Fantasy The Five Kingdoms - The Fall of Sarthenfall - OOC

[explosiveKitten]

Mmmm....

 

[Inheritance]

Then what? We do a mass suicide? We all start another RP and wait for sparrow to return?

We attest kitten?

 

[Blackrose7]

Who knows.

 

[explosiveKitten]

Then what? We do a mass suicide? We all start another RP and wait for sparrow to return?

We attest kitten?

 

[Bakuyoshi]

Did I pick a bad time to pop back and try to apologize?

 

[Blackrose7]

Nope

 

[NinjaGirlGamer]

Did I pick a bad time to pop back and try to apologize?

Well ummmm Sparrow is MIA.

But.... I could the judge and jury

 

[Bakuyoshi]

Look I am really sorry for what happened... Gosh how long ago was that. I'll call it last month. I was slowly losing it as Cali felt absolutely useless. Honestly I felt no issues with the story or anything, heck looking at this it reminded me of one of the first story ideas I had and was kinda praised for. Honestly the world building is fantastic. The villain is creative and the idea of a big bad that hardly has much screen time but is intimidating from the actions we see is a concept that really not many things do.

But it was frustration at something the could have been in my control, I simply could've said no, but I allowed Cali to slide deeper and deeper into hatred, questioning everything when instead I was too afraid to say no to someone I gave control of my character when I was gone. And I let that fester inside me, slowly hating everyone in this thread for a time. Which eventually lead to last month. I had a lot of issues outside of this and I was angry at quite a few things and in an act of absolute cowardice I simply broke at the people that I never knew the face or voice of. I told myself "it's fine you don't know them, what's the worst that will happen? They get upset and eventually just forget you. No harm if they can't remember."

But now that I have settled down and have everything (sorta) fixed. I still have a few issues at the moment but not enough to where I can't make a proper apology. I mean I already a while back made an apology to Sparrow but I felt that it would be best to try and make peace with the rest of you.

 

[Blackrose7]

Yeah about Sparrow. We have been trying to get her attention, but she hasn't come back for some reason. She said that she was doing an ap test, but she disappeared on us.
We forgive you, Baku. We also didn't even touch Cali.

 

[explosiveKitten]

Look I am really sorry for what happened... Gosh how long ago was that. I'll call it last month. I was slowly losing it as Cali felt absolutely useless. Honestly I felt no issues with the story or anything, heck looking at this it reminded me of one of the first story ideas I had and was kinda praised for. Honestly the world building is fantastic. The villain is creative and the idea of a big bad that hardly has much screen time but is intimidating from the actions we see is a concept that really not many things do.

But it was frustration at something the could have been in my control, I simply could've said no, but I allowed Cali to slide deeper and deeper into hatred, questioning everything when instead I was too afraid to say no to someone I gave control of my character when I was gone. And I let that fester inside me, slowly hating everyone in this thread for a time. Which eventually lead to last month. I had a lot of issues outside of this and I was angry at quite a few things and in an act of absolute cowardice I simply broke at the people that I never knew the face or voice of. I told myself "it's fine you don't know them, what's the worst that will happen? They get upset and eventually just forget you. No harm if they can't remember."

But now that I have settled down and have everything (sorta) fixed. I still have a few issues at the moment but not enough to where I can't make a proper apology. I mean I already a while back made an apology to Sparrow but I felt that it would be best to try and make peace with the rest of you.

You know I would have changed that if you told me to, but I also don’t blame you for anything. If anything, I shouldn’t have done something like that in the first place. It’s okay, really.

 

[Bakuyoshi]

In the end though I made the call. Who would be the one to blame if a kid did something wrong but the parent never pointed it out and just let the kid keep going.

Who do you blame at that point, the Kid or the Parent?

(really could have made a better comparison. I suck at this whole comparison thing.)

 

[Blackrose7]

The parent

 

[Bakuyoshi]

And as such I was the one at fault, I don't like confrontation at all. IRL that is my biggest downside, people will do something I don't like and I am always to afraid to say it. Hell because of that I lost my world in a DnD game to my CO GM.

 

[Blackrose7]

That is very mean move for your co gm to do that.

 

[Inheritance]

I never had a problem with ya. Good to see you back

 

[Blackrose7]

Same here

 

[Bakuyoshi]

Unfortunately everyone likes the CO GM over me. I have dealt with that fact a bit of go. And just keep going.

 

[Blackrose7]

They shouldn't have done that, because it is your world.

 

[Bakuyoshi]

Well I did make a cheeky move. When in doubt make an Alternate Universe the party can visit. Which I did, where everything is how I wanted it to go.

 

[Blackrose7]

Cool.

 

[Bakuyoshi]

Quiet day.

 

[Blackrose7]

Indeed it is.

 

[explosiveKitten]

It’s been this way for weeks

 

[Bakuyoshi]

Welp, I have no accomplished what every Bard has done in DnD. Get with a random NPC.

 

[Inheritance]

Soooooooo