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JokerValentine
JokerValentine
Bad day?
BIue
BIue
*Huug* You are important and you have value. It doesn't always feel like it, but everything has meaning, no matter how small.
minajesty
minajesty
*hugs you randomly* you are very valuable and everything you do is valuable. Don't question that.
DergTheDergon
DergTheDergon
*Dergon hug* there, a very special hug for youuu. Srsly though dude ,the comments above hit the nail on the head. Fort the record, I frggin love Beyond the Third Sky and it was one of the best and funnest rps I've ever been in. Trere ya go, proof of some value. :D
NeverBetter
NeverBetter
Not a bad day. I just very often get severe bouts of depression. Sometimes they go away after a quick nap or something and others just stay around.

This was one of the times taking a nap was sufficient.
JokerValentine
JokerValentine
Well, the way I see it, sometimes you might need more than a nap to solve problems. I hope you feel better. If you need someone to talk to, my PM is always open.
NeverBetter
NeverBetter
Alright, thank you.
JokerValentine
JokerValentine
Of course.
minajesty
minajesty
Take it from someone who is still battling depression since the age of 9. Its helps to talk about stuff like this
NeverBetter
NeverBetter
I know, been suffering from on and off for years (Around 10 when it started). Not sure what triggers it or makes it go away, but it comes and goes. Help is definitely something I'm not even a smidge afraid of asking for.
JokerValentine
JokerValentine
Well, we aren't gonna force you to talk about anything if you don't want to. Completely up to you,
minajesty
minajesty
Wow. I hate asking for help. I don't know why i just never liked it. And my depression doesn't go or come. Mine just stays completely. I got used to receiving disappointment, failure, and pain all my life
NeverBetter
NeverBetter
It sounds like a blessing at times to have days where you're fine, but, in a sense, it sucks really bad. Especially on days when you were fine an hour before but now you feel like utter crap, and you have no idea why.
NeverBetter
NeverBetter
I grew up in an environment where asking for help or forcing others to tell their problems or find help themselves was commonplace, I just sorta grew up with the mentality that I should be open with people drilled into my head. As a result, I almost have trouble not sharing my issues, truth be told.
minajesty
minajesty
I was raised being told that crying is a sign of weakness and just a waist of time. You either are happy or just letting the world defeat you. My parents are pretty tough.
NeverBetter
NeverBetter
I was taught not to cry. Feel sorrow all you want but do not show evil what pain it brings, so to speak, but never cry, so I can understand that. My family has always been the very headstrong type.
minajesty
minajesty
Yup. So basically my family motto is Live Life Happy or Die a Weakling? Eh..
JokerValentine
JokerValentine
Let me tell you something you already know: the world is not all happy. It will beat your ass if you let it.

How I stay happy is that I know that there are people not just locally, but halfway across the world that care for me. Remember that.
NeverBetter
NeverBetter
I stay happy with my gathering of friends, playing videogames, and helping people with problems they have. Hell, I may hate someone with a passion, but if they ask me for advice in earnest, I'll do my best to help them, because no one deserves to go it alone.
JokerValentine
JokerValentine
But the question remains: who is there for those who are there for others?
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