >////< {And I know you aren't flirting.}  And how did you get the scent of flowers and sugar? O.o  
Literary Revenant
Literary Revenant
Seriously right now it smells like brown sugar and some type of flower, and IM NOT BAKING COOKIES!


Completely yet not fully, to VERY contradicting statements, you might as well say you aren't sure how to answer that statement. If you feel alone even with family around, perhaps you are alone because you want that special someone. That is a TOTAL shot in the dark, but if you are alone and want a friend then all you might have to do is simply find a like minded person to sort of chat with. 


This loneliness actually sprouted in the form of a song I made, its sad and should be as its revolving around failure, My Failure to be precise. 
Adorable Monster
Adorable Monster
 Well, I am pretty sure I don't smell of cookies....


 I know they are contradicting, but it is hard to explain to be honest. >.> 


I guess I do want that special someone, but my parents say it is because I am a total selfish jerk who thinks only of herself. 


And I like both. They are both sad, yet....I don't know the word....um slightly uplifting? I mean, yes, it sounds saddening, but it seems to have a ray of hope, like a hand reaching out for help.
Literary Revenant
Literary Revenant
Ha! Someone FINALLY GOT THE BLOODY MESSAGE!!!!!!!!!
Adorable Monster
Adorable Monster
*Shocked.*  Hmm? O.o  
Literary Revenant
Literary Revenant
Total selfish jerk who thinks only of herself? I feel there is more story behind that.
Adorable Monster
Adorable Monster
Yeah....not really....wish there was though...
Literary Revenant
Literary Revenant
Well... To answer your question, I made that song more as a theme originally, but when I failed so severely that whole design sort of changed and I followed a different path. Half way is the part saying "PLease help me I am sad and need companionship!" unfortunately I never got it, and haven't met a real life friend in far too damn long.
Adorable Monster
Adorable Monster
 Aw. I am sorry. You truly sound like a wonderfully kind person. 
Literary Revenant
Literary Revenant
Literally said no one ever. (Till Just now). Not that people think I am a bad guy but I am more of  recluse as you can imagine.
Adorable Monster
Adorable Monster
 I can understand that. But I seriously think you are a really good guy. And you don't sound like a recluse, I mean, you read between the lines and seemed to know A LOT about me.   
Literary Revenant
Literary Revenant
Thats because I watch, and pay attention.
Adorable Monster
Adorable Monster
Ah. Then I need to do more of that then. I normally get called a naive girl who looks 5 years younger than I am.
Literary Revenant
Literary Revenant
I'm 20 and someone thought I was 16. In terms of getting called Naive... I need some research first! "Researches definition of Naive" So... inexperienced, more innocent. Call me Naive then! I imagine that is because people don't fully understand motives and what it means to have a far streched goal. For example I want to write a story that becomes a movie. I've taken great strides and falls to achieve it, and now I am in essence starting from scratch. Hell you've acted on stage, and were an extra, I wouldn't accept being called Naive.
Adorable Monster
Adorable Monster
 Yeah. I guess not. 


 I still feel for some reason that it fits me. I mean, I was home-schooled. I barely even know most things that 16 year old's know.... T>T


 You are really nice as I have said before.... but really, you are such a sweet guy...
Literary Revenant
Literary Revenant
Most things that 16 year olds know like what? The latest music trends? Who Taylor Swift is dating right now? Homeschooled shouldn't directly translate into naive. If there is ONE thing I want you to know is that you decide what affects you and how much it will affect you. If someone calls you Naive, I think you should ignore it, not accept it as what you are. 


In essence I've decided to accept it when people call me lazy because I really haven't done much, I know that I could be doing more yet I cast it off all the time. I want friends I should go out for a walk, maybe ask my neighbors to see a movie. Aimlessly wander the mall, staring at useless gimmicks I'll never use. However I've also accepted when people call me intelligent, although not fully. I know how to handle situations and solve problems that others would go 'L33t Wh4t 1s th1s?' I accept it when people call me male, I am a guy, I have manly features, but I won't accept it if they call me weak physically or mentally. 


The lesson here is to let yourself be in control, not the outside world. (In that way, should you really listen to what I say??? XD)
Adorable Monster
Adorable Monster
 Haha. I trust you. Thank you for lifting my spirits. I was honestly feeling horrid about myself. 
Literary Revenant
Literary Revenant
Well that makes me feel better.


What is your name? Or how should I address you because Nightmares Angel is a bit much to say.
Adorable Monster
Adorable Monster
Awww. I made you feel better! Yaya!


You can call me Kandy. It is my nickname. Can I keep calling you Onyx? Or would you prefer me to call you something else?
Literary Revenant
Literary Revenant
Onyx is fine. People have called me that even IRL in some cases. Now would you like to talk about fun stuff like Role playing or stories?
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