personality
determined
✧ overbearing
✧ irresponsible
✧ adventurous
✧ goofy
✧ ditzy
✧ feisty
✧ courageous
✧ philosophical
✧ supportive
✧ eager to please
✧ insecure
✧ warm
✧ energetic
✧ witty
✧ expressive
✧ charismatic
✧ slightly rebellious
likes
✧ Green tea
✧ Soft-smiles
✧ Laughing until her face and stomach hurts
✧ Adrenaline rushes
✧ Fresh air
✧ The smell of lake water
✧ Yelling, but in a fun way!
✧ Blaring her music
✧ Going on virtual tours of museums
✧ Vegging out
✧ The feeling of a fresh new piece of music inspiring her
✧ Learning something new
✧ Having arguments over non-personal things
✧ Pinching people’s cheeks
dislikes
✧ People who disagree with her
✧ Feeling closed in, as though she has no other options
✧ Calf-aches
✧ Her aunt’s nagging
✧ Stares
✧ The quiet
✧ Being discounted and underestimated
✧ Anger + being unable to deal with it
✧ Being ignored or talked over
✧ Spinach on pizza
✧ Anyone mentioning her appearance. At all.
✧ Getting in her head about things
hobbies
✧ Hill-bombing on her skateboard late at night
✧ Dancing
✧ People-watching from her window or her post during her shift
✧ Light internet-stalking (not in a creepy way, just in the “well now I know your favorite color because your feed seems to be filled with a lot of green” type of way)
✧ Perfecting recipes from all across the globe
✧ Sewing and designing her own clothes
✧ Painting landscapes and portraits of people who don’t exist
✧ Writing letters to people she’ll probably never talk to
✧ Spending hours researching obscure facts about subcultures, music genres, and fireworks (got a bit of a thing for them)
✧ Hiking
✧ Swimming
✧ Playing Uno against herself
✧ Binging her favorite shows
✧ Taking long drives… though she doesn’t have a car
fears
✧ Her aunt's wrath
✧ The nightmares/sleeping
✧ Disappointing those that she looks up to
✧ Crowded spaces/claustrophobic spaces
✧ Parties where she doesn't know anyone
quirks
✧ biting her lip
✧ braiding her hair absent-mindedly
✧ singing or humming whatever tune is in her head
✧ drumming on tables with her fingers
theme song
Driving On 9 by The Breeders
playlist
Spotify
personality
TicTac is a “good girl,” according to her aunt, who often pats her head after she’s spent a whole day alone, her Life360 showing no signs of movement. To this, Tatum simply smiles and scurries off to her room, feigning sleep. Then, once a quiet has settled around the too-big house, she’s got her earbuds blaring and dancing around her kitchen. Sometimes, if she’s feeling particularly free-spirited, she ventures into the woods to find her lake. To her, there are two different people that live within her that battle for dominance. To Aunt Angie, she’s calm, sweet, and eager-to-please. Her boldness, which rarely makes an appearance, tends to upset her aunt, who claims to only want to “keep her safe.” Tatum makes up for her curiosity by complimenting her pseudo-mother, always the one to help out at home so Angelina gets to have a life. The same kindness can read as false to others, especially when it tends to be a bit too much. She’s too warm and tends to freak people out. Constantly fearing rejection, it’s hard for her to not walk on thin ice around people. Her aunt has known her for years and still gets upset when she isn’t pristine and perfect to the image she has for Tate.
While she is demure and respectful to her aunt, Tatum is quite the opposite around others (if she ever gets the chance to show it off). When she’s feeling playful, her antics are known to induce gut-splitting laughter. The few who know her appreciate the way she tackles things head-on, the way her shoulders are always perched back. Sure, she seems shy, but she has a bubbly personality that hypes up everyone around her. The slight chaos she brings to every conversation and the way she moves from one topic to the next keeps the mood lifted. Not to mention she’s quite the firecracker when upset. Granted, TicTac doesn’t have many opportunities to show this off. Most believe her to be ultra-shy when it’s quite the opposite. She’s just been taught to tamper that side of herself.
However, there are a few things that Tatum keeps to herself, often unable to ever show them to others. She can go on about existentialism for hours, claiming everyone has a choice even if it looks like they don’t (One could call her a hypocrite considering she’s the first to complain about lack of choice). She’ll start to yell about the genius of de Beauvoir if need be. One of her biggest dreams is to get to debate philosophy with someone she loves. Actually- she wants to argue about anything with someone she knows and trusts. Quite the debater, Tate rarely gets to show off her opinions or eloquence without feeling the wrath of her aunt. She just wants someone to listen.
A trait that seems to bleed into either personality is her mastery of making ill-timed decisions on the fly without really comprehending the consequences. One time, she pulled an all-nighter to find her parents’ addresses so she could write them letters. Didn’t go over well with Auntie, and she knew it wouldn’t. Another time, Tate tried to board a train before her aunt noticed. Another incident that didn’t register well. Hell, the reason why she got into ballet was because she enrolled herself in classes. Her most recent escapade was when she, heaven forbid, went out to get pizza with her schoolmates a year ago. With adulthood calling to her, Tatum can’t help but find her spontaneity becoming more frequent in even smaller ways. In fact, the two different parts of herself are merging overall, and she’s terrified.