Chitchat What is the worst lie you tell/told yourself?

"Stop seeing myself as a victim and it'll make it easier to live with my stepmother."

Then she lied about divorcing my dad while he was sent off by the military and kicked me out because I'm not her responsibility. I'm never going back and trusting my father to protect me when he clearly can't.
 
'Someday you will feel like you belong, just try to fit in'
but then I realized if you have to try to fit in then it's not the real thing anyway (kinda like you don't belong if you have to try to belong, if its the real thing you will fit in just being yourself)
 
So recently I've discovered that despite the fact I tell myself I don't truly need anyone in my life, that I'm fine with just myself and a loved one and a friend is just a bonus....Well I've discovered that that's a load of horse shit, I've realized that I need someone to lean on when I need them, someone to let my love out on, someone I can truly trust.
 
the biggest lie? The career I'm set up to do is one I'll enjoy. I've only realised this recently and it's too late for me to easily change it
 
"I absolutely LOVE being social irl!"
and
"I'm completely sane, don't worry."
 
"I will sleep early tonight" and "Next time I'll work with no breaks".
Never happens.
 

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