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You shouldn't be forced to hangout with them, like I said, if they come close to you, you should just not say ANYTHING to them and wait for them to get the hint.

DankestMemer is absolutely right.


If they wanna be cold and shallow. You just be cold and with a brain.

Or you could explain to them "We are not friends. Friends respect eachother. Friends help eachother. You do none of this." or some variation of that.

But I can't stand the stares and questions from everyone I know! They will all tell me I'm acting like a kid as they already have when I tried once...

fak them and ignore them.


Silence is better, the worse thing is ignoring them. Or or or, change your appearance and walk away. 

You should just explain to them that you do not feel happy and safe around them. Friends are supposed to make you feel happy and safe and if they aren't doing that then they aren't friends. A friend is someone that supports you and cares about you and you care about them. If they do not treat you like an equal then you do not have to be friends with them.

They do make me feel safe but then they crush me with my self esteem. I want them to praise me like they do each other but I become the laughing stock instead of laughing with them about something I did...

Like the dankest said, they aren't friends. You must let go of them.

Maybe you should speak up to them. Tell them that you feel like they hurt you emotionally. Tell them that you feel that you're always being laughed at.

Please do not kill yourself. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You are human being that deserves happiness like everyone else. You need to stop caring what everyone thinks. You can get better and you will if you stay strong.

Tried.?wrote down as a kid or going through puberty. Like stuff I have had this for years.


Suicide is the cowards way out and I don't run on that route dank.

Then what do you mean by departing? I'm glad you know that suicide is not a way to fix your problems.

Cutting myself off from everyone and falling further into my mind until I lose who I am.

But then you will never get better, either. I'm glad you aren't thinking of ending your life because life is precious and if you end it it's just over.

That's kinda suicide in its dark state, but that would be putting more stress on you.


Just avoid the people that are causing you harm and just distant yourself from them for a long time and find new options to give you content on the way.

Ganta is very right.

It's what I may do though. I'll have time to recover in my state and when I come out, I should be able to be happy.

what you need is something hilarious to keep your spirits up.


Laughter helps on the way.


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If you can recover that's great. Do what you can to recover. The most amazing thing for you to do in this situation is take time to get better. 

I guess so.