Poetry I love yous

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I love you my dear
The hardest words, I find, lie
Like a silver tongue

I love yous, just hide
The feelings I have inside
No matter, I'll lie

I hope it will suffice
My mind is desolate, dry
Without your love near

 

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I am not sure when
My heart became yours my rose
But I know it now

Because my heart aches
To be without you daisy
And it will not stop

The beat of my heart
Playing along to your metronome
A sad broken tune

 

[Marceline_idue]

I made a net of leaves one lonely windy day
To try and catch your heart
With a river in the sky
But the leaves all blew away
And the water turned to air
I tried to catch your heart, dear lover
But failed, to my own dismay

 

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I plead
I bleed
I wish for you to be
Oh darling, I love her, please mother

Help me

 

[Marceline_idue]

Gentle deer
Gentle deer, please run
From the men
From the men with guns

I know you need to, I know you want to
Be safe, even if I cannot be
Run please, run without me

Gentle dear
Gentle dear, so swift
In the wind
In the wind you fly

 

[Marceline_idue]

CW: Blood, miscarriage

The light it grows inside her
She smiles
Because she knows
A light grows inside her

The light dies within her
She cries
Because just now
A blood rain flows
And she cries
Because she knows
The light died within her

 

[Marceline_idue]

I thought I was your sun
The one giving you light and safety
I felt as if I was your only light
How quickly that feeling faded
I became your sun
To just another star in your sky

 

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If I reached out my hand to you
Would you take it
My love
My life
My sunflower
For I fear you would shrink back
In disgust of who you see
No, I am not who you wanted me to be
I do not speak and move with tact
I am flawed to be exact
I hate my own body
I always say sorry
I am always sad
Yet I laugh and tell you that I'm glad
I can't tell you, it's not that easy
Oh, how I wish I could be free
But there is so much that I lack
My love
My life
My sunflower
I just wish to be accepted as I am
And not who you wish me to be

 

[Marceline_idue]

I exchanged my roses for petals
Yet I'd sigh and smile
And say
"It's more than enough"
Give me stems
And I shall plant you a garden

 

[Marceline_idue]

Your words do not touch my ears anymore
Where once they were heated rods that branded my skin
Searing pain felt deep within
Now I can just close the door