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Stillness.

Then the soft, lulling sound of oars hitting the water’s surface. The yawning mouth of the River Lethe surrounded a lone boat, traversing the glassy harbors of the in-between. In this realm of perpetual twilight, a single sleek face could be made out among the gloom-- a ferrywoman. She stood at the edge of the bow, eyes peering eagerly for any semblance of a shoreline in the distant haze. Then, at last, the lights of the dock could be seen. Their piercing glow broke through monochrome fog. The silhouette of a single building could be seen, grey on grey, black on black. Like the edges of a dime, its rough shingled roof jutted out from the elegant curvature of the structure, combining elements of both new and old architecture. Gothic detailing spiraled upward into Ionian columns, and modern sheets of glass paralleled cathedral-esque stained-glass windows. It was a beautiful meatloaf of a building. It was The Altar.


A light ebbed and swayed at the bow, a flickering lantern that bathed everything in a tint of ominous crimson. Then the hunched creature at the bow turned around, revealing eyes as old as time and a face as fresh as a newborn’s. The hollow stare of the ferry-woman bore deeply into the skulls of each one of the mortals now uncomfortably seated on the splintered wooden edges of the gondola. Bony fingers clasped the oar, and a profuse sweat broke out on her brow-line as she furiously paddled to shore, a breeze now blowing in the opposite direction. Where the breeze originated was knowledge possessed only by a few, and Dahlia, the ferrywoman, was not one of them. Against this cool zephyr, a longing sigh escaped her lips. Like Atlas holding up the weight of a world upon her shoulders, she stretched, contorting her thin frame into an almost impossible arc before it slid back into place, then beamed a smile at her bewildered passengers.

“Sooo, how’s everyone feeling tonight? Hope it was a swell ride for you all. Rate me a five on Styx Stars, will ya?” She half-joked in the partial light, still grinning at the mortals who had the unfortunate business of traveling their way through this purgatorial boundary between Heaven and Hell. “Enjoy your stay at The Altar Casino and Resort. Please, this way…” she escorted them with a gesture of her skeletal wrist, motioning to the dock. “Watch your step. It can get slippery out here.” Every board on the dock seemed well-worn, as if a million footsteps had once stood in their place. Yet it was still intact, held together by perhaps some miracle of God. The black waters of the river lapped at the pillars which held the ramshackle piece together. Lost dreams floated by, items that had no place in a river as polluted as the Lethe. Wedding rings, rocking horses, a pair of baby shoes… all of them floated and bobbed at the surface before being swept away by the current, never to be seen again.

But Dahlia paid these items little mind.

Her hand was still firmly situated on a dock column while her foot rested on the gondola, encouraging her passengers to exit in a timely fashion. Not that time mattered here. It was but a swirling, vague void that ate everything which entered. Mortals might think of something akin to a black hole, but there was something intentional, more purposeful than a sunken star about the casino and its surroundings which haunted the curious onlooker. A black hole was governed by gravity, and gravity could be quantified, understood. But the abyss here was limitless, an endless array of forgotten hopes drifting into the fog. Human desires were limitless, it seemed. They all had wishes to fulfill, things they meant to do before their untimely deaths-- and in Dahlia’s opinion, every human death was untimely. Hell, who expected to die? Well, some people, she supposed. But she pushed these depressing thoughts from her head before vocalizing them with her unenthusiastic audience who were now beginning to collect themselves at the edge of the vicinity and the front of the casino’s gates. Wrought black iron winded its way through rust like the back of a venomous snake, and ivy patterned the gate in a way that would almost be quaint if it were not so menacing and voluminous. Towering over the folks at the entrance, the gate shifted, then, with a groan of protest, it opened, inch by inch. The ferrywoman tapped her foot impatiently. They needed to replace that gate. Had it always been rusty, or had the moisture in the air eaten away at it? Dahlia always wondered how things at the casino could age when, really, there was no time, not in the linear way that mortals viewed it. As a mortal herself, its infinite nature was difficult to comprehend and a topic often avoided unless over a few hastily consumed and alcohol-content-high drinks. After that, everyone at the table became a philosopher.

“There’s no time here,” she mentioned aloud casually to the people gathered around the spectacle of a building. “Just thought I’d let you know. Don’t think about it too much, though. It’s less of a big deal than you’d think. Just… ride the wave. You know?” Her meaningless rambling seemed insensitive considering the situation the tag-alongs had been placed in, but she felt they deserved to know before they met their great-great-great Protestant grandpa partying in the club on the second floor. The shock and ridiculousness would be a sight to behold, though, she mused. Mortals were so silly, and she was equally willing to play into their silliness, considering her own very human status in the casino. She was snapped from her reverie when the gate let out one last dying squeal.

Cavernous doors blazed with light at the edge of the dandelion-spotted grass. Would they enter?
 
The casino was quiet. A lullaby descended over the pristine tiled floors and the carpet by the windows which reeked of cigarette butts. A lone desk stood like a forgotten soldier at the forefront of the room, emblazoned with the neon symbol of The Altar. And one by one, sullen figures, with the lines of their souls freshly cast from the mortal realm, sauntered in. Lotus could see the dim silhouette of the ferrywoman, Dahlia, through the glass doors. Her lips twisted into a grin that didn't quite seem to fit her face. She would greet them soon, but for now, she was at the bar, sipping water that kind of tasted like dish soap. Lotus inhaled the deep scent of pipe smoke and incense, and let out a light cough, looking distressed for a moment as she searched for the source. Oh. Someone in the gambling pit was puffing. Of course. She haughtily lifted a hand and pointed to the small and inconspicuous "NO SMOKING" signs plastered to the faded rose wallpaper behind the front desk. Offering a playful smile to the new guests to hide her discontent, she rummaged around for the new lobby passes underneath the desk. The hard, laminated plastic was cool under her fingertips. She lifted the passes up victoriously to the yellowed fluorescent bulbs. These would be for the newest arrivals. She read their names one by one, eyes toying at the edges of the letters like a cat wrapped up in its own yarn.

Shawn. Merle. Alec. What had they been like in life? Did they suffer? Were they wretched, horrible people, or innocents who ended up meeting their sudden fates? She almost wished there was a woman among them, someone that wouldn't be so boisterous. The club and the pit was a sausage party, Lotus duly noted, grimacing. Of course, she had been a man once, too. Not that it mattered. The grace of a lady suited her best in this role, and perhaps God wouldn't be so quick to punish a dainty vixen for her heavenly war crimes than he would a brutish fool. Ah, what a beautiful night. Day? Dawn, or evening? Who knew? The stars still twinkled above, as rays of artificial sunlight simultaneously shone through skylights in the roof, illuminating the room in an angelic glow. She wanted to spit out the water, but she was almost done, and Lotus would waste not. So she gulped down the last of the dish-soap water. Maybe it would cleanse her sins, she laughed to herself, allowing another smile to break through her lips, although it didn't quite reach her eyes.

Speaking of eyes, they began to sting from secondhand smoke. She turned her attention to the gambling pit, suddenly aware of the spectacle that had befallen the casino's core. Two men were locked in clumsy hand-to-hand combat. It wasn't quite combat... More of a wrestling match between two children on wooden horse sticks. They paced around one another awkwardly, lashing out and throwing accusatory stares as passerby. Lotus wasn't one to break up fights, but she didn't want to give the new folks the wrong impression. She slid the laminated passes into her pocket and stood with mock vigor, hoping the movement would be enough to break up their untimely brawl. Alas, it was not. They were still locked in, two bulls mad-dogging each other without mercy. Maybe she'd let some angel come by and set them straight. She just wasn't in the mood today.
 
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Alec didn’t respond to Dahlia’s questions or inquires. He mostly ignored the presence of her and the two others with them. He looked into the deep dark water flowing under them most of the time. He couldn’t take his eyes off the darkness, he felt like he could jump in and swim forever. He saw countless of items most would consider their prized possessions.

Dahlia walked them from the doc to the large doors, Alec couldn’t figure out how no one else was slipping or stumbling on the uneven surface or the dew grass.

Alec stood before the gate slowly opening. He looked to his sides to see the other two strangers, apparent ‘mortals’ like himself. He looked back towards the angel-like creature that had brought them here. He supposes it could be a demon, he’s never seen anything like them before. He could honestly say he’d never been dead before.

She told them there was no time here, Alec found that so strange. If he could remember what being alive was he could probably remember what time was, but he was mostly confused. He knew he was alive, he knows he feels lost and scared now, but that’s all he really knows.

He steps forward into the large building before them. They follow suit. He can see a few other people around, angels or demons or other mortals, he wasn’t sure. He saw a dark skinned figure sitting at what looked like a bar, drinking something and grimacing.

Alcohol down here must tasted like crap Alec figured, but hey, it was hell. Or something like that.

He still wasn’t sure, Dahlia hadn’t really told them. Purgatory or something. He just thought purgatory was hell, but apparently it wasn’t. What did he really care anyway?

The figure pointed at a small sign that he couldn’t read from across the room and she grinned at him. It didn’t look natural, and he could almost feel fear creeping up his spine as the figure looked at him. He looked to his side to see the other two mortals.

He walked up to the lone desk at the entrance of the room and kept his eyes on the two strangers he walked in with. He was lost but felt losing them would lose the only connection he had to reality. He waited for them to walk over as well.

“What are your names, then?”, Alec finally asked them after ignoring them the whole ride. They didn’t seem to pleased that he suddenly wanted to talk after all evening.
 
There would be newcomers today. There seem to be newcomers to Hell's Carnival every day, Chloe sarcastically and bitterly noted to herself. Although the place was purgatory, it felt like Hell to her. The stupid casino aspect of this dump didn't seem to help that fact either. On a typical day, she would be out and dealing with the animals that were the mortals because it was her job to babysit a bunch of usually drunken idiots. Chloe currently wasn't out in the casino, however. She was inside her room, staring at herself in the vanity mirror she demanded to have placed in her room. If she had to work a job as terrible as this, she wanted a mirror to sit at. She had been granted that, among other things she demanded to make her stay as comfortable as possible, yet her stay here could never truly be comfortable. Chloe remembered her father telling her she was doing him a great service as she brushed her blonde strands absentmindedly, her blue eyes boring into their own reflection.

What was she even doing here? Not even she could answer that. All she knew is that she hated it and that she had never hated anything more in her entire existence. It brought her no joy to live among mortals, some of which were terrible when they were alive. Chloe didn't hate every human, her feelings on humanity as a whole were rather complex, but she certainly didn't like most of them. That made her job even harder. The job she needed to stop avoiding and actually attend to.

"I fucking hate this job," Chloe whispered to herself in the mirror, giving her appearance that mattered greatly to her one last glance over to make sure everything was fine. Her naturally pouted lips were sparkling from the lip gloss she had applied, and she didn't have a single hair out of place. She looked fine enough to go out into the casino, knowing she needed to hurry since she was also required to greet them eventually.

Chloe rolled her eyes at the thought of greeting the humans before leaving her bedroom that looked more like a cheap motel room that'd have a rodent infestation. She hated greeting the humans. What was she even supposed to say to them? Hey, guys. Welcome to The Altar, a disgusting, cheap-looking casino-motel thing that can make even angels cry. The tobacco smell is permanent. Oh, by the way, you don't remember anything because we're going to sadistically make you gamble for your memories back. Did we also mention you'll be judged by God to determine whether you'll go to Heaven or Hell in this process? The food is terrible, enjoy your stay!

When Chloe did make her way into the area she was already supposed to be in, she caught sight of the two mortals that seemed to be rolling around on the floor attempting to fight. Chloe clenched her jaw when she saw them, absolutely not in the mood to deal with this today. She cleared her throat loudly, tapping her mary janes against the floor as she watched the men quickly scramble away from one another once they saw who exactly was clearing their throat. Chloe had quite the reputation in this place. She had many nicknames among the mortals because of this, the most popular one being 'Hitler Barbie.' She didn't deal with bullshit. Period.

Chloe didn't even say anything to them before she walked over to the bar area where Lotus was, taking in a sharp exhale. Lotus and she had a...complicated relationship. There seemed to be tension between the two of them that made no sense to her, considering she didn't know Lotus outside of the casino, to her knowledge.

"Who are the newcomers?" Chloe asked monotonously, her arms crossed over her chest almost defensively. She didn't bother to explain why she wasn't out here. She didn't care to explain herself to the eccentric, strange Lotus.
 
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Lotus watched in satisfaction as Chloe instantaneously broke up the fight. Nothing felt better than having an angel do something for you. Especially when you were the devil himself. Lost in this swelling sense of amazement at the command the angel had over the room, she was late to notice that the beautiful being was, in fact, approaching Lotus herself. The stern tapping of heels on the marble tiles caused her to look up with a start, jolting the empty glass which once rested firmly in her hand sloppily down onto the bar table. "I... yeah. The newcomers," she fumbled for words, pressing her pockets as she smoothed the wrinkles out from her majestic and over-the-top satin coat. The laminate passes were still sitting firmly in her inner pocket. She pulled them out swiftly and, in an almost possessive, vulture-like manner, set them down on the table. "These are the new guys. All male. Their names are Merle, Shawn, and... Alex? Alec. Right, right." She shuffled them into a neat pile and stood again, this time with lackluster energy.

"Why would you want to know?"

She slid a sly gaze to Chloe, almost taunting her as she rapping slender fingers against her soft jawline and resting her head in her palm. Sometimes she liked to tease the angels, especially when they seemed curious, and Chloe always seemed... a little bit too invested in what the mortals were doing. She had garnered a reputation around the casino as a regular patrol officer, sleek, cold, haughty. When she entered a room, heads turned, but Lotus knew the blonde paid them little mind. She couldn't tell if the angel was focused on God, or more concerned with her own rep. Perhaps it was a bit of both. She let out an exhale of relief now that the fight had been quelled, but it didn't last long. Chloe was a formidable foe, and if there were any in the casino that could take on the infamous Lotus, it would be the equally legendary Chloe, sticking her pretty nose in business that didn't concern her kind.

My kind, Lotus reminded herself, frowning involuntarily. The silence between the two grew stronger, and before Chloe could snap back, Lotus had already given way from her own taunts. "Just playing. They're the typical mortal crowd. All connected by fate, as usual, or happenstance, as it usually turns out to be. Maybe we'll get some fresh stories in the house tonight. I do wonder if they'll gamble..." she droned off, voice fading into the background behind the bustling chatter that had quickly resumed prior to the brawl. "You will help me run things smoothly tonight, considering the arrivals, won't you, Chloe?" she offered the angel a coy grin that came off more like a grimace.
 
Chloe quickly realized why there was always tension between her and Lotus. Lotus was always teasing her. Whether it was to get a reaction out of Chloe or to simply make fun of her, Chloe didn't know, but it drove her crazy nonetheless. It actually reminded her of her brother and how he'd use any situation to poke fun at her. That realization caused a deep pain pang throughout her, almost as if she had been physically injured at the thought of him. Chloe didn't dare to even think his name or unravel any of the emotions that came with remembering him.

The only reason Chloe hadn't responded to Lotus' taunting before she cleared up that she was joking was that she had been lost in her thoughts. Even though the incident with her brother happened quite literally millions of years ago at this point, she still thought of him, even at the most random times. Thinking of him was often a wildcard. Could she contain herself this time after a random thought of him popped up yet again, or would it cause an emotion she desperately tried to keep locked away deep inside of her to unravel without her consent? It seemed to be the latter today as her eyes started to gloss over. However, once she blinked, the gloss in her eye was gone, and it easily could've been attributed to the artificial light hitting her eyes at a certain angle. That was a completely different time that no longer mattered. Emotions that deep and intense were for humans, anyway. She certainly wasn't of the same caliber as a human, so she wasn't going to cry like one. At least not in front of any of them.

"Don't I always, Lotus?" Chloe asked in a dull tone that didn't convey she had almost begun crying just a second ago. She hated being around Lotus almost as much as she hated the job. This wasn't the first instance her eccentricities reminded her of a person that she wanted to forget. A person that hated her so much he hadn't spoken to her since the 1300s. Chloe scoffed bitterly at her thoughts. If only she could be mortal, something she rarely ever wished to be. What was it like to be able to forget?
 
The distinct sound of oars sliding through dark water was magnified by the absence of conversation.

A man in his late thirties, dressed in the same outfit he'd been wearing when he died, albeit dry and untattered -- a dark jacket with the top two buttons unbuttoned paired with long, similarly colored pants and a striped shirt underneath -- was seated at one of the most un-preferential positions in the gondola, right by the edge. The reason for its un-preferential-ness was clear to see, as whenever the boat collided with one of the many objects littering the inside of the river, it sent up a spray of foul, black liquid. Turning around, Shawn caught sight of a slime-covered ball in the wavering lantern-light, its simple orange and black stripes masked by the grey-ish mud.

Disgusting.

Hearing their ferrywoman start speaking towards them, sapphire-blue eyes looked towards the... hunched creature at the front. Her spindly form contorted into an impossible arch, causing Shawn to turn away in discomfort. The atmosphere was comfortable enough that the sailor didn't feel the need to converse with the others, but not enough so that he wanted to speak with the other passengers.

As the gondola pulled up to the decrepit deck, Shawn stepped onto the the creaking planks carefully, feeling like the wood would snap, dropping him into the murky water of the river. After reaching the much studier shore, the light-haired male took a moment to take in the steel gates leading to purgatory before the passengers were shepherded in.

The blond man wrinkled his nose as the mix of smoke and incense hit him as soon as he stepped into the casino. Upon hearing the fight, Shawn's head turned towards two men before the curiosity in his gaze turned to disdain upon seeing the way the two were fighting. Seeing the young girl step into the room before clearing her throat commandingly, the mortal couldn't help but raise a bushy eyebrow. But as the two drunks scrambled away, Shawn couldn't help but blink at the scene.

Who was she?

“What are your names, then?”

Turning towards the green-eyed stranger, he gave the man a dubious glance before responding. "You can call me..." Shawn's voice trailed off as her furrowed his brow in thought. Huh, he didn't remember...
 
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Note- please do not control Merle’s character for me.

There was something inherently unsettling about water, about riding in boats, though Merle could not quite grasp the reasoning that he felt this way. The occasional splash of water onto his cheeks was discomforting, yes, and the rock of the vessel made his stomach lurch at the abruptness of the motion, but these occurrences didn’t explain the lightheadedness, the taste of bile against the back of his tongue, the burning of tears barely held within his eyes. These sensations of utter misery proved to make focusing on the journey, and the company he had during the journey, impossible.

No, the only thought the young man had was that he needed to get off of this boat as soon as possible. Thus, he tightened his grip on the edge of the boat, digging his nails into the worn, mold-eaten wood as he swallowed his bile down. He felt it burn with the swallow, and groaned; it would be embarrassing to vomit here, and somehow the thought of embarrassment ranked higher than this strange, innate fear he had of the water.

A shaky sigh left him at the sight of a building, as unwelcoming and imposing as it may have seemed. The design didn’t matter to him, nor did the presentation; it was a on land, and therefore was the most sacred sight to him that he could recall. He wet his lips in anxious anticipation of the boat reaching the dock, tension tightening his shoulders into a hunch. A ringing in his ears deafened him to all sounds, his gaze locked on the dock kept him blinded to the lost objects of mortality floating in the river around them, though these senses came rushing back to him after the boat had docked and he had hastily scrambled out of it onto the dock without concern if the vessel rocked the remaining passengers or not.

Once standing on the dock, he braced his hands on his knees and hunched over, keeping his face resolutely away from the edge of the wood so he was not over the water. Taking several deep breaths, he clenched his eyes shut, allowing himself a few minutes to collect himself from this strange panic. His tension lessened to shakes, though even those eventually settled into an exhausted laxity in his muscles as Merle finally straightened, directing a peripheral glance to the one in the boat.

They looked different than him, that much was true. His heart rate picked up slightly at the sight, as the natural inclination to be afraid of the different rose within him. However, the words they spoke were English and not unkind, albeit blunt. The familiarity of this relaxed the young man enough that he offered a very shaky grin and nod of his head. Of course, the explanations were bizarre, but frankly, Merle barely had the capacity to formulate a coherent thought right now. He’d mull over the implications of what was said later. Glancing to the others leaving the boat, he found that he considered it rude that they didn’t speak to their guide. So, rather than follow them, he remained on the dock.

“Thank you for the ride,” he spoke softly and delicately, suggesting a more reserved personality, “Stay safe.”

As soon as he had responded, Merle was distracted by the sound of a scuffle inside the building. He felt his apprehension creeping up his back, and brought his left hand to hold his right elbow in a cross over his chest in a self-soothing gesture. He didn’t enjoy the sound of fights, physical or verbal, and although the outward appearance of the building hadn’t concerned him much, the noises of less-friendly activities from inside did give him pause.

Thankfully, the noises swiftly died down, and his trepidation more slowly relented. Merle was aware that he eventually would need to enter the building; the opening gates, while not particularly inviting, were a clear indication to move forward. So, he offered a meek wave to the one in the boat, slowly following behind the other passengers who had already entered the casino. He thought he heard one of them speaking, but he was, frankly, too far behind to hear. He felt a twinge of guilt about not responding to their question, but this was quickly assuaged by his utter fascination with the interior of the building once he cautiously peeked his head through the threshold of the entrance.

Simultaneously night and day, this beautiful juxtaposition clashed with the smell of smoke and rude conversation spilling into the background noise. Merle found himself intrigued, and this allowed him to surmount his initial fear and take a few steps inside the building. He felt out of place here, although he supposed that was normal for a new location. He found his gaze drawn to a pit where large, oval tables boasted an array of various people gathered playing games with cards. Distracted by watching these individuals exchange rounds of cards and choice words, he found himself largely ignoring the others. He didn’t even notice the strange woman who had broken up the previous fight he had heard from outdoors, focused as he was on the games happening within the building.
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  • Note- please do not control Merle’s character for me.

    There was something inherently unsettling about water, about riding in boats, though Merle could not quite grasp the reasoning that he felt this way. The occasional splash of water onto his cheeks was discomforting, yes, and the rock of the vessel made his stomach lurch at the abruptness of the motion, but these occurrences didn’t explain the lightheadedness, the taste of bile against the back of his tongue, the burning of tears barely held within his eyes. These sensations of utter misery proved to make focusing on the journey, and the company he had during the journey, impossible.

    No, the only thought the young man had was that he needed to get off of this boat as soon as possible. Thus, he tightened his grip on the edge of the boat, digging his nails into the worn, mold-eaten wood as he swallowed his bile down. He felt it burn with the swallow, and groaned; it would be embarrassing to vomit here, and somehow the thought of embarrassment ranked higher than this strange, innate fear he had of the water.

    A shaky sigh left him at the sight of a building, as unwelcoming and imposing as it may have seemed. The design didn’t matter to him, nor did the presentation; it was a on land, and therefore was the most sacred sight to him that he could recall. He wet his lips in anxious anticipation of the boat reaching the dock, tension tightening his shoulders into a hunch. A ringing in his ears deafened him to all sounds, his gaze locked on the dock kept him blinded to the lost objects of mortality floating in the river around them, though these senses came rushing back to him after the boat had docked and he had hastily scrambled out of it onto the dock without concern if the vessel rocked the remaining passengers or not.

    Once standing on the dock, he braced his hands on his knees and hunched over, keeping his face resolutely away from the edge of the wood so he was not over the water. Taking several deep breaths, he clenched his eyes shut, allowing himself a few minutes to collect himself from this strange panic. His tension lessened to shakes, though even those eventually settled into an exhausted laxity in his muscles as Merle finally straightened, directing a peripheral glance to the one in the boat.

    They looked different than him, that much was true. His heart rate picked up slightly at the sight, as the natural inclination to be afraid of the different rose within him. However, the words they spoke were English and not unkind, albeit blunt. The familiarity of this relaxed the young man enough that he offered a very shaky grin and nod of his head. Of course, the explanations were bizarre, but frankly, Merle barely had the capacity to formulate a coherent thought right now. He’d mull over the implications of what was said later. Glancing to the others leaving the boat, he found that he considered it rude that they didn’t speak to their guide. So, rather than follow them, he remained on the dock.

    “Thank you for the ride,” he spoke softly and delicately, suggesting a more reserved personality, “Stay safe.”

    As soon as he had responded, Merle was distracted by the sound of a scuffle inside the building. He felt his apprehension creeping up his back, and brought his left hand to hold his right elbow in a cross over his chest in a self-soothing gesture. He didn’t enjoy the sound of fights, physical or verbal, and although the outward appearance of the building hadn’t concerned him much, the noises of less-friendly activities from inside did give him pause.

    Thankfully, the noises swiftly died down, and his trepidation more slowly relented. Merle was aware that he eventually would need to enter the building; the opening gates, while not particularly inviting, were a clear indication to move forward. So, he offered a meek wave to the one in the boat, slowly following behind the other passengers who had already entered the casino. He thought he heard one of them speaking, but he was, frankly, too far behind to hear. He felt a twinge of guilt about not responding to their question, but this was quickly assuaged by his utter fascination with the interior of the building once he cautiously peeked his head through the threshold of the entrance.

    Simultaneously night and day, this beautiful juxtaposition clashed with the smell of smoke and rude conversation spilling into the background noise. Merle found himself intrigued, and this allowed him to surmount his initial fear and take a few steps inside the building. He felt out of place here, although he supposed that was normal for a new location. He found his gaze drawn to a pit where large, oval tables boasted an array of various people gathered playing games with cards. Distracted by watching these individuals exchange rounds of cards and choice words, he found himself largely ignoring the others. He didn’t even notice the strange woman who had broken up the previous fight he had heard from outdoors, focused as he was on the games happening within the building.

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"That's why we need you here," Lotus replied to Chloe, although her tone was dripping in honeyed mocking. The scene was utter perfection now, a gilded frame for the new arrivals-- and the casino would be their canvas to lay their souls bare. A raw cacophony of soft jazz and shouts and sobs and mutters that would go unnoticed filled the air, completing the atmosphere that God had so delicately crafted and recklessly abandoned. And Lotus was the conductor of this hellish, chaotic train. She recalled a particular dilemma the humans had created long ago, a philosophical dilemma. Something about fate and a body on the tracks. Smiling to herself at the thought of something so frivolous as human philosophies, she turned her attention back to Chloe, smoothing out the wrinkles in her blouse for what seemed like the hundredth time. Presentation was everything, and Lotus was no stranger to making a grand entrance. A soft pink coat hung over her shoulders like the loose flesh of a hairless cat, and she pulled it further over her shoulders, clearing her throat with dignity.

"All right, let's get started, shall we?"

She marched over to the trio that had gathered at the front desk, belligerently fishing about in her pocket and procuring the passes. One name. One memory. And that was all. She hoped their memories would be juicy. There was nothing like murder, revenge, and betrayal to set the mood on the first night, and Lotus was familiar with all three. Her Holy Trinity. They had molded her into the being she was today, chipped away at like a sand sculpture that began as a nebulous mound, became a castle, and then crashed down as the tide came in. There was nothing more interesting than seeing glimpses of oneself in another being, especially when that being was faced with their own short and pointless life and subsequent end. She distributed the cards accordingly, eyeing the images that accompanied each one and scrutinizing them. It would be a shame if someone were to receive the wrong memories. It had happened before, and Lotus had gotten quite the mouthful from the angels. In the end, the mortals' memories were wiped manually and they had to start from the beginning. It was a shame, she had thought at the time, that they were to begin anew when the soap opera had only just begun.

"Your names... Merle, Alec, and Shawn." She pointed to each as she said their names as if casting a spell on them with some invisible wand. "I am Lotus, the manager of this casino. Please keep the 'no smoking' rule in mind." It was one of her pet peeves, and she pointedly reminded them of that as an uncanny grimace flickered across her gentle features. "And this is Chloe." Lotus gestured to the angel, reassured. "We will be escorting you to the fourth floor to your rooms. These rooms are individual, but feel free to pay one another visits as you please." That would hopefully add some cinnamon into the mix. With an eagle-eyed stare, she scanned the three men. Two of them were on the youthful side, while the third had the appearance of a burly stray dog. His eyes were too bright to be a soldier-- she had seen the clouded fears and doubts inside the eyes of men who had served too long in the military, and it didn't suit Shawn. But his hands were too calloused for him to have an ordinary modern profession. An adventurer, or maybe a farmer, was her final conclusion. The next victim of her scrutiny was Alec. What a scrawny lad! He had innocent, wide eyes like a small duckling cast into the sea. And last was Merle. He seemed locked in on the poker game that was happening in the gambling pit. A second Dern? She certainly hoped not. Chiding herself for staring, Lotus began her navigation through the pit, around slot machines that glowed and blinked like friendly streetlights, and to the elevator, pausing.
 
Alec waited for a response from the man before him, but he seemed to pause. He looked down as he thought, and Alec realized he couldn't quite remember his name either.

"That's... weird..." Alec murmured out and looked to his side to see the figure from before approaching them. Now that she was closer, Alec could tell she was very beautiful. She looked timeless and graceful. She brought another figure with her, not as beautiful but still so. He felt small and ugly in their presence, but when did he ever feel confident?

She pointed at the other person who didn't step closer to answer his earlier question, "Your names... Merle" She pointed at Alec, "Alec," points to the man he was talking to a moment ago, "and Shawn." Alec looked at them. Merle seemed almost familiar, but Shawn didn't. He squints at Merle, no real recollection.

"I am Lotus, the manager of this casino. Please keep the 'no smoking' rule in mind." She gazes over at the sign she'd pointed at earlier. Alec understood more, but now he was disappointed if he were honest. He couldn't put his finger on it, but maybe he was a smoker before he died, because now that she mentioned it Alec wanted nothing more than to light up a cigarette.

Lotus points out the other figure she brought with, Chloe she introduces her. Alec leans on the desk and looks Chloe up and down as Lotus explains they were going to show them to their rooms. Alec still didn't know what was going on but Lotus already started stalking away and Chloe followed. Alec looked at Shawn and Merle, and shrugged and started following the two across the room.

Alec took his time to look at the machines they passed. It was a whole proper casino he thought, smiling to himself. Death, or purgatory or whatever the hell this was, seemed pretty cool already. He didn't care he couldn't even remember his life before suddenly, he got himself a room and he gets to gamble. He doesn't know if he ever played card games before or gambled, but he was excited for this adventure none the less.
 
Chloe never paid attention to the names of the humans or even did so much as look at them. Earl, Shawn, whatever. She didn't care about any of them or what they looked like - they were simply another mortal in the useless and seemingly infinite sea of them. The more she stood there and listened to Lotus drone on about the no-smoking rule nobody abided by (and she did not care to enforce, to be honest) among other things, the more upset she felt. It certainly showed on her usually beautiful, soft face that was only harsh and wicked-looking as of lately. Chloe couldn't help but wonder what her purpose was here. She could never understand why her father had her at this sadistic casino she sarcastically and only internally referred to as 'Hell's Carnival.' It felt like torture to her.

Chloe was grateful to begin showing them their bedrooms. She didn't pay attention to any of the machines like the newcomers were; she had seen them a million times and she was not fascinated any of those million times. The quicker she was able to wash her hands of the mortals, the quicker she could escape them. She wanted nothing more than to go to her hiding place and smoke a cigarette herself. Now, smoking was not a vice she ever indulged in before coming to this godforsaken place; it showed how much she had changed as an individual being there. It stressed her out, and as angels were not allowed to indulge in things such as smoking, it was something Chloe did when she was absolutely certain nobody would see or find her.

Smoking was not the only thing Chloe did that she was technically not allowed to do. Chloe tied her wings down to hide them from the mortals. If her father knew she did this, he'd be pissed, to put it frankly. She just didn't want them out. They were distracting, and she didn't want mortals to see them. There were rumors and speculations among the mortals that she wasn't human considering she was able to and even has roughed up some of the men here. However, the mortals did not know she was an angel, and she preferred to keep it that way. Chloe didn't know what kind of human beings were here. They could be abhorrent. murderous, psychopathic. Chloe, if she were to be honest, didn't want to risk her wings being cut. She had heard stories of that happening from time to time. It wasn't a frequent occurrence but it still did happen. The thought of Chloe's wings being cut scared her and not much did so.
 
The blond-haired man received the pass from the receptionist with a blank face, tapping his fingers against the smooth, cool material thoughtfully having never seen the strange material before. Had it been invented after he’d died, and... how long had he been dead for? Shawn didn’t have any impressions of the large, bulky machines with the flashy screen either, though he took that with a grain of salt since he didn’t remember much of anything.

Hearing Lotus introduce herself as the manager of the casino, Shawn was forced to hold himself back from raising an eyebrow doubtfully as he wondered why she would be sitting at the front desk if she was in charge of the place. The no smoking rule invoked a small but very noticeable feeling, making the sailor wonder if he’d used a pipe while he’d been alive. While he wondered about his past, sapphire-blue eyes glanced at the card absentmindedly, not realizing what the name on it, Shawn Monroe, signified.

It had his last name, the connection to his parents that he’d never known.

The thirty-eight-year-old man was snapped out of his thinking as Chloe was instructed to lead the mortals to their rooms, face twisting with a clear distaste. While Shawn shrugged his shoulders before falling into step behind her, he couldn’t help but wonder what had made the volatile girl upset. Strange. His attention returned to the machines further into the establishment where other guests seemed to be seated. A good deal seemed to be slamming the hands against the boxes or slumping in their seat with a defeated hunch, but a select few seemed to have a small entourage surrounding them, cheering them on. At least the card games were familiar, aiding his conclusion that this was, in fact, a casino as the glowing sign — another curious thing — had suggested.

As they continued forward, Shawn started to question their young guide. “Is there a barber?” His deep voice was rough and it contained a very clear British accent.
 
Note- please do not control Merle’s character for me.

Admittedly, Merle was not terribly focused on what the two women who were, supposedly, employed by the casino, were saying or doing. He had gathered the gist of the matter, that they were figures of authority here, with the more superfluous one behind the desk likely being the primary authority. They seemed different than the figure in the boat, however. They seemed less genuine, with fancy clothes and pretty appearances masking a less desirable personality. No, what was more interesting were the authentic people in the room, down by the tables with their eyes on some invisible price and their hands over cards and levers for the slots. Although his memories were hazy, with much of them seeming to be a subconscious feeling that he couldn’t grasp concretely, something was telling him that he didn’t trust the authorities here. That’s not to say he wouldn’t respect them, though, for there was also the paired need to fall in line and not cause trouble within himself. What a peculiar combination, to be obedient but out of recognition of necessity rather than obliviousness.

His gaze was momentarily distracted from the games by the woman in a coat far too fancy handing him a key. Fingers wrapped around the plastic key fob familiarly, he offered a polite grin and a nod in thanks. Curious about what it was for, he rotated his wrist to flip the key fob around after finding its current side blank. And, just like that, after skimming the words, he just knew that was his name. It was as certain as the sun rising and setting, and much the same, one could always be reminded of the certainty by glancing out of their window as a visual cue. Within his thoughts, he felt himself resonate with the name ‘Merle Ollis’. A sense of identity returning to him had some of the tension leaving his shoulders, had his eyes lidding in relief he shared only with himself. Gravity was far less grounding than a name, after all.

Thus, when the woman called him by name, his eyes lifted to meet her gaze instinctively, unable to help the reflexive raising of his eyebrows as she introduced herself and chose one specific rule to highlight. Honestly, though, he couldn’t blame her. Smoke was irritating, and he had the feeling it was unhealthy on top of that. He didn’t have an intentions on “indulging” in such matters. Still, Lotus was eyeing them all with almost accusing stares, seeming to stare into the depths of their souls. Uncomfortable with the attention, Merle glanced off to the games happening again instead, nodding absently in acknowledgement of their room assignments. Some privacy sounded appealing right now, certainly.
Following the group slowly, near the rear, he found himself largely ignoring Lotus and Chloe in favor of the games about him, of the group he was moving with, of the machines that shone so brightly with false promises. His gaze flickered between these like a fleeting flame of a candle, assessing but never lingering. It would seem he didn’t have much in common with his group mates, especially not the older gentleman. He figured they’d eventually break off from one another and mingle with the crowds, perhaps never truly interacting with each other again. Such was reality.

When the older gentleman spoke up, however, he found himself intrigued by the accent. It sounded unusual, not like his own or the other’s, but Merle chastised himself and told himself not to stare or pry. He certainly wouldn’t appreciate such things himself. Instead, he glanced to the man but for a moment, taking in his appearance to gain stock of why he had requested a barber. Perhaps the man hadn’t gone to one often while Merle had, for the young man confirmed with a quick brush of his left hand through his hair that his own locks were neat, soft, relatively free of split ends. Then, he had a thought: perhaps staying with people, or at the least interacting with them, would help him regain more of his subconscious memories and sensations of himself. Merle felt a core part of him recoil at the thought, and a small frown graced his features. Or, he could try to reveal things himself. Only time, as nonexistent as it apparently was in this place, would tell.
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  • Note- please do not control Merle’s character for me.

    Admittedly, Merle was not terribly focused on what the two women who were, supposedly, employed by the casino, were saying or doing. He had gathered the gist of the matter, that they were figures of authority here, with the more superfluous one behind the desk likely being the primary authority. They seemed different than the figure in the boat, however. They seemed less genuine, with fancy clothes and pretty appearances masking a less desirable personality. No, what was more interesting were the authentic people in the room, down by the tables with their eyes on some invisible price and their hands over cards and levers for the slots. Although his memories were hazy, with much of them seeming to be a subconscious feeling that he couldn’t grasp concretely, something was telling him that he didn’t trust the authorities here. That’s not to say he wouldn’t respect them, though, for there was also the paired need to fall in line and not cause trouble within himself. What a peculiar combination, to be obedient but out of recognition of necessity rather than obliviousness.

    His gaze was momentarily distracted from the games by the woman in a coat far too fancy handing him a key. Fingers wrapped around the plastic key fob familiarly, he offered a polite grin and a nod in thanks. Curious about what it was for, he rotated his wrist to flip the key fob around after finding its current side blank. And, just like that, after skimming the words, he just knew that was his name. It was as certain as the sun rising and setting, and much the same, one could always be reminded of the certainty by glancing out of their window as a visual cue. Within his thoughts, he felt himself resonate with the name ‘Merle Ollis’. A sense of identity returning to him had some of the tension leaving his shoulders, had his eyes lidding in relief he shared only with himself. Gravity was far less grounding than a name, after all.

    Thus, when the woman called him by name, his eyes lifted to meet her gaze instinctively, unable to help the reflexive raising of his eyebrows as she introduced herself and chose one specific rule to highlight. Honestly, though, he couldn’t blame her. Smoke was irritating, and he had the feeling it was unhealthy on top of that. He didn’t have an intentions on “indulging” in such matters. Still, Lotus was eyeing them all with almost accusing stares, seeming to stare into the depths of their souls. Uncomfortable with the attention, Merle glanced off to the games happening again instead, nodding absently in acknowledgement of their room assignments. Some privacy sounded appealing right now, certainly.
    Following the group slowly, near the rear, he found himself largely ignoring Lotus and Chloe in favor of the games about him, of the group he was moving with, of the machines that shone so brightly with false promises. His gaze flickered between these like a fleeting flame of a candle, assessing but never lingering. It would seem he didn’t have much in common with his group mates, especially not the older gentleman. He figured they’d eventually break off from one another and mingle with the crowds, perhaps never truly interacting with each other again. Such was reality.

    When the older gentleman spoke up, however, he found himself intrigued by the accent. It sounded unusual, not like his own or the other’s, but Merle chastised himself and told himself not to stare or pry. He certainly wouldn’t appreciate such things himself. Instead, he glanced to the man but for a moment, taking in his appearance to gain stock of why he had requested a barber. Perhaps the man hadn’t gone to one often while Merle had, for the young man confirmed with a quick brush of his left hand through his hair that his own locks were neat, soft, relatively free of split ends. Then, he had a thought: perhaps staying with people, or at the least interacting with them, would help him regain more of his subconscious memories and sensations of himself. Merle felt a core part of him recoil at the thought, and a small frown graced his features. Or, he could try to reveal things himself. Only time, as nonexistent as it apparently was in this place, would tell.
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