Realistic or Modern maya & tommy // 1x1

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Good girl

Maya

mood

Happy, High, Euphoric

outfit

https://hollywoodlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/01/sheer-jumpsuits-01.jpg

location

JJ's house

interactions

with Tommy

tags

tags here

Maya smiled as she relaxed into the music, everything around her became a blur as sweaty people danced in the room around her. The lights and darkness contrasting against each other and she laughed the first time that silly string seemed to rain down on them. She turned her head quickly scanning the room but was unable to figure out who had shot it out. By the third time it happened she stopped caring about where it came from and instead enjoyed the colours raining down on them and the feeling of it against her skin. It was obvious that nearly everyone was in the same buzz and she found comfort in that knowing that she wouldn't stick out and that they were all feeling together.

She looked up at Tommy the grin unmoving of her face, finding amusement and comfort in the fact that he kept closing his eyes too. It was almost like it was too intense to keep her eyes open for long periods of time, the lights, the colours, the moving people.. every so often she had to close her eyes to give them a break, well that and the fact that the feeling of the music almost heightened everytime she closed her eyes. The little busts of eye contact between her and Tommy gave her butterflies and she couldnt distinguish whether it was the drugs causing or heightening the feeling but she enjoyed it.

She allowed her eyes to close and leaned her head back, completely taken in by the music as she swayed on her spot , allowing the music to completely take over and all thoughts to leave her head. A hand on her neck brought her thoughts back and she opened her eyes to come face to face with his hazel-blue eyes, which she noted, looked even more blue in the darkness of the room, like a light shining towards her. It took her a second to realise what he was intending and she smirked before leaning forward and taking her share of the chewing gum he was offering, allowing her lips to brush of his as she did so. She went in for the kiss but got distracted by hearing her name being shouted from the otherside of the room, a voice which seemed to be getting closer as each time her name was said. Groaning audibly, Maya turned her head trying to see through the sea of people before her eyes rested on the fiery red hair coming towards her. She looked at Tommy an apologetic expression on her face for whatever was about to come before she turned her head back towards her gaining friends. Her eyes landed on Sarah and she gave her a look, a look she knew Sarah would know to mean please let me have this. Sarah winked at her and gave a little nod before somehow distracting Amber enough that Maya had time to grab Tommys hand and pull him further into the crowd, hopefully deep enough where Amber couldnt see them easily.

Once sure they were not in a viewing position, Maya looked back at Tommy again and motioned for him to come closer to her, a devilish smile on her face. When he leaned in towards her, Maya stepped on her tiptoes and kissed him, allowing herself to get lost in the emotions the molly was giving her.

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[doedeer]

mood: rolling hard, mesmerized, eager
outfit: click me
location: j.j.'s parents bedroom

tommy

bumping over the speakers
: suffocation - crystal castles

tommy watched the interaction that stole their kiss away from them, half-sore but mostly in slight disorientation. he was rolling too hard to be upset at anything anyway and it was rather gratifying to sneak a hellish smirk towards the girls–mostly at amber who’d shot a daggered look back at him before maya could avert their position deeper into the center of the crowd.

with his hand placed steadily on the small of her back, tommy returned maya’s kiss whilst reducing the height distance between them–lowering himself and pressing her up against him. the sensation encompassing his mental and physical almost entirely, he kissed her harder. when they had pulled away simultaneously and come to a mutual sense of reality, he leaned closer to her ear–”that felt amazing,” the raspiness of his voice came through, “i’m rolling so hard right now.”--pulling away to let out a chuckle and trying to suppress the smile across his face. tommy ran his hand through his dark hair once again feeling the sweat between his fingers just as more silly string was dispensed from above. this time it was shot out with a voice attached–a holler tommy seemed to make out as a ‘hey bitch!’ he turned his head, looking up then. his eyes met the familiar look from j.j. standing on the top of the staircase–his friend’s eyes wide with excitement and laughter. j.j. mockingly shot him with an eyebrow raise and kissy faces right before being pulled away by a girl tommy couldn’t recognize right away–the action prompting him to drop his silly string canister off the staircase and into the crowd. dumbass.

tommy returned a grin to the clumsiness of his friend and turned towards maya again, “how do you feel, beautiful?” he spoke up over the music.

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Good girl

Maya

mood

Happy, High, Euphoric

outfit

https://hollywoodlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/01/sheer-jumpsuits-01.jpg

location

JJ's house

interactions

with Tommy

tags

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Maya felt his hand rest on her back as he pulled her closer, she pushed herself into him allowing himself to get engrossed into the kiss. They pulled back at the same time and she waited as he remained leaned into her before whispering into her ear.

His whispear gave her a tingle from her ears to toes and she smiled at him slightly out of breath "Yes it was" she returned in a soft voice. She laughed at his next comment before nodding her head with a bit of a exaggerating air to it , this motion caused her to get dizzy and she reacted by pressing her head into Tommy's chest and closing for eyes for a second until the wave passed. She slowly lifted her head with an amused smile on her face and innocence glaring in her eyes 'yeah so I am, if it's not obvious "

She heard someone shout and her head instantly shot in that direction seeing JJ making faces towards them. She rolled her eyes but smirked taking no offence to what just happened. She found it amusing especially since he ended up getting pulled off by a girl at the end.

"I am feeling great" she answered with a smile as she took his hand in hers. She was getting touchy feely now which is something she normally get when very high. She liked to have human contact even something simple as hand holding , it just made everything start to feel ok when it all got a bit too intense.

She looked up at him through her eyelashes "How are you feeling"

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[doedeer]

mood: rolling hard, mesmerized, eager
outfit: click me
location: j.j.'s house

tommy

bumping over the speakers
: suffocation - crystal castles

as maya’s hand slipped into his, he accepted the gesture smoothly as if it was second nature. it wasn’t uncommon for him to get touchy off mdma either, but the feeling was pleasantly discernable. as if he was completely present in the moment with her even amongst the disorder around them. their fingers interlocked and he reached over with his left hand, returning it’s place right under her jawline. his eyes were glued to hers as she spoke, almost missing her question. he laughed again with that pause then answered, “i feel fucking great.”

it had to have been almost three a.m. at this point, but the party raged on per usual. tommy would usually find himself half-naked in bed with some random girl he wouldn’t remember the next morning…or alone on the pavement with bruises and scrapes he also wouldn’t recall experiencing, but tonight he didn’t feel any sort of inclination to indulge so harmfully. maybe for once he was actually having fun instead of his past routine of getting high for the hell of it and making stupid decisions to cope. he hadn’t even had a single lowly thought since he’d met up with maya–partly due to the molly, but it couldn’t have been attributed to just that. there was something else he’d shy away from confronting. as he rolled, any serious thought would disintegrate into nothingness and tommy had no desire to hold onto any harsh realities. not now anyway. not with someone so great standing right in front of him.

subconsciously, he would be relieved to have the night turning out to be this way.

“fuck.” he remarked, feeling the heat from the bodies around him, “we need water bad.” he tossed his head up, looking towards the kitchen. water…–then at the open door in that same room that led to the backyard…and fresh air. the blonde girl still seemed to be half-dancing, half-trailing behind his words–the effect of mdma clearly compelling enough to keep them both on the dance floor regardless of their physical needs. she looked at him with something that struck tommy as her uncertain protest in leaving. in reference to the unwilling instinct they both shared for parting with rave–“for a bit, yeah? it’ll feel good to get some air too.” he held her hand a bit firmly now, taking a step through the crowd and towards the kitchen.

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Good girl

Maya

mood

Happy, High, Euphoric

outfit

https://hollywoodlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/01/sheer-jumpsuits-01.jpg

location

JJ's house

interactions

with Tommy

tags

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Maya's eyes lit up when Tommy mentioned water. She knew her body needed it and could almost feel her organs scream out for it but it also meant leaving the dance floor while the music was pumping. Whoever was on tracks was doing a very good job, each song having been as good as the last. Her wide eyes turned to a slight frown and shake off her head when Tommy looked back down at her. She needed it, yes, that was obvious but also she didn't want to leave the room they were in.

Tommy used persuading words with her but when Maya felt his hand tighten on hers she knew she had no choice in this, which to be fair was probably a good thing. Maya probably would have stayed there until she fainted with heat exhaustion and dehydration.

Maya walked with Tommy into the kitchen, glad that he was leading the way through the people and that she could just slip in behind him. When they reached the kitchen she picked up two unused cups and filled them with water and handed one to Tommy "ok maybe it was needed alot" she laughed before taking a sip of her own cup, now that they were out of the room she could really feel how overheated she was. "Did you know girls can actually drink so much water on MDMA that they can drown themselves?" She asked him, she'd read this fact before and it's a reason she was always hesitant and aware of how much water she took "boys are built differently and are bigger so they can't but it's something to do with a girls mass"

Maya has tendencies to just walk off at time and go on adventures be it drunk or high, it was like the sensation took over and she had to follow it. The girls were used to keeping Maya infront of them so when she impulsively walked off they would see her go and could follow it needs be. Maya suddenly looked around the room, her eyes spotted the door for the backdoor and almost like in a trance she began walking towards it, grinning as she began to feel the air hitting her skin. It's not that she forgot Tommy was with her it's more that she's used to her friends following her without question.

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[doedeer]

mood: rolling hard, mesmerized, eager
outfit: click me
location: j.j.'s house

tommy

bumping over the speakers
: suffocation - crystal castles

he grinned down at his cup before finishing it, listening in on the wild fact the blonde girl had remarked. a girl can drown herself… what a silly thought. looking down at the girl who was a foot shorter than himself, he could only imagine maya chugging water so fast she fell over–the thought making him laugh. getting the last few drops with his cup held high, he was about to respond. however as he put the cup down, the girl had already started to wander away towards the backdoor and into the yard.


he quickly tossed the cup aside and pushed past a couple people to follow her–trying to suppress the smile on his face at her sudden descent. like a curious puppy feeling a cold breeze for it’s first time, maya had walked out into the open air with her arms slightly outstretched. tommy didn’t mind it at all, in fact he wanted to bring her outside. if anything, he felt she’d unconciously read his mind and it was cute she’d off and wandered out on her own so reveired. some people were in the hot tub, others smoking weed by the lake but most were inside dancing. he barely saw anyone else though, tunnel vision from the upper fixated on his trip date’s astray.

at the brush of cool air that filled the open space, tommy couldn’t help but mimic her behavior. with the breeze grazing his perspiration he closed his eyes for a moment, but opened them as the colors behind his eyelids were going haywire. it felt great anyhow. “ahhh.. feels awesome out here.”

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Good girl

Maya

mood

Happy, High, Euphoric

outfit

https://hollywoodlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/01/sheer-jumpsuits-01.jpg

location

JJ's house

interactions

with Tommy

tags

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Maya got outside and slightly outstreched her arms enjoying the feeling of the air on her skin and the hair standing up on her arms. It was electrifying and the crispness of the air only made it better.

Her attention was snapped back to reality when Tommy spoke. Not that she had forgotten he was there but she was used to wandering on her own and wasn't used to people following after her. She turned to him and tried to hide the surprise on her face.

"Yeah its amazing" she breathed with ease finally lowering her arms, unable to keep the smirk from forming on her lips when she realised that he was almost mimicing her movement with her arms opened embracing the air.

She wasn't even aware of anyone around them with her current state of mind. Her eyes flicked around the darkness and then she spotted it, right down at the end of the garden was an old swing set. A grin spread accross her lips as she filled with excitement almost like she was a child again.

"Race you" she shouted already starting to run as quick as possible to the swing set with her glass of water still in hand. Reaching the swing set first, Maya turned to face him giving an exaggerated bow like she was addressing royalty. "Not one bit spilled" she laughed proudly before placing the cup on the ground and taking a seat on one of the swings.

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[doedeer]

mood: rolling, mesmerized, content
outfit: click me
location: the backyard

tommy

background noise from inside
: cinema - skrillex

as tommy’s vision narrowed in on the metal swing set at the edge of the garden, a thought fluttered into his mind. he’d actually broken this swing set before by setting off a firework too close to it. summer of eighth grade, he’d gotten too drunk at j.j.’s family’s party. at the realization of the busted swing set j.j.’s father temporarily banned tommy from their house. the ban didn’t last very long anyway. he hadn’t even realized the set was fixed until she’d started running towards it. he grinned, following close behind her but not trying so hard–more amused at her attempt to get there first.

“bravo.” he said brazenly, “bet you can’t get nearly as high as i can.” taking a seat on the rubber and immediately starting a swing. he looked silly being so tall on the tiny set, but in seconds he was already towering above and shaking the entire structure. the rush was great, but he had a better idea in mind. with a hoarse snicker, he proceeded to jump off onto the wet grass–landing then rolling over. he sat with his knees up and arms draped over to look at the girl still swinging–the moonlight reflecting onto the lake casting a white haze behind her. it was then he felt his heart beating from the drugs and exhilaration from the jump. he layed down on the cool wetness of the grass and looked up at the bright stars for a moment–just feeling the sensations.

“how’s it feel?” he says a little louder so maya could hear him.

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Good girl

Maya

mood

Happy, High, Euphoric

outfit

https://hollywoodlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/01/sheer-jumpsuits-01.jpg

location

JJ's house

interactions

with Tommy

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Maya raised an eyebrow when he bet she couldn't get as high as him, competitively beginning to push of the ground with all her might. However it took seconds before Tommy was nearly high enough to loop the swing over the top bar and Maya smirked before allowing herself to slow down again to a lighter more relaxed swing. "In fairness i didn't stand a chance, my legs just about touch the ground" she laughed after he clearly won.

She felt him jump more so from the vibrations it caused and her eyes shot to the now empty swing still swinging highly beside her. Turning her head she watched with an amused smile as Tommy hit the ground and rolled on the wet grass. She gave him a smile before using her feet again to push herself higher. She closed her eyes allowing the breeze to catch her hair and enjoying the feeling of the air prickling her skin. Opening her eyes again she watched as Tommy allowed himself to roll back on the grass with an almost dazed smile on his face. Maya allowed her eyes to drift over him as she smiled, taking in his silhouette and features. She had never really noticed Tommy much before, be it he was normally the life of the party. She couldn't help but wonder what was so different tonight, why he chose her and if she was the reason he wasn't currently doing something like jumping off the roof into the pool below. Her head tilted slightly to the side as she wondered how tonight was different to the rest.

His question pulled back her attention and she allowed her eyes to divert from him, realising she had just been staring at him for the last few seconds. A small blush formed on her cheeks as she let her head fall back as she swung, allowing her arms to outstretch till she was nearly horizontal and lightly swinging. "I feel everything" she said in a joking exaggerated way before a small laugh escaped her lips "I feel great, it's really nice stuff". she added. Allowing the swing to stop again, Maya leaned forward, still seated in the swing. "Please dont take offence to this, but you seem a lot calmer today, its nice" she said to him slowly. "like it's nice being able to talk to you and getting to know you, its been fun"

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[doedeer]

mood: rolling, mesmerized, abashed
outfit: click me
location: the backyard

tommy

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it had only been a few days off xanax. well, two to be exact–and a reason why he wasn’t out screwing around like usual. it did feel unlike him, but for the first time in awhile he seemed to be able to formulate concrete thoughts and properly feel his way through the mdma trip without blacking out. now that he’d think of it..it was pretty pointless to mix any drug with xanax. especially things like molly. he’d just be in and out of concious thought and never really feel any rush or heightened euphoria. sitting on the grass looking up at maya swinging in the air with the light casted behind her–he could realize bits of this.

to her next words he stood up, walking back to the swingset and taking a seat beside her. with a small swing, he avoided her eye-contact–a bit abashed at what he’d reply, “no offence at all, i mean–i’m fucking crazy sometimes.” he said with a smirk and a slight shake of his head, “i’ve been trying to get off xanax, you know, it’s been kind of hard. right now it doesn’t seem so bad, but uh–…” he trailed off a little,

it was true anyway. being sober while withdrawing off xanax was hard so he wasn’t even going to try. the last couple days were filled with booze and coke, sometimes ketamine and now on mdma it seemed like life was great. he knew, though, that after the trip it wouldn’t be the same story. it didn’t matter when he was playing cards with j.j. drunk as hell, nor did it matter when he was with maya upstairs drinking molly faygo. it didn’t matter now, or at least he’d try to make it not matter. thinking about it wouldn’t do him any good and besides he wasn’t very keen on dwelling on the future. “i like you maya. you’re cool.” he continued, throwing off the prior conversation, “i like you a lot actually.”--stopping his swing then, his long arms bent with a grip on the chains that held him up. his eyes, intently on her then quickly back at the scene in front of them. he became slightly annoyed at how this girl out of all the girls he’d ever met could make him feel so different. it was comical almost. this strange feeling of being able to be himself, yet more like a new version he didn’t remember unlocking prior to seeing her across the room. “you make me fucking..--i don’t know–nervous or something though. i hate it.”--letting out a short laugh as he kicked at the pebbles below the swing set, his converse scuffing the ground.

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Good girl

Maya

mood

Happy, High, Euphoric, confused

outfit

https://hollywoodlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/01/sheer-jumpsuits-01.jpg

location

JJ's house

interactions

with Tommy

tags

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Maya watched as Tommy silently stood up and then took the swing beside her. She began to worry that she had offended him especially as he didn't make eye contact with her for the first time that night. She lowered her head to look at her feet as they lightly pushed her back and forth, slowly and with no real height, it was more just the sensation of having something to do in that moment. His voice cut through the air and Maya's head lifted quickly to look his direction a relieved smile on her face as she gave him her full attention.

She nodded her head somberly at his words as her eyes flickered to the ground before coming back to rest on him "Look addiction is hard but at least you're trying to stop, thats a win in itself" she said with a small smile and a slight shrug. In that moment Maya's mind became consumed with memories of her mother's addiction, popping pills and drinking till she passed out, leaving Maya to mind herself and get her mother to bed. She had begged her mother so many times to stop but her mother didn't care enough to, she didn't care about Maya and she didn't care about herself. If she did why would Chris still be coming over to them when he's in town. Yes they lived in an incredible house and had more things than they needed but Maya would rather live on the street then have any reason for Chris to visit. Her mother had always been more of a drinker but Maya had witnessed her high many times, she tended to take some for the few days after Chris's visits, Maya always thought it was to wipe her memory clean, to reset to before he visited and to forget all about it. Chris' visits were hard but the week after was always just as bad and Maya knew that she had that ahead of her. She didn't want to remember that tonight though, she, herself, just wanted to forget it and deal with it all another day.

Tommy's voice broke her thoughts and she loosened her hands on the chain of the swings, she had not been aware she had clenched her fists and she gave them a little shake to try and get rid of the tenseness they now held. Maya couldn't help but smile when he said he liked her and she looked up from the ground to catch his eyes briefly before he turned away again. A small blush formed on her cheeks as she too, turned her head to look back towards the house " I like you too Tommy" she said in a gentle tone. She couldn't help but giggle in a bemused way when he said she made him nervous "all 5ft of me?" she asked with a raised eyebrow and a smirk. She couldn't believe that she of all people made the great, confident and unpredictable Tommy who was scared of absolutely nothing, nervous. Maya just couldn't wrap her head around that and she looked at him as though she was waiting for him to say he was joking. What was so great about her?. "Is it the molly, i bet you say that to all your trip buddies?" she asked him in a joking matter, however, she did currently wonder if it was the drugs that had him interested in her and if it would all fade tomorrow once he woke up.

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