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Call Me Rhys

❤️✨✨Dylan Sprayberry✨✨❤️
TW for (possible triggering content????)

Can you just leave me be?
Please leave me alone
I just want to go home
I just want to go home
Stop being so clingy
Stop calling me that name
Stop saying these things about me

Why can’t I exist?
Stop pushing your opinions on me
I don’t have to agree with you
I don’t have to play by your rules
Get out of my life!
I can’t stand you!

Why am I never allowed to be angry?
If I start to crumble, you’ll all fall apart
You’re a faulty safety net; you will collapse the second I fall
I’m bottling up so much
I can’t take this anymore
Just leave, please leave

Why can’t I forgive you?
You broke someone’s heart
You’re breaking my heart
You won’t even support me
You’re just here to support yourself
Leave me alone
Leave me alone

...I’m sorry
I’m always so sorry
I feel like I have to apologize for everything I do
I’m so sorry
For living, for breathing
Maybe you’d all be better off without me

I’ll stop talking to you
I’ll fade into the background
I need a break
I need a break
I just need a break
A few months

Call Me Rhys

❤️✨✨Dylan Sprayberry✨✨❤️
(TW, once again, for possible triggering content)

Today has not been great
Today hasn’t even been good
Today’s been awful
Terrible, even
And I don’t know what to do

The person I thought I could trust
The person I thought would listen
Didn’t care when I started to explain my depression
He didn’t care at all.
And I’m messed up
I’m messed up really bad
And I don’t know how to fix it

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