Revna Eris
Overachiever
So... I don't know if this is a common issue. I'm going to be straight up here, I don't know if I have anxiety, depression, or anything else that might prevent interacting in groups...
I am not the most social person on this site, I try to be friendly, but I find it hard to talk to people at times just individually, it feels awkward, I'm constantly worried about messing up and... Well...
I find it hard to be in groups... I've tried to start group roleplays, I've tried to join group roleplays, and there have been one or two times where I've considered trying to interact more with forums that are more social/playful that have nothing to do with roleplaying on the site.
Sometimes it's a lack of motivation that keeps me from joining/continuing to stay in groups... Sometimes I'm extremely anxious at the thought but can't be sure if it's even anxiety. I've had bad experiences with groups in general in the past... I just don't know.
Anyone have any advice to help me with this? I've passed up so many roleplays, or held so many roleplays back... I hate that I've done this, and I want to fix it for the future...
I am not the most social person on this site, I try to be friendly, but I find it hard to talk to people at times just individually, it feels awkward, I'm constantly worried about messing up and... Well...
I find it hard to be in groups... I've tried to start group roleplays, I've tried to join group roleplays, and there have been one or two times where I've considered trying to interact more with forums that are more social/playful that have nothing to do with roleplaying on the site.
Sometimes it's a lack of motivation that keeps me from joining/continuing to stay in groups... Sometimes I'm extremely anxious at the thought but can't be sure if it's even anxiety. I've had bad experiences with groups in general in the past... I just don't know.
Anyone have any advice to help me with this? I've passed up so many roleplays, or held so many roleplays back... I hate that I've done this, and I want to fix it for the future...