Millennial Dragon
Riou
This isn't anything important. A place to put my thoughts, a place to put some of myself on paper. Disclaimer: Probably going to be depressing and dark stuff most of the time, if not all the time. Wanna be happy? Don't read.
Time has helped me through many things, giving me space to breathe with some distance. Sometimes, I feel like I take that distance too far and I disconnect, finding excuses in the pain. It's hard for me to find the right balance between caring too much and too little, especially with chronic depression. Are people worth it? There are times when it doesn't really feel that way, especially when they cause you so much pain; only what you love can truly hurt you. Sadly, you can't just push people away in fear of them hurting you. Truth is, everyone will hurt you at one point or another, intentionally or not. It's a really just a matter of who's worth hurting for.