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Fantasy The Last Judgement

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Emrys Contiello
[div class=miniBox][div class="miniText mini1"] [div class=bar][div class=title]Location[/div][div class=barText]McGuire AF Base {Main building}[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]Interactions[/div][div class=barText]His Stalker[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]OOC[/div][div class=barText]A filler before shit starts getting weird[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]BGM[/div][div class=barText]Crazy on You [/div][/div] [/div] [/div] [div class=bigBox][div class=bigScroll] His hand rubbed across the back of his neck, attempting to release some of the stress in his muscles as he moved. Had it been the wrong call for them to stop here? At the time it didn't seem like they had much of a choice. The weather wouldn't have been forgiving for long and who knows what other shelter could have been found. A breath of air rolled out of him, shoulders drooping just a bit as he forced himself to relax more. Everything was going to be fine, nothing bad was going to--

"You did good, princess..."

His spine snapped up straight, shoulders suddenly tense again. His body turned so quickly towards the sound of that slightly raspy baritone that he almost gave himself whiplash. The movement of his hand to the holster at his hip had been automatic, years of conditioning that forced a reaction that would potentially protect him from an unknown danger. As his gaze focused in on the man ambling towards him, he realized that this wasn't that kind of danger. He watched the lackadaisical gait of his friend and lover as he caught up, there was a specific danger in the way he moved --always had been-- but it was more of an allure at this point for Rhys. There wasn't any kind of concern in his mind that the other would intentionally hurt him. The corner of his mouth pulled upward, head tilting as he paused long enough for the other man to catch up. "Didn't anyone tell you it's bad to stalk? Someone might get the wrong idea."

He chuckled a little under his breath, hands slipping into the pockets of his pants. "Guess it's good you decided to follow me like a fuckin' creeper, I need to talk to you."

"Rhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyssssssss!!!"

He half turned towards the sound of his name, watching passively as Elliot came jogging up to the pair. Rhys stared at him blankly, eyebrow quirking in question, "What do you need?" The shorter man muttered out a comment that Rhys didn't exactly hear, but sort of figured it was good he didn't. He glanced over at Nik and paused, brows furrowing a bit as he looked back over at Elliot. He was shorter than both of them, but the resemblance was a bit eerie when they stood so close together. His eyes flickered between one man and the other, mentally compiling the similarities and differences. It was strange, because they didn't seem to be related but--

"--side. Are you listening to me? I know I can be distracting, but I figured your focus was impeccable."

He brought his attention back to the midget blond, it was true that he usually had great concentration...but with Nik standing beside him it was sort of a toss up with how focused he could be. His lips parted to say something when Elliot took half a step closer, handing him the file that he had been carrying, "I'm sure you have been, but just in case, Marcus told me to give this to you. He wants you to review the plans for the next mission....I'm sure," He placed a hand on Rhys' shoulder, "a capable man such as yourself can handle it."

He gave the shoulder touch a passive glance, opening up the folder to see just what sort of mission that man wanted to run. "It won't be a problem. Tell Marcus I'll have a plan for the morning." Rhys shifted to look at Nik, subconsciously thankful that Elliot had removed his hand from his arm. "Do you have--"

"I've got one, you look like you need it."

He blinked. Azure orbs shooting towards the cigarette Elliot held out before him. That...was what he was going to ask, but it seemed a bit odd that this guy was so prepared. He didn't even know him, how did he know he smoked? It wasn't like he walked around with a cigarette in his mouth at every waking moment. The habit for him wasn't as crippling as it was for Nik. Rhys took the offered nicotine stick, muttering a thanks as he placed it between his lips and started to pat at his pockets. He should have had a lighter somewhere...

"Do you need a light?"

"No, I think I--" His sentence was cut off by the flick of a lighter and the glow of flame at the edge of his cigarette. Elliot slid in closer, standing a little too far into his personal space for Rhys to be comfortable. As soon as the cigarette was lit, he gave the other man a slight nod of thanks. Elliot didn't move away immediately causing the detective to quirk his brow, "Is there something else I can help you with?"

"Not at the moment, handsome, but don't be a stranger." Elliot flashed him a grin that morphed into a sneer as his attention shifted to Nik for a moment. "Uh...alright?"

Rhys shrugged at Elliot's retreating form, chalking it up to the kid just being super weird. Then again, they looked like they were probably the same age...which wasn't really as comforting a thought as he would have liked to have. The whitelighter nursed his cigarette as he started walking, albeit a bit slower than before. He was quiet, holding the folder at his side as he attempted to drum up the words he needed to. "What made Ryan fly off the handle?" That wasn't it. Not the phrase he needed nor the question he really needed to ask. They were another quarter of the way down the hall when he stopped again, pinching the bridge of his nose. He felt the slight raise of skin where a scar marred the bridge and he pulled his hand away with a sigh, smoke flaring out of his nostrils upon exhale.

"We never got the chance to finish our conversation. The one about--"

He cut himself off, noting how open the hallway was and how anyone could just walk right on by. His lips pressed into a thin line, moving to a door on their right. Locked. A noise of irritation spilled out of him, "We probably shouldn't discuss this in public." He paused for a moment after he said that, turning to Nik with a finger raised, "No. Not like that. Get your head out of the fuckin' gutter Voss." He moved over to another door, trying that knob. No luck. "I just want to have a decent fuckin' conversation for fucks sake, who the fuck locks all the fucking doors in this goddamn place?" Rhys was power walking towards the next door when it opened, almost hitting him in the face.

"Oh my goodness! I'm so sorry, are you alright, mister?"

He peaked around the doorway, looking at the frail looking woman clutching a baby to her chest. She looked just as startled as he did and it took a second before Rhys nodded, "Yes, I'm fine."

"Oh thank God."

"I doubt he had anything to do with it."

The woman shifted a bit uncomfortably, giving him a weak smile before looking down at the baby cooing in her arms. "The Lord works in many mysterious ways. We may not know what they are, but...I do believe he has a plan for all of us."

Rhys snorted, fighting and failing to keep the look of utter irritation off his face. She had almost hit him with a door, that didn't really give her the excuse to start preaching at him. His hands slid into his pockets once more, rocking back on his heels as he cast a look back at Nik. His lips parted with a retort, one that would have mocked her words with the reality of who it was she was talking to, when the baby began to let out soft cries. They almost sounded like whimpers. His gaze shifted to the infant, brows pulled together the longer he looked at the bundled figure. "Please excuse me, March, my daughter, needs something from Rida. If you...happen to see Scott can you tell him that I need to speak with him?"

"Uh...sure." He stepped out of her way, watching as she hurried back down the hallway. His hand reached out to catch the door before it fell shut, glancing back at Nik he jerked his head towards the room. "There's a lot of weird fucking shit going on here and I don't like it one fucking bit." Rhys grumbled, azure eyes roaming around the expanse of the room.

If he painted the walls black the room couldn't be any darker. The once frilly net curtains at the window were thick with over a decade of grime. The light that struggles through fails to reflect from the once beige carpet that is more like a forest floor in both color and texture. The walls could really have been any shade at all, he couldn't tell. It reeked of ammonia too, which made Rhys wonder just what that lady was doing in here with an infant child. His hand reached for the light switch, watching the buzzing glow of a lamp come to reluctant life. He crossed the room in a couple steps, picking up an old picture from an end table. Nothing in here looked like it had been moved in years. He was quiet, even after the door clicked shut and he knew without looking that Nik had followed him inside. He took a breath, setting the picture down as smoke crawled out from the edge of his lips. His gaze swiveled back to the Quasi-devil, the cut of cobalt in his irises seeming to churn with lighter shades brimmed in struggling emotion.

"I know you have questions...from earlier that I really didn't get to answer and I wanted to in case..." His voice trailed off, not really wanting to finish the implication of that sentence. His shoulders rose in a half shrug, "We don't have to talk about this now. I can go see what Marcus is scheming...I just figured it would be better to answer whatever I could. It's not...everyday you see someone get brought back to life." His lip curled up into a barely there smile, looking a bit uncomfortable as he slid his hand back into his right pocket, fingers fiddling with the bright blue stone.



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[div class=speakeasy2]Nik Has Inhuman Self Control
LOCATION โ€” McGuire AF Base [Main Building]
BGM โ€” AMANDA PALMER - THE KILLING TYPE
TAGS โ€” Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater (Oblivious Peanut Butter), TrashDoppelganger
OOC โ€” gad dam it elliot. happy they finally get to talk. also the weird shit is just weird. wtf, ammonia? wtf is going ON. [/div]
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He hadn't been expecting Rhys to be this coiled-tense, despite the previous encounter in the cafeteria. It felt less like being prepared to smack down the errant pustule known as Marcus, and more like steeling himself against an unseen evil. The blond raised his strong brow as the other man moved his hand to his holster out of a deeply born instinct, knowing there was something beneath the surface. Like waves about to break, but the blond couldn't see the rocks.

Had to be, because there was no point in the detective being this primed for a war he couldn't very well start, nor finish. He was smarter than this, Nik knew, as he flicked his gaze over the other man's form like mapping a shifting landscape.

Ryan surely had enough of a rage in him to throw their entire operation to the wolves, and Rhys had enough anger in him to scald the oceans, certainly. But it had been settled with as much restrained finesse as he had ever seen the other man employ.

A finesse that Nik, despite having a great deal of respect for all parties involved, didn't think many of them had.

It was always teeth to gnash, for anyone that wasn't them, he thought as he chewed at his lip. Thin silver blades on a throat, holy fire in the veins, guns in tight grips, their resident Woofus willing and capable to tear down wolf's teeth on anyone that posed a threat. They had created a family of warriors.

Anything less than that, and there would be no family, because the crappocalypse called for nothing less.

But James and the blond held a similar sentiment, despite affliction curdling his veins to venom: it wasn't worth it. Best to smoke and roll your eyes, and let the heathens beat their chests a bit, if it helped them get their emotions out.

For all the blond part-time devil's personal follies, getting into testosterone-fueled pissing contests was not a part of his design. It was generally a wasted effort, until someone was prescribed death. Then they'd get stabbed in the guts; vengeance or protection being his most well-crafted response.

"Didn't anyone tell you it's bad to stalk? Someone might get the wrong idea." Nik let out a sharp, deep laugh, eyes crinkling as a smile tugged the corner of his mouth. Any emotion he had ever held could be charted on a graph from that mouth. It was a series of etchings, infinite and static, and they never misprinted.

"If that's what you call stalking, princess, it's no wonder you're so fuckin' tense," he offered a leisurely response, hints of an old-world accent he hid peeking through the spaces between syllables. The mother tongue of his family courted him in intoxication and traced around the edges of fatigue. Surely cleaning like a beast, despite how much rest he was able to get, was fatiguing.

As was handling violet-red emotional outbursts from others, wherein his own emotions already took up enough space to fill an entire mural in paint.

As was constantly seeing his companions put themselves in awkward, terse situations, like emotions siphoned into a bucket he held in his arms. The fear for them, and the knowing he couldn't just remove the sense of their discontent, weighted itself in droves. They had to play nice.

In these circumstances, nice was a color he had difficulty painting himself. Yet, he still tried.

"Guess it's good you decided to follow me like a fuckin' creeper, I need to talk to you." The blond's deep blue eyes flickered like dots of sun on the ocean crest shapes of the other man's face, and then he offered a brisk laugh. About to spindle on another little prodded joke, as it was his way, round beside him as they walked, normal things.

Pleasant, he'd trail beside the whitelighter like the dark half of this coin, and maybe they'd finally get down to brass tacks about the nagging questions the blond had snared up in the cage of his ribs like broken birds. That didn't happen.

"Rhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyssssssss!!!" Nik's gaze tore a fault line from the detective to the diminuitive little shit, now on a mission to insert himself like a migraine between the eyes. The blond took the moment to salvage his cigarette from the silver and red Altoids container, because entertaining this dumpster doppelganger was not something he wanted to be a part of.

He flicked on his clear blue lighter, marigold hues licking his features and dying as the fire clipped away. The burning of paper as he took a sharp inhale was the loudest sound in his ears.

"What do you need?" A frontal lobe lobotomy, Nik offered Elliot's prognosis in his mind, behind his cigarette's dire smoke.

Nik shifted his weight to his other foot, and held his elbow with his hand, arm across his chest. Head tilted, like he were some graceful erudite father indulging a tween's forlorn, dramatic tale at the end of his hard day of work. The cigarette was flicked, fuck Chantel and her neuroticism.

The whitelighter seemed to be sizing them both up for some reason. This only made the blond, who had problems with impulsivity from the time of his birth, egged on by the blackened blood that shouted 'cut', and 'slay', and 'destroy' every fucking second of every day, smoke faster. If that was at all possible.

"--side. Are you listening to me? I know I can be distracting, but I figured your focus was impeccable." Nik rolled his eyes, letting out the groan of someone far too old for this. He had half a mind to walk away right now, because this was a waste of time, and if Rhys wanted to talk to him, they'd have later.

Later, when this mini-me wasn't so parched he was trying to wrap his mouth around a gatorade bottle already in someone else's hands. It reminded him of high school, with Henry always stealing his food out of his hands to take a monstrously large bite. Queue comical brow-raise, that old, dead brit's emotions had been spelled out with the caterpillars that sat above his eyeballs.

But that had been funny, and fun. This, was not.

"I'm sure you have been, but just in case, Marcus told me to give this to you. He wants you to review the plans for the next mission....I'm sure,"

Nik was not possessive, Diana had wrenched that out of him years ago, with her shenanigans and her tight grasp on life's beauties. Trying to get the most out of it, because maybe she knew she was never fated to live a very long one. But this was another time, and the part-time devil had made it abundantly clear that the whitelighter was the silvered side to his blood-encrusted coin. You'd have to be blind not to see it, or simply not care.

Elliot was the latter, and that hand would've been removed at the wrist, if he hadn't needed to be a responsible, poised adult, against the torrent of black shit in his veins. It felt impossible sometimes. If only the others knew how much fucking effort it took.

"A capable man such as yourself can handle it."

"It won't be a problem. Tell Marcus I'll have a plan for the morning."
"Do you have--" The blond gave a gentle nod, straightening up to dig out his pack of cigarettes from his back pocket, but he was thwarted, even as the paper and plastic crinkled in his hands.

"I've got one, you look like you need it." The paper crinkled more.
"Do you need a light?" He crushed the package, but with a face made of stone, placed it in his back pocket again and stood, perfectly still.
"No, I think I--" It was remarkable how much control Nik could exert over what the affliction bade him do. Perhaps it was good he was saddled with the thing, because attached to a less capable mind, Elliot would be in ribbons on the floor already.

"Elliot, don't you have an exhaust pipe to suck on?" he asked, the mild indifference in his eyes holding back the bright blaze of knives he had very readily available at his sides. "Preferably jagged on one end."

"Is there something else I can help you with?" Obliviousness was charming, but sometimes...it definitely wasn't.

"Not at the moment, handsome, but don't be a stranger." The sneer the shorter man gave him was a brick collapsing beneath the foundation of an already over-encumbered home, resting haphazardly on the fault line of Niklas Voss' thinly tethered grip on morals, ethics, or whathaveyou.

"Uh...alright?"

Elliot was going to die. Maybe not now, but later. When it didn't inconvenience the group...which was...probably never. Nik let out a deep sigh, older in his bones than he wished to be in the moment, his age playing out in the way his mouth was twisted. Cigarette to lips, he just didn't understand why the universe tried to fuck with him so much.

He hadn't deserved the hand it had dealt him. But he was not the only one with a bunch of cards they hated, and didn't understand. The blond ran his fingers through his messy hair and shot Rhys an exhausted, but warmed look. Bled to honey, when before it had been murder.

As they walked, it felt like they were passing through dense fog. Thick enough to keep them back, and make them slower. The unsaid things between sentences, the parts between words they just hadn't remarked on. They filled the air, and Rhys asked a nondescript question, and Nik suffered to give a lukewarm answer.

"What made Ryan fly off the handle?"
"Hormones," and that was that.

"We never got the chance to finish our conversation. The one about--" The sun began to peek through, and the fog they stood in felt less-so, and Nik was no longer bothered by much, because there were answers he'd get, and then he wouldn't be as confused as before. Which would be wonderful, as he was always on the dark side of the moon, apparently, in all things.

But that too, in this moment, was as stymied as impotence.

"We probably shouldn't discuss this in public." All the doors were locked anyways, Nik noted internally as the whitelighter tried many. The blond nursed his cigarette and let his million dollar smile spread out in all its little lurid promises. Quirked brow, half-smile cocked, he chuckled in deep molasses hues.

"No. Not like that. Get your head out of the fuckin' gutter Voss." The blond raised up his hands as if defending himself from an attack.
"Can't help where my mind goes, princess. It's a gift," he said with a satisfied cackle, a gleam sparking in his eyes. It was the truth, he couldn't help whatever his mind was doing at any given point in time. All he could do was mold it into the most sensical shape, since it seemed to always be either in the gutter, or on the killing room's floor. He guessed Diana had taught him sculpture, via osmosis, which he thanked her for, often.

"I just want to have a decent fuckin' conversation for fucks sake, who the fuck locks all the fucking doors in this goddamn place?"

"We're in a horror movie, didn't you know? I expect a snake demon to be living in the fucking basement," he said with a sharp chuckle, "And at some point, Pennywise is going to trip and twist her ankle running from a monster," Nik offered with another chuckle, tilting his head to the side as he looked over the whitelighter beneath amused brows.

"Also, the people who bang first end up dying, so there's that," Nik said low in the throat, barely a whisper. It wasn't quite a joke.

Rhys was trying to power his way through a doorway when it almost clocked him in the face.
"Oh my goodness! I'm so sorry, are you alright, mister?" Niklas Voss winced. They were having a very hard time with this whole "Q & A" situation. It was almost like some cosmic fucknugget was trying to prevent it from ever happening.

"Yes, I'm fine."
"Oh thank God."
"I doubt he had anything to do with it." Nik leaned back, and observed the room. The woman was carrying a baby, and there was an off-smell to the room that made him take a half step back. Something didn't feel right here. Like they were walking into an answer they couldn't understand, a question dangled above their heads, while they couldn't ever see where the ceiling ended.

"The Lord works in many mysterious ways. We may not know what they are, but...I do believe he has a plan for all of us."

This prompted Nik to frown, his face turning sour. Rhys cast a glance back at him but the blond's eyes remained downcast. He crossed his arms over his chest and let the cigarette, stuck squarely from his lips, between clenched teeth, do the talking for him. A plan for all of us, he thought. Wish he'd give us some fucking notes on the bloody thing. Asshole.

"Please excuse me, March, my daughter, needs something from Rida. If you...happen to see Scott can you tell him that I need to speak with him?" The child had a warbled little cry...distress. But from what? Nik shook his head a bit, then reminded himself to ask the red-haired woodland critter if she knew what was going on.

But knowing Frankfurter, even just over the past few days, even if she had an inside scoop, she wouldn't be able to explain it very well. And what were the plans for the next mission? Why did Elliot's sneer bother him so much? It wasn't just a look of disdain because he couldn't scale the whitelighter and lay claim to that fucking mountain, something else was there. But what was it?

Nik felt again...like he just knew absolutely nothing. When earlier it had been laundry, and naps. Laundry...and naps.

"There's a lot of weird fucking shit going on here and I don't like it one fucking bit." As the woman left, Nik followed in as Rhys traversed the room. He flicked the lighswitch on, but the bulb didn't seem like it was giving much effort. Nik didn't traipse forward in his token lackadaisical gait, he rested his back against the wall, and sucked on his cigarette like it were a lifeline.

"Something's off. It's like when you know you won a hand of cards, but still come out last," Nik said through his cigarette, taking it between his fingers to ash it on the floor. Fuck Chantel and her neuroticism, indeed.

"I know you have questions...from earlier that I really didn't get to answer and I wanted to in case..." The air in the dark room quite simply fled. It felt sucked out, in one fell pull. It was a heavy feeling, and Nik didn't enjoy it.

"We don't have to talk about this now. I can go see what Marcus is scheming...I just figured it would be better to answer whatever I could. It's not...everyday you see someone get brought back to life." The blond paused his thoughts and let his cigarette speak for a moment as he held it up, as if pausing their conversation with its ribbons of smoke.

He gnawed his lip, eyebrows screwing up tight to narrow, then the blank face came. Then another emotion, something between confusion and anger, then the bitten lip again. Now, a cigarette inhaled, he was talking without speaking.

The current question he was trying to articulate was around why Rhys would forget...that had been brought up in the car. Forget...what? How he felt? Why? And being brought back to life, well...obviously it was the larger question, but all the small ones were competing, and all Nik could do was chew his lip and let his cigarette ask each one as it dotted ash like punctuation marks.

Why and how are you different from Penny, that was another one because he knew it was true that he was. He could feel it off of him. The rosewater and sage Penny had felt different, it wasn't as caustic. Did he even know how much it shot pain through Nik's skin, while Penny's was like an allergy, worse at times, but never deadly?

This was all wound up in the blond's shifting eyebrows, bouncing from confused, to angry, to confused, to hurt, and sometimes a sliver of scared.

Working through the sentences, that all made not a lick of sense, because there were too many, and none of them did justice to what he wanted to ask, or know, or understand. The facial expressions couldn't continue, and the cigarette had run out of words.

He just didn't want to be in the dark anymore, and so he asked what he felt made the most sense.

"...what's happening to you?" He asked, plainly, after what felt like a century of talking through his facial expressions and letting his cigarette lead the interaction as best it could.

"...why is it happening to you?" The cigarette came up, and then he rested his deep blue gaze on Rhys' eyes as if any other answer than the boldest truth would lead to a lightning strike across the part-time devil's features, and indeed it would.

"...what does it mean?" There was no pause for this next sentence.

"And how do we fucking stop it?"

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INTERACTIONS: barbie doll and I must be allergic BasiliskVeranda BasiliskVeranda , Ryanah Mountanah and cinnamon roll Lakyr Lakyr , Niy Cara Cara and da Worm
MENTIONED: Rhysie Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater and Niky chan
OOC: hope that's everybody, lol....and sorry for this blob, I know I suck at this :'(



The tension in the room became dense the very moment when hurricane Kayden decided to set his foot through the doorway and let his destroying waves make an end to the cheerful atmosphere that was filling the place.


While venting his frustration on Ryan, the smol cupcake heard how the older hunter, the target of the obnoxious laundry, cursed over his wordsโ€ฆ
โ€ฆas expected.


Only a rock wouldn't complain over Marcus' smelly underwear being flung into their faceโ€ฆand it appeared Ryan wasn't a rock the last time when Kayden checked. That's why he expected the Mountain's reaction to be even worse- he expected a bloody nuclear bomb to go off the moment when the underwear kissed his foreheadโ€ฆ but thenโ€ฆ. Ryan took a deep breath.


How strange,


Unusual,


Unexpected,


New.


Kayden's head ticked to the side as the boy furrowed his strong eyebrows and narrowed his eyes, looking at the other hunter with a mixed expression painted on his face.


''Something 's fishy.'' His eyes narrowed even more,


''Did โ€ฆJames give the Mountanah some weed or what? We never really saw what Nik gave him to smokeโ€ฆ''


His gaze suspiciously trailed to the little cinnamon roll, accusing him of the deed, when Ryan's voice snapped him out of it,


"Whose fucking clothes are this, Kayden?"


The words felt sharp, but what actually made the smol innocent bean flinch was the resident mom's sudden arrival,


"Kayden. You know I love you, man, but can you notโ€”"


Kayden sighed still a bit out of breath. It was hard for him to placate when people actually begged him to do it. So hard, that even the voice of reason itself wouldn't do much about it. Even if that bloody thing would descend straight from heaven in order to enlighten the boy's mind.


''Marcus'' the freckled hunter cut off Nik's sentence and then narrowed his eyes at the two brothers. He couldn't help but feel strange. What in the world was Ryan up to?- Kayden wanted to ask โ€ฆ



โ€ฆbut it was too late.


The Mountain was already on his feet, marching past Freckles with pure rage showing in every single stomp he made.



Kayden froze at the spot, stunned by the way Ryanah Mountanah acted, hearing the distant curses from Nik that trailed after the two troublemakers like a concerned, overly protective mother.


''What the hell,'' the confused guy muttered to himself.


''Did he justโ€ฆno there's no wayโ€ฆ.although- no no. Not even brothers do this kind of thing for each otherโ€ฆwell, none of my brothers wouldn't even bother to listen to whatever I have to say, butโ€ฆ'' there was a strange pause in the train of his thoughts when a familiar voice snapped him out of it,


โ€œ Hey, you okay?โ€


It was Niylah, the girl that joined their growing family of mischiefs not so long ago.


Kayden blinked. He desperately wanted to run after the trio to make sure everything was okay, so he answered the girl as fast as he could.


''Ya, ya, don't worryโ€ฆWill-Let me just- '' he almost stumbled over his strangely long, clumsy feet while making his way towards the doorway,
'' will be back in a bit.''




And so he ran after Ryanah Mountanah, her lil brother and the cleaning lady as fast as he could, praying,


''Dear Lord I beg you-if you even exist-to stop Ryan from killing Marcus- ''


He repeated the plea over and over again in his head, when suddenly, the obnoxious smell of dirty clothes came to his mind. It was vivid, as if somebody would've shoved that disgusting underwear right under his nose. Kayden shuddered with disgust when remembering the smell of it,


''Actuallyโ€ฆyou know what, Jesus? He can do it, I don't give a fuck anymore,'' the words echoed through his head when he made a quick, clumsy step and buckled his ankle- instant karma.


''Fu-'' he stopped before he finished the word, remembering that there were children staying in this stinky, depressive looking airbase as well. So maybe some less offensive remarks would be better to use?


''Shit,'' Kayden hissed, and then shifted his gaze at the ceiling, ''I'm sorry, okay?! You don't have to punish me like that!'' he squeaked.


He started to slow down, and then began turning his head around the place. Nervous. Angry. Confused. This was when he figured out he was just randomly running around the hallways, not really knowing where exactly he was going- a headless chicken.


''I don't even know where Ryan stormed at for fucks sake,'' the freckled hunter started scratching his head.


''Ok, if Ryan was truly to stand up for me- what the hell was I thinking. I shouldn't have done it. I don't need people to stand up for me. Why did I have to go off like a bloody bomb?!''


The freckled hunter crouched down, rubbing his soaring ankle with his lips curling into a bitter frown, his eyebrows furrowing.


Kayden sighed. He had enough. Why did he have to go through such things, when he was already supposed to be deadโ€ฆ


Thinking of the past times, the guy carelessly jerked his head backwards - forgetting there was a bloody wall behind him- and bumped into it, letting out a silent squeak as he bit his lower lip, saying,


''FU- FALCON, SON OF A COOKIE- this is absolutely not going to work- BLOODY HELL, SHIT, CAKE, SPIDERS- GOD WHY DO CHILDREN HAVE TO BE AROUND?!''


He clenched to his head. It hurt. Of course it did. But deep down the guy knew he deserved it all. He deserved to feel pain, to be punished. There had to be consequences to his actions just like they were in his childhood. They were always chasing him, lying in wait, waiting for the slightest opportunity where they could hunt down their pray and feast on their body. And Kayden was hands down one of the easiest preys of them all. Always so prone to the darkness. Always dancing on a thin line between life and death. Always trying to hide it behind that beaming smile of his.


''Tell me, Kayden, is there anything bothering you?'' The answer was always โ€“ ''Nope, she's apples.'' And then that bright smile came to put up that stunning performance everyone could fell for. What a great liar the freckled hunter was โ€“ wellโ€ฆ that was until the snorting man took over the scene with that pile of dirty laundry. - Speaking of the smelly clothes, now was the moment when Kayden spotted a dusty yellow sock lying on the floor,


''Ryan,'' the guy thought to himself as his eyes lit up with hope of finding that lil shit before he gets himself into any serious troubleโ€ฆ.


โ€ฆwhen his face suddenly deadpanned.


''don't tell me the guy's leaving dirty clothes around just like Hansel and Gretel did with the breadcrumbsโ€ฆWhere's the authenticity in that, bro?''


Kayden chuckled a bit at his own thoughts, when he stopped, remembering that something greater than him might get even more pissed off if he continues mocking people,


''I'm sorry, I'm sorry, will stop,'' he let out a few more giggles before he stood up, brushed off his jeans and then started running to where the not so bready crumbs led him, hoping to find that old hag Ryan at the very end of the trail.


It all felt as if luck was finally on the freckled hunter's side for a few sweet, blessing moments. The sun shining him the way towards better timesโ€ฆ.or better outcome of events at this particular moment at least โ€ฆ



โ€ฆwhen the sweet taste of hope and happiness suddenly crushed into dust, again.


As Kayden was carelessly running around the corners of the different hallways, a dark blob appeared out of nowhere, blocking him the way.


And that was when it happened.


BUUUUMP!!!!






Fucking Elliot.


Did he have to take that midday stroll up and down the fucking hallway TODAY?!


The answer is ''YES'' because that bitch was always the one to screw things up even more. And even today, he had to be that fucking cherry on top of the bloody cake. Thank you, Elliot, thank you.


They were both lying on the floor, their limbs tangled together. It almost looked as if they'd do it on purposeโ€ฆ
โ€ฆif Elliot wouldn't bark like a bitchy chiwawah,


''HOW DARE YOU CRASH INTO ME???!!!''



''I'M SORRY, OKAY?!!'' Kayden tried to apologize to the Worm because he didn't want to make any more trouble than he already did, when the man screeched further,


''It would be perfectly fine if RHYS did thatโ€ฆBUT YOU?!''



''I TOLD YOU I WAS SORR- Wait..WHAT?!''


Kayden knitted his eyebrows, looking at the mini Nik with pure disgust in his eyes. The fuck did the man want to say with that?! Rhys was and will always be Nik's no. 1 princess. Back off, Elliot.


But the Worm just couldn't stop thinking about the Whitelighter,


''Rhys' ass would look much sexier from this angle than yours, I can guarantee you that, sweetheart.''


Freckles blinked at the guy, a bit stunned by the way Elliot described Rhys' butt as sexy. He cringed, knowing that the guy that looked almost identical to Nik was after the same trophy as the resident cleaning lady.


''WHAT THE DUCK?! ARE YOU A CIRCLE ELLIOT?''


''I'm sorry, what, DOTS?'' the guy half answered.


''I ASKED YOU IF YOU'RE- WAIT..WHAT DID YOU JUST CALL ME?!''


Elliot smirked at the hunter, winking at his direction before he stood up-- and that almost made Kayden break the most sacred rule of them all by kicking the guy into his butt- just like his idol Niky chan taught him.



He bit his tongue and took a deep breath in order to stay calm, when he turned around and was almost given a heart attack by a dark figure standing right next to them,


''SHIT-FRANKIE?! H-Hi,'' Kayden greeted the girl. He was just about to stand up and scram away as fast as he could, when he tripped over and fell to his knees again, glaring at Elliot that stood on his shoelace,




''Elliotโ€ฆI'd appreciate if you'd remove yourself from my shoelace, thank you.'' He hissed at the man before he tried to stand up once more.




As soon as the hunter was on his feet again, he started rubbing his nape nervously, hiding his face from the girl. He could feel how his cheeks started turning red the moment he saw her. It was funny, strange how his heart started picking up the pace every single time she was around. Maybe he was allergic to her?- He had to have a talk about this with Nik later, maybe ask him if he knew how to prevent all this from happeningโ€ฆbut for now, he could only hope the girl wouldn't notice how his face turned into a tomato.



God help the ever so kind housemaid Kayden Julian Huang.

 
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[div class=miniBox][div class="miniText mini1"] [div class=bar][div class=title]Location[/div][div class=barText]McGuire AF Base[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]Interactions[/div][div class=barText]Nik [/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]OOC[/div][div class=barText]Someone get Rhys a juice box and a blanket[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]BGM[/div][div class=barText]Burning Alive [/div][/div] [/div] [/div] [div class=bigBox][div class=bigScroll] "We're in a horror movie, didn't you know? I expect a snake demon to be living in the fucking basement," His steps faltered for a moment, boots skidding lightly against the tile. Rhys stared at the blond for a long moment, expression so passive he might have looked eerily akin to a statue. In no world was he comfortable with the way his mind had constructed this proverbial snake demon in the basement. Then, like tinfoil, his nose crinkled; his upper lip lifted into a muted sneer. "Why'd you have to go to the snakes...?" Rhys frowned as the muttered reply left his lips, hinging on the breath of a whine. "And at some point, Pennywise,"

"The clown?"

"---is going to trip and twist her,"

"Oh, Penny."

"---ankle running from a monster."

He chuckled a little under his breath, a bit of a snort leaving him at the same time, "This isn't a fuckin' horror movie, Nik." Even as he said the words, he wasn't so sure he believed them. Wasn't this world just a fucking horror flick? Monsters and some sort of cosmic plague, hellfire and buildings burnt to their foundations...it was apocalyptic and wasn't that a horror film in of itself? The churned that over in his mind for a while, allowing it to clang around in his head. The room they had found themselves in seemed off even from the brief examination he had mentally conducted. There were some questions as to why that woman was coming out of here and with an infant no less. He just seemed to be coming up with a whole lot of fucking questions and not enough answers, it was starting to get on his nerves just a bit.

He inhaled slowly, drawing the smoke into his lungs before letting it curl out. He focused on something on the end table, brows knit in quiet concentration.

"...what's happening to you?"

His mouth suddenly felt tacky, like someone had stuffed cotton in it. He took the last inhale off the bud of his cigarette before snuffing the embers on the surface of the end table. It was probably a bit pretentious, the action in of itself, but he couldn't find an ounce of fucks to give for ruining the furniture. A hand snaked up to rub the back of his neck, staring down at the stained carpet as if it were the thing to hold all the answers. "I wish I knew..." Rhys' voice was soft, gaze cast to the floor and then up to the man standing across from him. He deserved every answer he could provide him, but it was...difficult when he didn't know much himself. "When I died....there was nothing. No bright light at the end of a tunnel, no flames of hell crawling up from the ground, it was just...empty. The only thing, entity, being, whatever the fuck, was a voice --never thought I'd be saying this in my fucking life-- it was the voice of an angel. He didn't introduce himself, but...he said I've always known him. I think...in a way, he is right. I've been...ever since I've become....this there's been...moments where I haven't been myself. It's like I fly co-pilot at times, but it's only happened twice. Once back in Newark and then....after the....after that house." His tongue ran over his lips, hoping to wipe away the feeling of dryness that settled over them. He almost felt like he could drink three gallons of water in one go. He stared at the other man for a moment, trying to contemplate if he should tell him why this all scared him so much. But...he didn't want to keep anything from him. "I'm having...sometimes I...can't feel. Emotions become...difficult. It happened just after I came back, but I haven't felt that...emotionlessness since then."

"...why is it happening to you?" The next question caused him to snort a bit, shaking his head as he brought his attention back to the man across from him.

"Apparently your boyfriend is the," He raised both hands, fingers wiggling in a mimicry of quotations, "'catalyst in a war'. Whatever the fuck that means." A hand ran down his face, shoulders drooping as a weariness overcame him. "And I have this," he cringed, his fingers running along his jaw, apparent destiny to lead....something. It doesn't seem I have much of a choice in the matter." The corner of his mouth curled down further, fury spiking in the pit of his stomach as he thought of some dumbass cosmic fate that denied him control of his own future. It wasn't something he really enjoyed thinking too much on.

"...what does it mean?"

That was the real question wasn't it? "It means that...I..." He didn't want to say what he thought it meant. His lips pursed together, the conversation he had had with the angel flooding back in pieces of recollected fragments. He didn't want to stand there and over-analyze it, but it would have been against his nature not to do so. Expressions shifted across his face in a nano of a second; anger, frustration, melancholy, depression danced across his features until they became one. "The evidence that I have...not that there's much, would....suggest I....goddamnit of all the fuckin'--- I had to become a fucking detective, I just had to be a good fucking cop. I couldn't have just been a fucking oblivious---Fuck!" Rhys paced to the other end of the room, both hands on his head now, threading into his hair as he stared up at the water stains on the ceiling. He struggled for a moment, trying to concentrate on breathing in and out. He suddenly stopped burning a hole into the rug, whirling to look at Nik with a bit of a panicked edge to his gaze. His lips parted to say something, but then he stopped. He had a feeling he knew what it meant. But he wasn't sure that he wanted to tell Nik, he could still be wrong. His anger chilled to a simmer, watching Nik as if he were trying to memorize how his face looked. He swallowed past the emotion clogging his throat, grazing fingers through his hair. "I think.....if what the voice said was true...it means that there's a war coming. One that probably involves a whole lot more than some fucking revenants. And I don't....I don't think I'm supposed to be human when that happens." Rhys fixated on his hands for a moment, turning them over as if they were some foreign object he had never seen in his life. "I really hope that I'm just drawing fucking conclusions from nowhere...I really....I really hope I'm wrong on this one."

"And how do we fucking stop it?"

His left eyebrow quirked at the fourth question just before his expression soured, hands dropping to his side, "Jesus, Nik, do you think I carry around some bullshit manual from heaven? Did Hell slip you a fucking pamphlet to tell you what the fucking's going on with your shit!? You think I can just pull a solution out my goddamn ass!? I'm not a fucking magician! I didn't ask for this anymore than you did!" He shoved his gaze away, glaring into the wall for a moment before bringing his attention back to Nik, the anger draining from him enough to look a little remorseful for snapping. "Sorry, I....I didn't mean to yell at you. I'm not angry with you..." Rhys let out another sigh, trying to calm the anger that blazed in his veins. "I do not think...there is a way to stop any of it." He didn't like the idea of inevitability, it contrasted with the idea that he could control his own life.



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[div class=bluer][div class=speakstoor]Franklin thought, with as many thoughts she could hold in her fiery-haired head, that the almost-fight had been like mud.

Just mud. Mud on her boots, sticking, flung all on everywhere, no respect in it. Having to be red-faced and buried in yarns while men snarled like wild wolves about nothin' much was just like that. They were tracking it everywhere, that's what they did. Tracked it through the house, a house that wasn' their's ta begins with.

When the tall blond man had tried to stalk her way like a perched predator, she felt the frightened deer. But somethin' in her knew he wasn't so much "huff and puff and blow the house down" so much as "huff and puff the smokes". After the sardines he had given her, even as red as a flustered flower, she had taken a liking.

The others though, Franklin had thought as she chewed at the squirrel jerky stuck right in her puffed out cheek. The others though, they were trouble.

Back to knitting, back to doing what she could do, to make do, to do her best, she shook her head. Red hair like autumn tendrils wound tight shifted as she made a small grunt. Woodland creature noises, little chirps, and sometimes barreling roars. For all she could do was make a thing, while everyone else was making a thing outta' nothin'.

When she was all finished with her marigold knittings, she hunkered out of her seat and wobbled in a great, wide berth round Marcus like a critter around a feral dog. Chantel was a secret nice-one to her, but Marcus made her blanch and redden and blanch and redden so bad she was like a boiled down radish. Scared her somethin' bad.

Booted feet hit the ground, confident in her steps like she knew just where her body was going, even if she wasn't lookin'. Though her steps were small, and her words few, her personality was large enough to fill the entire state of Texas. Usually thems other folks left her alone for all that, cept of course Harry.

She tried to look back at him, but found him again trying to flirt with literal danger, and shook her head again. All nonsense is what it was. Fightin' and the flirtin', cause anybody with the senses about 'em could see that Allea was like an apex predator. A cat, a big one. Big, and Harry maybe...maybe he liked cats.

Frankie stopped when she heard a squabble, seeing Kayden and Elliot all huffing and tangled up, like they were two trains smashed into each other. The red-haired spitfire just stood and stared dumbly, as sometimes she did, like a placid lake barely touched. Crystal blue eyes surveying but not quite seeming ta' see.

But she saw everythin'. Even if it seemed like the wind had grabbed her attention and shot it out into the icy mountain peaks. She just couldn't speak none of it.

''Rhys' ass would look much sexier from this angle than yours, I can guarantee you that, sweetheart.'' Franklin turned up a slim brow, as if lookin' over some lacking trap that had a rat in it, instead of a full-blown bunny. How men could be so stupid 'bout stuff, she'd never git.

That was one thing, she just would never, never knows it.

''WHAT THE DUCK?! ARE YOU A CIRCLE ELLIOT?'' Ducks? Franklin hovered behind for a moment, like hiding behind a tree, but there was no strong brown bark nor big green sprawls of pine needles to hide her.

''SHIT-FRANKIE?! H-Hi,'' Kayden's surprise was enough of a surprise for her, too, startled as a goose, but she did far less flappin'. Frankie's eyes grew wide, the whites of them there, her mouth stuck together like it was made of taffy. Cheeks red, she looked down at the guy, and couldn't stammer enough of a word except one that came out crackled like too-old, too-dry breadstuffs.

"YAW," she belted out, louder than she needed to, and began to fiddle with the ends of her yarn. Her smile, awkward on her face, slid a bit too far. The teeth, a bit too big, the eyes a bit too scared. Franklin was a person stuck out of time, stuck out of place. She belonged in the trees, on a little wooden boat, with a hunting rifle, and green all around.

Not here with so many words and so many yelling, and so many people, and so many...everything.

Realizing how goofy she was probably lookin', she started trying to somehow swath herself in her yarns. If she buried herself like a sand critter maybe she could avoid being as embarrassed as her pink cheeks showed her off to be. Mebbe.

Then Kayden tried to stand, but the blond snake behind him kept him from doing it proper. He fell to his knees, and Franklin...switched. It was like a bolt from a rapid-fire crossbow, the unhinging of her own fangs from her often tight-lipped mouth.

''Elliotโ€ฆI'd appreciate if you'd remove yourself from my shoelace, thank you.''
"Stahp ant-anta-antagoni...antagonizin' the kid. B'fore I kicks ya hard enough ta' break somethin' ya' don wan broken'n. Don't I know it," she enunciated the last of her sentence with as much poise as she could. The words were too jostled, and Elliot gave her a sneer. She thought she'd be good and done with it, the pair of 'em, but he had to open his big mouth to yarl.

"S-s-s," he started to tease her, then the look in her eyes stopped him colder than pneumatic frostbite breaking the lungs. She took a hard step forward, and Elliot retreated a step back. Scared of her, of course scared. Franklin would shoot him dead if he kept on that trail of makin' fun of her speech.

"Git!" she belted, and he did just that, because she stomped snakes. It was what it was.

"He'sa 'bout as irritatin' as a rock in yer shoe...worse, steppin' on a r-rusty nail, doncha knows it..." she said behind her bundled yarn, reaching her hand to help Kayden stand. She quickly took her hand back, then...leaned forward to look into his eyes. A bit too intensely.

His face had gone all...

"Yer face is..." Frankie made a motion around her head, one eye narrowed more than the other, "..it's gone all...tomatoes n' fern. N...y'y'a...y'allright?"


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"I wish I knew..." That was a painful sentence, Nik thought, as it came out like a soft caress. But it fell like a bullet. His cigarette did a good job at hiding how he was feeling, but his mouth did a terrible job at concealing it. Twisted on his face, like had swallowed lighter fluid. Rhys' cigarette was also trying its best to siphon out whatever stress the other man had on his shoulders.

It felt like the weight of the whole world, to Nik. When in reality, he had a whole group of friendsโ€”survivors, familyโ€”to help him carry that burden. The blond sucked on his teeth, and listened on, back still against the wall. As he felt his back was always against it, anyways.

"When I died....there was nothing. No bright light at the end of a tunnel, no flames of hell crawling up from the ground, it was just...empty. The only thing, entity, being, whatever the fuck, was a voice --never thought I'd be saying this in my fucking life-- it was the voice of an angel. He didn't introduce himself, but...he said I've always known him. I think...in a way, he is right. I've been...ever since I've become....this there's been...moments where I haven't been myself. It's like I fly co-pilot at times, but it's only happened twice. Once back in Newark and then....after the....after that house."

The mention of an angel made Nik's cigarette punctuate that sentence with a dollop of ash on the dark floor. He wiped at his nose, not meeting Rhys' gaze, but taking it all in. Listening, listening as though he were a composer listening to music, his cigarette the baton. Hearing from the side of his head, but not connecting with his eyes. Because this, this was what he had been holding in.

What the whitelighter had been keeping inside, crushing down, crumpling, stomping on. Keeping from him, keeping from the others.

It made sense. It was a lot to process. Dying was a lot to process, he bet. Except...others also had to process it. Which Rhys clearly had also forgotten until now, or had just plainly stepped around it because he was dealing with too much. Too much in the face of all this, while the others dealt with their own things.

While Nik dealt with every single day, a gasp in the ear of a promise that murder would wash it all away. They were equally cursed. But to him, he wanted to share the burden, and to help others who were burdened.

The grace of trusting them, what his little figment Henry had told him in Leraje's nightmare, and what Diana in her ghostly visage had always...always tried to teach him...was to trust.

Trust that the others could handle it, trust in new heroes. Because if he didn't, well, he'd be dead and they'd be dead by him. Sieving it all into a bucket and placing it in a locked room was not an option.

The whitelighter clearly felt differently, and it took him time to process. Which Nik was impatient for, that process, yet the control he exerted was unfathomable. The blond quirked a strong, thick brow and tilted his head to the side. Taking it in like he took in the smoke to his lungs.

"It's...only going to get worse, isn't it?" he asked in a small voice, just a hair too shy to catch but loud enough if Rhys was actually listening. As if, somehow, the way Nik stood wasn't enough of a voice for it all. As if saying it in soft shadows was the last ditch attempt to express it, if the cigarette and twisted mouth failed him.

There were wheels spinning in Rhys' head. He could see them, hitching, his cyan-colored eyes scraping over the blond's face...to decide something. Nik made a small, barely noticeable scoff, as if it were particularly funny that he'd be even contemplating obfuscation.

"I'm having...sometimes I...can't feel. Emotions become...difficult. It happened just after I came back, but I haven't felt that...emotionlessness since then."

That was what it was. The blond wished they could balance each other out in this, which the only thing he said to that notion was a split of air. Smoke to spire again, as he shook his head. Then his hands ran through his dirty blond hair, tight, like raking the soil. This was a lot to take.

"...that's..." petrifying. He wanted to say that it must have been hard for him, and...terrifying. That he understood why he'd kept it from the blond, as it was also still so fresh a wound. But the best he could offer, with that ever-expressive face, was a look of sympathy. Warm, in dulcet tones, honey dipped but not cloying. It left, like a flight of water across a still-wet watercolor painting.

All the colors dripped out, as he prepared for whatever else Rhys had to give him. Knowledge was power. Maybe they'd be able to figure this all out, together.

"Apparently your boyfriend is the," here came the air quotes, and Nik chuckled, his mood drifting to something lighter than gray, "'catalyst in a war'. Whatever the fuck that means."

"...sounds like you didn't have much of a fucking choice in the matter," the blond said as he tapped his cigarette again, ash falling on the floor that Chantel so worried about. Yet she was never so concerned about how acrid she was, which was funny.

"Sounds like we're going to have to find a way arouโ€”"
"It means that...I..." He was struggling with this. Nik realized how difficult this was for him, to unpack it and repackage it, to give it words and therefore form and flesh. To speak it made it so, and so it was, and the whitelighter's demon-wrought boyfriend would also have made it so.

By asking the words they both knew he had to ask. You can't build a relationship on obfuscation.

Nik thought...maybe when they were done speaking, he'd tell him about his nightmare. That...that was something he hadn't shared. It would paint him differently, the humor would be less so, and he'd be less than. More black jagged marks, and reds in bloods, and black-blues of terrible nights.

Less sunny-yellow. Less what he wanted to be painted as. But truer than all that.

Because to hide a thing, was to lie about it.

The blond watched the emotions flash over Rhys' face like a symphony in emotions. Colors of it, etching of different facets of his personality. Nik liked every single one of them, but of course, the ones where he was happy were the best. Feelings weren't real unless they were the whole thing. The mistakes, the off-marks, the ruined parts.

Those were still more beautiful than something made synthetic, something fake-happy. This felt like a little gift, he thought.

"The evidence that I have...not that there's much, would....suggest I....goddamnit of all the fuckin'--- I had to become a fucking detective, I just had to be a good fucking cop. I couldn't have just been a fucking oblivious---Fuck!" Rhys paced, hands in his hair, and Nik took that moment to move forward. It was a sharp gesture, as if catching a tipping porcelain vase over the edge of a table.

"Hey...hey, it'sโ€”" Nik stopped. Rhys needed to deal with this in his way, at his pace. The blond was old enough to know that, but younger still to know just how tender and raw it could feel to be this scared. And...Rhys was definitely scared. He was absolutely terrified.

"I think.....if what the voice said was true...it means that there's a war coming. One that probably involves a whole lot more than some fucking revenants. And I don't....I don't think I'm supposed to be human when that happens." Niklas' heart bottomed out, and all the color on his face became as nothing. Nothing, pale, pale as paper, thin like it. Thin and stuck on a wire frame, a thinned frame, lithe fingers holding the cigarette far too tightly.

Deep blue eyes...no light. Nothing glimmered, they were dark and matte, like the light had been sucked out of them and into a black hole.

No. How could they stop it?

"I really hope that I'm just drawing fucking conclusions from nowhere...I really....I really hope I'm wrong on this one."

No. Nik's heart beat in his chest like that muscle twined thing of before. When the other man had died. Had gone, just died..blood...everywhere. A thatch of twine smacked to a heart in wires, to beat and to beat and to beat, and the loss was there again. And he would lose, they would both lose, they'd lose.

They'd lose each other.

No.

Nik wouldn't fall into the devil's snare, and Rhys was not going to become some unfeeling automaton. No. Niklas Voss, for all his powers of persuasion, for all his dark gifts and for all the inhuman fucking self-control he had wouldn't let this happen.

No. How do we stop it? No. We stop it, we just do.

"And how do we fucking stop it?"

"Jesus, Nik, do you think I carry around some bullshit manual from heaven? Did Hell slip you a fucking pamphlet to tell you what the fucking's going on with your shit!? You think I can just pull a solution out my goddamn ass!? I'm not a fucking magician! I didn't ask for this anymore than you did!"

The barb stung, despite Nik understanding. His question had been a bit more rhetorical than what Rhys had blown up around. He had missed something between the words: we. How do we stop it? Let's try. He had missed that, and instantly had gone to this place of anger...

Nik got it, he did. He understood, truly, but when the other man belted out so much rapid-fire blame and vitriol, towards the person he was supposed to love, it didn't feel like Rhys got it. That they were the same, here.

That they were both scared, here.

The blond part-time devil, suspended the conversation as he suspended his cigarette before touching his lips. The tirade had made a pause. That pause had made his eyes finally cast, piercing, blue and strikingly defiant, strikingly hurt...and also, just as angry.

But not to spit, not the fire, not the viper's snarl. No, because they were both in pain, and it never truly helped anyone to just throw it back.

Especially not...to the ones you love. But still those blue eyes stared, as if lightning coiled in them, and the blond's mouth parted as if to speak a truth but it hung. It hung, and he was stopped, and paused.

"Sorry, I....I didn't mean to yell at you. I'm not angry with you...I do not think...there is a way to stop any of it."
"You don't get to do that," Nik said, pointedly. Taking up the same exact position in the frame of the conversation as he had with Reverie. For as perceptive as the whitelighter detective was, he couldn't rightly detect his way through his emotions, nor detect his way through Nik's, who was being as fucking gracious and patient as he could in his current state of near-demonhood as humanly possible.

"You don't get to say you don't have all the answers, then tell me you think it's fucking impossible," he continued on. His sentence was brimming with pain, but it was as well-composed as a master of craftswork. Because if he blew up, then that would be more wasted energy, and he didn't have the patience at the moment...even for the whitelighter...to deal with more tantrums.

Now he had done double duty as emotional support and an emotional punching bag, for two people. Who next?

Nik shook his head, and if the whitelighter tried to get his two cents in he'd grit his teeth and command the space like his stance allowed him to.

The darkened one, the threat, the 'back off', but in worse words and there'd be no minced actions or syllables. It would be deep-black, and mother-tongued in rich Russian hues, in not an outburst, but a deluge like a tornado made of the spines of broken mammothed avians.

Rhys would let him finish his own understandings, and if he didn't he'd get tied to the bloody window frame with ropes of shadow until he behaved. White holy fire or not, Nik had the stamina to keep tethering him for hours. And so he'd let him finish.

"I love you, but, you don't get to yell at me because you're scared," he finished, but it was not the whole of what he needed to say. In this moment, Nik put out his hand as if to stop whatever anything Rhys was going to attempt. To halt, as Nik had halted, to let it pass, as Nik had the grace to let the other man's truths pass.

It was gentle, a motion fluid, as if the fingers danced. As if Diana's supine fingers, tattooed and full of the magics she had had but didn't speak on, were his own. In artistry and finesse, a poised painting, because beauty could stop rage. It always could, it always would.

"You aren't the only one hurting. And I'm more than fโ€”more than willing to work through this with you to find an answer," level, so very level, for Niklas the imperfect, impatient, impulsive part-time devil. His mouth twisted and his eyes screwed shut, as if every nightmare were there again, all there. But he took the pains to peel it back and make it make sense.

Unpack it.

"...I have something to tell you, and you will listen to it. All of it," he said in less of a demand and more of a fact, rolling the cigarette between his fingers to toke like it were the last thing keeping him standing.

"Where you are, afraid of what you are, and what you can do, and what you are becoming...is the same. The same for me, and you know it..." Nik paused and placed his hand down to wrap his arm around himself, and lean into that cigarette. Lean forward, hesitating but there, and present, and speaking. Speaking it, to give the words, but not paint them pretty.

None of it was pretty.

"I know because in the nightmare no one elseโ€”not a one, not a solid one of you but Penny sawโ€”I lived it. And it was fucking perfect," the blond stole a breath, eyes darting over the whitelighter's face, holding his arm across his chest like he were keeping it all in.

"You were all art. I ate and I carved and I ruined everyone. I ruined youโ€”my worst fear. But I wanted it. And I would've stayed locked in that nightmare as the dream-eater sucked out my soul through a straw, if not for a fleeting figment of my fucking imagination," Nik started to lose his grip on being poised, rubbing his fingers over his face, trying to pierce through whatever headache began to assail him for all these emotions he kept back like a damn flood with his bare hands.

"You may not understand...what I'm saying. But know that, as scared as you fucking are, I'm the same. The same," he took in a jagged breath but held up his hand again. He needed to say his piece.

"I want to destroy everything. It would feel so fucking good to rip everyone apart. It's the intrusive bullshit in the back of my skull that screams each time I see the line of your collar bone, or Penny's carotid artery pump a little too fast," it was an ocean. His words were an ocean, and then the blond pulled them all back into one thing, and closed his fist at his side like he were doing just that.

"I will find a way to save you, just as you want to save me. Even if I'm not worth saving."

"So, princess, you don't get to give up on working the problem. You're a detective," Nik gave a forced chuckle, eyes growing weary, the lines of his face sallow and eyes red from whatever oil-slick tears he held in that clenched fist. That fist that slacked, because this was about finding solutions. Not about creating more problems.

"And I'm your assistant. So let's figure it out, hmm?" the blond asked, his voice unsteady, but his face as sunny as their first ride in the car. Aqua, Barbie Girl, and all that, wrapped into a smile. A true smile, a smile for Rhys, for this love that was threatened from heaven above and hell below.

The blond held out his hand for Rhys to take. And if he did, he would find Nik coiled to his neck and holding in an embrace hard enough to bruise. There'd come a jagged breath, a draw of a kiss to the shell of an ear, and then the hand would be taken again.
And he hoped they'd go out, and find some kind of answer. Maybe not the ones they needed right now, but some answers, to some problems.

Because lord knows they needed it.
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Emrys Contiello
[div class=miniBox][div class="miniText mini1"] [div class=bar][div class=title]Location[/div][div class=barText]McGuire AF Base[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]Interactions[/div][div class=barText]Nik [/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]OOC[/div][div class=barText]Another filler but lightly important post[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]BGM[/div][div class=barText]Superhero [/div][/div] [/div] [/div] [div class=bigBox][div class=bigScroll] "You don't get to do that," A muscle in his jaw lept, hands wiggling into his pockets in a subconscious attempt at wrangling the anger he felt well up inside him. He knew he shouldn't have snapped, he even apologized for the outburst, but he had never been one to keep level in situations like this. It was always action, always something to do about the issue, but with inaction he got angry...got lost. When there was no outlet to focus his energy on he tended to snap, which was something he had never been able to unlearn. "You don't get to say you don't have all the answers, then tell me you think it's fucking impossible,"

"I don't need to have all the fucking answers to know--"

He shook his head, physically biting his tongue to hold back the barrage of frustrated if not furious words from slipping past his lips. Hands ran down his face, trying to wipe away the tension along with the silent anger that bubbled just under his skin. His devil didn't deserve the fury nor the edge that punctuated his thoughts and sentences. Not over this and not with everything they had gone through. His teeth ground together, fixing Nik with a look that no longer seemed apologetic, just pissed. It took every ounce of self control, every ounce of self awareness, and every ounce of love he felt for this man not to snap back. He didn't want to escalate the situation, but he was also having trouble not screaming. Of course he thought this was all impossible. Rhys wasn't this white knight Nik seemed to believe him to be, he wasn't some being of extraordinary power, and he wasn't some goddamn superhero. Fixing this...was beyond him. It was beyond all of them. Even with the limited amount of information that he did have, he could almost guarantee that there wasn't a way out. Thinking otherwise was a foolish optimism that he just didn't have anymore.

"I love you, but, you don't get to yell at me because you're scared," the fists that were balled at his side curled open, the simmering rage chilling to a smolder like embers in a fire. Still there, hot, persistent, but manageable. He combed his hands through short wavy brown locks, mutely watching the other with a gaze still simmering with anger. Fear had never been something he dealt well with, he got angry, used the rage to propel him. But anger didn't do him any damn good here. Not with the way Nik seemed to be just as terrified as he was. Mouth parted, syllables beginning to form off the tip of his tongue only for it to be halted by a hand and a look. Rhys snapped his lips closed, gaze swinging between the outstretched hand and the blond's face.

"You aren't the only one hurting. And I'm more than fโ€”more than willing to work through this with you to find an answer." Rhys was quiet, not because he wasn't willing, but because he wasn't sure there was an answer. He knew he couldn't save himself, he couldn't save anyone. It was a fault that continued to haunt him even after the world had come to an end. Everything just felt too heavy and he didn't--couldn't --grasp a reaction. He wanted more than anything to reaffirm that there was something that could be done about this whole mess, that they'd figure it out. But that just wasn't the way the world worked. His shoulders slumped, defeat draining the tension that had coiled in his muscles. A hand dragged through his hair again, stressed, and far too tired to bother hiding the shadow of wariness that fell over him. He looked far older than his age in that moment, the guise of composure crumbling like dried cookies.

"...I have something to tell you, and you will listen to it. All of it,"

"Not much of a choice-- he soured slightly at his own words, loathing that reoccurring theme in his life. There were always choices...just never the right ones. "Where you are, afraid of what you are, and what you can do, and what you are becoming...is the same. The same for me, and you know it..." His gaze roamed over the face he had so recklessly fallen for, noting the way his mouth pulled into lines and made frowns all in the space of a second. Such expression and only in the movement of lips. It always amazed him how he could express to much in such little ways. Rhys didn't like the look of terror that oozed from every pore, it was something he would do anything to take away. But that was a miracle beyond him. Everything was so beyond him. What could he even give him? Seconds of happiness before heaven decided to fuck him one last time?

"I know because in the nightmare no one elseโ€”not a one, not a solid one of you but Penny sawโ€”I lived it. And it was fucking perfect," Rhys folded his arms across his chest, brows drawn and lips pressed into a flat line. It was as if he were concentrating on each word until he wrangled out every syllable or subliminal message. He didn't like where this was going. If that house was never brought up again, he could die a happy man. There were things there that...he really didn't want to unpack or remember. Most of it was too raw, far too real, and it fed on every single one of his fears. He couldn't imagine what it had been like for everyone else. So hearing Nik say it was perfect? Wasn't exactly comforting.

"You were all art. I ate and I carved and I ruined everyone. I ruined youโ€”my worst fear. But I wanted it. And I would've stayed locked in that nightmare as the dream-eater sucked out my soul through a straw, if not for a fleeting figment of my fucking imagination,"

He stood there like a statue, allowing that bit of confession to soak in. It made him wonder just how well he knew the other man. There was something disturbing in that admission and it...he wasn't entirely sure if that was the affliction speaking or him. If they could even be considered separated, that curse was as much apart of him as it was his normal self. Rhys closed his eyes for a moment, focusing on his breathing and the steady beat of his own heart. He remembered his apartment, the stench of something metallic and dead, the feeling in the pit of his gut when he found her laying there. He remembered it in such detail that the nightmare didn't even need to remind him, but then he saw Nik in her stead and it...it was like the whole thing had happened all over again. Only this time it hurt so much more, it wasn't just the rage at the system that made him want to pull that trigger all over again it was the loss of his entire world.

"You may not understand...what I'm saying. But know that, as scared as you fucking are, I'm the same. The same," Rhys opened his eyes again, grabbing the outstretched hand between them. He would be quiet, he would listen, but he wasn't going to allow Nik to place a barrier between them. Even if it was to keep him from talking, he didn't want that. Not when time was precious and wasting it on being pissed with each other wasn't how he wanted to spend it.

"I want to destroy everything. It would feel so fucking good to rip everyone apart. It's the intrusive bullshit in the back of my skull that screams each time I see the line of your collar bone, or Penny's carotid artery pump a little too fast," He held Nik's hand against his heart, expression serious as he leaned in, "I'm not going to lie, it's a little fucking unsettling blondie, but do you really think I would let you go that far? At least not without a good fuck beforehand." Rhys winked, an attempt to lighten the fear with a joke, but it tasted bitter and twisted his smile into something like a grimace. He leaned away, still holding Nik's hand as if it were the only way he could communicate that he was here, that he understood and was trying to be his strength and his comfort. He couldn't imagine anything worse than having to deal with all of this alone.

"I will find a way to save you, just as you want to save me. Even if I'm not worth saving." His nose crinkled at that last part, fixing the other man with a look that could have put him six feet under. He didn't give a damn how hypocritical he was being, but he would die again before he ever let this man believe he wasn't worth saving. "Bull fucking shit. You are worth saving, don't play that fucking card with me Voss. I will rip your ass from hell if I have to." His face softened again, taking a step closer to wrap his arms around him. "Don't ever think you aren't worth saving. You are worth it, you're worth more than all of it Nik. I--we--might not be able to fight whatever's coming, but I won't give up. For you, I'd die a million times if I have to." He released him enough for there to be some space between them. Rhys watched the shift in his body language and remained silent, waiting for him to say whatever else he had to. Rhys was shit with a lot of things, but he could listen like a fucking champion.

"So, princess, you don't get to give up on working the problem. You're a detective," He winced a little, gaze darting to the floor for a moment before looking up at Nik, "Ex-detective actually, I was....removed from service a few days before the world went to hell." His lips twisted a bit ruefully, "The apocalypse saved my life in a weird way, cops don't do well in prison." He gave a half-hearted shrug, shifting a bit uncomfortably. If Nik wanted to know, he'd tell him, but...that felt like a story for another time and another place. One where they weren't so focused on what could happen that they spoke of what did.

"And I'm your assistant. So let's figure it out, hmm?" He smiled despite himself, grasping Nik's hand again. He didn't think they could come up with a way out, but he would try. He would do better. Nik moved in for a hug again and Rhys let him, wrapping his arms back around him and holding him close. He closed his eyes, pressing his face into the junction between Nik's neck and shoulder. He muttered something not relevant, keeping the other glued to him for an almost uncomfortable amount of time. Rhys pulled away, gazing back at him with an expression that reflected the one Nik was giving him. "Okay, let's figure it out."

Rhys glanced around the room for a second, unsure of how long they had been in here. Not that it really mattered, Marcus could go choke if he had an issue with his extended absence. His hands slipped into the pockets of his jeans, "Anything else you want me to answer while we're here?" It was a last ditch effort to avoid leaving, one that probably would throw them both back into the chaos of life. Rhys leaned his shoulder against the wall, watching Nik with an expression that was still wholly tired but less void of hope. There still wasn't much of it, but he figured that if Nik was so hell bent on finding a solution then there would have to be one out there. At least, he prayed there was one out there, the alternatives weren't looking any better. "Otherwise, we should probably be heading back soon. Who knows what shit Marcus is starting to stir up." The shoulder that wasn't leaning against the wall lifted in a short shrug, a breath of air leaving him. He wanted to make sure that everything was laid out between them, it wasn't everyday they had the opportunity to talk without one interruption or another.



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7e29375033b2b6c353f53e6f548598a4--eliza-taylor-alycia-debnam-carey.jpgNiylah Blake
Location: McGuire AF Base
Interactions: Anna , Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater , BasiliskVeranda BasiliskVeranda
OOC: I hope you guys like it XD XD


Niylah was looking for someone to share her findings. When she thought about someone " responsible" for her group, Nik, Rhys, Ryan, and James came to her mind for some reason. considering that this was not very urgent information and that she only needed to tell one person, she thought sheโ€™ll just walk randomly and tell the first person she finds. โ€œthey travel in pairs anywaysโ€ she laughed at her not so funny joke.
As she was walking around, she saw Anna trying to place a bucket of water on a door. Anna was the type of a kid Niylah would love to take care of if she didn't promise herself to not get attached to anyone after Maya. She was about to pass her, But Anna had a special spirit inside her that pulled Niylah's attention. She had to help the kid reach that door. โ€œ Hey kiddo, what are you up to?โ€ she asked trying not to scare the little girl โ€œShh! keep it down, I'm trying to get back at Eliot for calling me short. He just went in here to bring some papers and I have a good feeling that he'll come out any minuteโ€ she whispered trying to pull the filled bucket up to the chair she climbed. to Niylah, Pranking Elliot wasn't a bad idea, the dude walked like a zombie and he needed some water to wake him up โ€œneed a hand?โ€ she whispered to Anna picking up the bucket and handing it to her โ€œwhy would you help me? shouldn't you be like (mimicking a grown-up) thatโ€™s not something polite to do! get down here young lady. And blah blah blah and whatever comes nextโ€ was the kidโ€™s reply โ€œ I'm not that old. I support pranks, just pulled one myself. Besides, you need an alibi in case Elliot ever suspects that it was youโ€ Niylah replied with a smile. Anna thought for a moment. โ€œ heโ€™ll know it was me, I pulled this prank on him hundreds of times. But you can helpโ€ฆ can you place the bucket above the door?โ€ she replied in the end. Niylah nodded and took the bucket from her to place it on the doorโ€ฆ she'll have to teach that kid other tricks later. โ€œcome on, let's go before he comes out" Anna told Niylah after she placed the bucket on the door. " don't you want to wait and see if your prank worked?"
"Nah he falls for it every time. but he'll be looking for me next so I need this time to hide and I know the perfect place โ€
at first Niylah was going to say okay Kid you go and I'll by you some time, but then the words I know the perfect place to hide caught her attention, could it be a secret passage? โ€œ lead the way kidโ€ she found herself saying, she hated to use Anna like that, but it wasnโ€™t like she forced Anna to show her the โ€œperfect place to hideโ€. The kid invited her, and it wasn't even planned.

Anna started walking, looking over her shoulder to check if Niylah was still following her at every turn she made then left and right to make sure that no else is. Niylah kept looking at the doors to make sure she knew the way back if this was what she was looking for. After a few more turns, they went into a storage room next to the gardens. The room was dark and field with gardening stuff so Anna told Niylah to be careful or they will both be in trouble. At the end of the room Anna pulled away a few boxes that were hiding a small door โ€œare you sure we would both fit in there?โ€ Niylah asked not wanting to look excited for going in โ€œyeah, there is a room on the other side, it'll be okayโ€ Anna said opening the door and crawling inside. Niylah went after her making sure to close the door behind her. On the other side, there was a room that looked like the same room her group was staying in, but it wasn't the same room, beds were put differently, and one could see spider webs almost everywhere, random stuff lay around as well, kids toys, books, clothes, duffle bagsโ€ฆ โ€œwho lives here?โ€ Niylah asked standing up โ€œ No one, itโ€™s one of the locked rooms. Eliot says itโ€™s hunted so he never comes hereโ€ Anna replied. she was now sitting on one of the beds and playing with a doll. Niylah went and sat next to her " and you're not afraid?โ€
โ€œNo. Ghosts are sometimes better than Eliot. Plus, I've been here a lot and Iโ€™ve never seen any ghostsโ€ฆ only spidersโ€
she said pushing a spider of the bedโ€œis it okay if I took a look around?โ€ Niylah asked not wanting to be suspicious. โ€œsure, just don't take anything out. If Marcus finds out he will be very madโ€ Anna said picking up another doll and playing with it. Niylah nodded and started looking between the stuff, it looked as if everything was recently used as if they were only placed here a few months ago. She took a look at books that were gathered on a table near the door, there was one that looked like a diary with the name Colby Thomas on it which seemed to belong to the leader of whoever stayed in this room. The first page had a list of names and information about the group members, it was long and most of the names were crossed, but what caught Niylah's attention the most was the last written pages in the diary,

= Colby Thomas Diary =
McGuire AF Base / Day 1:
We found the base and had some troubles negotiating for shelter. the leader is a pain in the ass but after the last couple of days, we are willing to bear anything, at least until we heal the wounded in our group.
Day 2 no entry
Day 3 They said that Alex was wounded badly, she didn't surviveโ€ฆ rip Ally
Day4 no entry
Day 5: Important update, Jackson has been missing. he was last seen yesterday on breakfast.
Day 6: no entry
Day 7: Jackson is still missing, I'm beginning to think that coming here wasn't such a great idea
Day 8: fuckโ€ฆ Sam and Read are nowhere to be found, I fucking searched everywhereโ€ฆ I don't know what to do
Day 9 I still canโ€™t find any of the missing people, the rest of the group is freaking out. We are leaving at dawn

Niylah flipped between the empty pages after the last entry, what the fuck? did they leave? why didn't he take the diary with him? did they all die or did he leave it as a warning? she tried holding it together in front of Anna but every cell in her body ran around and screamed DANGER DANGER!! as if an alarm went offโ€ฆ It was a trap! she knew it, she knew it the moment she saw that damn fucking sign โ€œ survivors that wayโ€ survivors that way my ass you freaking freaks!! what on earth happened to the group that stayed here? what on earth is going to happen to them? she needed to tell someone fast. Anna was so focused on playing with her toys and didn't care about what Niylah was doing so Niylah took that opportunity to hide the diary in her small bag with her notebook and continued her search, there were few pictures and personal stuff, more than 20 duffle bags under and near the beds. She found a few other diaries that provided more details about the situation.


Readโ€™s diary :
Day 6: I think I know what happened to Jackson, Marcus is up to something I just need to prove it. Sam and I are going to follow them tonight.

Sallyโ€™s diary:

Day 10: Colby told us that we were leaving at dawn, but there is no sign of him anywhereโ€ฆI don't know what's going on, it's like they are picking us up one by one.

And it hit her. picking us up! choosing? based on what... There must be something in common between the people who went missing at first. Anna was half looking at her now and she didn't dare to take Colbyโ€™s diary out. instead she closed Sallyโ€™s diary and opened another book, flipped through the pages for few more minutes and then closed it and went to Annaโ€™s side โ€œ nothing much to do around here, but it is quite so I'll give it a plus oneโ€ Anna smiled โ€œ and there are no ghostsโ€ she added glad that Niylah liked the place โ€œ yeah only spidersโ€ Niylah quoted their earlier conversation and they both laughed. Anna made Niylah promise that she wouldn't tell anyone about this place and although she hated lying to her, she promised her to keep it a secret. They went out the same way they got it hiding the door with the boxes behind them and making sure no one was there when they went out of the storage room. Niylah kneeled down to Annaโ€™s level and Anna cupped her face โ€œ now if anyone asked, you never saw me todayโ€ she said shaking her head โ€œcapicheโ€ Niylah responded adding a salute. with that Anna went to find Rida cause Eliot couldn't do anything to her next Rida. and Niylah went to find somewhere safe to freak out.

taking few more turns, she saw Nik and Rhys walking out of a room and ran the distance left between them โ€œ is this empty?โ€ she pointed to the room as she approached but didnโ€™t wait for an answer thinking that sheโ€™ll find out once sheโ€™s in, and pushed them both back to the room. once they were inside, she made sure no one was there and closed the door behind her โ€œdude if this is what I think it is, we are so screwedโ€ she said turning back to face them and taking out the notes she took about the secret passages and the diary from her bag. she didn't know how to tell them about her findings so she decided to only tell them the important parts and let them ask questions about the details later.

โ€œI went earlier to try and find a place to crash in case we ever got kicked out of here but I couldn't confirm a good location โ€ฆ however I found thisโ€ she said opening the notes about the secret passages and giving it to them โ€œI found positions of secret passages in the base , the map did not exactly say where but it gave the nearest positionsโ€ she said pointing at a little drawing of a circle with Gardens written in it โ€œAnna uses this place to hide so we need to be really careful if we want to go back there but we fucked up by coming hereโ€ she said taking out her pencil and drawing a square next to the circle and a small door at the end of it โ€œthis is the location of a passage that led to one of the locked rooms in the other building. the room looks exactly like the one we are staying in, and a group was staying there recentlyโ€ she said putting her pen away and opening the diary to the last entry then handing it to them โ€œ this diary belonged to Coby Thomas AKA the leader of the last groupโ€ฆ people went missing one by one and the last entry was the night they decided to fleeโ€ she gave them some time to read adding out loud but basically to herself โ€œwhich meant one of two, they either had someone from the same group spying on them or someone read their diaries. because almost each person went missing after writing that they wanted to spy on Marcus โ€ฆ or that they were very very very dump and Marcus was able to drag them out one by oneโ€ she then tried to lighten the mood as they were reading โ€œ when they first arrived Colby wrote that Marcus was pain in the assโ€ she noted. After they finished reading the page Niylah took the diary and flipped back to the page that had the names on it โ€œone of the diaries said that they were picking them out one by one which gave me the thought of why not take them all unless they were looking for a specific person. Now I know for a fact that Alex died, and no one knew anything about Colby, Jackson, Sam and Readโ€ฆโ€ she said passing her finger through the names and information then giving a low fuck. She didn't know If Nik and Rhys saw it too or even knew what she was looking for โ€œ Alex and all who went missing" She said looking at them "They were all afflicted..."
 
Harrison Rutherford
| Location: |McGuire AF Base, cafeteria
| With: | Allea, others around
| Mentions: | Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater
Harry had good feelings when he was around Allea. Moreso if he thought about her, something warm lit up in his brain. He liked that she was fiercely independent and a bit snarky, at that. There was something so enlightening to a follow like himself of someone who carried so much power on their shoulders. He couldn't recall, in light of that thought, a single time when he wasn't intrigued by her presence.

But there had been another factor to that.

A tingle, or was it an itch? Some invasion beneath his skin of something slightly wrong. It didn't always persist when he was nearby Allea, but there were times when it was strong. He didn't know what the source of the aversion was, but it did not deter him from talking to his affection.

It was at this moment, that he was talking to Allea and she was putting up her walls (something he had already began to take note of) that he got an inkling of an understanding to what may be the source. He wasn't much of a superstitious type (that was his mother, and his school friends) but he had a fair understanding of what kind of supernaturals lay on the sidelines. He was acute to the news, back when there were whisperings of witch-hunter groups forming to enact hate crimes or haunted houses at the end of the street. At the same time, he hadn't always been one to pay attention.

It was now that he payed a lot of attention.

Ever the sweet-talking fool, he continued on as he noticed the hairs rise on his skin and the flickering of Allea's gaze to someone who wasn't sitting next to them. Micro-expressions, but there was a level of perception that Harry was able to tap into when he so chose.

"If you don't back off, I'll send you back where you came from." She said, further confirming his suspicions that something was up. The pouch she placed on the table wasn't to Harry, or so he hoped. He wasn't a supernatural or a spectre, and he hoped she knew that. The pouch reminded him of something a witch would use, and he put a few quiet pieces together that Allea had to be one. He didn't mind witches, but he was a shade terrified of them.

"I don't--?" Harry began to say something, but that was when the light above them began to swing. Now, Harry was a bit clueless at times but he wasn't a full fool. He knew when things were happening around him, and he knew that right now the table was shaking aggressively beneath them. He widened his eyes, unable to say anything as he stared straight at Allea for some kind of answer. Was she doing this to the table? To the lights? Was she trying to scare him off? Or something else?

"No, you shouldn't. But ain't no one here not survive somethin'." Harry furrowed his brows, and then remembered the conversation that had been interrupted by the activity. He shook his head very physically to clear his mind. He pursed his lips as he looked up at the now standing woman.

"Be that as it may, I meant no offense to ya," he addressed her gently, still recovering a bit from the assault of information he had been quickly subjected to. A few other people around seemed a bit perplexed, and honestly a bit frightened. Harry stood quickly, hoping to continue the conversation elsewhere and away from the prying, curious eyes of others. He wanted to ask her about herself, now that he knew she was this powerful and feared woman, not to be trifled with. Danger intrigued him. He was stagnant in a swaying sea, and if he could ground her and bring her to his level he would relish in that connection.

"Sorry 'bout that, Cher. Ghosts ain't always the most peaceful." Ah. Not only a witch, but she was aware of ghosts. It made sense, confirming that whatever was at the table had been a ghost indeed. Rather than fear, the man felt a swell of caring instinct rise in his chest. She was plagued by these things, clearly, and while it made the hair on his skin rise he wouldn't be so quick as to run from her. Harry didn't turn his back from things very often. Only if it were a woman changing in front of him.

"Oh, yeah. I getcha'. Well, not really, if I can be hones' with ya. How long--" He noticed, once again, that Allea was looking elsewhere. Maybe another ghost around? He frowned and followed her gaze, squeezing his fists together and ready to punch Casper's ugly lights out. Rather, Allea fell to the ground. "Allea!" Harry cried out, flying to her side. He hit the ground hard, knees whining, and did his best to support her and help her up. She began to convulse.

"Shit. Shit. SHIT!" He whispered. People stood up and watched in fear. "Naw, naw! Is fine, I got it... She's gotta ride it out." You could not stop a seizure. His mother had suffered a few prior to her passing. Tumor had killed her, cruelly. He remembered sitting by her in bed and watching her body tense and spasm for minutes at a time. All he could do was support her head and place the brace they had bought in her mouth. She almost bit off her tongue one time.

He looked around wildly for something to place between Allea's teeth, but before he knew it she had stopped shaking. His heart ached for the woman in his arms, and this mysterious ailment she had. He scooped his arms beneath her and held her tightly, blue eyes shining as a wave of empathy encased the male. She whispered something but his ears were ringing, definitely from the surge of adrenaline and fear so closely contained in a few moments. Harry looked at Allea and then rose with the female in his arms.

"I'm takin' ya to the infirmary," he said sternly. He didn't let her complain or try to fight his grip if she did. She seemed broken in this moment, having seen something in her seizure. "I got ya, dear."
 










Location: McGuire AF Base
mentions: Ryan, James, Kayden, Allea, Harry,Revie, Rhys and Nik.
OOC: i haven't written anything in a while, and i'm really rusty, this is just a coming back and reacting post so i'm not tagging anyone xD
Alaska wants to slap Marcus though....



Alaska Roberts




Routine, stability, community. Everything seamed to be......normal, within the confines of their little makeshift city. A leader that tolerated no bullshit, normal people living their lives under his command. A full society of some sorts...And they were willing to let them in.

Alaska's experience with the crapocalypse taught her one thing, NOTHING is ever stable anymore, and nothing lasts forever. She knew some catastrophe was bound to happen, sooner or later but didn't mind the routine, or working for their food and beds for now.

A bath and a change of clothes was very much appreciated, and the young hunter slept soundly that night, until she woke up terrified, in mid air...
As soon as her eyes flung open, her forehead made contact with the hard floor making a thud, Alaska growled pulling herself up, put a hand to her head, and dreaded the fact that she had to talk to Allea or Reverie about how on earth they were able to control their magic all the damn time. The poor thing was still terrified of the thought of talking to Allea, so she set her mind to talking to Revie instead.

She spent sometime checking out the contents of her backpack, grinning at the rum bottle she still had on her since the days of the haunted hotel Stella had died at, astonished that it didn't break. Alaska leaned her back against the wall, holding up the little snow globe she'd gotten from Rhys, smiling at it as she tilted it slowly. The day was going slow, the sun slowly rising to it's place. All of them were safe, for now.

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Making her way slowly to the cafeteria, Ryan walked right past her with a dirty laundry basket in his hands and a look that would petrify anyone else. He dumped the contents of the basket right at Marcus' face, and all over his food too. Alaska stood there blinking for a moment, struggling for words to say and finding non what soever.
'' "What the fuck are you doing you motherfucker, I was having my fucking lunch!"
The situation escalated quickly, Ryan shouting at Marcus. James storming to the cafeteria supporting his friend, Nik cursing away and trying to prevent bloodshed, Rhys rising from his chair to calm Ryan down.

""I know you're fuckin' pissed, but fuckin level with me here, Ryan. If you beat him up, rip him to fucking shreds, we get our asses kicked out. How fucking long do you think it will take before we get hypothermia? As soon as the weather gets warmer, I don't give a fuck. You can punch him in the face with his own fucking clothes as much as you want. But right now, think of the group, think of James.... and Penny. I don't think you want to see either of them frozen to the fucking bone."

Marcus's remark about Rhys' speech was about to earn him an insult from Alaska had the peanut butter bandit not replied instantly. He left the cafeteria, followed by their resident quasi-devil who she felt she hadn't seen in ages. Marcus still looked pissed off.

Sitting at a table, she lit a cigarette and watched the people of the base, Marcus stood up and stormed out of the cafeteria, the others looking at each other in silence and surprise. Alaska took a drag out of the cigarette shaking her head. I don't think he'll let this one go.

Just before he was about to stomp out of the room, the tables started shaking violently, lights went on and off in the cafeteria, and all heads turned towards Allea who was clearly having some kind of vision. ''Shit!'' she threw the cigarette away and ran towards the older witch. The guy who showed them to their rooms the other night -Harry- was quick to go to her side, he suggested to take her to the infirmary as the woman choked a sob speaking of a Monolith
''I'm coming too'' Alaska's voice was firm, her eyebrows knotted in a frown. She didn't trust Harry, or Marcus, or anyone at the base for that matter. She didn't really know Allea that much, but she was one of the reasons they were able to escape the raiders, she wanted to help, payback.
Harry took the witch in his arms and made his way to the infirmary, Alaska followed him worried.

The lights were already on as they got in, other people were laying in the beds that stood in rows. Alaska pulled back the sheets of one bed and stood with a worried look on her face. The ends of her coffee colored hair rose slightly and seemed to float upon her shoulders as if someone rubbed a balloon to her hair creating static, she didn't seem to notice.






 
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[div class=speakeasy2]Niklas Voss Hates This Place Now
LOCATION โ€” McGuire AF Base
BGM โ€” METRIC - DRESSED TO SUPPRESS
TAGS โ€” AngerGay McPrincessPeanutButter ( Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater ), Niylah, you little genius ( Cara Cara ) [/div]
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[div class=speaks][div class=blue][div class=speakstoo]Niklas was expecting broiling oceans of rage from his counterpart, the Barbie to his Ken. He was expecting the other man, with all his alpha-male testosterone (which he enjoyed), to double down on the macho theatrics (which he didn't enjoy). There was a time to fight as if fire formed in the gut like a live-wire tethered to kindling.

This was not one of those times, but Nik couldn't say in absolute honesty that he hadn't expected the other man to resort to jaw-clenching and yelling.

It was his defense mechanism, when the whole world went to shit. As the whole world was shit in perpetuity, what with the crappocalypse party-crashing the earth in hell-touched style, he thought it was a waste of energy.

But what came was something a few shades different, and colored the whitelighter in finer tones than Nik would have expected at the moment. A dusting of understanding, a lilted brush in pigments of lateral thinking. It wasn't that the blond part-time devil didn't have faith in Rhys to figure out the mess of his emotions.

It was that Rhys didn't have faith in Rhys to figure out the mess of his emotions, Nik thought.

Rhys had done the impeccable job of clenching his jaw, flexing his fists, and grinding his teeth. Biting his tongue, because if he hadn't, the blond would've walked out in that moment and put the whitelighter on ice until he cooled his perpetually hot-headed self-righteousness.

He had done well. There hadn't needed to be any sort of specific spectacle. No need for foaming at the mouth, and certainly the blond hadn't needed to tether him to the rafters so he could finish metaphorically ripping his own guts out for the whitelighter to scrutinize.

Then came the other set of expectations: Niklas, in his finely polished self-defeatist attitude and lack of confidence in his capacity to hold his soul tightly inside of his body, with trembled, darkened fingers, knew what would happen.

He knew, that in placing trust in new heroes, that in decoupling himself from his carefully guarded secretsโ€”wherein a family such as their's and a relationship he'd call possessive love and a paragon of dauntless infatuationโ€”things would break.

Whatever lacquered gesso he had placed upon himself, either because it was his own defense mechanism, or he simply hated being hated, would slip. Whatever solid golden heart still beat like a bird cloistered in his brittle ribs, would be broken. If even for just a moment.

He expected the worst in this. Not because he didn't have faith in Rhys, and not because he didn't understand at least on some level the skeletons the other man hid. Nik had seen his nightmare, as much of it as Leraje had let him see, as had the others. His expectations on this ink-blackened matter had little to do with the syncopative reactions of two similar souls.

It had to do with his own guilt, certainly. It was heavy, and he was awaiting the other to mirror it, because Nik was always the glutton for punishment where his own follies were concerned. Best to get beaten down so he could admit to worse and perform helplessness, when he knew in his heart he had always been this shade of black and red.

It just took hell's lush touch up his spine and a careful digging of fingers into his skull to pick the borders free. Lay them like broken wooden fence posts by the road that was his life...and watch him walk off a cliff to an ink-black void of pain, lust, and hunger.

When Nik began to explain, at least in some small part he was able to, what the nightmare Leraje had spun up for him was, he carefully studied Rhys' features. Even with as petrified as he was, detailing in shadow-smears and paint-strokes because anything more was a deliberate admission of guilt to crimes he would desperately want to commit like a jackhammer of heroin in the veins, he still was observant.

Observant, and scared. He saw the downward slumping of shoulders after the rage had boiled off a bit, saw the arms folded across the chest, the mouth he did so like to look at and taste strewn across in a flat line. Saw the wheels in his head turning, saw something happening behind those cyan blue eyes.

Something happening, that he didn't quite understand. And not understanding felt, in certainty, that he had been branded with some sort of red mark already. But as Rhys' reactions followed, Nik had less and less faith in his own expectations, and more and more gratitude for the other man's difficult navigations through what all this meant.

The whitelighter took his hand, the hand he had put up as a barrier, in fear. In fear of what he was to say, in fear of...anger, maybe. But it was taken, and it felt like all the other little gifts he had been given by their survivalist family, except...different. Like a euphoric dam breaking the stress the part-time devil had, and settling it on the side, as if the river had oriented itself neatly and not destroyed cities in its wake.

Then his hand was placed over Rhys' heart, and the strong pulse stilled the bird-heart crackling inside of his rib cage. Nik's own didn't need to beat so hard anymore, he felt. No longer a need to spin itself to yolk and bust through his insides like turpentine from an oils kit.

The blond's face lit up like a thousand suns.

He wasn't a nothing-thing. Or a less-than creature.

"I'm not going to lie, it's a little fucking unsettling blondie, but do you really think I would let you go that far? At least not without a good fuck beforehand." Rhys shot him a wink and Nik let out a pained laugh, strong brows turned up and eyes glassy, against his own frenetic smile.

"Yeah...you have to know at this point you're dating a fucking monster," he said with a slip of self-loathing coloring his eyes as his smile stayed intact, "No, I'd think you'd save my ass, then we'd fuck," he said with a blistering cackle. His lip quirked, the half-smile resumed, and the sun had come out again. The rain was receding, and the blond wiped his eyes with a rough hand.

Quick, that movement, as if admitting to how much holding all this in had destroyed him inside was still a type of weakness.

There was a dash of a grimace there, and Nik didn't know what it meant. The paintbrush of his mind, he did the last thing he knew how to do in cases like this: he colored it floral, and placed it away. It was not for him, he reasoned. It was for what Rhys thought was an impossibility. The grasp on his hand remained, and so whatever else was to be painted as dark as the deep blue ocean, they could weather it.

As long as the whitelighter never metaphorically let go of his hand.

"Bull fucking shit. You are worth saving, don't play that fucking card with me Voss. I will rip your ass from hell if I have to." The hypocrisy was staggering, but Nik thought it was also quite endearing. Moreso when he was held, the warmth of the other man's arms pushing back the sting of that holy bullshit that clung to him like he had been flagged down in Macey's by ten thousand perfume peddlers.

"Don't ever think you aren't worth saving. You are worth it, you're worth more than all of it Nik. I--we--might not be able to fight whatever's coming, but I won't give up. For you, I'd die a million times if I have to." The blond winced, and then Rhys stepped away, leaving a bit of space between them that still felt like an ocean.

"...let's just try to do this in a way that doesn't end in repeated goddamn game-overs, hmm?" he asked with a cheeky half-smile coloring the blond in warmth again. Honey-tones, dulcet, the purr of a deep throaty voice. Everything was charming enough to blister, because if the blond could do anything well, it was paint things prurient that probably shouldn't be.

"Ex-detective actually, I was....removed from service a few days before the world went to hell. The apocalypse saved my life in a weird way, cops don't do well in prison." Nik tilted his head to the side, deep blue eyes glancing down, then up again, thinking on all that that sentence meant. In the strangest of ways, this whole holy war and hellish havoc felt like...it was for Rhys.

The apocalypse saved his life, and he was to be at the center of some war. Queue Niklas, the side character, looking at the camera and narrowing his eyes with disdain at whoeverโ€”or whateverโ€”was pulling the strings. His partner would always be at the center of some worsening crapshoot.

Then Nik, in a moment of deduction that would've made the ex-detective proud if he had voiced it, thought something specific:
Shit has been trailing us since ground-zero of meeting up with this group. There's something to all this.

Bad luck is only bad luck if it happens a few times. A coincidence...possibly several times. But when either of the two happened enough, it became a pattern. Then, a statistic. Niklas knew patterns enough. There was a reason he had been able to double major in business and painting, so very long ago.

Pushing this thought process into the back of his mind, he curled into the embrace Rhys was giving him, and nestled to draw his nose over the side of the other man's cheek. They stayed that way for far too long, but Nik didn't really feel like letting go anytime soon.

"Okay, let's figure it out."
"We've got this, princess," he said, only finally unpeeling himself from the other man to share in the determination they both felt. Deep blue to cyan, they'd figure this out, or die trying.

"Anything else you want me to answer while we're here?" The question made Niklas raise his brow and twist his lip to gnaw, but not because he had any more questions. But because the 'gift' his mind had always had was running far too many late-night movies behind his eyelids every time he blinked.

"Nope," was all he said, the lip-gnawing being replaced with a half-grin that spelled so many other things. Impulsive. It had always been bad, but now, it was downright obnoxious.

"Otherwise, we should probably be heading back soon. Who knows what shit Marcus is starting to stir up." The blond part-time devil turned and stuck his head out of the doorway to see if anyone was around, then frowned and raised his brows in mock concern. About to swivel in again, he spoke, and then was halted.

"I know I just made a big fucking deal about us both saving each other from winged and horned bastard alike, but can we let that asshole stir in his own stupid juices for all of ten fucking miโ€”"

In this moment, Niylah took the opportunity to jut them back into the room Nik may or may not have been trying to get them to stay in. There were many modes to Niklas Voss, but he downshifted to one far too often than the others.

โ€œIs this empty?โ€
"Uhโ€”" Nik was pushed back inside while wearing the most inconvenienced look that could ever be scrawled up his expressive face.
"Stop manhandling mโ€”"
โ€œDude if this is what I think it is, we are so screwed.โ€ The blond stepped back and held up his hands, exasperation now taking up a front-row seat across his features. The door was slammed and Nik made a disgruntled sound he thought Rhys would probably employ.

Queue side-character Nik casting a petulant gaze off into the live studio audience, then back at Niylah to rest on her features. She seemed...frantic, and yet, determined. Like she had unearthed some sort of bomb and was running to tell everyone.

She probably had.

"Woah, woah, woah, back up and slow down. What's goingโ€”" Niylah ripped her bag open and started spindling about with fat stacks of what looked to be journals, and a multitude of papers. The blond put his hands down and leaned in as she seemed to be collecting her thoughts.

"The little bird's been busy..." he said under his breath, then ran his hand over the back of his neck up into his hair.
โ€œI went earlier to try and find a place to crash in case we ever got kicked out of here but I couldn't confirm a good location โ€ฆ however I found this,โ€ Niylah presented her findings and Nik's gaze traveled over her features. They hadn't gotten much time, if at all, to foster a bond of trust just yet.

โ€œI found positions of secret passages in the base , the map did not exactly say where but it gave the nearest positions.โ€ The blond took her notes about passageways and thumbed through them, brows raising as he did so. Nik's expressive mouth hung open and he narrowed his eyes at what he saw.

She had blown the top of this entire thing right off, and had gone to tell the dastardly duo just what she had discovered. The trust had been cemented in a few short moments.

"Good worโ€”"
โ€œAnna uses this place to hide so we need to be really careful if we want to go back there but we fucked up by coming here.โ€
"Oh for fucks sake, why?" Instantly, he felt like shit for flexing his stupid quasi-demo mojo to get the rest of their comrades into this place. Even without knowing why they had fucked up, he felt it, and it played on his face in several shades of dismay. They would've frozen to death. But...was this place worse?

Nik followed along and stared, dumbfounded, as this veritable genius started outlining the master plan of whatever all this was.
โ€œThis is the location of a passage that led to one of the locked rooms in the other building. the room looks exactly like the one we are staying in, and a group was staying there recentlyโ€

"You're like...Lara-fucking-Croft..." Nik said under his breath as she continued on, jamming the little notes and papers he had taken in his grasp into Rhys' hands, then crossing his arms with a look of stupification etching over his features. It was slowly becoming an outline of angry dismay, however.

โ€œThis diary belonged to Coby Thomas AKA the leader of the last groupโ€ฆ people went missing one by one and the last entry was the night they decided to flee...โ€ she held it up like a treasure and Nik snatched it before Rhys had the chance to look it over. Confirming for himself that this was, indeed, happening, he tilted his head back and handed Rhys the diary without looking at him.

Things had just become a lot more complicated, which he announced with a deep groan.

โ€œWhich meant one of two, they either had someone from the same group spying on them or someone read their diaries. because almost each person went missing after writing that they wanted to spy on Marcus โ€ฆ or that they were very very very dump and Marcus was able to drag them out one by one.โ€ This warranted a sneer from the blond when Marcus' name was mentioned, and then a glance to Rhys to make sure he was getting all this.

โ€œWhen they first arrived Colby wrote that Marcus was pain in the ass,โ€ she was trying to lighten the mood, and the part-time devil obliged her intent by giving an irreverent snort in agreement with Colby's description.

โ€œOne of the diaries said that they were picking them out one by one which gave me the thought of why not take them all unless they were looking for a specific person. Now I know for a fact that Alex died, and no one knew anything about Colby, Jackson, Sam and Readโ€ฆโ€ She listed off the names, dragging her fingers down. The wheels were working for her, she was quick. Brilliant. Clever.

They could get out of this, she had warned them.

"Clever girl," he said, nibbling his lower lip, eyes flashing to look over her face and then striking to catch the whitelighter in his gaze. He took that moment to unearth wherever he had put his cigarette and lit the thing with his transparent blue lighter making a click. He inhaled and waited to see if she had more to say.

They needed as much information as possible to make their escape. There were too many of them here. They were outnumbered, outgunned, outmanned, surrounded on all sides.

โ€œAlex and all who went missing" this pause made the blond hold his breath for an iota of a second, "They were all afflicted..."

Nik choked on his cigarette smoke, inhaling it down the wrong fucking pipe.

"The...fuck," he coughed out his words and wheezed for all of a second, "...fucking...shit fuck..ass...god...damn," he coughed again before resting his hands on his knees to inhale deeply.

"Now I know why they're separating us on these mother fucking missions," he said with another inhale, going back to his cigarette, his eyes filled with fire, rage, and something not unlike....fear, "...we need to go."

"Sooner rather than later," Nik said, sweeping his gaze to linger on Niylah to give her a small nod. They'd all be indebted to her, forever, he thought. If they managed to get out alive, that is. Then he looked to Rhys again, as if to ask: what's the plan?

He immediately felt bad for asking the whitelighter to carry yet another burden, even if just with his glance. But here he had help. Niylah was a genius, and while Niklas wasn't as bright a bulb as she was, he was clever enough. And he had an ace up his sleeve to use, if need be.

One he wouldn't feel that bad about using, now, if it meant they'd be able to escape being picked off or killed by these fucks. Their little family was strong, they were strong. Whatever weakness anyone had, another filled the gap. They were powerful. They could do this.

They could avoid whatever this bullshit was. For what reason the afflicted were being picked off, he didn't know. He truly didn't. But he didn't quite think it mattered.

Not more than getting out alive, anyways.

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Location: McGuire AF Base

OOC: Sorry it's short, Rhys will be up soon tho :)

Interactions: Farm Boy BELIAL. BELIAL. |Little Miss Winter Chise_Robin_ Chise_Robin_

BGM: Nice Girl


ALLEA



"Naw, naw! Is fine, I got it... She's gotta ride it out."
"You sure?"
"Scott, let him take care of it."
"Fine but ain't that a bit weird, mate?"
"It's....peculiar."


Her consciousness was floating through an empty space filled with a thick static. Throughout the inky space, her heartbeats pounded loudly, echoing in her ears, alongside the fading baritone of the stranger's voice. Alaska's was mixed in there too, a voice of recognition and almost comfort in the midst of foreign tones. She hadn't felt this disoriented since---

"I'm takin' ya to the infirmary,"

"I'm...fine...no, no doctors..."
He didn't seem to be listening to her. Her eyes fell shut, but in the blanket of darkness she could feel his arms loop under her knees, support her shoulders, and lift.

"I got ya, dear."

There was a weak twitch to her lips as her head rolled against muscled bicep, "Th..that's....what you say...now."

If there was one thing that she had learned in life, it was that people where never who they said they were. There was always a catch, a twist, some ulterior motive that sought something of personal gain. The world --and by extension the people-- didn't care if it didn't suit them.

Humans could grow strong enough to whisper at the iron bars that held them and see them bend out of their way, like the most crazy magic. That's what compassion could do: fix souls, fix brains, cure the whole damn world. Deep down, she wished she could have mastered that sort of purity of motivation, but it's hard when she'd been starved for so long. She could sit and call for help; act like there is no cage, to wear a mask of coping and normality; she'd rage against the bars. It is possible to be so emotionally starved that she was able to slip through the bars, no longer bound but unable to mend the tears to the soul ---crumbling.

That was Allea's way out.

Through those iron bars; past the gaping ledge of reality and off the edge.

It was always a breath away, that release.

So close that it was unreachable.

Then what followed was the endless emotional marathons on bleeding knees. It was there she learned how to hide the pain, how to look normal. It was only natural that she went cold inside to escape the pain of isolation.

The thing is, regardless of the pain, living with an incomplete soul is a form of death ---a cute little unsatisfying tease of the real thing.

Somewhere between the muttered words and winces, she found herself laying in a cot that had seen far better days. It had the feel, if not the look, of a stereotypical infirmary. At the sight of that hospital-esqe off-white shade to the walls, she felt a panic swell in her throat. She recalled how her body jarred with each blow, how the pain seared through skin and took away every feeling of safety she ever had. He put his all into each strike. His sinewy arm would recoil and snap back to her naked body, the impact delivered by an object rather than his own hand. Maybe at first she'd shed tears, she couldn't really remember. But eventually, like everything in her life, she became numb to it.
Numb to the hospitals.
Numb to the moves.
Numb to the new families.
But that still didn't keep her from feeling that initial rush of flight or flight.

Amber orbs shot from Harry to Alaska, arms moving out to hoist herself up on the bed, "There ain't no thing to be concerned about, I said I am perfectly fine."
One of her hands reached up to rub at her temple, "Just a bad headache is all." She wasn't sure if they'd believe it, but frankly she didn't give a shit. The less they knew about her the better. If it weren't for that blasted storm she would have been half way to New York by now. Allea's expression curled into one of mild irritation, rubbing at the back of her neck. There was an itch that prodded under her skin, a dryness to her mouth, and a bone deep longing that begged her to take the edge away.
She ran her hands over her face, breathing deeply as she sat up on the cot with her legs dangling off the end.

The vision on top of those....spirits had been a double whammy she hadn't wanted.
Allea cast another glance towards the two standing unnervingly close with expressions of concern that only seemed to agitate her further. She waved a hand dismissively, "Said. I'm fine."
There was a second of silence, her irritation only twisting itself across her features further at their reluctance to leave.

One would think they might have cared.

It was a disturbing thought to say the least.

Her lips parted, ready to spew venom ---anything to get them to leave her alone--- when the sound of knocking startled her from her train of thought. A tall man stood in the doorway, shoulder length blond hair and a face that wasn't too horrible to look at. There was...something wrong about him though. A shadow that loomed in the background one that she couldn't see clearly. If only he---

"Sorry to interrupt, but Marcus wanted me to help gather everyone to the cafeteria."

His thick accent filled the space for but a moment before he was gone. It was a neat trick and she almost wished she could adopt it herself. Allea didn't give a rats ass what Marcus wanted and with the headache she was sporting....she wasn't moving anywhere. Not when the probability of running into unwanted sights increased ten fold around crowds of people. It was something she really didn't need more of in this moment.

Chocolate orbs fell on Alaska, looking at the other young woman for a moment before tilting her head towards the door, "Why don't ya'll go see what that's about? I'll be fine here."

She looked over at Harry then, briefly, before her gaze was resting solely on Alaska. It was almost as if she were using the other woman as an excuse to not look at him at all. Her fingers drummed against her knee and she quirked an eyebrow impatiently.

All she wanted was some goddamn peace and quiet.


 










Location: McGuire AF Base infirmary-->cafeteria
mentions: Marcus, the witch with trust issues Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater , Harry BELIAL. BELIAL. , cool redhead BasiliskVeranda BasiliskVeranda , clumsy kayden Anise Anise and basically people at the cafeteria



Alaska Roberts




Why did infirmaries and hospitals have to be so fucking white? It was blinding. The nauseating antiseptic smell that accompanied the clean white sheets wasn't helping either. The witch's amber eyes traveled between the two standing there, making Alaska a little bit more uncomfortable than she'd already been.


''"There ain't no thing to be concerned about, I said I am perfectly fine." She hoisted herself up on the bed, and was trying too hard to convince them that she was alright, a really bad lie. "Just a bad headache is all." her fingers found their way to her temples and a little smirk tilted the side of Alaska's mouth up before disappearing. The witch wasn't as daunting as she'd first thought.
''Are you sure? Visions can take a to......''
''"Said. I'm fine."

Alaska sighed pinching the bridge of her nose. The woman clearly wanted to be left alone and them prying like this clearly wasn't helping at all.


"Sorry to interrupt, but Marcus wanted me to help gather everyone to the cafeteria." The thick voice of the blond caught the young hunter off guard making her slightly jump, the ends of her hair now shot up pointing outwards like needles and Alaska growled as she took them in both hands and tried to smooth them.


"Why don't ya'll go see what that's about? I'll be fine here." Allea spoke the words with some kind of hidden enthusiasm, clearly an excuse to stay alone. Her eyes rested on Alaska startling her for a moment. The hunter looked at the two before clearing her throat: ''That fucking control freak. I swear to God one day I'll strangle him with his own guts. You sure you're ok? I know I'm being nosy, but.....we are really worried.''Her eyes shot to Harry skeptically , what she really wanted to say was I don't trust these people


Without waiting for a response Alaska smiled softly at the two then made her way out of the room. What did that asshole with bad dreadlocks want now?

On her way back she saw Kayden on the ground, being helped up by a firey red head. ''He'sa 'bout as irritatin' as a rock in yer shoe...worse, steppin' on a r-rusty nail, doncha knows it..."


''If you're talking about Marcus, then i agree completely. He's called for everyone to gather at the cafeteria, I wonder what he wants NOW '' Alaska shot Kayden one of her familiar smiles and walked past them back to the cafeteria where Marcus, Chantel and a few others were probably waiting for the others to gather up. She took a seat at the end of the of the room and crossed her arms waiting. She'd still not uttered one word to Marcus since the day they'd arrived, but the bias he's had against her group made her want to beat him up for it, and God knows she waited for a chance.


''What do you want now? Someone to feed you grapes while others sing songs and massage your sore shoulders? Someone to lay a red carpet on the ground for you to step on? How exactly do these people tolerate you? '' Her eyes shot to Declan and Chantell for answers as she threw her hands up dramatically. Normally Alaska was a rational person but having to put up with that narcissistic asshole wasn't going to be an easy task.



 
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[div class=miniBox][div class="miniText mini1"] [div class=bar][div class=title]Location[/div][div class=barText]McGuire AF Base[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]Interactions[/div][div class=barText]Everyone[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]BGM1[/div][div class=barText]Ice to Never[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]BGM[/div][div class=barText]Thrown into the Dark [/div][/div] [/div] [/div] [div class=bigBox][div class=bigScroll] His mouth twitched, fighting against the smile that curled his lips. The dimple in the side of his cheek made the barest hint of an appearance before he adjusted his stance. Nik didn't question what he had meant about being thrown off the force and he was...secretly grateful for it. Though he supposed in the long run it made him a bit of a liar, after all he had never truly been straight up with anyone in the group. Even now he was being....it bothered him to think that he was directly lying through omission, but some things were better left unsaid. The icy blueness of his eyes fixated on Nik as he moved to check outside. The break in eye contact was enough for Rhys' expression to fall flat, more akin to marble than the expressive hues of emotion. Something frozen shot through his core, gaze flickering to his hands before drifting back at the sound of Nik's voice. "I know I just made a big fucking deal about us both saving each other from winged and horned bastard alike, but can we let that asshole stir in his own stupid juices for all of ten fucking miโ€”"

His first thought was that he was inclined to agree, but neither sentence nor internal comment was finished as Niylah barreled into them. Rhys' scarred brow rose, surprise finding its way across his face after a seconds delay. โ€œIs this empty?โ€

"Uhโ€”" Nik was forced back into the room and consequently back into the man who stood behind him.

"Stop manhandling mโ€”" His hands lightly gripped his arms as the young woman forced them both further into the room. After a step or two backward, Rhys stopped completely able to keep the other man from falling back further. It didn't take much, thanks to all those years excising he didn't lack the strength by any means. Rhys tilted his head around Nik, both eyebrows rising to meet his hairline. Niylah was a sandy blonde with about a fourth of the mass of both men combined, she was a cute little thing and had he not been so enamored with the man currently pressed to his chest he might have noticed more. "Stop squawkingโ€”"

โ€œDude if this is what I think it is, we are so screwed.โ€ Rhys' hands fell away and Nik put his hands up almost in sync. He moved around him, those icy tundras narrowing on the shorter girl in mute question. She slammed the door shut behind her and he winced a bit at the sound, there were far more subtle ways to go about this especially when it seemed that the walls had eyes and ears.

"Woah, woah, woah, back up and slow down. What's goingโ€”" Niylah dumped the contents of her bag, stacks of journals miscellaneous papers fluttered out in a fury of havoc action. Something flashed just under the surface of his hardening expression, arms folding themselves across his chest. There was a rancid feeling that slithered through his gut, one that spoke volumes of what this whole conversation was about to be. She had found something, far more likely something of value and something that...he very well might have already known. His lips pulled into a flat line, attention focusing from the papers to the duo half bent over studying them. "The little bird's been busy..."

"Obviously." His voice was flat, ringing too hollow for his naturally gruff way of speaking.

โ€œI went earlier to try and find a place to crash in case we ever got kicked out of here but I couldn't confirm a good location โ€ฆ however I found this,โ€ Rhys took a couple steps closer, attempting to peer over Nik's shoulder only for the paper to get turned away. He made a slight noise of irritation, having not been able to see it clearly. However, from the glance he got it was fairly obvious that it was a map. Marcus had a bunch of them in his little 'war room'. Rhys licked his bottom lip, as Niylah spoke up seeming to enrapture Nik with the simplest bit of conspiracy.

โ€œI found positions of secret passages in the base , the map did not exactly say where but it gave the nearest positions.โ€ They weren't secret passages. He knew because they weren't exactly secret. His hand ran along the ridge of his jaw, wondering just where in the hell she had come across something like that. Military bases like these had evac tunnels in case of an attack, most of them where never used but...that's what that map was clearly outlining. The words to correct them were on the tip of his tongue but it was too late, the excitement of a conceived discovery paired with the undiverted attention Nik was showing caused the whole explanation to keep spiraling.

"Good worโ€”"

โ€œAnna uses this place to hide so we need to be really careful if we want to go back there but we fucked up by coming here.โ€

"Oh for fucks sake, why?"

He didn't move save for the glance he made in the other males direction. There was that shadow again, that glimmer of self-loathing that made Rhys want to throttle him but he also understood enough on some level to not call attention to it. Not unless he wanted him to. Rhys slid his hand across the small of his back for half a second as if to say that whatever he was thinking, it wasn't his fault. If anyone was at fault for their current situation it was Rhys and he knew it. He led them here, out of good intentions...but had he done anything afterwards? He told himself that this was the easiest way, that as soon as he could solve the issue of the storm they would be on their way. But now he just felt...stupid. These people, the ones who saw him as a leader, placed so much faith in him and he betrayed that. Knowingly. What kind of man did that really make him?

โ€œThis is the location of a passage that led to one of the locked rooms in the other building. The room looks exactly like the one we are staying in, and a group was staying there recently.โ€

"You're like...Lara-fucking-Croft..." Rhys snorted at the comment, taking the papers that were offered to him silently. He didn't even glance at them, there wasn't a point to reread information that he already knew. โ€œThis diary belonged to Coby Thomas AKA the leader of the last groupโ€ฆ people went missing one by one and the last entry was the night they decided to flee...โ€ That bit caught his attention, he hadn't found the names of the people who had vanished. Frankly, he didn't want or care to know their names. Once you knew that, you got too...attached to the story. There was no longer objectivity and perhaps if he had learned that lesson sooner in life he wouldn't have lost everything. Rhys took the book after a beat, gazing over words on the page but not reading them. That feeling in his stomach increased to the point where he felt like he was going to hurl.

โ€œWhich meant one of two, they either had someone from the same group spying on them or someone read their diaries. because almost each person went missing after writing that they wanted to spy on Marcus โ€ฆ or that they were very very very dump and Marcus was able to drag them out one by one.โ€ His hand skated across the stubble of his jaw again. He had to admit, she was a sharp kid one that probably could have made it in his line of work if the world was still sane. Though, she was missing too many of the pieces to see the whole picture. Even he didn't understand the full scope, but he hadn't been spending so much time with Marcus because he liked the guy. They were so convinced to make him the villain, they didn't understand...

"When they first arrived Colby wrote that Marcus was pain in the ass,โ€ Rhys visibly rolled his eyes, shaking his head in tandem with her accusatory statement. Marcus was by no means an easy guy to get along with, but...Rhys and him weren't so different. He knew there was something fishy going on here, but the people here were only doing what they could to survive. If the roles were reversed....Rhys couldn't say that he wouldn't be doing the same damn thing. โ€œOne of the diaries said that they were picking them out one by one which gave me the thought of why not take them all unless they were looking for a specific person. Now I know for a fact that Alex died, and no one knew anything about Colby, Jackson, Sam and Readโ€ฆโ€

"Clever girl," Rhys agreed though he found the Jurassic reference a bit of a cheese, he adored him anyway. There was a moment where his expression darkened slightly, like he had taken an emotional blow to the gut. Even after everything they had spoken about, Nik was going to come out of this...disappointed? Furious? A combination of both? Whichever emotion he decided to paint himself, Rhys had the feeling he'd be sleeping on the floor for the next couple of days. He caught his gaze and for a heartbeat of a second Rhys thought that Nik could see right through him.

โ€œAlex and all who went missing" there was a pause that hung in the air like some sort of damn bubble of tension that just wouldn't fucking pop, "They were all afflicted..." And there was the truth of it. He closed his eyes, hearing Nik choke on his cigarette.

"The...fuck," he coughed, "...fucking...shit fuck..ass...god...damn," another cough. A wheeze. "Now I know why they're separating us on these mother fucking missions,"

Rhys winced, still not opening his eyes. They were too expressive and he...well it didn't really fucking matter did it? If Niylah found out how long would it have taken for Alaska or Penny or James to put the pieces together? Though they weren't all the right pieces that fit together she made a fairly convincing argument. One that seemed enough to make Nik want to get the hell out of dodge. "...we need to go." His eyes slid open, taking a deep breath as his hand rubbed the back of his neck. "Sooner rather than later," That was a statement Rhys really did agree with.

Nik cast his gaze to him, then it was followed by Niylah, both awaiting some sort of ingenious idea from the leader they oh so trusted. That look made something inside him break just a bit. Would they scorn him for trying --in his own way-- to look out for the best interests of the whole? That foreign ice slathered his spine and chilled his gut, numbing the onslaught of emotion that he felt in that moment.

"I have to hand it to you Niylah, that was pretty good. You've got a good start." That probably wasn't what either of them had been expecting to hear.

He slipped one hand into his pocket, the corner of his mouth curling into a smile that held just a bit of pride. He handed the papers back to her, "It's the right track at least." Rhys cleared his throat, "You're right about the sacrifices though, that' s precisely what's been happening. But that isn't all Marcus, he has just as much control over all this as I do ---which to say isn't much. But that group you're speaking of? That guy you said was their leader? He wasn't. There was a man here before that. Went by the name of Grigory," his features twisted, remembering that oh so punchable face, "He lead that faction for a while before he and his kids left. But there is something far bigger going on here. The weather outside, you think that's normal? Because I sure as fuck don't remember winters getting this bad in the fucking fall. There are good people here. I know...I know most of us aren't meshing well, but I cannot condone packing us all up just because of some half-assed hatred for a man who is just....trying his best." Rhys' shoulders fell a bit, the pieces of anger that had punctuated some of his words floated away like dust. He didn't look at either of them for a long moment, tortured by what he knew and what he felt.

"There is a monster out there....we haven't...we couldn't yet find its location. But, the missions aren't a death march. They were...my idea. A compromise. The only people who can get close enough are afflicted and if we truly want to get out of here and keep heading west, we have to work together. Have either of you ever wondered why no one is allowed outside at night? Things are not what they seem here but that in no way is the fault of any human man."

He stood there for a split second before he reached for the door, "I suggest when both of you decide to take off your tin-foil hats to head over to the cafeteria." The words lacked bite and instead just sounded...distant. Rhys moved out of the room without a glance back, knowing that a lot more people where about to be upset with him. His long strides carried him into the cafeteria, noting the already growing crowd with a bit of disdain. "There you are! I was beginnin' to think you ran off! Didn't take ya for a slippery motherfucker, Rice." The whitelighter snickered, not saying anything as his mood soured even more. He made his way to the front of the cafeteria, sharing a quick look with Scott. The other blessed gave him a reassuring thumbs up, or at least it was probably meant to be reassuring. Rhys sighed through his nose, crossing his arms over his chest as he stood on the other end of Chantel.

''What do you want now? Someone to feed you grapes while others sing songs and massage your sore shoulders? Someone to lay a red carpet on the ground for you to step on? How exactly do these people tolerate you?"

Rhys forced himself to look at the woman he considered his little sister, his throat suddenly beyond dry. Chantel made some sort of laugh and dismissive comment, but it was Rhys who shot her a tired look, "Snowfall, cool the jets for a moment. This announcement has to do with each and every one of us." Chantel made a soft noise of agreement, giving Rhys a slight smile before she slid back into her resting bitch face. "Now you all might be wondering why I've gathered you all here today!" Rhys sighed through his nose, a bit irritated with the other leader's theatrics. "Pretty boy and I have been working on something for the past couple of weeks that will benefit all of us."

"The storm outside isn't natural. I'm sure you've all noticed---"

"The real fuckin' issue is that there ain't---"

"There isn't a way to get into the center of the storm. Scott had been trying to find a way for almost a year now and the furthest they've gotten was when the party had at least one afflicted member."

"So it isn't a stretch to think that whatever's behind this is of demonic origin." Chantel chimed in, receiving a nod of agreement from Rhys. "The problem...is that they die before they can report back. So there isn't much information on what's out there---"

"So then pretty boy suggested a mission. We don't have any more people to spare, none that are afflicted anyway." A pained expression crossed Rhys' face, his mouth cotton as he glanced around the room. Each face that had come to trust in him. And here he was forcing them into another situation where they might not even escape with their lives. "I helped with the list...it...seemed like the best solution."

Scott took a step forward, rocking on his heels, "Roight, well first things first, I'll only be takin' a small group out. There's too many of the nasties to take a whole bloody parade. So: Ryan, Nik, Penny, Elijah, and Kayden. I'll be takin' you lot out at dawn, be sure to get a good nights rest 'cuz you'll be needin' it." Rhys swallowed, both hands in the pockets of his jeans as he tried to maintain a visual of confidence. His heart was so far up his throat he thought it might burst out of his mouth at any given moment.

Marcus slapped Rhys on the shoulder hard enough to have made anyone else flinch but Rhys just looked...void. There was no emotion or no reaction in his gaze as he drew his attention to the other man. Marcus removed his hand quickly, giving Rhys a bit of a strange look before shrugging it off. "If there are any questions, feel free to ask---" Rhys turned and walked out. He didn't want to hear any more of this, didn't want to have to see their faces. Leading was hard, but no one ever said that he'd be making the impossible choices and then asked to live with it. That scouting group was their only hope and he...could also be sending them to their deaths. His friends, his....

Rhys blew past the yellow caution tape that guarded the outside door, stepping out into the frozen night air. He gasped for air, struggling for one breath. Then another. The panic surged in full force and he couldn't seem to get ahold of himself. His heart was beating too fast, sweat beading down his forehead. Azure orbs stared out at the darkness, bracing himself against his knees as he dry heaved. A part of him wished that this wasn't happening, wished that he was just conjuring some sort of crazy dream---

"Fuck..."

He could feel his skin begin to freeze, it was just too cold to be standing out here but he needed the air. He was so desperate for it that he didn't care that his hair already had a thin dusting of white.

"You did the right thing, Emrys."

"I know..."

Rhys looked at a figure cloaked in the swirling of snow, watching the way it warbled in the wind. He stood up straight, lips pressed into a thin line before he turned and went back inside, locking the door behind him.



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Niylah BlakeWhatsApp Image 2019-01-04 at 7.51.28 PM (4).jpeg

Location: McGuire AF Base
Interactions: Basically everyone
OOC: I don't know if this is a good reaction, but this is what I came up with...


"The...fuck, ...fucking...shit fuck..ass...god...damnโ€ Nik started coughing and swearing the minute Niylah said the word afflicted โ€œshit manโ€ฆ are you okay? Is this really the fucking time to smoke Nik?!โ€ Niylah said offering him her water bottle. "Now I know why they're separating us on these mother fucking missionsโ€ฆ we need to go. Sooner rather than later" she could see the worry and the rage building up in Nick's eyes. She too thought that they needed to get as far as possible from here. And luckily, the best thing Niylah was good at was planing, so her mind started working, plotting, and drawing strategies. all this time, she was only responsible for herself, and Maya at some point. but now, the group is bigโ€ฆ they need a really good plan, one that will get everyone to safety, which was somehow leaning towards impossible. they needed food and medical supplies, they needed the cars, blankets cause itโ€™s still freaking cold outside. they need a reason for not joining the mission because itโ€™s hundred percent a trap. On second thought, they won't be outnumbered on the missions, some will pretend to leave for the mission and clear the way, and the rest can just sneak out.. they will be outside then run for their lives, however, this needs more planning. they need to leave at least good fighters with the group that'll sneak their way out while the rest pretended to go on the mission, fighters who were better in combat than with guns. they need to find a passage which will lead them out without anyone noticing. they need a distraction in case someone figures out that none of them is aroundโ€ฆ at least buy them time to put a safe distance between them and the base. Her head was working while her eyes went to Rhys waiting to hear his response, maybe he had an idea. "I have to hand it to you Niylah, that was pretty good. You've got a good start. It's the right track at least." Rhys started and she went from worried to just staring at the man and then she gave a confused look. A good start? was there more to what she found? "You're right about the sacrifices though, that' s precisely what's been happening. But that isn't all Marcus, he has just as much control over all this as I do ---which to say isn't much. But that group you're speaking of? That guy you said was their leader? He wasn't. There was a man here before that. Went by the name of Grigory, He lead that faction for a while before he and his kids left" Grigory? Rhys spoke of the guy as if he knew him and Niylah couldn't help but think, how do you know all this? โ€œBut there is something far bigger going on here. The weather outside, you think that's normal? Because I sure as fuck don't remember winters getting this bad in the fucking fall. There are good people here. I know...I know most of us aren't meshing well, but I cannot condone packing us all up just because of some half-assed hatred for a man who is just....trying his best." with that Niylah couldn't hold herself back, she could feel the hurt in Rhys' face and she didn't want to hurt him even more but she was also hurt โ€œyou think I don't know that there are good people here? Do you think that I donโ€™t know that there are kids and innocent people here? fuck I was responsible for a kid at some point and I know the fucking responsibility that is layed on your shoulders and as much as I hate Marcus, I know that it's on his on fucking shoulders as well! protect your people, one wrong move and they would all fucking die. And believe me when I say that I know it sucks when people die on your watch. I donโ€™t think that Marcus is responsible for the disappearing because I hate him! this is what the fucking diarys are telling me! so if you know something I don't know why donโ€™t you go ahead and share and correct my information! because I was freaking out trying to fucking find one of you guys to tell you that we might not fucking make it till tomorrowโ€ Niylah found herself shouting at the Rhys. she didnโ€™t mean to, but with all this stress she was facing and all this new information, she couldnโ€™t hold it in. "There is a monster out there....we haven't...we couldn't yet find its location. But, the missions aren't a death march. They were...my idea. A compromise. The only people who can get close enough are afflicted and if we truly want to get out of here and keep heading west, we have to work together. Have either of you ever wondered why no one is allowed outside at night? Things are not what they seem here but that in no way is the fault of any human man... I suggest when both of you decide to take off your tin-foil hats to head over to the cafeteria." and with that, he was gone. Niylah was very angry, a monster? Now you tell me there is a fucking monster and that we are not going on a suicide mission! Are we just going to say hi!!! She was freaking out, all this shit was echoing in her head and she couldn't find the words to explain what she was feeling at the moment. She looked at Nik and then back at the now open door, shoved her notes back in her bag and took two steps forward, turned and went back to the room and slammed her fist to the wall. She was struggling, she really didn't want to go to the cafeteria, she slammed her fist to the wall again and got out of the room following Rhys to the cafeteria. She didn't know what to think. or where to start, she was angry that she didnโ€™t know this before. If she did, she wouldn't have focused her research on Marcus in that room, she would've done something more than just pointing fingers, something like the answer to what the fuck happened to the other group? Shit now she was angry at herself for being stupid, for not noticing earlier, for being angry, for fucking being afraid.

''What do you want now? Someone to feed you grapes while others sing songs and massage your sore shoulders? Someone to lay a red carpet on the ground for you to step on? How exactly do these people tolerate you?" Niylah heard Alaska speak as she walked into the Cafeteria and stood by the door. "Snowfall, cool the jets for a moment. This announcement has to do with each and every one of usโ€ Rhys said. And with that Marcus and Rhys started explaining about the monster and the afflicted situation and how everyone died before reporting back. They were planning on sending another team out there and all Niylah could think off was I hope they know what the fuck they are doing. โ€œRoight, well first things first, I'll only be takin' a small group out. There's too many of the nasties to take a whole bloody parade. So: Ryan, Nik, Penny, Elijah, and Kayden. I'll be takin' you lot out at dawn, be sure to get a good nights rest 'cuz you'll be needin' it." Scott took a step forward and started announcing the names of the explorers. "If there are any questions, feel free to ask---" Marcus said as Rhys started walking away. โ€œ yeah Marcus, fuck youโ€ Niylah whispered and went out of the cafeteria back to the room they were staying in.

She wasn't angry that they were going on a mission. she was one of the group now โ€“ or at least she felt she was โ€“ she would fight with them and for them. But she was angry that she didn't know all this before. She was angry that Rhys chose to team up with Marcus and not telling them about it, that she was blaming the wrong guy and pulling the wrong strings from the beginning. She fucking stared at Marcus like a psycho a few hours ago. She threw a fist again at the wall beside her bed. Her hand was hurting now, that was not a very smart thing to do. She shoved her notes in her duffle bag and took Colbyโ€™s diary, she should go back and return it โ€ฆ poor Colby. she thought, placing the diary in her other bag and taking some bandages to tie her now sore hand with, she then lied down and stared at blankly at the ceiling trying to gather her thoughts but miserably failing. She was not buying this story, she still didn't trust Marcus, and there are a lot of missing pieces.
 
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[div class=speakeasy2]Niklas Voss Can't
LOCATION โ€” McGuire AF Base
BGM โ€” FLORENCE + THE MACHINE - NO LIGHT, NO LIGHT
TAGS โ€” Rhys is in deep shit ( Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater ), Niylah the Firecracker ( Cara Cara ) [/div]
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[div class=speaks][div class=blue][div class=speakstoo]โ€œshit manโ€ฆ are you okay? Is this really the fucking time to smoke Nik?!โ€
"It's..always a good time to smoke..." the blond said with a hoarse laugh, taking the water bottle from Niylah and giving her a wink. He downed a bit of it, but passed it back to her moments later.

Smoking calmed the nerves, and even if it was a drug and was probably slowly giving him some kind of cancer, it was better than getting on the heroin hype train or something worse than that.He had his own major addiction to contend with, and he thought he was doing a pretty good job at it.

Hell had had plenty of opportunities to do more than just send him its business card, marked in blackness beneath the skin. But it hadn't taken him yet. Their little family had made sure of that, and his willpower, certainly.

Willpower that weathered like an ancient stone, bitten acidic in a downpour.

The hand that had gently graced the small of his back prior would not be enough, at any point during this reveal, to have preemptively stymied these unfathomable depths.

He was too brittle now.

"I have to hand it to you Niylah, that was pretty good. You've got a good start."

Nik took a half step back, leaning his shoulder slightly as if listening with his whole body. The recent revelations were thought-provoking enough, but this new sentence felt like a question mark made of vaguely simmering chemicals.

His expression flickered from mute confusion to a gnawing thing, as each concussive word fell from the whitelighter's lips.

"You're right about the sacrifices though, that' s precisely what's been happening. But that isn't all Marcus, he has just as much control over all this as I do ---which to say isn't much."

Over all this. What's...all this?, thought the blond as he leaned on one leg. The cigarette took up its elegant dance between fingers, to lips, to air, to gray ash on the tiled floor. It was like a pierrot in mist and silk whites, flecks of it caught in the nominal light.

The wheels turned in Nik's head, as if hitching on a line. A line that was tethered to the muscled meat of his heart. It spun the yarn, and started to snag the red pulp. Drag it through the ditches, the woods, past trees, over fencing, and into the mud. To bleat, to bleed, and to tear.

What was said before didn't line up with what was being said now. Nik stilled, as if caught in a crashing electronic glitch, trying to process. The rains tapped on, and he hesitated.

"That guy you said was their leader? He wasn't. There was a man here before that. Went by the name of Grigory,"

"Haven't heard that name in a while," Nik offered in less than a patter of a sentence. The blond had an inordinate amount of respect for the quasi cult leader, despite knowing they were antithetical to each other in many ways.

Grigori had been orderly, he had made sense, which the blond appreciated. He enacted within certain systems, systems that Nik could understand.

Grigori had also taken the time to help Nik calm down after he found his Coin again. But any leadership that involved Grigori, also involved a sort of detachment from others...sans his children.

The ends would justify the means, which was a realm of thought Nik wasn't partial to, because he found it hypocritical.

Despite his broiling impulsivity, despite the demonhood that was threatening him at every given moment, he would never agree with that line of thinking. Free will, always. Always, and forever, and each circumstance required careful ethical consideration.

Count on the devil's handmaiden to want everyone to have a say against all established orders, when possible.

"He lead that faction for a while before he and his kids left. But there is something far bigger going on here. The weather outside, you think that's normal? Because I sure as fuck don't remember winters getting this bad in the fucking fall."

"No shit," he said, remarking on the snowstorm. But Nik was not some kind of seer, he wasn't divine, he didn't have the expertise to understand why they were being pummeled by a snowstorm enough to rival the worst blizzard in New York's history (which he had seen)...in the fall.

Frankly, he didn't really care all that much. He cared more about their group...making it to someplace safe, and living some kind of life that didn't include him diving into war.

More war meant less humanity. More blood meant less 'Nik' and more demon. He didn't want that, even if something in him did.

Elbow braced in one hand, cigarette perched between his fingers, the part-time devil's deep ocean gaze darkened. They were traveling down into the depths, and the pressure that spelled out on Nik's often strangely graceful frame was staggering.

"There are good people here. I know...I know most of us aren't meshing well, but I cannot condone packing us all up just because of some half-assed hatred for a man who is just....trying his best." Meshing?

"How longโ€”" Did you know? Nik was not a moron, but Niylah started up her portion of this exchange before he could even form the thoughts to bring them into being. He bit his lip red to gnaw, and almost forgot he was smoking, as she spoke.

โ€œYou think I don't know that there are good people here? Do you think that I donโ€™t know that there are kids and innocent people here? fuck I was responsible for a kid at some point and I know the fucking responsibility that is layed on your shoulders and as much as I hate Marcus, I know that it's on his on fucking shoulders as well! protect your people, one wrong move and they would all fucking die. And believe me when I say that I know it sucks when people die on your watch. I donโ€™t think that Marcus is responsible for the disappearing because I hate him! this is what the fucking diarys are telling me! so if you know something I don't know why donโ€™t you go ahead and share and correct my information! because I was freaking out trying to fucking find one of you guys to tell you that we might not fucking make it till tomorrowโ€

The shoulders tightened, the jaw clenched. The pressure descended, and yet it seemed like out of the pair of men, Nik was the one recoiling under the weight of the black waters of it all. Niylah was left floating, and he wished she hadn't been.

He looked to Niylah, her voicing various words that had been rattling around in his affliction-addled brain. The cigarette tipped ash yet again, and he sucked on his teeth. The look on his face was various flights of cacophonies, ranging from defeated, to confused, hurt, and that mired disbelief so acrid you could taste it across the room.

She had spent such a long time trying to figure this out, her energy exhausted, and then made her way to the pair of them. She, a new friend, a new family member, one he had barely had a moment to talk to...had done all this. And yet it had been mostly a wasted effort on her part.

Rightly, she was pissed. And Nik was not far behind her, except it was ten shades lateral into betrayed. Not for what had been done, but for what had been left unsaid.

"She's right yโ€”" his sentence died in his mouth and turned to ash. He swallowed it down a tightened throat, and it cracked the brittle bones along the way.

"There is a monster out there....we haven't...we couldn't yet find its location. But, the missions aren't a death march."

Thanks for telling us now, the 'we' that's supposed to matter most, ass...was what he would've said, because he was disliking this series of sentences more and more with each passing moment. But the blond bit his tongue, because Rhys' confession, or whatever the fuck it was turning into, had not yet abated.

"They were...my idea. A compromise. The only people who can get close enough are afflicted and if we truly want to get out of here and keep heading west, we have to work together."

The most important 'we' are directly involved in this. It seems that their little family had been left out, but then again, Nik didn't know who else knew, if any of them. He felt they would've told him...but now he was left doubting even this, which he showed by chewing his lip further.

It didn't matter that it made the most sense, and it did seem to be the most logical progression. They couldn't very well move to safety in this storm, but that wasn't what boiled the chemicals in his veins with each passing moment.

It mattered that the others, and himself, weren't given the grace to understand this in full.

All this shit about 'seeing what Marcus was up to' was just a fucking farce. Those were lies. Nik was trying not to deal in lies. He was trying to trust in new heroes, and finally lay his own canvas bare.

"Have either of you ever wondered why no one is allowed outside at night? Things are not what they seem here but that in no way is the fault of any human man." Wondered? Plenty. Answers to be had? Fucking none, he thought. And yet the whitelighter had some kind of answers, holding all the cards while Nik sat there dumbly asking if he had any 6's.

When he had just moments ago been asked...if he had any more questions.

These questions, asking anything real, would come folded into the things he could not know. Would not be able to know to even ask. Would not be told. He, indeed, was just a parcel. An appendage.

An addon, an after-thoughtโ€”that's how it felt to the part-time devilโ€”regardless of the veracity of the claims.

The pretty, strange thing you snagged on your way out of the market. Like one of Diana's baubles, something like a crystal stone and a skull. Sentimental, not necessary.

It looked nice, felt nice in your hands, but it had no actual practical use.And when it did, it was none the wiser for it.

That red-eyed demon's words spiraled in his mind. 'A pawn, not a bishop', and he was no more angry in his life than possibly now. The rush of metal in his mouth meant he had bit into his tongue the wrong way. The stone weathered on, and he tasted iron.

Nik's face turned sour. The cigarette was smoked, again, he was using it like a language. The expressive mouth he had whispered prayers and adoration for their fearless leader was stuck in a frame of an etching. As were the blond's eyes, irritation being an understatement.

Nik had helped push them forward to this place, and Reverie had been pissed. But to him, this had been a slight affront.

He didn't know enough as to just what they had been walking into, but he wanted to keep their family alive. No false pretenses. Keep them alive, and when she confronted him, his words were sincere.

"I suggest when both of you decide to take off your tin-foil hats to head over to the cafeteria."

"We wouldn't have fashioned them in the first place, had you decided to," Nik swung his arm out as if presenting an invisible buffet on an invisible table, "show us what else was on the motherfucking menu," with that, the blond tossed a gaze to Niylah, who was also coincidentally fuming. Then, he abruptly shut down. The stone shifted, and he was inert.

That was it. He left. Not following the whitelighter's shadow, but instead forked off beside him, and not in a tandem step.

Very visibly decoupled. He understood the gravity of the situation. He wasn't stupid, he knew there were greater reasons for the actions at play.

What he didn't understand was why he, supposedly the second actor in the forefront of this little menagerie of horrors, wasn't apprised by the first sooner.

And the lies about going to investigate Marcus. The paranoia. It was supposed to be 'us' against 'them', and now it was 'we' this and 'we' that. Such a sudden shift was a damning thing, truly. Niylah had it spelled all over her face, and was Nik supposed to be any happier about it?

Nik veered, barely listening to whatever was being said in the cafeteria, but taking it all in. He heard, understood, but his gaze didn't connect with anyone. It was an avoidant thing for a time, a listless thing, and thing that couldn't be drawn out.

"Pretty boy and I have been working on something for the past couple of weeks that will benefit all of us."

Weeks. The rains slammed on the weathered rock that was Niklas Liam Voss' carefully constructed willpower. Diana's deep breathing techniques broke apart like glass thoughts in the back of his skull. The shards stung.

"The problem...is that they die before they can report back. So there isn't much information on what's out there---"

To our deaths. The figment of Henry coercing him to trust in new heroes, to level with others, to open up, to be there and be present, and look forward, not back...broke apart. Had he been around, maybe he could've said something to the blond, in all his drawling Derby charm.

Maybe he would've been the only one in that moment to know that he needed something said to him.

It would've helped.

"So then pretty boy suggested a mission. We don't have any more people to spare, none that are afflicted anyway."

So you throw our's out to fix the problem we didn't even know was our's to begin with?

The blackness spun through Nik's veins in time with his heartbeat, which was rapidly smashing against his rib cage now not like a bird. But like an antagonized honey badger, denting his very bones with the slam.

It was noticeable, edging up to the carotid artery of his throat up to his temple. Yet in this moment, he was graceful, and removed.

Like a statue, the black lines the only thing apparently moving on his body, except for the punctuation of the cigarette, and the very rare blinking. The mouth was not expressive. There were no expressions.

"I helped with the list...it...seemed like the best solution."

Nik had had a partner like this before. His strong brows raised and stuck there, as if seeing something that was mildly surprising, in the distance. A foreign memory, something he didn't need to think on very often, but it lingered.

He had been stunningly gorgeous, kind and erudite, depositing gifts for the blond at any available moment...before the blond had made any real money that really mattered. He had been younger, the other man, older.

The gifts had been bribery; hush money for what he would omit.

It was before all the stability of college, where he had met his whirlwind with her tattoed fingers and erratic nature.

She'd held onto his hand as it whipped them around their life, and they'd touch down when they needed to, the family of before taking that crazy ride with them both.

But all things were transparent in the wind. He always knew where they were going. They all asked, and they all answered. A culmination of pretty things set on her mantle, she polished them. Even Penny was shined, doted on, and set someplace important.

She had taken care of her baubles and oddities very well.

Nik twisted his mouth for one microscopic moment, a muted sneer, the brows fell and rose again. This was a Grigori move, he imagined. Not a Rhys move, at least he thought as much.

But...what did he really know about the man he was in love with? Nik's veins pulsed black and he caught his lip in his teeth for the fraction of a moment. He offered himself the out of conceding. The out of realizing this was for some greater good, and his own personal feelings had to be suspended for it to flourish. For them to live, he would take this less personally, which was hard, considering all that had just happened.

And, of course, considering he was a man clutched by hell's grasp for reasons he also did not fully know.

But it didn't mean the omission was warranted for the others, either... The blond smoked, drawing his eyes across the others in the cafeteria, like an outsider. Staring on as the cast and crew of their little horror movie were alerted of the coming mission, and the coming danger none of them yet knew enough about.

Nik was there, flicking ash, as if he almost had the ability to taste the truths beneath the lies. Aware, astute, alert, but then he'd be told to look at the second camera and miss all the inbetweens and the important things.

There had been so many omissions back then, with the old flame before "the before". He thought in some large way he had deserved it, as his stint in being a trinket had started when he had been far younger than all that.

Deserved it, or perhaps, that had been the way of the world. Swept away by the firm hands of some vaguely European dickhead, on his way back from the market.

Nik had been not unlike some sort of candied treat Olivia had liked, and Malkov had just kept eating, all the while sharing whiskey with full-course meals that weren't him.

Dining on delights Nik didn't get to know about until the eleventh fucking hour.

Henry had pulled him out of that, nothing but a crumpled paper wrapper by the end of it, and Diana had pressed the paper out. Peeled it back, and painted on it.

Made it gold. Made it a treasure. Not food, not a trinket, not a pawn.

"Roight, well first things first, I'll only be takin' a small group out. There's too many of the nasties to take a whole bloody parade. So: Ryan, Nik, Penny, Elijah, and Kayden. I'll be takin' you lot out at dawn, be sure to get a good nights rest 'cuz you'll be needin' it."

In that moment, Nik broke his stillframe expression and cast a glance to Ryan. It was punctuated with flicking ash on the floor, which Chantel blistered a gaze into him for.

Then Penny, which spelled every single thing that was going on in his head. She'd read it all, because she was Penny.

It was a surprise for Nik, he hadn't been told; a lilt of an eyebrow.
He would've made sure all of them knew; a crushing of the teeth over his lower lip.
He was angry; no expression for half of a microsecond.
This was like before, with that shithead; a sneer and the curl of a lip.
I hate this; glassy eyes.

And finally; I'll make sure we're safe, in a lukewarm flutter of downcast eyes and a thin lined mouth in a brushstroke.

Elijah got a glance not unlike a promise, and then Amara got the same. He wouldn't let the other man fall, he promised Amara in the fraction of a second.

Kayden...well. Nik swallowed hard. He was a vulnerable young man, and it scared him to know they'd be dragging him out into the great frozen beyond. He'd have taken a bullet for any of them, or a blade, or a maw. But for that one, he probably would need to, actually.

There came the slap of the shoulder to the whitelighter from the man they had all grown to hate in such a short time, that now they had been asked to be gracious towards, and forgiving, and understanding. Nik flinched when it happened, and the black blood hammered his head like a hummingbird's brutal winged beats.

"If there are any questions, feel free to ask---"

When Rhys stormed off, Nik's smirk was acidic. Rhys could fold in on himself, over and over again, he could grow angry and fierce when he lacked control, and was scared and confused.

He could lash out, again and again, and here when Nik really did need him to act more like a grown adult man and accept at least Nik telling him that he was an asshole, he was gone.

It was Malkov all over again.

It was hard not to draw comparisons. Nik had made it a point not to conflate past relationships with what was here and present. He did think on them often, but had taken great pains to separate them. Now, with how weathered the rock was, it was too hard to stop conflating in a spiral.

The blond flicked ash and stared off into nothing.

"Alright, so we'll solve this mess," he finally added to whoever was around to hear it. "Thanks for letting us know," he said without a hint of ire or acidity. He had expected them to keep things from the group, but he hadn't expected him to. There was no need to punish them with his venom.

Nik stepped back and turned on heel, passing by the flung-open door that Rhys had no-doubt rushed out of.

Cowardly, just like Malkov. For all that control he wielded, and wanted, and lorded and drew the blond to him like a stupid moth flicking itself into a too-bright bulb, it was weakness.

It took actual bravery and guts to give someone else the reigns. But in cases like that, the one giving up control had all the control.

The boundaries existed for a reason, and no lines were ever crossed. Nik could lean back and say peppermint, pineapple, peanut butter, or something equally daft and then they'd halt all advances.

Not in this case.

Nik stopped at that door, then cast his eyes in a faultline over to Declan who was trying not to look at him for some reason. Then to Elliot, who had wandered in, and was very specifically trying to look at him.

The glance Nik gave Elliot froze the blood in his veins, because it was another promise. He'd be gutted at some point, because hell had given Nik his bloody nametag at this very moment, and the probation period for this internship was almost up already.

Nik flicked ash. He had a decision to make, here.

Let the whitelighter freeze his balls off and save his pride, be a big strong man when he returned inside again, and maybe they'd never talk about it.

Never talk about it, as his face was jammed into a headboard, never talk about it as he worshiped with his teeth, never talk about it like he was a sweet in a busted up wrapper, never talk about it because both men loved the idea of each other and not who they each really were.

The blond gouged Elliot with a glance, and he finally looked away, bloodless.

Or, make Rhys face reality.

Why, of all people, it was Declan who opened his mouth to utter anything, was beyond Nik.

"Dude..."
"Stop talking," he said as his veins spurred the blackness on in little rivers up his skin.

The blond tried the door, finding it nearly screwed completely shut by the wind. He took a step back, jaw clenching, a hand pressed against it. That hand turned into a fist. If this was some Vulcan bullshit, fine. They could work on it, work through it. If it was who the other man was, well, then they'd need to fully taste it.

To know each other, actually. For there to be actual love here, not just the idea of who the other person was, and not just all this tangle of limbs.

They'd need to take out the fineries, spindle them on a table, at some point when they weren't running for their lives, and be as they were.

The prior conversation was a taste, a bullshit brunch. But they needed to cut the pieces apart, chew, and possibly choke on it.

Or Nik wasn't interested in trying to eat it anymore.

After...this little mission. After, and after that maybe, and after. But at some point, in earnest, and not celery and ranch fucking dressing from Super Costco.

"...snrk," Elliot started up, and Nik turned his head like a deep-sea eel affixing with animal eyes over his doppelganger features. This was the reason for the sneer and the vitriol, certainly. The little trash panda was hoping to stake his claim like the bloody clap, because he knew Nik would bite the dust out there. That's what Nik reasoned, at least, and not that the shorter man was a walking talking form of syphilis.

"...I'm in the mood for some recreational activities," he paused, tilting his head to the side, "What that means is that I want to stab my blade into your aorta or peel your fucking skin off while you're still breathing." Elliot said nothing.

Declan coughed, and Nik turned past the both of them, trailing smoke like breadcrumbs. He stopped halfway up the hallway just as Rhys came back inside. He heard the door open, then looked over his shoulder to the dumbfounded human STD Elliot and Declan, the nervous, dim-bulbed hallway lamp.

"If you so much as breathe at me the wrong way, I will dump your doppelganger body in a hidey hole for the rats to eat," this was said to Elliot as smoke licked the part-time devil's features, cementing that no, he was not kidding. Yes, it would happen. And yes, he'd enjoy it.

That was all he said, walking forward away from the cafeteria, away from the others, from the stupefied Declan and the suddenly very quiet Elliot. From the whitelighter, now inside.

From his friends, their little family, possibly still gathered and now questioning what to make of this.

He went back past the now dank-smelling laundry room, darted into the shower area, ripped the clothes off his body, and put the water on the highest setting possible without blistering his skin off.

It slammed over his head, his fists clenching and unclenching, then let his forehead rest on the tiling as he seethed. It was here where he could talk this out. Here, where there was no one, underneath the water, where he could fix this. Wrap the hot-blooded sweets back up in their little crinkled packaging, and be done with it.

Emotions. Impulsivity. Rash decisions. Inhuman self control. Death, and death, and blood, and guts, and more. And always the lust, always, to chew on that damned magnolia like it was oxygen in his lungs.

It didn't seem to matter what wars he, himself, dealt with. Because the good of the many outweighed the needs of the few, and decisive plays were madeโ€”far greater than what he'd ever have triedโ€”for just that purpose. He was being selfish, but wasn't everyone else? Wasn't Rhys, keeping this to himself?

Wasn't Reverie, wanting to be informed before they ran in here to escape the cold? Was he the only one who couldn't voice these things?

The shower waters ran red with blood, something not real. He thought he'd pull back and rub his eyes to clear the vision of it, but he didn't. He heard a tapping on the glass as the waters which were not really red fell through his blond hair. Tapping, an impossibly black, impossible sparrow was settled on an impossible, nighly transparent branch.

He was taking a shower, but nature itself had come into his mind to greet him.

Nature is Hell's church, after all.

"Calm down." The bird tapped at the glass, a sound that wasn't a sound.
"...I know I want it, but stop." Tap, like the little warnings of before, in quotes in his mind. But this time, a befeathered creature, as if to be friendly.
"Stop. Calm down." Tap, the rustle of leaves where there were no leaves.

"...it's not just you. It's for everyone, lick your fucking wounds...and deal with it," he seethed behind a clenched jaw. Talking through what he needed to tell himself. What he needed someone to tell him, albeit in kinder words for his weathered-stone heart.

The water still ran red, something still not real. But the bird and the branch were gone, a small victory.

"There's a mission, we can handle it," even the words sounded transparent in his ears. He turned the shower off, and stepped out from it, snagging the nearest available towel which was a pleasant shade of maroon.

Tap.

"I've got it, stop." Clothes were put on, birds and branches were ignored, and Niklas Voss did what he did best:

He swallowed it back and pretended he didn't hate it.

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Penelope Vale



location: exit hall

mood: focused, devoted

with: Rhys


ooc: wooo babey



The group was called together, which didnโ€™t at first raise any flags in Pennyโ€™s mind. She sat patiently, looking over at the others as they grouped in. Rhys took lead next to Marcus and Chantel, with Scott off to the side. It was an entire family affair, as it seemed, which made her eyebrow quirk in preparation for whatever lay ahead.

When Alaska entered, she had made an off-colour comment to Marcus. Her tone had been snarky, which made the blonde knit her brows together. Marcus was something else, that was for sure, but did deserve the constant harassment from their group? She had watched, wide eyed and flabbergasted at the display from Kayden and Ryan earlier. They also clearly, did not like Marcus. While she didnโ€™t have a strong preference in either direction for Marcus, he hadnโ€™t exactly left them in the cold to die. Sure, they had odd jobs to take up for the last three days, and sure Marcus was as aggressive as a male he could beโ€ฆ but sheโ€™d rather keep it to herself any reservations she would have had with the man.

"Now you all might be wondering why I've gathered you all here today! Pretty boy and I have been working on something for the past couple of weeks that will benefit all of us."

She was forward when she needed to be, and passive any other time. If things were going well, why push it?

"The storm outside isn't natural. I'm sure you've all noticed---"

"The real fuckin' issue is that there ain't---"

"There isn't a way to get into the center of the storm. Scott had been trying to find a way for almost a year now and the furthest they've gotten was when the party had at least one afflicted member." Was that the case? Penny raked her gaze down the long haired man, who from her constant tickling and gut feeling led her to believe he was as blessed as she and Rhys. It had probably been why he had been sizing them up when they first arrived. There was no smell to any blessed or afflicted, not yet to the woman, but for now she was able to feel something in her gut if it was wrong or right. She narrowed her eyes at Scott and the others, trying to figure out where the announcement was going.

"So it isn't a stretch to think that whatever's behind this is of demonic origin. The problem...is that they die before they can report back. So there isn't much information on what's out there---"

"So then pretty boy suggested a mission. We don't have any more people to spare, none that are afflicted anyway."

"I helped with the list...it...seemed like the best solution." Her heart dropped quickly to her stomach, and she looked between the men up front and the people around her. Her gut feeling couldnโ€™t be blamed, the implicit fear that some of the people they cared about would be going to their death, on a mission to try and dissuade whatever was causing the weather outside. Scott spoke up next.

โ€œRoight, well first things first, I'll only be takin' a small group out. There's too many of the nasties to take a whole bloody parade. So: Ryan, Nik, Penny, Elijah, and Kayden. I'll be takin' you lot out at dawn, be sure to get a good nights rest 'cuz you'll be needin' it." Her heart dropped again, a red flush crawling across her face as she heard the names. People she cared about, and herself. Why would Rhys... ? If he helped make the listโ€ฆ he had his reasons, didnโ€™t he? Was it that they were more capable, the five of them, over anyone else? She was thankful, and bit scared to be included on this โ€˜suicide missionโ€™, but sheโ€ฆ as much as it gave her nerves. Her abilitiesโ€ฆ she had faith in her ability to save others. Ryan and Nik were the priority, to keep alive and to get through it allโ€ฆ she knew she could do it. She knew Rhys had faith in them. It would do no one good to go up in arms against him against it, or to drag him and hate on Rhys for making that decision.

But people werenโ€™t happy, as it turned out. A slow, quiet, creeping hatred bleached the room a discomforting white. Her face, creased with pain, looked between everyone. She was about to say something, to open her mouth and make it better, but Rhy was gone.

Penny had two options in front of her, given the current scenario. Shit had, undoubtedly, hit the fan in one way or another. Her gaze swept between the two emotional, passionate men that she held dear to her heart. Rhys had quickly darted from heated glares and vocal lashes, while Nik had sauntered off in a smoke cloud of smothered rage and violent curses. They were both hurt, and while she looked between the two she knew that she had to follow one of them.

Her options were as followed:

She could chase after Nik, her best friend. She always did, especially when things got rough. She had spent most of their earlier times together in the whirlwind of her own life, of night and day dedicated to nursing school and caring for her grandmother. Sheโ€™d vowed afterward, when Nik and Rhys had saved her on the side of the road, that sheโ€™d make others her priority-- more so than before. She owed it to those around her, especially those she cared about. Nikโ€ฆ seemed to need something right now. The extent to which she did not know, but the sight of him so verbally lashing and cutting with words both Declan and Elliot had sent chills up her spine.

It reminded her of his nightmare, and of how violent he could be. It was that side of him, tainted by the affliction. It was more than she had ever imagined he could beโ€ฆ and it still frightened her. When he had gotten so close to pure madness with tearing apart raiders on their mission to save Rhys and the others, she had been terrified then as well. But he had talked himself downโ€ฆ and no one knew Nik better than Nik. She could pretend all she liked that she knew him better than most, and perhaps to some degree she did.

They got each other.

They knew how the other worked almost like machine work, or the rhythm of a clock ticking with its second and hour hand. In sync, tangled within each other.

Heart and soul. She didnโ€™t doubt that they were healthy for each other. But he was scary when he was like this, and he needed to calm his own self down. He needed to wake up.

She could go after Rhys, who had always seemed to have Nik by his side for as long as she had been with the group. They had been caught up in their love for each other, that much was obvious. She liked Rhys, too. They were similar, aside from that Rhys seemed to be three shades angstier and more stoic than Penny. They were blessed, and they both vibed with the divine blessings that had been bestowed to each other. Being blessed, they could heal each other. It created a tenderness to the relationship that Penny couldnโ€™t even verbalize, given the chance.

She cared for Rhys, and seeing him up on that stage had wounded her soul. The painted looks that he used to hide, but she was perceptive and she always saw the micro-expressions within everyoneโ€™s soul. He was the de-facto leader, and the pressure of that was not a light one. When Rhys had been taken by the raiders, she had stepped in. Making decisions was never easy, and she recognized this as she traced the gazes of the room on Rhys. The weight of it all was above simply making the choice to send people out to their possible death, it was the venom in the otherโ€™s glances. Some were sympathetic, enough. Most were caught off guard by this apparent betrayal, that Rhys would stoop so low as to cooperate with the leader of the other group. Their other source of manpower. There were little options, what with the storm outside. Rhys had done the best he couldโ€ฆ and it had hurt him. It had hurt him to make those decisions and it made her heart pain for the absence of an ally on his side. He was human, even if the tattoos on his body and the resurrection would argue otherwise.

Where she would always go to Nikโ€™s side, she took the moment to decide that Rhys needed her more, in this moment. She was a communal link between Nik and Rhys. She knew them both.

And right now, Rhys needed her.

โ€œIโ€ฆ got it. Iโ€™ll make sure Rhys is ok,โ€ Penny said to the room, rising from her chair unceremoniously. It scraped against the ground loudly, rivaling the pumping of her heart in her ears. Her stomach was knotted, and quickly she felt a warm body press against her leg. Woofus whined and Penny frowned, scratching him behind the ear. โ€œWeโ€™re going to make sure heโ€™s okay. He needs some love right now.โ€

She followed after, a bit delayed, with Woofus taking the lead. Her face was screwed up in all kinds of worried, mostly that he would be out in the cold and trying to freeze the pain away. You couldnโ€™t just numb it allโ€ฆ because it would only hurt twice as much afterward.

Through a door and into a hallway led to caution tape that barred one of the outside doors. It was ripped in half, making Penny worry even more. Before she could get any closer to peer outside and make sure he hadnโ€™t gone and thrown himself into a pile of snow and ice, the door opened and Rhys came in, shaking snow from his head.

She made a pained noise, quiet, that Woofus took as an advance forward. The dog padded slowly, and pressed his nose against the manโ€™s leg. Penny gave a small wave, smiling sheepishly.

โ€œHey,โ€ was all that she said currently, as her brain worked in overdrive to come up with the right thing to say. She took a deep breath and then held up a hand.

โ€œIโ€™m going to say my piece, Okay?โ€ She looked him square in the eyes and then nodded, mostly to herself. โ€œRight. So, I first of all want to tell you thatโ€ฆ Iโ€™m not mad. What you did took balls, if Iโ€™ll be honest, balls that I donโ€™t think most of us could even dream of having. Itโ€™s not secret thatโ€ฆ well, that Marcus isnโ€™t well liked among the others and well.. You had little choice in working with him. He isnโ€™t the devilโ€ฆ and neither are you. Weโ€™re faced with unbeatable odds here, without their help. The people here need us just as much as we need themโ€ฆ I think you know that.โ€ she took a deep breath again, fiddling with the sleeves of her shirt.

โ€œSecond of all, I want to tell you that Iโ€™m not mad because I think itโ€™s what you need to hear from someone right now. I sawโ€ฆ I saw Nikโ€™s expressionโ€ฆ and what he didโ€ฆ and I think you both left for your own reasonsโ€ฆ but heโ€™s a big boy and he can hopefully understand that what you did was for us. You arenโ€™t a heartless dictator, you didnโ€™t ask to be our leaderโ€ฆ but here you are, making decisions. Tough decisions tooโ€ฆ like who to send to a mission that could very well be suicide to them,โ€ she paused when her brain suddenly clicked. Her eyes lit up and she snapped her fingers at Rhys. โ€œOh, my god. Youโ€ฆ you donโ€™t think itโ€™s suicide do you? They saidโ€ฆ the afflicted have died every time someone went out with Scottโ€ฆ so, if youโ€™re sending both of your afflictedโ€ฆ Rhys, ohโ€ฆ Oh, Rhys. You know more than you let on donโ€™t you? Youโ€ฆ know something is up. Either that, or you have complete faith in us; more than youโ€™d give to Scott and the others here. You send all your best men, because you know that weโ€™re going to come out alive. Or, you hope we do at leastโ€ฆ but I think so too.โ€

She took a deep breath, placing her hands on her head to control all the thoughts within. Penny blinked, laughing a little bit. โ€œIโ€ฆ I didnโ€™t doubt you Rhys. I wouldnโ€™tโ€ฆ I couldnโ€™t. After all that weโ€™ve been throughโ€ฆ it doesnโ€™t feel right to blame you for this, even if you stood up there and took it off of Marcusโ€™s back.โ€ She shook her head, pressing her fingers lightly to her forehead, and breathed deeply. She looked up and smiled at Rhys, a small and sympathetic purse of the lips.

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Location: McGuire AF Base infirmary-->cafeteria
mentions: Marcus, guilty guilty leader Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater , Savior Penny BELIAL. BELIAL. , Intern from hell BasiliskVeranda BasiliskVeranda




Alaska Roberts



"Snowfall, cool the jets for a moment. This announcement has to do with each and every one of us." Alaska crossed her arms over her chest a little embarrassed at how exasperated Rhys had sounded. She shot a cold look at Chantel's comment then sighed heavily. If Rhys said that it's important then she trusted him completely.


"Now you all might be wondering why I've gathered you all here today!" The Young Hunter rolled her eyes at his mockery, she wasn't going to be provoked again so she only sighed tilting her head looking both bored and tired "Just get to the fucking point dreadlocks"
"Pretty boy and I have been working on something for the past couple of weeks that will benefit all of us."

"The storm outside isn't natural. I'm sure you've all noticed---"

"The real fuckin' issue is that there ain't---"

"There isn't a way to get into the center of the storm. Scott had been trying to find a way for almost a year now and the furthest they've gotten was when the party had at least one afflicted member."
The two leaders bickered and interrupted each other at every given moment. They almost looked comical, and if the situation wasn't serious Alaska might have actually found it amusing.

"So it isn't a stretch to think that whatever's behind this is of demonic origin." Chantel chimed in, receiving a nod of agreement from Rhys. "The problem...is that they die before they can report back. So there isn't much information on what's out there---"

Here Alaska's eyes widened in both surprise and fear. " you can't be suggesting that......" A lump formed in her throat and her voice was too soft for anyone to notice that she had said anything.

If the afflicted were really dying..... Then why on Earth would they send more?


"So then pretty boy suggested a mission. We don't have any more people to spare, none that are afflicted anyway."
Alaska felt as if her eyebrows we're about to touch the ceiling, and when her honey colored eyes met Rhys' pained azure orbs they softened a bit. He was blaming himself...again, something this group was very good at doing. Her shoulders relaxed and and she sent a reassuring smile as he continued. "I helped with the list...it...seemed like the best solution."

When Scott took a step forward and started reciting the names of the unlucky chosen ones Alaska opened her mouth to protest. It seamed like, aside from Scott, only people from her group were chosen to go on that mission, but the expression on Rhys' face stopped her. A heavy sigh escaped her mouth as she locked eyes with him. He looked like he was about to choke, like someone gasping for air and finding none. She smiled faintly, frightened almost, wanting to tell him it's alright, wanting to tell him that it wasn't his fault. But he stormed off out of the room, followed by Nik who looked betrayed.

In an instance, Alaska was on her feet. โ€œIโ€ฆ got it. Iโ€™ll make sure Rhys is ok,โ€ Giving the most grateful smile at Penny, Alaska nodded and went after Nik.

The quasi-devil looked calm in the room, with eyes that screamed with anger. The kind of calmness to be succeeded by a storm. She followed him slowly, as if hunting. He stood in front of the door. People tried to stop him......A big mistake that was.
'' I'm in the mood for some recreational activities," he paused, tilting his head to the side, "What that means is that I want to stab my blade into your aorta or peel your fucking skin off while you're still breathing." Elliot looked frightened, so did Declan. Alaska stared ahead. That man flirted with hell....It flirted back, pulling him closer and closer to her chest, wanting to hug him eternally. She knew that was inevitable, but hell was really stupid if it thought she wouldn't die trying to prevent it still.
"If you so much as breathe at me the wrong way, I will dump your doppelganger body in a hidey hole for the rats to eat,"
he stormed off to the shower area, while the two men stood there as if petrified by Medusa's magic. The young hunter passed them with a slow pace : ''He's not joking'' Her voice was empty as she passed.


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Niklas got out of the showers, he looked like someone had just murdered his entire family. It seamed to her that whatever words uttered to comfort or console him would be in vain. Alaska was sitting by the door on the floor, back resting against the wall. In her lap rested a pack of cigarettes, and something else.... In her lap rested the gift Rhys had given his quasi-devil at the hampton inn, the painting set. ''I found it in my backpack..''She'd start when he'd open the door. ''Namri saved the backpack.... This stayed inside. She didn't know if that would make him feel better or worse. She only wanted to remind him that Rhys cared. That he cared so much and that probably he'd been beating himself up eversince he found out.


She'd offer the cigarettes to the man she considered a brother, offer rum poured into a paper cup. She'd sit with him in silence for as long as he needed, she'd listen if he wanted to talk, and just.....spend a high quality evening with him. She'd tell him not to die, not to let anyone die. She'd tell him that she had his back, whenever he needed. That they still had wardings for affliction. She'd remind him that she will NOT let him slip....And if he'd tell her to leave him alone, she'd respect that too...with a heavy heart.

At that moment.....Alaska would do anything he needed to calm down.








 
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[div class=miniBox][div class="miniText mini1"] [div class=bar][div class=title]Location[/div][div class=barText]McGuire AF Base[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]Interactions[/div][div class=barText]Penelope[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]Mentions[/div][div class=barText]Niklas|Alaska|Niylah[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]BGM[/div][div class=barText]One Edge of Two +Even Still I Want To [/div][/div] [/div] [/div] [div class=bigBox][div class=bigScroll] The lock snapped into place and a sigh barreled out of his chest, gaze distant as he tried to recenter himself. There was still the feeling of his heart pounding too fast for his chest to handle and the coiling in the pit of his stomach, but there wasn't much he could do about it now. The air had helped clear a bit of the fog, but it hadn't been a miracle worker. He was struggling to compartmentalize his thoughts, especially when their faces kept flickering into his mind. He had seen a lot of surprise, a lot of anger, most notably from Nik, and while he hadn't expected them to understand why he made this decision it didn't make the weight of the outcome any lesser. Internally there was something melting into a soundless oblivion, falling, a bottomless pit, with nothing to grab onto, tumbling, into swirling blackness, despair, gloom welling up from below, that engulfed his soul in nothingness, sinking whilst still clawing at the walls of the pit, dragged down, swamped with negative emotion, as steady and merciless as sinking sand, smothered, helplessness, a firm grip of desolation, a void, as if being trampled on by feet in heavy lead boots. It mixed and formed itself with the hurricane of his thoughts ---a fault that he had never quite learned to overcome.

There were a jabber of voices from down the hall, echoing across the walls in ways that felt more condemning than they should have been. Subconsciously, he recognized the voices, heard the edge of roughness and the harsh edge of aggression. His gaze lifted, hand pausing in the midst of dusting off the powder thin layer of snow. "If you so much as breathe at me the wrong way, I will dump your doppelganger body in a hidey hole for the rats to eat," despite himself, the corner of his mouth twitched upwards finding a bit of macabre amusement in the response. He wasn't sure what Elliot said, if anything, but Rhys was too busy watching the blond stomp towards him to really care. For an instant, his pulse quickened and he felt a light wave of relief that Nik had come to talk.

He could explain. Would explain.

He'd block him in a corner with holy fire if he had to, but at least there could be an understanding between them again. No matter how angry Nik was at him, Rhys would rather have a second just to get everything off his chest. Maybe then, he wouldn't feel like he was about to collapse. Because the only one he really needed to understand was the one marching towards him at a pace that showed no signs of stopping. Rhys' smile dampened, hope crumbling in on itself as he lifted a hand to get his attention or to try and stop him he wasn't really sure. "Ni---"

The blond didn't even spare him a glance and something in Rhys...broke. It broke worse than it had since...since he had found out the truth about Monica. He stood there with his hand half up, staring at his receding figure until he had disappeared around a corner. After another second, his hand fell flat at his side, that chill at the base of his spine took hold and this time he didn't fight it. It slinked up each vertebrae, numbing him until he no longer really felt that fractured piece of himself. A part of him wanted to stay like this forever, it was safer, the most logical course of action, and he'd never have to worry about feeling anything like this again. In those first couple moments he had all the emotion of wet concrete, his facial muscles just as loose. There was no anger, no sadness, no regret, and no resentment. If it weren't for the beat of his heart ticking away in his chest, he might as well have died again. Something nudged his leg and it took him a second to move his gaze from the empty end of the hallway to the dog pressed against him. Chocolate orbs stared up at him with more love than he had experienced in the past hour, a tongue hung loosely out of Woofus' mouth as he sat down on Rhys' right shoe, making some sort of gruff noncommittal noise.

โ€œHey,โ€ he didn't have to look up to know who it was. Woofus was never too far away from Penny and though he appreciated the dog's choice in grounding he wasn't sure how much beratement he could take before he cracked. โ€œIโ€™m going to say my piece, Okay?โ€ Azure orbs moved upward, away from Woofus, to lock onto the shorter woman. His fingers scratched behind Woofus' ear and the dog huffed happily, leaning further into the hand as if to beg him to keep going. Rhys obeyed. He wasn't about to turn away the only thing that seemed to remind him it was all going to be okay. He didn't say anything to Penny, despite the look she was giving him which was...at odds with what he had been expecting. She had always been on Nik's side from the first minute he met her and having her here and not running after Nik was....puzzling to say the least.

โ€œRight. So, I first of all want to tell you thatโ€ฆ Iโ€™m not mad. What you did took balls, if Iโ€™ll be honest, balls that I donโ€™t think most of us could even dream of having. Itโ€™s not secret thatโ€ฆ well, that Marcus isnโ€™t well liked among the others and well.. You had little choice in working with him. He isnโ€™t the devilโ€ฆ and neither are you. Weโ€™re faced with unbeatable odds here, without their help. The people here need us just as much as we need themโ€ฆ I think you know that.โ€ His fingers stopped and Woofus huffed again, but when Rhys didn't continue the dog made a grumbling noise and laid across his feet. Rhys was staring at Penny, his brows drawn close and expression just a bit surprised if not confused. He watched her fiddle with her sleeve, remaining still as a silence mingled between them for a couple seconds.

โ€œSecond of all, I want to tell you that Iโ€™m not mad because I think itโ€™s what you need to hear from someone right now. I sawโ€ฆ I saw Nikโ€™s expressionโ€ฆ and what he didโ€ฆ and I think you both left for your own reasonsโ€ฆ but heโ€™s a big boy and he can hopefully understand that what you did was for us. You arenโ€™t a heartless dictator, you didnโ€™t ask to be our leaderโ€ฆ but here you are, making decisions. Tough decisions tooโ€ฆ like who to send to a mission that could very well be suicide to them,โ€ This time he didn't say anything because he was actually quite...speechless. That didn't happen very often. His lips parted, but he found no words, lips falling shut once more as he looked over the other blessed. There was a stab of pain as the emotions came flickering back like a dying light bulb, only the pain accompanied itself with a twinge of relief; at least there was one person who didn't believe him to be sidewalk gum stuck to their shoe.

โ€œOh, my god." He flinched as her fingers snapped together, looking at him with some sort of fire in her irises that he wasn't entirely comfortable with. "Youโ€ฆ you donโ€™t think itโ€™s suicide do you? They saidโ€ฆ the afflicted have died every time someone went out with Scottโ€ฆ so, if youโ€™re sending both of your afflictedโ€ฆ Rhys, ohโ€ฆ Oh, Rhys." That, was in fact his name last time he checked. He wasn't sure why she was repeating it. "You know more than you let on donโ€™t you? Youโ€ฆ know something is up. Either that, or you have complete faith in us; more than youโ€™d give to Scott and the others here. You send all your best men, because you know that weโ€™re going to come out alive. Or, you hope we do at leastโ€ฆ but I think so too.โ€ He blinked. Once. Twice. The gears in his mind whirling as his systems rebooted enough to allow the corner of his mouth to weakly lift. He did say that there was some weird shit going on. There were a couple missing pieces, a few dots that didn't really connect, but there had only been one way to really find out for sure. His head patted his pocket, hoping for a cigarette until he realized that he had given them all to Nik. The small smile he had withered at that thought, knowing that he could consistently give Nik all that he had and it never seemed to be enough. Not enough to trust him. Not enough to even speak to him. He had every right to be angry, but that shouldn't have overshadowed....

Rhys moved without thinking about it, hands reaching out to grab hold of the woman before pulling her in. His arms encased her in a hug and he held her there for a moment, bending slightly so that his chin rested on the top of her head. She was right, he had needed to hear this. Even if everyone rubbed salt in an already infected wound, at least he knew there were a few who would be willing to try and clean it.

"Thank you, Sunshine." His lips pressed against the top of her head, the action automatic. The frozen tendrils that had grasped themselves so tightly around his insides began to recede once more. Maybe everything was going to turn out alright. Penny, he rationalized, couldn't have been the only one to pull some of the pieces together and maybe, once they realized what was going on, the venom in their gazes would fade away. He supposed, if worse came to worse there was always an alternative.

His gaze caught Alaska's as she speed-walked down the hall, following the same path that Nik had moments prior. He returned her smile with a weak version of his own before as he drew back to release Penny. He wasn't sure how long he had been holding her for, but it probably had been much longer than he had originally planned. He shifted in his spot, looking away from her as the beginnings of a rose shade of pink heated his face. Penny's laugh brought his gaze reluctantly back to her, โ€œIโ€ฆ I didnโ€™t doubt you Rhys. I wouldnโ€™tโ€ฆ I couldnโ€™t. After all that weโ€™ve been throughโ€ฆ it doesnโ€™t feel right to blame you for this, even if you stood up there and took it off of Marcusโ€™s back.โ€ Rhys shifted a bit, rubbing the back of his neck, lips crooked in a bit of a self-deprecating fashion,"And to think here I was doubting myself," this time he looked at her and flashed a smile that was a bit more real, "I appreciate you not having that same bit of doubt, it means a lot." A sigh rolled off of him, shoulders drooping as his head turned toward the direction Alaska and Nik had gone.

"Don't suppose he'll be willing to speak to me? I'd let him culminate his dark forces, but I'd rather not...leave it like this." His focus returned back to Penny, gaze much softer and a bit more resolved than it had been a second ago. His hands slipped into his pockets, he was quiet for a moment. If things were different maybe...he halted that thought as soon as it began to even formulate, watching her for a second before he opened his mouth to speak, "I do have faith. I've always had faith. I wouldn't be sending any of you if I weren't certain that you'd all come back alive." Rhys shifted enough to get Woofus to move, huffing in a bit of annoyance as he complied with the subtle urgency to get off his feet. "If you see Niylah, before I do tell her she did some damn fine detective work." He turned to walk off towards the direction Nik had gone before he stopped, turning his shoulder back so that he was half facing her. "The mission tomorrow....it'll be okay, just make sure you have everyone check their bags. I won't be sending any of you out unprepared." With that he was turning away again, giving her a half wave over his shoulder. He should have asked her to wish him luck because he was sure as hell going to need a lot of it.

He hadn't remembered this hallway being so long, but perhaps that was because there were so many things on his mind that a simple walk became an eternity. "Rhys! Dude!" He paused, stopping himself just before he ran into Declan. He cleared his throat, muttering an apology and was about to walk away again when he stopped, "Do you have any cigarettes?" The older man gave him a quizzical look, patting his pockets before fishing out a lightly damaged pack of Marlboros. "Sure, dude, how many--" Rhys snatched the pack from him, rotating it in his hands, "Do you have anything to write with?" Declan furrowed his brows, "What do you need a---"

"Do you fuckin' have one or not?"

"Er...yeah I've got a pen somewhere....here!"

He grabbed the red marker, sneering a little at the 'Crayola' scrawled across the side but desperate times called for...markers ages six and up. His expression screwed up into concentration as he tried to make his letters small enough to fit on the edge of a cigarette. Declan shuffled from side to side, trying to look around him to see what he was writing. Rhys stopped, glaring up at him, "If you don't stop moving I'm going to light one of these and put it out in your fucking eye." Declan blinked, jaw dropping a bit at the threat. He took a step back, then another, then he started walking away rather quickly. A smile crawled across his face before he went back to writing.

He spent another handful of seconds looking over his masterpiece before closing the box and tucking it into the pocket of his leather jacket. ''Namri saved the backpack.... This stayed inside." He slowed, hearing Alaska's voice coming from the locker room area. Rhys stood just outside, hand toying with the pack of cigarettes in his pocket. Maybe it would be better if he came back later, he didn't want to interrupt. Rhys fixed his gaze on the floor, frowning a bit as he reminded himself that what he had to say was fucking important. He steeled his resolve, making that last turn into the area just before the showers. He noted Alaska sitting on the floor with a pack of cigarettes and...something that looked suspiciously like the painting set he had given him. Rhys frowned a bit to himself, pulling his hand away from the gift he had threatened Declan's life for. Maybe cigarettes weren't....very original at this point. He wasn't sure. If this didn't turn out well, he assumed he could just slip them into Nik's pack and hope he found them. It wasn't a guarantee, but nothing in life was a guarantee at this point.

He cleared his throat, lightly tapping on the metal door to announce his presence. "Can we talk?" He grimaced a bit at the way his voice sounded, a timid little school boy asking his teacher for permission to use the bathroom. Rhys shifted a bit again getting more and more uncomfortable, but there was no way out of this situation. He needed to clear this up. No matter how he felt about it, he might not have another chance.

He took a step forward, pain melding across his features as the normal facial barriers he put in place faded away. He laid his emotions bare, something he didn't do often, and prayed to whatever higher being was out there that showing his heart wouldn't break him even more. "I know you're angry with me, you have every right to be, but we need to speak." He was searching for something, his teeth capturing his lower lip as he thought about it for a moment. "I'll say it in front of Alaska if you want me to." He was desperate and it showed. But...at this point he didn't really care how much desperation he was displaying. He really didn't have anything more to lose, not when it felt like he was already starting to lose everything.



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[div class=speakeasy2]Niklas Voss Is Actually A Moron, Really
LOCATION โ€” McGuire AF Base [Showers]
BGM โ€” LES DEUX LOVE ORCHESTRA - THE MOTH AND THE FLAME
TAGS โ€” The Princess ( Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater ), Stateswoman, the angel Chise_Robin_ Chise_Robin_ [/div]
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[div class=speaks][div class=blue][div class=speakstoo]Nik was drying off, head tilted and body keening as the maroon towel fluttered his messy blond hair. It'd always be chaotic, as he was chaotic, but now there was far less he could do about it than before.

Each pull of the heartstrings only made it worse, because the affliction fed off of it like a parasite. The more he felt, the more he changed, the more he felt, the more he changed. The stone weathered, the bird perched, the veins blackened, and stopping it...did feel impossible.

For all his words of fighting the impossible, for all his desires to defy fate or whatever other bullshit he told himself he didn't believe in, for all the murder in his veins, it was hard to stay optimistic. But if he didn't stay optimistic, he'd get lost in the trees of the devil's domain.

Warm, bright-eyed, and scalding. Violently happy, because to be anything else meant he'd think too much. Thinking too much meant he'd beat his wings black, and fling himself into a too-bright lamp to sizzle and die. He ran the towel over his face and held it there for a few moments, chewing on the remainder of the violent emotions he had been forced to eat.

What he had done to deserve this, he didn't know. All he knew was that he was losing himself, as he knew Rhys was losing himself, but on the opposite side of the spectrum. The blond part-time devil wondered in that moment if Ryan had seen what he had. Little blips across reality in natural colors, small marks in his soul cropping up to warn him or perhaps coax him to step through the brush and kindling.

Or if this brand of demonized dementia was particular to the artist. He couldn't say, they hadn't talked about it.

He doubted it.

Nik closed his eyes as he ignored the tapping, and the warbled coo he could hear from the back of his brain every few moments. He hadn't noticed that Alaska had walked in, and slunk down to sit across from him, by the door.

When people go mad, they don't tend to know it. They don't tend to be able to understand they're losing themselves. He ruffled his hair more with the towel and finally stopped, turning away to face the shower stalls lined up like a row of duplicate tombstones. Seemingly seeing something that wasn't really there, staring off at whatever twisted menagerie had decided to paint itself on his eyes like a transparency.

They don't tend to notice, because they think reality is objective and fixed. In fact, reality is subjective and mutable, and knowing that he was sliding down the side of a darkened path with his hands grasping the earth as he stumbled down it...meant he was aware.

Aware he was losing this battle, and would inevitably lose it, despite the promises made for, to, and with him.

He observed it clinically. If they had any idea what he saw, then maybe they'd be more afraid of him than he knew Penny already was. Knowing he was going mad, or perhaps already was, and somehow bypassing it because she saw him as he had been and not who he was now.

Maybe she was finally noticing it, and maybe, just maybe, that was why she wasn't here with him.

Niklas swallowed hard and flung the towel over the rod of the shower nearest him, and turned on his heel. He had decided to try again, even as the forests cropped up all around him like walking through slides transposed on film. He'd try again.

Even if he had decided that this was the same as Malkov, even if he had decided that he was betrayed and that was it. Even if he had decided that the necessary meal of chewing and swallowing and cutting the whole ordeal down was probably never going to happen. Emotions were mutable, if anyone knew that, it was Niklas.

Emotions were mutable and finite. But also eternal, and dangerous. He knew, and so he would try to scrape up that hill, clawing with his fingers. Reach the summit to find the sun again, to at least make it through to help get the others to where they needed to be. The snowstorm had them all in its clutches, and he was a part of the solution, so he'd have to skitter over the stones and fall into the mire to get them out of dodge.

He'd trust in new heroes. He'd try again. This was bigger than him. Knowing that, he could almost hear the brush crackle beneath his feet as he stepped forward. Because self hatred was also an emotion, and that certainly wasn't something he could avoid feeling right now.

But he found a new hero sitting across from him, on the floor, looking up at him. Not the one he expected, which if it had been anyone he'd have put his money on his Coin. Nik stilled and looked over her features, settling on her expressive eyes. His brows twisted up in a flash of terror, as if she could see where he was traveling, and if she could, she'd...hate him for it.

He almost made a motion to walk through the door because if he stayed any longer he was worried the trees would close in on him before he got a chance to at least run into the clearing. Run into the clearing, one last ditch effort to wrap himself around someone who probably didn't really understand him...but he wanted. Needed, always. Someone he didn't understand, but wanted to.

Someone that stung him more than he had been stung in a long time, and it wasn't heaven's eau de holy-bullshit that was doing the stinging.

Alaska had his little gifts in her lap, the kit of colors and expression, and his cancer-ushering vice in its crinkled packaging.
''I found it in my backpack..' she started, and Nik held the door handle to lean against it. He pushed back and stepped before her, hesitating. It took a moment, but he knelt.

She had come all this wayโ€”Nik raised a brow as he heard a crackle of pine, no it hadn't been...farโ€”and she deserved his attention, no matter how fractured it was. ''Namri saved the backpack.... This stayed inside." The blond rested back on his rear and faced his State, taking the gift from her to settle it in his lap.

He hunched over it, looking at all the bright, violent colors, and the murky ones. The reds, the blues, indigos and cyans, and said nothing for a time. Then, he ran his fingers over his eyes, up into his hair that was now again cast into a wind tunnel, to pull. He closed his eyes, screwing them shut for what felt like forever, then opened them.

Mouth open to speak, but nothing came out, not for a while. Not for a while as his eyes darted to the side, seeing something unseen.

"Alaska," he used her true name and not her nickname, a marker of how serious this was for him.
"I thought I'd lost them...thank you..." he cracked a smile, but his eyes were glassy. That duplicitous set of emotions made the sound shutter around him, he could taste the greenery.

He thought about telling her why he felt so betrayed, but it wasn't for her ears to hear. He thought about telling her that this next mission would probably be the last for him, warding be damned, because this was coming on faster each time.

Hell really wanted him, but in the wanting that an unseeing plague wants someone. Something with a million eyes in its blood, taking lives like a virus. He couldn't say he didn't want it back, because to not feel like this would be such a sweet relief.

The soul was what made it hurt. Without that, all of this would be pleasant. Like sweets, snagged from the market, but he'd be gorge on them and not worry about the crackled bits getting stuck in his throat. They'd taste perfect, and he wouldn't have to care who he hurt to feel euphoric. That was both terrifying...and beautiful.

He bit his lower lip and very nearly reached to hold her hands, to tell her...something. To tell her, and say he loved her, that she was his sister.

To tell her, and say he was fine and that this was fine, and that they'd make it through just fine, and that everything was fine.

To paint the story in all its brilliant, violent colors, because every man thinks he's the hero of his own story, and he deserved to spit venom and poison the well. To tell her how hard he was trying, as though no one else was trying just as hard, if not harder.

Instead, he said nothing, and when she offered him the cigarettes and a bit of rum in a cup, he took both. He rarely drank anything like this, Niklas had a penchant for fruity cocktails and ridiculous shit like watermelon mint shots and habanero mango spiked tonics. Nothing like that here, so the rum would do, and the cigarettes would taste like ash, and he'd say nothing.

He'd say nothing but attempt to, and attempt to smile, and it would start to work. In little blips and pieces, the scuttled trees would peel away like someone pouring turpentine over cyanotype panes. He'd say nothing, but quirk a smile, and maybe he'd start to settle like the ash settling in a small pile beside him like corpses.

He'd say nothing...until the whitelighter entered, seeing both of them sitting and sharing drinks.

"Alaska...tomorrow might beโ€”" he heard Rhys clear his throat, tap on the metal, to announce he was there. The tap sounded like the tapping of the bird, and Nik's mouth quirked. He thought he might grow angry again, black blood pumping in his veins. He didn't, instead he scuttled back. Held the kit of paints in his hands and looked over Alaska's features. His deep blue eyes darted to rest on Rhys' face, contouring the strong cheekbones down to his mouth, the beauty mark, up to the scar on his brow, then to settle on eyes that always pierced him.

Cut out the parts, and place paper in the wounds. Then, when it ends in a blaze of glory or a life cut too short, rip the paper free, and the piercing eyes would be what he remembered for as long as his soul could be tethered to the meated muscle of his heart.

"Can we talk?"
"Yeah..." Nik had an apology prepared but it died like twisted leaves in a too-fast winter, ready for autumn but struck by a freak snowstorm. Not unlike the one outside. The blond stepped back, helping Alaska to her feet, mouthing a mute 'thank you' for her wandering his way. Wandering towards the cyclone to sit in the eye of the storm with him, while the branches twisted around them.

It was one of the nicest gifts he had ever been given, besides the kit of colors, and the man who had asked that question like a chastised schoolboy.

"I know you're angry with me, you have every right to be, but we need to speak." Nik saw just how hard the other man was trying, and just wondered truly if the part-time devil was worth all this effort. His mouth quirked in a half-smile, but the expression in his eyes didn't match up. Despite what had just been said moments ago, Nik knew he wasn't...wasn't worth all this.

It was a burden in an already burdensome time, when the apocalypse took so much, he needed to take more. An extra helping of care for his wounds that bit too hard, that he tried to cover in paint and cook in the violently happy sun, in hopes when the insides of his sculpture broke apart the wireframe and skin would remain standing.

Nik realized in that moment that all he did was take. He said nothing to Rhys' prior sentence because there wasn't anything to say. What words could he offer? The meal he had been hell-bent on cooking, to force the other to face some kind of reality, that was both subjective and mutable, painful and pleasant, finite and eternal, a madness and a loss and a miss, was now just boiled cabbage in a thin broth.

He was hardly worth cutting anyone's teeth on.

"I'll say it in front of Alaska if you want me to."
"No, if it's for us then it's our's...sorry, Stateswoโ€”" she was already leaving them. Nik settled back to place the painting kit on the bench, and sit. He took his little cup of rum with him and placed the cigarette between his teeth. He paused for a moment as the tapping resounded like a rushing of water, a sound only he could hear, repeating to a fever's pitch. How he was holding out against all this was beyond him.

In that moment, Nik held up the little cup of rum to the whitelighter, a peace offering. He hadn't had that much, and he knew the man liked his rum.

"I'm sorry," Niklas said through his cigarette, not meeting the whitelighter's gaze. He folded his hands in his lap as he edged forward and cast his gaze in a line like a gentle river to finally rest on the other man's features. No faultlines, no tearing or blistering the earth with his gaze.

"...this must be hard for you, and I don't make it any easier by being a little bitch about it," the blond said with a sharp laugh that sounded hollow like a barren barked tree, mutilated by the maggots within.

Niklas stilled as he shut his eyes, hoping that if he shut them he could turn the sound down a bit. He'd need that ward before the night was done, and he knew it. But maybe Ryan needed it, in the future, and so he didn't quite know if he'd truly ask.

"...I'm sorry...you wanted to say......something, and I'm fucking it up..." Now he was the one that bowed his head like he was going to be chastised for something. For something like existing, and taking up too much space with how he felt.

Tomorrow, they had another little war. Perhaps a very large one, perhaps they'd all die. Perhaps they wouldn't stop the snow storm. Perhaps they would, but they'd be missing some people, or he'd be missing a part of himself.

Nik decided in that moment, that whatever the whitelighter had to say, he'd listen, and he wouldn't let this go to shit more than it already had.

Before Rhys could finish any of his thoughts, however, Nik also decided to curl his fingers into the other man's shirt and kiss him. A chaste kiss, something so uncharacteristic that it disarmed even him. Then, he tilted his head to listen, and didn't look away.

Even as the birds tapped and the woods threatened, and he knew he needed to ask for the ward so he could help them make it from this frozen hellhole, he listened, and didn't look away.

Whatever meal he had to eat, he'd swallow it. And if he hated it, he wouldn't pretend he didn't...but he wouldn't let it eat him alive, either.
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Location: McGuire AF Base infirmary-->cafeteria
mentions: guilty guilty leader Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater , Intern from hell BasiliskVeranda BasiliskVeranda

OOC: Feels train passing by. TOOT!!!!!!!!! TOOT!!!!!!!!!!!


Alaska Roberts


"Alaska'' No stateswoman, or Laskar, He paused, as if considering whether or not to say something. ''I thought I'd lost them...thank you..." . She couldn't hide her bitter smile, he didn't say anything after all.

Alaska wanted to tell him that she wouldn't let him slip to the dark side just yet, wanted to warn him that if he ever does she'd march to hell and drag him back. Most of all she wanted to tell him that, though she didn't fully understand what it was like to be tainted with affliction, she would listen. Nothing came out of her mouth, and they stayed like this for a while, in comfortable silence, each one lost in their own thoughts.


''"Alaska...tomorrow might beโ€”" She shook her head in denial. ''no'' She started, eyebrows knotted, ''At that dungeon I thought I lost Rhys. I thought....Don't......please don't make me feel like that again'' Her voice was hoarse, like someone trying hard to keep from crying. She didn't cry though, rather cracked a smile as Rhys' voice filled the room.



Both of them were now on their feet, Alaska using the sleave of her shirt to wipe a rogue tear that trickled down her cheek.
"I know you're angry with me, you have every right to be, but we need to speak." He came back, which she hoped he would. Leaning to grab the other small rum cup, Alaska walked towards the italian bandit and handed it to him, it was meant for him anyways, she'd hoped he'd come after Nik, to make sure he was ok.


''"I'll say it in front of Alaska if you want me to." No....He didn't have to, if it was the other way around, if it had been James who was fighting with her she would have liked some privacy.
"No, if it's for us then it's our's...sorry, Stateswoโ€”"
''I'll see you off tomorrow'' With that, and a reassuring smile towards Rhys who returned it gratefully, she left them and headed back to the cafeteria.


Scott stood with Marcus and Chantel discussing somethings that Alaska expected to be the upcoming mission. She walked straight towards Scott interrupting whatever it was Marcus was saying, took her hunting dagger out of it's sheath by her waist, and stabbed the table Scott was resting his hand on. ''What the fucK!?'' Shock and a hint of fear apparent in his voice as he lifted his hand almost instantly , it was a surprise he didn't jump. Ignoring the reactions from Marcus and Chantel she went on, looking directly into Scott's eyes ''If one of them....Any of them, gets killed during this mission, I'll make sure your death will be the most painful death to happen in centuries.''

''We're on your side.....All ya people have done since the moment you set foot into this base is disrespect and distrust us. We took you in when no one else would have. Show some gratitude'' Marcus' voice seemed as if he was trying hard to keep his anger under control, he spoke through gritted teeth and turned to Chantel then Scott who looked pale. Alaska left the dagger stabbed into the table and turned around walking out ''yes dreadlocks. You have my gratitude.....Not my trust'' She walked back to her room shutting the door and collapsing onto the bed for some sleep.










 
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[div class=miniBox][div class="miniText mini1"] [div class=bar][div class=title]Location[/div][div class=barText]McGuire AF Base[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]Interactions[/div][div class=barText]Cuore mio[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]Mentions[/div][div class=barText]The group[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]BGM[/div][div class=barText]No Accusations [/div][/div] [/div] [/div] [div class=bigBox][div class=bigScroll] "Yeah..." That single word caused a wave of relief to come crashing over him. In some irrational space of his mind, he had been terrified that he wouldn't have wanted to speak with him. That something this small would tear them apart in some unfixable way. He took as step closer, slow, as if he were approaching a wild animal. For all he knew, Nik could have just been waiting to stab him in the throat but the expression on the blond's face didn't fit that reason to be cautious. He could see the inked tendrils across his arms, tattoos that he had spent nights studying under firelight. He almost knew them by heart, knew each name that painted his skin and each inked scratch through that looked like it had been done far after the names had been carved. But there was an extension to them, thicker lines of onyx that seemed almost like veins in his skin. There was a morbid beauty to it, one that he had come to very much appreciate. He always thought that one day he would have the chance and the courage to ask about it. For the last ten minutes he had truly believed that he had lost that opportunity, that he had lost him. It was...a feeling that he would never wish to know again.

"No, if it's for us then it's our's...sorry, Stateswoโ€”"

''I'll see you off tomorrow'' She was moving either before he finished his sentence. Styrofoam was offered and he took it great fully, eyeing the contents of the cup before raising it to her in slight salute. He downed it in one gulp, taking a heartbeat to appreciate the burn in the back of his throat. He would be forever greateful to that chug of liquid courage because he knew that this wasn't going to be an easy conversation. As soon as the door shut behind her he turned, lips parting to speak only for Nik to interrupt.

"I'm sorry," He blinked. Once. Twice. Three times. His mouth closed, stunned into silence for the second time that day. Rhys had walked in expecting a battle, not an apology. His azure gaze searched the other man's face, trying to read the emotion that was laid bare. The set to his mouth, curled into a frown and tilted into something genuinely remorseful. He noted the way his eyes didn't seem to really focus. How they would dart to the side every now and then as if looking for something. Even if it were a self conscious act, the way it made him look was almost as heartbreaking as the thought of him never speaking to him again.

"...this must be hard for you, and I don't make it any easier by being a little bitch about it," A gruff breath of air left him, half a laugh and half a sigh. He wasn't making it easier, true, but it was...a valid reaction to finding out your boyfriend practically sentenced you to death. Even if it wasn't true. Rhys remained silent, coming to stand before him close enough to touch. He didn't though, no matter how much he wanted to pull him in and never let go, Nik deserved as much space as he needed.

"...I'm sorry...you wanted to say......something, and I'm fucking it up..."

"You're not fucking anything u---"

He rocked forward suddenly as the collar of his shirt was pulled downward, keeping him off balance for a second as a pair of lips pressed against his own. Before he could even recover from the shock or kiss him back, they were gone. Moment over. Faster than he had time to think. His eyes were wide as he stared at him, lips still tingling with the phantom feeling as he leaned back into his original position. His body felt like it was moving in slow motion, the mix of emotions overwhelming him so much he wasn't sure if he'd be able to breath again. Arctic irises fixated on him, silence hanging heavy between them. Then Rhys let out a shuddered sigh, a choppy release of breath that hitched at the end. And the dam broke. His vision blurred, one knee dropping unforgivingly to the tile floor, then the other. He knelt between Nik's legs, still tall enough to see eye to eye with him sitting on the bench. Rhys reached out to cup his cheek. His thumb slid across his skin, his other hand coming up to mirror the first. Being this close he could feel the sting of sulfur in his lungs, sense the darkness that withered just below the physical surface. The feeling wasn't unlike what a magnet might experience when two opposite poles aligned. But he wouldn't pull away, he had grown fond of the bit of discomfort it had originally put him in. But now it seemed....far stronger than it had ever been. A part of him couldn't help but feel guilty, like he was the cause of the affliction spreading. If only he had said something sooner, then maybe...

He refused to look away, even as his lips trembled and his shoulders heaved with emotion, unwilling to back down. His dark lashes brimmed heavy with tears; his hands held onto Nik in a desperate battle against the flood. A lone tear traced down his cheek, and just like that, the floodgates opened. He wept, tears streaming from his deep blue eyes, shuddered sobs tearing from his throat, and still he did not look away.

"Tesoro, Treasure. It was never my intention to hide anything from you. I should have said something sooner, but....everyone was so against...Ryan almost killed Marcus. I didn't know how to share what I knew, not after seeing that."

He shuddered another breath, his voice cracking as he still fought against the emotions that tore at whatever thin composure he had been displaying. "But....what I really need you to understand is that I would never send," He frowned, only breaking eye contact so that he could glare at the floor as if it were the easiest way to maintain control. He wet his lips before bringing his gaze back up to try again, "I would never send you, Penny, or Ryan, or anyone else on a mission where survivability wasn't an almost absolute guarantee. I need you to understand that, please. I...God if there was any other way I would change it all in a heartbeat. I love you. Please don't take that lightly it's not...easy, love is not easy for me. But I love you and I would do anything for you. Anything." His hands fell lax at his sides, leaning to sit back on his legs. His head hung and he pulled an arm up to rub the tears away from his eyes.

"When I had first found out about the missions, Marcus told me that he only sent Scott with a single person, an afflicted, to get a sense of what lay in the center of the storm. You know as well as I do that being like this...gives us an edge when picking up holy or demonic signatures, like a fifth sense. It makes people like us good scouts. At first there was nothing wrong with that, it made sense. But then Scott started becoming the only one to report back." Rhys ran a hand down his face, checking to make sure that Nik was still following him before he continued.

"Something wasn't right and I told you as much. I didn't lie about that. Scott told Marcus that only afflicted could get closer to the center. That there was something about the storm that restricted all others from entering. Marcus, the fucking idiot, decided not to test the information given to him he decided to trust what he was being told. He only sent people, one at a time, with Scott, all afflicted, all dead. Desperation lead them to extinguish all of their chances." Rhys wiped at his eyes again, tears still rolling but his breathing was much more controlled, "Until we showed up. It didn't take much to figure out you and Ryan were afflicted. Marcus did his part to bait each of you and Scott sniffed you out. It was Chantel who told me they were going to....that Scott was trying to convince Marcus to send you with him."

His frown deepened, once again glaring at the floor as his hands balled into fists in his lap. A muscle lept in his jaw, the fury pliable for a second before it chilled again. "If you think I would have let that fucking happen then you really don't know me." Light azure orbs flickered up to Nik's face allowing the other man to see the seriousness to that statement. "And, not to mention the whole idea smelled fishy. On the force, I learned to trust my gut because it's one of the only reliable things you have. So I told Marcus that I'm not sending anyone in alone. I...put together a group that was as well rounded as possible. Penny can heal and she's been reliable. Plus I know she can pull you to heel if need be." The side of his mouth quirked into a weak smile, a bit teasing, a bit apologetic.

"Kayden and Elijah are both hunters. Strong in close quarters combat and have the knowledge and know-how to properly dispose of most monsters. Elijah's sister is a witch, I don't know if that means he has any understanding of magic shit but I'm assuming he does. You have your stealth, clever mouth, and observation skills that sometimes put mine to shame. You're quick on your feet and I've seen what you can do with those fucking shadows. And while you're shit with a gun, your knives help in close quarters and you're creative with your environment. Ryan is there for distance, he understands gun mechanics and has brute strength if needed. He's also another afflicted so, in case Intel was correct you won't be going in alone. I thought about this for a very long time. I know that there are so many things that could go wrong, believe me I've thought over every fucking scenerio twelve thousand times, but I have faith." He tilted his head a bit to the side, leaning forward again to take his hand.

"I know I could have gone about this in a better way but at the time, I didn't see another path. I was going to tell you earlier, but by the time I was going to say something it was too late. You don't...need to apologise to me, I know what I did wasn't the most Noble. And I don't expect you to forgive me for any of this, but I would at least like you to understand. You mean a lot to me, Cuore mio, my heart, my treasure, you mean so much." The tears had almost halted, his eyes a bit red and puffy. A slight smile pulled at his mouth though it held a bitterness of uncertainty. He didn't have much more to say, only wishing to hang on to him a bit longer. But he pulled away after a moment, respecting the space he might have needed to process everything he had just been told. Rhys slid his feet out from under him, his legs had been starting to fall asleep and he shifted until he was comfortable again. He rested one of his arms on a propped up knee, watching Nik compute the information without uttering a word. It was his turn to listen and he only prayed that what he heard wouldn't be something that would shatter his already fractured heart.



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[div class=speakeasy2]Niklas Voss Is Honestly Just A Big Dumbass
LOCATION โ€” McGuire AF Base [Showers]
BGM โ€” FIONA APPLE - EVERY SINGLE NIGHT
TAGS โ€” The Princess ( Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater ), Stateswoman is The Best Chise_Robin_ Chise_Robin_
OOC โ€” Backtracking a bit for Laskario [/div]
[div class=speakeasy]๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ซ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ.[/div][/div]
[div class=speaks][div class=blue][div class=speakstoo]"Alaska...tomorrow might beโ€”" When the dark-haired huntress shook her head, he couldn't quite hide his own expression in a bleed of color. Crackled on the edges, he knew he shouldn't have said it as her eyes turned glassy. Feeling it manifested the words in microexpressions; all the cyanotypes of Nik's mouth were his cards face up in a game of poker.

He had been shit at poker. Only now, in this time of brimstone, hellfire, and holy flame, did he have the capacity to lieโ€”expertly so. Yet with this group of survivors here, he hadn't used it on a one of them. Omissions, sure, not unlike the whitelighter. But lies, white lies, he hadn't used.

It might've saved them all some heartbreak.

''No...At that dungeon I thought I lost Rhys. I thought....Don't......please don't make me feel like that again'' It wasn't quite like he had a choice, here. Niklas had been close to the dark waters, the warbled trees, the off-color quotes, and the eternal black spot on his soul more times than he cared to count. He knew when he was cutting it close, like one knows their motorcycle is tipping around a bend too fast on unstable ground, scuttling to a crash.

The scenery would never let him forget just how close, which in a moment of deft clarity, he thanked his particular brand of evil for.

"I'm sorry," he was going to be saying this particular sentence a lot in the next few moments. It was also a stupid sentence.

There were linseed oil tears, and his beloved Stateโ€”his home stateโ€”had to wipe them away like they were offensive marks that would cut her further. He'd have given anything not to create more of them; the look in his eyes said as much. But standing inert, and probably looking stupid doing it, saying nothing and trying not to see the forest on the peripherals of his vision...he knew he'd never avoid it.

Niklas was the tornado. The freight train. He had been wrong to think that his old flame, last seen in wraith-cold blues and screaming a mothers' cry, had kept him with clasped hands in the eye of the storm. He was the storm, never not violently alive, and he'd continue to be worse than the hail and biting cold outside for as long as he lived.

Leaving nothing but these holes in the skin of others, pock-marked, where he placed a paper piece as though it'd fix it all. He wasn't the only one with open wounds, it had just taken him a long time to realize the marks he left behind.

''I'll see you off tomorrow''
"I'd like that," that was another stupid response. Niklas offered a smile, a reassurance. It was a ghost print of an oil etching on too-damp paper. It slid off when she left, as if tearing away the press from the board too soon.

โ›งโ›งโ›ง​

That kiss left the whitelighter wide-eyed, as if he'd been surprised he'd gotten a drop of water from some benevolent rains when dying of dehydration. He shouldn't have been surprised, but he was, and Nik tore a glance at the trees as if they had been the ones to cause all of this.

But it was him, he should've tried the door again, and stopped when the other came out after.

However, Elliot's consistent prodding, crawling up the whitelighter like a bottomfeeder, coupled with the feeling of betrayal that had been so raw it could've drawn blood, Dippy Declan the key player he had sussed like a parasite to get them inside in the first place...the storm couldn't have very well have stopped itself.

Rhys had dropped to his knees, which struck Nik as something the other man rarely did. He had royally fucked this up, to have Rhys kneeling before him, emotions overcoming him. Rhys had said, in no uncertain terms, that the further he traveled along the angelborn path he'd lose more of himself to...something.

An Archangel, who looked to be more like a devil the more Niklas had learned. Resurrection be damned, he or she was taking something, and Nik couldn't say it was a fair trade.

A bleached something, white-out over the entire piece, redacting feelings in colors and replacing them with thoughts in math. Faulty math, because nothing of the stuff of humans was ever faultless, but math none-the-less.

What was more damning was that human beings were in this mess to begin with, which prompted Nik to inhale his smoke and hold it for a moment, as if breathing could be painted as 'thinking' in cigarette embers. Thinking too much, which created more emotions, and more taps and more branches.

If Heaven was so bloodless and perfect, then why did the apocalypse come to be in the first place?

Nik wondered, as he watched the tides of feeling batter the other man like the weathered stone he, himself, was, if this was somehow a good thing. He didn't aim to bring this kind of pain, but if Rhys kept feeling this intensely, maybe it was like a vaccination for it.

He was probably wrong about that, there was no blessing in staring into the eyes of the man you loved as he broke around faultlines, and ran his thumbs over your face and looked in your eyes for a reflection.

Rhys wasn't backing down in the face of feeling, and neither was Nik. This was the meal, and the table was set, and he wished it had actually been sweets and confections, and not the boiled down thin broth that had turned so hot it burned. It left his mouth dry and cold, even if his face felt rosed and scalding.

When the other man started to sob, Nik lurched forward to clasp his hands to frame the whitelighter's face. He drew down to lean, press his forehead to the other man's. An uncomfortable lurch, the trees whispered and shuttered, he could taste green in his mouth. His deep blue eyes didn't close, and no tears came, not because he didn't feel anything.

But because the other half of this star-crossedโ€”possibly quite doomedโ€”masterpiece was drawing outside of the lines and painting it all murky blues and payne's gray pain. Nik swallowed his own pride, his own sorrow, as the other man wept. He would never enjoy seeing him in pain, but he would appreciate being able to hold it in his hands and coax it gentle, stillness, stilled.

"Tesoro, Treasure. It was never my intention to hide anything from you. I should have said something sooner, but....everyone was so against...Ryan almost killed Marcus. I didn't know how to share what I knew, not after seeing that." Nik inhaled, the cigarette forgotten and trying to burn a hole into the wet bench, and failing.

"...Ryan's a dipshit," he offered with a sour smile, pulling back enough to look into the other man's eyes and trace a thumb to free the tears, as if it'd stop the hole he had burrowed into the other man's chest from seeping into the floor boards. He had no paper pieces for this, he only had his hands.

"But....what I really need you to understand is that I would never send," Rhys had to settle his eyes somewhere else, or he'd crack in two, "I would never send you, Penny, or Ryan, or anyone else on a mission where survivability wasn't an almost absolute guarantee. I need you to understand that, please. I...God if there was any other way I would change it all in a heartbeat. I love you. Please don't take that lightly it's not...easy, love is not easy for me. But I love you and I would do anything for you. Anything." The whitelighter leaned back to slide the threatening and enacted tears away. On the floor, Nik had somehow broken this one while he felt broken himself.

He hadn't meant to. The trees shuttered as if in a response, and Niklas glared at them. More emotions didn't help, but he could swear he saw the fabric of hell's contract twist in on itself. Niklas Voss, the man with willpower and rage strong enough to make his own mind's madness, and hell's great display...shiver.

"...I love you too...the anything I want isโ€”" Nik's request died as the whitelighter continued, the blond thought it was callous that he was trying to make an ask when a new confession was stabbing the other man into being vulnerable in a way he knew he didn't like. I'm fucking stupid.

"When I had first found out about the missions, Marcus told me that he only sent Scott with a single person, an afflicted, to get a sense of what lay in the center of the storm. You know as well as I do that being like this...gives us an edge when picking up holy or demonic signatures, like a fifth sense. It makes people like us good scouts. At first there was nothing wrong with that, it made sense. But then Scott started becoming the only one to report back." Nik fumbled for the dead cigarette, waterlogged and drowned, and took another one out of the pack Alaska had given him. He lit it up with a click of his clear blue lighter and shook his head, hesitating on all the words, because Scott was sounding more and more like a tick under the skin of all this.

"I'm following you," he said, imagining Scott running amok with a series of afflicteds against whatever it was they kept encountering. Ditching them, maybe. Perhaps pushing them into a pit with flesh-eating insects at the bottom of it. He couldn't say. He didn't trust the inhabitants of this base as far as he could throw them, which was pretty far, considering he was a demonic superhero.

Even if his aim was poor, he was sure he could lodge someone in a ceiling fan if he swung them hard enough. And he might just have to do that.

The only ones he had any sense of faith in were Franklin, the woodland creature who probably couldn't lie through a gumstuck mouth even if she tried to. Harry, who seemed far too simple and kind to manage it anyways. Declan, because he was also far too simple and didn't deserve whatever ire he was getting. And Rida, who tended her garden like the plants were her progeny.

That was it.

"Something wasn't right and I told you as much. I didn't lie about that. Scott told Marcus that only afflicted could get closer to the center. That there was something about the storm that restricted all others from entering. Marcus, the fucking idiot, decided not to test the information given to him he decided to trust what he was being told. He only sent people, one at a time, with Scott, all afflicted, all dead. Desperation lead them to extinguish all of their chances."

"So Marcus is not only an abrasive asshole, but a fucking idiot as well? Not quite surprising," Nik said his half-smile not hiding the glassy eyes that came as Rhys bared his soul, yet again, for the second time this day. The tears came when he thought on all the afflicted spindling out to fight an unknown threat, like the last needle on the top of a pile of bricks. They clung, then dropped, like ash to the floor.

Blessed meant holy. Afflicted meant hellish. Nik pressed his free hand to the bridge of his nose and let out a sigh, that was a bit deal more than just pained.

None of them had any choice in the matter, but one was divine and one was wrong. None of these people had free choice here, but he couldn't help but feel some of them got a better deal, since humans immediately prescribed 'evil' to anything remotely relating to Damnation. Organized religion had made sure of that, ages ago.

More things for Nik to try and process, his mind pinging a million miles per second, something else tapped. Nik had half a mind to chuck something at whatever hellish daymare was trying to snag his attention, but knew it was fake, and throwing would leave both of them unconscious.

His aim was bad enough he'd end up clocking a ceiling tile down, he was sure of it.

"Until we showed up. It didn't take much to figure out you and Ryan were afflicted. Marcus did his part to bait each of you and Scott sniffed you out. It was Chantel who told me they were going to....that Scott was trying to convince Marcus to send you with him." Nik ran his hands over his mouth and made a sound not unlike an irritated badger.

"If you think I would have let that fucking happen then you really don't know me." Nik's face painted itself in the colors of hurt and pain, but he stymied it by placing his cigarette between his teeth. He felt like they were having the strategy session they should've had...ages ago.

This was not the meal he expected to swallow whole.

"And, not to mention the whole idea smelled fishy. On the force, I learned to trust my gut because it's one of the only reliable things you have. So I told Marcus that I'm not sending anyone in alone. I...put together a group that was as well rounded as possible. Penny can heal and she's been reliable. Plus I know she can pull you to heel if need be." Nik was grateful for the apologetic smile Rhys tried, to cut the mood that had turned from rage, to hurt, to pain, to sorrow, now to...strategy. They had needed this, they all had, not just him.

"...she's rather good with wild animals, true," it was Nik's turn to let a sharp half-grin edge up his face.

"Kayden and Elijah are both hunters. Strong in close quarters combat and have the knowledge and know-how to properly dispose of most monsters. Elijah's sister is a witch, I don't know if that means he has any understanding of magic shit but I'm assuming he does. You have your stealth, clever mouth, and observation skills that sometimes put mine to shame. You're quick on your feet and I've seen what you can do with those fucking shadows. And while you're shit with a gun, your knives help in close quarters and you're creative with your environment. Ryan is there for distance, he understands gun mechanics and has brute strength if needed. He's also another afflicted so, in case Intel was correct you won't be going in alone. I thought about this for a very long time. I know that there are so many things that could go wrong, believe me I've thought over every fucking scenerio twelve thousand times, but I have faith." Nik's hand was taken, and he threaded his fingers between the other man's and held on.

It seemed that Rhys wasn't going to metaphorically let go of his hand, after all.

"I know I could have gone about this in a better way but at the time, I didn't see another path. I was going to tell you earlier, but by the time I was going to say something it was too late. You don't...need to apologise to me, I know what I did wasn't the most Noble. And I don't expect you to forgive me for any of this, but I would at least like you to understand. You mean a lot to me, Cuore mio, my heart, my treasure, you mean so much."

"Alright, hey...alright...enough waterworks and declarations of love. We're both fucking stupid and wrong, how about that, hmm?" Nik stood and sidled beside the whitelighter to look the other man in the eyes. His cigarette was perched between his fingers, no longer an instrument for the words he had trouble saying.

"...you're kind of a big sap, you know," Nik said as he tossed the other man a cheeky smile, as if daring him to spit some fire that would end in crashing lips or perhaps an adorable pout. But within moments he grew serious, because it was his turn to lay all his cards on the table.

"...I don't know you as much as I'd like, if I'm being honest," Nik paused, "...but I didn't think you'd expect any of us, let alone me, to put faith in a plan we weren't aware of, that hinged on your faith in people you don't know and we do not trust." The blond looked over Rhys' features like studying a painting he had just made, and yet hadn't quite understood why he had used cyan blue bright enough to scald himself. His words didn't hold any raw emotions, they were stated plainly.

Talking, feeling, but talking to talk and not talking to express hurt. Just ideas, which seemed to be something the two rarely did. He hoped Rhys wouldn't spring on the offensive, because this was good, this was all good. It was important, and it wasn't said to wound.

"...Rhys. Why would we try to 'mesh' with these fucks, at large, if this is how their operations run? You..." Nik shook his head and stared off for a fraction of a moment, his mouth twisting in a grimace, "...you do know you've been played in some way, right?" the blond asked with not only his voice but his eyes. He leaned a bit towards the other man, his shoulder against his. Both of them in place, beside each other.

"Think. It's a racket. If Chantel's an ally, then fine. But if Marcus is willing to put faith in a man who keeps letting people get killed, he's dumber than Henry was, callous, or both. Scott wasn't hesitant at all to drag me along on a death march," Nik continued, searching the other man's eyes for some kind of understanding. He wouldn't know who Henry was. It didn't really matter.

"...you're trying to walk two lines when the one you should be walking is right in front of you...you're too smart for this," the blond said, trying to follow his thought process, which Nik found inherently flawed.

A mistake, something Rhys wished he could take back, that felt like the right call at the time. The trees shuttered, and he felt them slip away. It seemed tackling the issue head-on abated hell's little late night double feature picture show even just slightly. Good.

"Your gut should've also been screaming at you to tell us all this. I know I don't need to say that, but now I'm wondering if someone spun compulsion on you," he said compulsion as though it had a capital C, "...didn't think anyone else had that bonus skill," what he had just admitted was dealing in truths. It wasn't that he was attempting to drop a bomb, if the whitelighter took it that way.

Nik reasoned that he wasn't trying to deal in omissions or obfuscations anymore. Here was the fucking beef, they had to eat it sitting beside each other. It wasn't even medium-rare, it was probably two steps shy of mooing on their plate.

"Thanks for telling me, now," the blond turned slightly so he was facing the other man more on the floor, taking his face in his hands to more or less steer him to eye level, "...the 'anything' I want...is everything."

"I know this is hard for you, my brand of stupid isn't a lack of observational skills," the blond said, a real, sunny smile scrawling up his face as he ran his thumbs over Rhys' strong cheekbones and over his brows, "...if you have plans, I want them," Nik said, rolling his lower lip over with his teeth.

"If you have fears, I want them."
"If you have pain, I want it."
"I can handle it, but I can't handle the 'not knowing'..." the blond took a moment to dot a kiss on the corner of the whitelighter's mouth, something like a promise.

"...don't ice me out. I'd like to paint a proper portrait of myself for you, but I'd need to see the meaty bits as well," Niklas eyed a sparrow and it broke apart like smoke in the air, "...it's scary. I get it. But that's what love is, you beautiful fucking doofus."

He'd still need that ward. But they'd eaten their meal and he hadn't hated it. Nor did Nik think he had to pretend he didn't hate it anymore, or pretend he was something...he wasn't.

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LOCATION โ€” A reverie > Herb Greenhouses
INTERACTIONS โ€” Desmond. Rida.
MENTIONS โ€” (Hope this makes up for the absence :<)
BGM โ€” It's too late
DESC. โ€” Hair unfettered, Black dress, tights, black heeled ankle boots.
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"Drowning again?" The soothing tenor of his voice floated across the modest studio, tinged with lassitude and geniality that was equal parts warm and overbearing all at once. Like a heartfelt encouragement from a lover, vexingly crashing against your walls of self-pity and 'leave-me-alones'. Needed, yet unwelcome.

Theirs had always been this way. Him giving away more than enough for two. She, returning the favour in meager scraps barely passable for a beggar. But he'd accepted it blithely, topped with a bonus grin a little more often than sometimes. It annoyed her so, even if his smile reminded her of a crisp meadow breeze racing across rolling green hills during the warmer months of a halcyon time. She heard the rustle of sheets and the creak of bedsprings. His trimmed physique no doubt now rested against the headboard of their shared loft, strapping torso naked save for a robe of shadows patterned in street lights. By now, she knew each sculptured and toned plane, committed it to memory like the veins on the back of her hand. She didn't have to look to see. They'd played this early morning charade just a tad bit too often than she'd like. More so in recent weeks. And always, she'd just snort, tell him to fuck off, take brain freezing shower and drink the brewed chamomile he'd magic onto the coffee table.

She let out a long drawn out sigh and immediately felt the stillness of taut silk stretching in the expanse between them. The usual 'mind your own fucking business' was not heard to brighten his day. She knew he was all ears now, cause he knew better than to press. He was a quick learner, gratingly patient. She hated him for it. Still... she took her time. Clutching his buttoned shirt closer about her as she sat perched on the windowsill, cocoa browns gazing into the distance. The skies were still swathed in a fathomless Prussian blue, cast into deeper shades by the contrast of the still lit street lamps down below. A hint of orange peeked on the horizon, obscured just barely by the high rises. It was quieter on his part of town. And though she'd rather not have her sleep interrupted, she couldn't deny that she liked the quiet solitude of the in-between hour; when the graveyard workers prepare to hang up their shovels, while the early risers were still stuck in their lucid dreaming. Unless they dreamed of drowning.

"I'm... always sinking--" Her voice caught in her throat, hoarse and dry. Syllables too raspy to be grasped. "I'm always sinking..." She repeated for his benefit, casting it over her bared shoulder before turning back to the misty window. "It's-- I... I can't...breathe.. it's... suffocating darkness... I always try... to swim for the surface... but I never make it... either... either the cold gets to me, or-- or I get confused which way is up..."

"Did you... were you... in an accident or anything when you were younger? Sounds like..."

"No!" It came out much too terse. She'd always been reticent about the finer workings of her heart. But she had to voice it out. To put her harrowed nights into words, or it would drive her crazy for the inanity of its nature. How it'd seemed too significant, apparent for the fact that it was literally an annual nighttime bรชte noire that had haunted her since her teens. Since... she'd been gone. Reverie had always kept it to herself, at least till Desmond came along. Though even then, she'd refrained from telling him anything more than a single word; at least till now. Why was today so different? She didn't know why but she felt like he should know... needed him to know.

"No..." She reiterated, softer this time. "I-- I don't know, I'm not afraid of water-- but sometimes, a trickle..." She let her words trail off into the weighted silence, willing only to let go of so much. It was a start. But as always, she was filled with doubt.

"Why are you doing this Desmond?" It came as a breathy whisper, not quite a question for she knew his answer but somehow always refused to believe it. She was but a soul rubbed raw and threadbare. There was much about him that she used to wonder, but by now had grown tired of. Like watching a wilting plant that refused to die. Then again, it was wilting only in her eyes. It was as if going through so much gave her the license to will the world to crash and burn. Though such self destructive tendencies had trickled away from that night the tall stranger had walked into the whorehouse of a bar and took nothing from her but her listening ears. She couldn't help but be acutely aware that she was a hazard, a danger to herself. She didn't deserve him.

"Doing what?"

She answered with silence.

"I've told you before. I lov-" He began, but she cut him off.

"And I've told you before, I could never-- never... feel for you... Love you... the way you want...-"

"What makes you think you aren't already giving me what I want?" There he went again. Too good to be true. She shut her eyes to the darkness, wishing she had the courage to just walk over there and strangle him. He'd probably let her.

She didn't bother answering his question right away, but a wry smile eventually twitched the corners of her lips. "If this is what you want... you're a fucking weirdo. You should just get one of those sex dolls and it'd be more alive than me."

She heard a small chuckle. "Well, I'm not gonna...." He let himself trail off a little, then, "why are you still here? You've got your shit sorted, I've told you time and again, you don't owe me nuthin-"

"I may be a bitch, but I am a grateful bitch."

"I didn't realize 'thank you' in Polish sounds so cold. You need to work on it."

"Very funny."

She knew then, at that moment, that she held the faintest glimmers of a gem in her hand. To cradle that evanescent promise of a life even for the briefest of times... it surely was worth it. Even now, after knowing that it had already begun slipping between her fingers from the very minute the sun rose on that fated day for all humanity. She hadn't realized how many times that exact moment would be replayed in her mind. Looped on repeat until the words and pictures held no more meaning, except that that feeling, was all that kept her waking.

"Hey Des..." The smile that played on her lips faded the instant a sharp crack split across the window causing her to draw back with a gasp.

"Des...?" No... no, no, no, no...

Turning to find him took an eternity. Like she was trying to move underwater, drowning in liquid air as the walls flaked and peeled around her. Jagged cracks spider-webbed across the glass even as the windows folded in on itself with sickening crunches, like the crush of bone between teeth. Folded in until it was no more a porthole in the upper ceiling, letting in meager moonlight. The quaint studio apartment was no more, and she found herself in a dingy lit loft. Once serene blue wallpaper hung in shreds, twisting and melting off the dilapidated walls into nothing but yellowed tatters and cracked cement, like the sallow greying skin of the walking horrors than even now hunted them on the streets below. The soft carpet was gone, only blood stained tiles remained. A trail of dark ichor painted in broad brushstrokes led away from a hastily boarded up trapdoor on the other end; it led right up to his crumpled form. Sprawled haphazardly atop a pile of bloodied rags, leaning against a corner. She took a step towards him, as bruised and blood caked eyelids fluttered open. The light from his bottle-greens dimming. His one remaining hand reached out weakly for her as she knelt by his side. She took it in her own, winced as he brushed over the jagged bite on her collar.

"They-- got you... too." He was faint. So very weak.

Her tawny eyes glittered in the shadows. She would not cry, perhaps he thought she might. She reached with her other hand, and placed it over his torn stump, feeling the warm liquid trickle between her fingers. Held the shredded bits of him in her hands. Broken words lisped from between bruised lips. An incantation for nothing other than to prolong his torment; because she sure as hell wasn't good enough. And when she felt whatever she had left, leave her, she took her hand away, played it in the moonlight from the cracked porthole. Pale skin stained in the fluids that should have remained inside. Worthless. Even when she wanted to give him more than scraps. It wasn't fair.

"Do it... Revie..." She looked at him, not quite comprehending. She felt the pain through his eyes. The strained angry veins that bulged in his neck as hellspawn venom coursed through his broken body. The soft warmth of her healing must've seemed more like the raking nails of torture than a soft caress. Keeping the arduous soul breathing its last breath, over and over again. At least-- at least it let him speak. Because that was the least he wanted right?

"R-Revie..." She heard the clink of metal on tile, looked down to catch the glint of gunmetal. To the revolver he'd always kept by his side. He nudged it to her hands.

"T-Two.... left... each... of us..." She saw his gaze fall to the wound on her neck, causing her to clutch at it cautiously. Could she tell him? To let him know that somehow some way, the poison within her was no more? It was inexplicable, but she just knew. Knew that something within her, had denied the corrupting thrall of darkness. Cleansed it with light. She knew she couldn't. He misread her hesitation.

"Do it-- please....?" Even dressed in the colours of his insides his voice was kind, not harried, nor begging, but understanding. Knowing how hard it must be for her.

Fuck him for that... She shut her eyes, her clenched fist thumped weakly against his laboring chest. Her shoulders shuddered with a sigh, a sniffle cutting through the stale air. Her fingers trailed over the cold steel, closed on the grip. She opened her eyes to hold his green irises in her own as if wanting to etch every emerald fleck into memory. Leaning forward, they shared their breaths one final time; a lingering goodbye. Drawing backwards, another sniffle punctuated the silence. The cold metal barrel rested against his temple.

"Desmond, I--" Her hands trembled, but he steadied her with his touch.

"L-Lie to me... R-Revie... I--I don't mind... just... w-want to hear... it." He was getting delirious, and in that moment she felt her emotions brimming on her eyelids, her hand faltered. Snapped her gaze away to the side so he wouldn't see and took another shuddering breath. When she turned back, pellucid streams cascaded over her olive cheeks. They stung on her bruises, mixed in carmine shades from when he'd stained her when they kissed. Her voice was barely even, hoarse and raspy.

"I-It's my fault... I--I shouldn't--"

"N-Not... quite.. the lie.... looking for..." His smile was wan. Patient... so very patient...

"I love you, Desmond Miles..." She'd said it. And yet her voice sounded detached, devoid of emotion. As if she'd subconsciously withdrawn into herself to avoid the cathartic release from that one declaration. She would deny herself even a bittersweet ending. Self-destructive. It felt wrong. Wrong but right. But he saw it through her eyes, knew her limits, and as always he did not push her. Gentle from the minute they met.

"Y-You... need... t-to... work... on lyin'...-" Another sniff shook her frame.

"I will." She knelt there unmoving, watching as his breaths gradually grow labored. Wordlessly, she reached for his hand.

A ragged cough escaped his throat as he looked down at the polished gold round she had placed in his palm. Then his head lolled back against the wall, as his eyelids fluttered half closed. Understanding.

"S-See... you... around..." He had that stupid accepting smile on his lips again. The one he wore whenever she'd done something on purpose to piss him off, just so she could get him to hate her. To push him away, before she destroyed them both. But like the loving stray mongrel that he was, he'd stayed. And he'd let her run her course, and paid with his life. He'd accepted it like it was the only Christmas gift he'd received all his life. Even if it meant bleeding his unconditional love out all over the floor for her, because she was too selfish to break a little just for him.

"Bye Des..."

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"Was he a good man?"

Reverie started at the intrusion. Though spoken in warmth and kindness she had thought she had quite some time alone in the gardens. But judging from the light - or rather, the lack of it - she must've been lost in thought a little longer than a while. She had to crane her neck upwards to look at the wizened yet spritely old woman.

"Oh, pardon me... It's not the first time I've seen you fiddling with that thing..." Rida continued, head cocking to one side as she regarded her melancholic companion and the revolver clutched in her hands. "I may be old, but I can still tell you've kept it barely loaded..."

"That's quite a reach to come up with such presumptions." The older woman shrugged, drifting over to tend to the hydroponics, because late evening was an excellent time to check on your plants. She wondered what brought Rida over.

"Many come and go..." Reverie heard a quiet sigh. "I can tell when someone either holds a weapon... or a keepsakes..." Still doesn't quite explain how she thought of a 'he'.

She'd refrained from the retort, focusing instead on her over-boiled pot of failed alchemy. A little side-project that she thought could help shelter the fragile greens from the obscene weather. Loathe as she were to be volunteered to work, at least she'd been tasked with helping out the elderly woman with the herb gardens. She was no green thumb, but it wasn't anything foreign, what with her time working at the upscale dining and her experience in alchemy.

"I forgot to thank you for the-- what was it..? Ember salts? It really does help warm the greenhouse. Takes a load off our generators."

"He was better than most.... Stupider too." She didn't know why she'd said it. Perhaps something about how fresh the memory of it all was at the moment. She poked and prodded at the mush of overcooked alchemy, catching the pot by the handle and moving over to dump it in a sink filled with snow. The plume of vapour followed by a loud HSSSS nearly drowned out Rida's reply.

"Those ones are usually the best..." Reverie's eyes grew distant for a moment. The first few days, the older woman had often greeted the witch her full array of endearments much like she did to most of her fellow members of airbase community. Irritated about her position as it were, Reverie was quite unwelcoming about it, though she said nothing. But over time, the 'dears' had dropped, and the old lady began speaking much in the way she was doing now. Sober and offhandedly blithe. She'd noticed the change immediately, and showed appreciation for the tactfulness by being more responsive to her comments.

Reverie worked silently, scrubbing her utensils and apparatus as cleanly as she could. If she hadn't been so buzzed, she might've been griping about wasting the last of the precious ingredients. At the very least, by staying over she could finally replace all the cracked jars and flasks she'd been lugging around forever. A small boon, the price of which she still wasn't sure was worth it. She noticed Rida watching her, soft grey eyes inscrutable in the dim lighting.

"What happened?" It wasn't so much that she presumed something significant had occurred, as she was nudging the woman along to get on with the real reason why she was looking for the witch.

"You missed a meeting..."

"Oh...."

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Hell0NHighWater Hell0NHighWater (you can have Rhys meet any of them if you want and then either have James ask his questions or Ryan ask for the rum ... or just don't) [/div][/div][div class=title]Ryan/James[/div][div class=text]Rhys stepped in between Marcus and Ryan at the right moment. Ryan's eyes flickered over at the other man, away from Marcus for now, as he put his hand on Ryans shoulder. It took him a second until he recognized the familiar face. As he did realization pooled in slowly. The fuck was he doing. But as soon as he looked over at Marcus again or as he opened his damn mouth everything inside Ryan just screamed for a fight. Just a fight nothing else. He wanted this fucking peace to end. He wanted to smash something. To cause and feel pain again. To taste blood. Marcus was just the stupid asshole that freed all of his anger, not the real reason for it. The reason was much deeper and darker. Luckily Rhys quickly shut Marcus down. Ryan tried to concentrate on him and forget about Marcus for now but it was hard. He wasn't really in control of himself.

"I know you're fuckin' pissed, but fuckin level with me here, Ryan. If you beat him up, rip him to fucking shreds, we get our asses kicked out. How fucking long do you think it will take before we get hypothermia? As soon as the weather gets warmer, I don't give a fuck. You can punch him in the face with his own fucking clothes as much as you want. But right now, think of the group, think of James.... and Penny. I don't think you want to see either of them frozen to the fucking bone." Ryan looked at Rhys, expression unchanged at first then he blinked and looked down. It wasn't what Rhys had said that got to him, it was how little he cared about it. How little the names meant to him right now. That every last part of him still ached for a fight, for trouble, no matter the cost. He looked back at Rhys nodding slowly, his eyes less angry and instead a bit remorseful. Another look flickered over at Marcus, cold and still irate but only smoldering compared to before. Then he backed off, turned around and walked towards James, who was still standing near the doorway.

"No fights. Don't stoop to his fuckin' level. He's up to something. I don't fucking trust it, but we can't afford to get kicked out until I know what it is, got it?" Ryan saw James scratching his head with that apologetic smile across his face out of the corner of his eye. He had no such look on his face. "I'll do my best." James made a step forward, same smile. "Yeah, sorry, I actually wanted to make sure there wouldn't be ..." James trailed off, looking into the distance before he met Rhys' eyes again, "I really didn't do a great job ..." The smile flared up a bit, got brighter.

"What made you almost go Rambo?" That had to be the main question, right? But Ryan wasn't sure himself ... or was he? Was it just him, his nature? That he wasn't compatible with this place and Marcus? Didn't sound quite right. "I don't know it's just Marcus and" he snorted, "all of this, it just doesn't feel-" Elliot slipped into the conversation and since he only had eyes for Rhys both Ryan and James just watched the following part. Getting away from Marcus sounded good to the two and Ryan also liked the idea to maybe drink some rum later. So they left, like Rhys, walking off and leaving the cafeteria behind.

Then they went back to where they were before, James actually finished the rest of his cigarette and they started dwelling in old stories and memories. Things that felt far too distant in these days, Ryan thought. It was nice, cleared his head, for now, the walls that were broken down were build up again, that darkness and anger hidden inside. It was getting ever harder to do so, to hide it, he felt that there wouldn't be much left soon. But not yet, not quite yet. After a while, none of them had really paid attention to the time that passed, they were called to the cafeteria for some important announcement.

Almost everyone was gathered, including most of their crew and the whole leadership of this base, Rhys standing beside them. Seemed to actually be important and Ryan didn't have a good feeling about any of this. James on the other hand just didn't know what to make of this so far. That was also what James' face showed as he listened to this announcement, his expression was just a big fucking question mark with an ounce of irritation every now and then, his eyes always darted to the person talking shortly, but then jumped back towards Rhys as if asking 'what's going on?' or 'what's all of this supposed to mean?' and awaiting some kind of answer from their leader. Ryan on the other hand just glared at Rhys, his face was straight, he didn't show much emotion, and his eyes were just fixated.

At the mentioning of the importance of afflicted people the feeling in his gut became a small roar and then rage and all the other dark feelings started clawing him up from the inside, but he kept the same expression, only in his eyes you could've seen some fire. Why had he been stupid enough to trust again, any of them, didn't he know better? No, they deserved it, and he had no idea what was truly going on. He looked to the ground for a second. Rhys was surely what he thought was the best for everyone, but what if the best for their group wasn't the best for Ryan. Exactly that was the reason he had been without a group most of the time. But Rhys didn't deserve his anger one way or another, that much he knew, so there wasn't even a hint of the glare from before when he looked back up.

Ryan wasn't surprised at all as his name fell, but for James not hearing his own name was the moment he snapped out of his confused state. He made a step forward, ready to protest, but Ryan grabbed him by the shoulder and shook his head. James gave Ryan an irritated look now and then slumped down into a chair begrudgingly.

People stormed out after the announcement and others stormed after, and once it was a bit quieter in the cafeteria again Ryan walked towards Scott, Marcus, Chantel, who part of this plan and this base's leadership. He didn't want to go out there, into some unknown danger, especially not when he knew that he was pretty close to being dragged down into hell, but it didn't seem like he had a choice ... unless he'd just leave on his own, hoping to survive in that storm.

Marcus and Chantel gave him a curious look as he came closer as if they half expected him to make another scene, but he wasn't going to. "Is there anything else we need to know about this mission? Except for the things you've told us already?"

"Not really, Scott's the one with experience and a plan, so listen to him out there." Marcus was the first to answer but Scott quickly followed after. "An' other than that just be prepared, won't be an easy ride." Ryan sighed and then nodded. "Right, guess I'll just have to trust you then." He looked into a distance for a moment, trust them, what would that mean in the end? "There's something else," he said after a moment, "you've been sitting on this mess for a year now and you need us to help clean it up, I suppose you'll let us use some of your tools?" Ryan was just about to say something else, to make the question more clear as Chantel rose her voice this time. "You're free to take a look if we have what you lack in terms of weapons, yes."

"Of course you can only take what you really need for the mission," Marcus added this almost immediately, and Ryan nodded and then was about to walk off again, but stopped as Marcus made another comment. "After earlier today I doubted you'd be so keen on being part of this mission." Ryan snorted and looked back at them with a smirk. "Well," his voice was sharp, but void of anger or anything like that, "I'll have to get rid of this storm first if I want to kick you in the ass and then leave, so guess I have a new priority for now." He turned back away from them, heard a short laugh coming from Marcus and a comment about how he maybe isn't as bad a motherfucker as he seemed and upon hearing that, Ryan just mumbled something barely loud enough for Marcus to hear. "Let's not get too romantic," Then, he really walked off to get two plates of food, one for himself and one for James.

James looked up at Ryan as he placed the plate on the table in front of him. "Thought you'd want some too." James ignored the food, straightened his back and looked in the eyes. "I want to come to that mission, I would be useful, hell, you know I can fight ... Why don't you want me to come with you?" Ryan sighed as he took a seat and shook his head as he looked up at James. "You know it's nothing like that, but we also need good backup. Can't send all our best at once, right? I'm just comfortable with the thought of you being here with Alaska, Rhys and the rest, so you keep each other safe here and make sure Marcus isn't up to anything." He laughed shortly, but James didn't seem to think any of this was funny. "Hey, the team that's going out is good enough, we can handle whatever that is out there." James didn't seem to be particularly happy with the answer, but he dropped the topic and talked about something else.

After he had finished his meal James made his way to their room, to lie down in his bed and think and eventually sleep. If he met Rhys on his way he'd stop to, nicely, ask him a couple of questions, just because he needed some kind of answer. Why didn't you tell us? Why aren't you sending me too? Is there anything else we should know? Do you think we can trust ... them? Do you have any idea of what's out there? You wouldn't send them if you didn't think they were going to make it back, right? And maybe a few others.

As Ryan had finished, he instead went to find the armory and take a look if they had anything of use here. Because he was pretty sure his crossbow wouldn't be all that effective in this storm, and he didn't want to have to solely rely on melee out there. So he would take a gun or two, maybe some explosives, grenades or something, if they had any and as much ammunition as he could need. This mission might send them to their deaths; he at least considered that a possibility; but he wouldn't go unprepared.

On his way there he saw Kayden, sitting on the ground, back against a wall, seemingly not noticing Ryan. He stared at something in his hand. "Hey Kayden," The younger hunter seemed startled as he heard somebody speak, and quickly put whatever he was holding away into a pocket. "I was about to go see if they got something useful in their armory, for the mission, you know? If they want us to deal with it for them they can at least give us some equipment to do so. Wanna come with?" He flashed Kayden a smile held out a hand to help him up and they walked on.

The base's armory wasn't huge, but it wasn't small either, and it held a good number of weapons. The first one that caught Ryan's attention was an assault rifle. Probably the same as the ones the guards had used when they first arrived, it had the red lasers too, a flashlight on it, and there were also models with a scope. He held in his hands, looked it up and down, tried to get a bit of a feel for it. "I think I know what I'm taking, have you found something?"

After he had chosen the rifle he also packed several magazines into his backpack and then looked for a pistol and a few other useful things. "What do you think about all of this shit? Think we can trust Marcus and Scott?" He picked up a pistol, looked at it for a few moments and put back again, he was generally happy with what they were able to find here. "You have any speculations what's waiting for us out there?" Another pistol, it felt better, he kept it. Then he turned to look at Kayden.

As they left again Ryan at least felt a lot more ready then he'd done before. It was always good to have more than one option in a fight. Now, there wasn't much else to do for him, maybe he should try to sleep already. Or he could try to find Rhys, to take him up on that offer of some shared rum.[/div]
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Emrys Contiello
[div class=miniBox][div class="miniText mini1"] [div class=bar][div class=title]Location[/div][div class=barText]McGuire AF Base[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]Interactions[/div][div class=barText]Cuore mio | Allea| James[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]OOC[/div][div class=barText]I'm very tired and this is trash. Rhys is always down for a midnight drink[/div][/div] [div class=bar][div class=title]BGM[/div][div class=barText]Apocalypse Morning [/div][/div] [/div] [/div] [div class=bigBox][div class=bigScroll] "Alright, hey...alright...enough waterworks and declarations of love. We're both fucking stupid and wrong, how about that, hmm?" He breathed a laugh hitched with the edge of a bitter sigh. He wasn't in a position to argue, not when he felt stupid for even crying in the first place. Letting himself experience emotion this heavy was something that he hadn't done in a long, long time. Nik maneuvered himself to the chilled tile floor, close enough that he could feel his body heat through the thin layer of his t-shirt. Wiping at his eyes he brushed away the remaining tears rather forcefully, annoyed with himself for letting himself get to this state.

"...you're kind of a big sap, you know," His face scrunched into a grimace, cyan orbs darting towards the cheeky lift of the other man's mouth. Rhys shook his head, tilting his upper body towards Nik as he spoke, "Only because you make me this way." There was a slight tease in his voice, brows raised a bit as he recognized the split second of mischief that teetered on the edge of those ocean blue orbs. Rhys didn't have a chance to even slide in another retort, or perhaps bridge the gap between them for one more kiss, before Nik's expression shifted into something a bit more serious.

"...I don't know you as much as I'd like, if I'm being honest," Rhys' lips parted to say something, but stopped himself upon realizing that Nik was still talking, "...but I didn't think you'd expect any of us, let alone me, to put faith in a plan we weren't aware of, that hinged on your faith in people you don't know and we do not trust." Maybe Rhys had put far too much faith in the group to begin with. It wasn't that he didn't think that they wouldn't question him, but...he thought that maybe there was a bit of trust that went a long way. Trust in him. Rhys hadn't been the only one to get them this far, but if had been out of the equation he doubted that any of them would have really stayed together. Penny and Nik perhaps, same with Elijah and Amara, but the rest of them? Likely not. In many ways Rhys held them all together, not just as the defacto leader, but as a friend. He had hoped that would have been enough, apparently though, it wasn't. Nik made a good point, good enough that it caused him to roll it over in his mind a couple times. His brows furrowed, "I don't have faith in Marcus' posse. That's the whole point in sending people I trust. I didn't expect anyone to like the idea, but it was the only way. Even if I had consulted someone, it still would have ended up the same way. I don't know this area well enough to find other shelter in the storm and at least here there's electricity and working showers." He sighed a little, running a hand through the curls of his dark brown hair. "As for knowing me, you can always ask. I won't hide anything from you." A slight smile curved his lips that juxtaposed the seriousness in his gaze.

"...Rhys. Why would we try to 'mesh' with these fucks, at large, if this is how their operations run? You..." Another sigh slid out of him, this one holding a note of exasperation.

"...you do know you've been played in some way, right?" He shook his head slowly, rubbing his jaw and cringing a bit at the thick stubble that marred his skin.

"Think. It's a racket. If Chantel's an ally, then fine. But if Marcus is willing to put faith in a man who keeps letting people get killed, he's dumber than Henry was, callous, or both. Scott wasn't hesitant at all to drag me along on a death march," His hand stopped, confusion causing his brows to rise. There was a name in that sentence he did not recognize. At first he thought he had meant Harry, but the pronunciation was deliberate and Rhys hadn't known him to forget people's names so easily. It raised a couple questions of his own. Ones that he would very much like the answer to when Nik was done trying out-think him. He understood the blond's thought process, but he could only wonder if the man had ever spent time with a chessboard. There were too many moving pieces and despite the colors, things weren't always black and white. People moved and thought in certain ways, preformed certain duties, but nothing was ever so simple.

"...you're trying to walk two lines when the one you should be walking is right in front of you...you're too smart for this," That caused a breath of a chuckle to leave his lips. Rhys tilted his head to the side as a smile crept across his face. One that spoke nothing to the ignorance Nik was inadvertently claiming he had. Rhys knew exactly what he was doing, he knew how these pieces moved. The only person being played was the one who was going to be quite out numbered and ill prepared in the morning. "You're right. I am too smart for that." Rhys shot him a coy look, a bit of that egotistic detective from another world and another life poking through the hardened shell the apocalypse had shaped around him.

"Your gut should've also been screaming at you to tell us all this. I know I don't need to say that, but now I'm wondering if someone spun compulsion on you," That was an interesting thought. Though he doubted that was the case. He had always worked liked this, he just wasn't sure anyone really noticed until now.

"...didn't think anyone else had that bonus skill," Rhys brought his gaze to rest on the blond's face, "You're talking about the little stunt you pulled to get us in." He only said it to confirm his suspicion, humming when Nik's expression told him the validity of his conclusion. "I don't believe anyone else does. But no, my gut didn't tell me to say anything. It wouldn't have gone over well either way, so it didn't matter. My only regret is that I ended up hurting you far more than I ever intended." He shifted a bit in his spot, a melancholy emotion slipping into his expression before it faded again. "Tesoro, four days from tomorrow you and the scouting party will be at the origin point of the storm. One of two things will happen: You'll all be able to go in just fine or it will only be you and Ryan. If we were betting, I'd put all of my fucking money on the first thing. A couple hours after you leave, another group will be following in your footsteps. I've spent a lot of fucking time collecting shit so all the other group has to do is follow the bread crumbs you drop. It will take them a day maybe to catch up at the center of the storm. That's back up and a supplies replenish guaranteed to come your way. A couple hours after they arrive, the rest of us will come out with the RV to pick everyone up. So, knowing that do you really think I'm still the one getting played? I always have a plan, Nik. You've just got to trust me."

"Thanks for telling me, now," There was another pause and his eyebrow arched in response. His brain had already been scrambled by panic and depression, but the curiosity outweighed the dread of what he might have wished to talk about.

"...the 'anything' I want...is everything." Both brows skyrocketed, head tilting a bit to the side as he studied the other man.

"I know this is hard for you, my brand of stupid isn't a lack of observational skills...if you have plans, I want them, If you have fears, I want them. If you have pain, I want it. I can handle it, but I can't handle the 'not knowing'..." Rhys stared at him like he had never seen him before, his heart thudding away in every part of his body. What Nik was asking for was something he had never given anyone. Not Olive, not Monica, and not Jack. None of them had ever tried to grasp him because he had always flown far too close to the sun. Too many people were scared of that risk and he in return was terrified that someone would. Nik didn't seem to care about the risk, essentially asked for it, and Rhys sat there dumbfounded as the blond rattled on.

"...don't ice me out. I'd like to paint a proper portrait of myself for you, but I'd need to see the meaty bits as well...it's scary. I get it. But that's what love is, you beautiful fucking doofus."

A slow smile curled at his mouth, soft and somehow still reaching his eyes despite it not being very big. This was starting to sound dangerously like a vow, one that he would cradle close and never let go of. His hand reached out to rest against Nik's chest, fingers slowly curling into his shirt before pulling him closer. He mimicked Nik's earlier action, pressing their lips together and lingering for just a heartbeat before leaning away. His right hand followed the curve of his jawline, the pad of his thumb brushing over his lower lip. Rhys tilted his head forward until their foreheads touched.

"If that's what you want, then I'll give it to you. Meaty bits and all." He chuckled a little at the way that sounded, the side of his mouth hitching further. Rhys stayed like that for a while, feeling peace in having him close and not wanting to part with it. He pulled something from his pocket, finding Nik's hand and slipping the lightly damaged pack of cigarettes into the palm of his hand. "Don't open it now. It's for all the times in the next few days when you hate me for getting you into whatever mess you find yourself in; it's for those nights when you hate just how cold that space is beside you; and it's for the moment you start missing me." That last part might have been a bit presumptuous, but as his free hand slid down the other man's arm he knew that not having him at his side was going to be its own special sort of torture. He had grown so used to it over time that he just...simply forgot what life was like here before Nik. He forgot what life was like without...all of them. It was difficult to remember a time when it was just him, that year had passed by in a daze and he wasn't really sure that he had spent any of it sober.

Rhys climbed to his feet, pulling Nik up with him. His lips parted to say something, but the words died in his throat. He didn't want to tell him to come back, not when he was the one who had sent him out there. This was the last night they would have together for days and he wasn't about to waste it on silly doubts. "I'm going to go see if I can speak with the others, find me later alright?" He cast him a slight smile, pressing his lips to the flesh of his cheek before heading towards the door. One hand slipped into his pocket and he smiled, looking back at the blond before strolling back out into what he felt like was a far more hostile environment. The sound of footsteps turned his attention towards a woman walking down the hallway, her face scrunching up in distaste as soon as the two had made eye contact.

"Allea--"

"Emrys."

His expression fell faster than a bowling ball dropped from a ten story window. His gaze narrowing at the same time as hers did. Her hands rested on her hips, looking him over as if he were some revenant on the side of the road. There was something about it that he just didn't like. "How do you..." he shook his head, "nevermind, I need a favor." Allea's brown lifted in response, pressing her lips together.

"Favors come at a price Cher."

Rhys gave her a blank stare, the gears in his mind churning, "I'm willing to pay that price if only you do this one thing for me." She hummed, examining her nails on one hand, "I'm listening."

"I need you to use this. For Nik." Her attention flickered up then, chocolate gaze fixating on the amulet that swung in the air suspended on a golden chain and glimmering in the light. Her lips parted just before a smile cut across her features. It was the type of smile that set his nerves on edge. "My, my, that's somethin' I haven't seen in a long time. I suppose you want me to take away some of his affliction?"

"Think you can?"

She chuckled, "Of course I can, Cher. But my services just got a lot more expensive." Rhys' face shifted into a snarl as he took a step forward, thrusting the medallion into her hand. "Just fuckin' do it."

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There was a permanent scowl fixed onto his face. He hated that woman, she crawled under his skin and left a rotten taste in his mouth every time. But knowing that Nik would be half a foot out of hell caused a bit of weight to lift off of his shoulders. He was confident that Penny could pull him back, it was part of the reason he sent her, but that look in his eyes when they had first started talking...the shifting glances...he would've had to have been stupid not to notice that on top of the repugnant stench of sulfur and ash. Another pair of footsteps pulled him from his thoughts, gaze focusing on James as he walked toward him. He looked troubled and Rhys had a feeling that...he was partly responsible for that. His face fell lax, "James..." He started and then stopped, shifting his weight as he came to stand in front of the younger man. His hand came up to rub the back of his neck, "Listen, I know you're probably angry with me. But I just wanted to say that...they'll be okay out there. I know that everyone probably thinks I'm not the most trustworthy person right now, but I acted in the best interest of the group." He sighed a little, letting his hand drop back to his side.

"I was thinking about cracking open that bottle of rum Alaska gave me. If you wanted to ask some questions I'm more than willing to answer, lord knows I've got the fuckin' time." The corner of his mouth curved a bit sheepishly, extending the offer in hopes that it might soothe whatever animosity was there. Rhys wasn't exactly sure how James took the news, he wasn't exactly sure how everyone processed it other than the people he had originally spoken with, but he knew they were all owed an explanation. One way or another, he'd speak with each of them, make sure that they were all on the same page. Nik was probably right, a fact he begrudgingly admitted to himself, he should have told them this before. Well, it was far too late now. He had made his bed, it was only expected that he would lie in it. His hands slipped into his pockets, "I could start off by saying I'm sorry. This is a bit of a mess, but believe me when I say no one in going in there alone. If you don't want to talk now, I can fill you in tomorrow." He shifted a little, waiting for his response, trying to fight the bit of anxiety that lurched down his spine.



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